im chillaxin relaxin nailin threes like chicagos john paxon

 cocaine its sum for niggas only money at the mouth they bitches know drinks is in the house when im showin at local club to entertain im with showing spiritual pain with dope i like the main act like im sane im ridin the benz you stuck on the train q local brighton beach local little odessa lookin real focal by coney island bullets go poke all trees know i toke all drownin ya whole i soak all im king you simple bloke all makin them dollas sellin coke all hoods know i take em jump shots i fake em swim at the lake em roastin ya bake em eatin ya whole birthday cake em niggas post-mortem obituary fuck funerals i bake em im done with these bars for gods sake em. namean. "and you say darling do i look alright and i say baby you look wonderful tonight" - eric clapton. classic rock. one of the greatest guitarists of all time. post for you my sole reader of this blog! a poem written by me -> these lifeless faces glare strayed from humanity in need of a fix in despair sweats protruding insanity some in extreme pain in rage not much an option for those filthy look how theyre dressed no turnin back from this course some cant get over the past filled with resent and remorse stuck in spiritual cast waking up with uncomfortable sore some cant live in their skin seeing how gently they whine life as a half concious dream needle being the ultimate fine a LIFE as such wanting to SHOUT SENSES FADING SKIN CHANGIN HUE THOSE CHOSIN TO SUFFER AND POUT POEM WAS WRITTEN FOR YOU. i got the illest verse stealin purse cursin nurse worst since doors fuck ya whores all the mores niggas talkin ass leave mami bed sores after i fuck her on all fours im top of my game right at the cores break sweat out the pores air parcissus up high he soars my style never bores  hard times with the glock nines fuck the court fines niggas runnin on thin lines im tastin fine wines im sellin a dime rookie u aint buyin nothin but lime A LIST KNOW THAT IM TRYING UNGODLY IM DEATH DEFYIN ALL IN GOOD TIME MAKE YA SHORTY MINE END OF THIS VERSE IM JUST SAYIN FINE me you admirin gats that im firin knock off police siren im runnin the block nigga i heard walmart hiring ya phone im wirin my verses never get tirin  . anastaciya kareva, she looked wonderful that night :-*( mother called me a romantic and we played with elves father saids a working man since when im running shelves

I BUM HER I SIN HER OBAMA A DREAMER

 multiple literal meanings of the word dreamer but eh have to let people stay positive in the moment where country is now. trump or obama. GOTA STICK TO INSPIRATION PARCISSUS INSPIRE THE AMERICAN NATION . i mean come on now. oh peanuts(ponchiks <it means chubby boy>) how about sinochek sexy surely stated. YES SIR! nah my man pacino sexy too namean all of america would sleep with him dont matter how old. im sorry mr. pacino that im a drug addict. BUT A PHILOSOPHER FIRST AND FOREMOST I PRAY FOR POST. GREEK TROY TOAST KILLIN YA MOST BARKER GAME SHOW HOST TOP OF THE GAME YOU LOST YA TEAM I JUST ROAST IM BLIZZARD YOU FROST I SLAY WITH MY COST WHO ILLER preciouses and parcissus from mohammad to pavel to jessica lusting in between! (OH RIGHT WHATS WITH P NUMBER FOUR MY MAN PACINO ACT LIKE I AINT GOT A SCAR ON MY FACE MAN MY HEAD BONE LEFT UPPER STILL SITS OUT CAR NAILED ME SO HARD  IT HURTS TO THINK NAH IT DONT THINKING DOES CAUSE SPIRITUAL CONFLICT THOUGH SIGH I HAVE TO GO TAKE MEDS ATLEAST MY HEALTH AIDE BOUGHT ME A COFFEE! PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-) and MY WOMEN EVEN THO I AINT THE HANDY MAN AROUND THE HOUSE IM BRANDY MAN SHE IN HER BLOUSE. DRINKIN BRANDY A BUM NAMED RANDY IM WINDY YA SANDY MY BARS THINGS ARE JUST DANDY so my brothas at google staff or zuckerberg or >iosif geller< what it do :-  (curious ) or ( ) curiosity killed the cat nah im a dog never slay this rat i travel in fog ;/ just writing BROTHERS! WRITING IS WHAT I DO! all that drug shit a joke i didnt even do it to get high i did it for readin/writin/philosophical thought which I now show RELATED I STATE IT TOP THEY RATE IT FUTURE I FATE IT PUSSY I MATE IT NO NEED TO DATE IT WHY WAIT IT COMIN WITH CRATE IT IM ONE NEVER HATED  I SHOW RESPECT AS THEY EXPECT MY PEOPLE AT WYNDHAM GARDEN  >>>IM BOOTIN TRUMP SEE YOU ROOTIN FOR MY COMPANY but shouldnt get offended by verses i wouldnt the curses i couldnt the purse is get stolen the worst is long done no remorse is way to go out no nurses so my man pacino/obama/autistic 6yr old at local group home...what it do autistic kids fierce at fun they cheer the gun fishing peer past pun my dear im done!  I PLACE YOUR FANTASY ROMANCE YOU SEE (verse for my blog reader) even if i fucked with women lost never as man you know my crew and though white rock tan

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 dunk n lay up my man kay slay up shining ray up shiny and gay up know i stay up having ya pay up with out the why up when the loneliest moment reminds of greatest opponent  words syncin with reality damn insulting a woman worse than insulting yourself because insulting a woman is insulting yourself picture that philosophy as writes 2:04pm 11/29 there is a difference between being bi and being involuntarily playful everything from trauma to sickness to a mentally FUCKED man suites philosophy UP SELFVIEW DONATE SOCIETY! existsnhzslizm is that how its been at play throughout my life good lord i BUM HER I SIN HER OBAMMA A WINNER. JUST WORDED I AINT NO FAN! IM AGAINST THE SELF-ABSORBEd or whatever im high

Getting cold out there! PHEW :( OBAMA SIN HER BUM A WINNER

 pity praise and pavel all start with same letter. I'm philanthropic.THEY REMIND OF BY BEING WITH. im wonderfully kind thunder see blind. a mans youth desires even if blues he fires now im a legend without the screen fuck ya badge im rockin ya apleen i just have to be real with who life turned me toward forward i court it when you have to ignore people know you so they dont sore you i could be rude yet respectful i know u suspect fool@! hanging upside down avoiding the frown smoke skunk eat the flakes dunk no mistakes! ACTING LIKE U WONT GET HIT ON THE CORNER SHOT WITH MY BURNER IMMa ANALYZE YOUR DEMISE IM ON THE FLY Catchin high

i speak the truth everytime i step out my room

 IM A HALF BUNNY RABBIT HALF FUNNY RAT GOT GAP IN MY STEP GUNS WITH MY CLAP END UP BEHIND BARS THAT I RAP i accept todays reality fucking miss congeniality mami giving pussy nah im getting chosey im all about spreadin em legs end of body leave ya in bags. "ya heard" - mohammad. HAH mr arabian prince WHEN YOU CANT IDENTIFY SOCIAL CONNECTIONS WITH REALITY forget right and wrong. years grew on they shout now fun you been eliminated ya mom i dated know you relate it but iam hated ACTING LIKE U WONT GET SHOT ON THE CORNER YOU SIT ON MY BURNER smoke skunk eat the flakes that cunt i dunk no mistakes :) no wig and the composure dig in your exposure how do you dig IN?  you with no inside i shade it about i show you reside who made it I GUESS ILL ENTITLE IT MANIA should i have coffee i had 3 today so far PONCHIK FOUND HER SILENCE FUNNY SHOWS THERES STILL DESIRE IN THE MAN THEY ARE AS CRIMINAL TO AMERICA AS WE ARE TO PEOPLE IN IT THATS AIGHT I ENVISION PEACE! brilliance phewie YOUR STEWIE!  I JUST HAVE TO BE REAL WITH WHO LIFE TURNED ME TOWARDS FORWARD I COURT IT.with a capital B. writing getting to be a bureacracy ;/ at train of thought that leads to a still darker and more confusing place, because, if theyre in a position to do that it hardly suggests that igor( gembitsky) and his son have ONE FOOT IN A SIBERIAN GULAG ALREADY (PAGE 72 in book DOUBLE AGENT).NAH I DOUBT AGENT . HEH ;) INWARD GEEKWARD

Todays truth

 I'm telling the story of a bum have no worry eat a crumb. In the story of sorrow there might not be a tomorrow. just romantic outlook. fictional sense there is a DIFFERENCE BETWEEN BLIND FAITH AND FAITH WITH BLINDNESS. ONE IS JESUS ONE NEEDS EMOTIONAL CLARITY WITHIN ONESELF TO AVOID DESPAIR. ah well. as painted the evening for you, my saintly impagliazzo here's one for my distant ..people impagliazzo and rosenthal if you two dont marry with j visiting gf for sex once a week ill go to hell. well ok...CHARacter intellect ....nah physique decisively spoke of decisive decisions. creating the man iam. now this reading shit was a bad obsession i managed to read 500 pages in 2 weeks sleeping maybe 7 hours a WEEK. jesus if im dumb enough to walk into a store and stead are you dumb enough wank the wheel. testosterone levels still suffice killin me with my heroic lady to consult in those who resulted from everyone hopes for such days ahead. painted to accurately in text. culture primitive call it what you will  whichever subject resulting from  DAILY YET YEARS AWAY COMPOSING VERSES FEARS AWAY

YOU KNOW HOW I RUN IT

 THICKENING POCKETS THEY THICK IN THE DOCKETS lol ;p what can i tell ya mom called me a romantic ha BUT THERE IS TWO PPL IN MY AGE RANGE THAT REALLY KNOW ME IN LIFE. FIRST HALF "JASON ROSENTHAL" CLASS MATE SECOND ILYA GELLER BROTHER. and they'll agree i've had it hard. so that whole crackhead shit fuck out my face my son. im so far above it aint even funny. on the other hand jason showed up at hospital that day(thanks? i think heh) to have gf tell me he offended and im sorry i was only mimicing russian artist with rap lyrics i created.  ive had it so hard that the lonely stuff LITERALLY did not exist for me and i looked at myself "far above gay range". im not a virgin had my share of ladies and closest friend growing up his father said to him "if i found out you're gay i'll kill you" , probably a closet case himself so ive had heavy influence and when the friend finally found a girl to stay with he told me "hey, i found the female paul'".  karissa kannealy or cannealy or however u spell it my narraganset rhode island love.  ah well i guess belated apologies dont suite no more i cant even talk :( drugs afforded me romantic ( russian sense of the word) life, id NEVER suggest it to young people. it is SUFFERING but when your choices are limited by physique. i would have been 40yr old virgin  workin best buy now slutting myself with guys if i lived sober so um, yeah ...you can imagine coming from my "mind range". 11:31am 11/26/2023 yours truly, Parcissus...pavel pacino. as that one childhood friend as most commonly giggled to himself coming up with that nickname for me... oh yeah jason i need 50 bucks for ummm...oh yeah! coffee and sugarless ice cream. Juvenile diabetic har man american romance ends in suicide russian romance ends in prison i guess i turned out THE ULTIMATE, RIGHT IN BETWEEN. :-)  I COULD BE RUDE YET RESPECTFUL ALTHOUGH YOU SUSPECT FOOL. there is a difference between seeing closely and watching closely and new york seeing close enough to watch. more specific my people at the shelter on 186 street!!! SMOKE THAT NICOTINE I SELL NICKS TO YA FIEND hi my name is paul and im a smoker i have 0 days clean :(

huh

mooty mutt booty butt praiseworthy cut live in my hut!!!!! good night folks :-) man foul shit i cant sleep again! to die if you debt me ill cry if you set me  "I WASNT BORN FOR SETTLED NERVES I WAS BORN FOR ROMANCE I WAS BORN FOR LUSTFUL CURVES I  WASNT BORN FOR BROMANCE" - Parcissus, Pavel Pacino NAMEAN ...russian take on the word romance a russian aint no fake will always freelance like my son young slim said "drug sickness got me doing some sick bug twitches" lol if im white there aint black white color of crack and that is wack u know i really dont understand why gay has so be so weird or judged. ITS AS AWKWARD A QUESTION AS THE MOB TO LEGAL SANCTION ;/ for u assholes who got em sendin me narcissism defining email nah.. i suspect if it come to shove thats alright i got respect and i got love

sanction: authoritative permission or approval, as for an action.

frantic: desperate or wild with excitement, passion, fear, pain, etc

with me its brilliance at hand as fear in demand

!

where life has driven me im living me god been grieving me jadakiss talkin like he be cool he aint nothin but class fool his rhymes is preschool. LIFE STYLES OF THE POOR AND THE MUTE TOOTHLESS NEVER TOO CUTE NEVER TOO CUTE. welfare nigga who cant talk normal no more .. my son jayz wana talk about HARDKNOCK :-( yo..u rich n famous like whats good with sharing a mil namean IM AWKWARD CHAMPAGNE CORK WORD! "drink sangrea in the park and then later when it gets dark a movie two and then home" - lou reed from velvet underground song - "Perfect day". ITIANNA COME HARDER THAN BARACK OBAMA LOOKIN RIPE IN THE SUMMER DRIVIN THE HUMMER GETTIN MY HEART  FEELING NUMBER THESE NIGGAS SWEATIN ME COULDNT GET ANY DUMBER MY FACE SLAUGHTER YOUR EYES YOU A LADY NICE THIGHS. RAP LINE FOR ITIANNA SHEIKA AND MY LADIE LAURA (laura winslow from show "family matters" and im steve urkel we put a white spin on our homies!)  you a fake that im footing at the lake you im looting know verses i bake and im booting for gods sake lady cute in my movie set mood team autistic im rooting. well lunch time! i keep it clean and steady know my team is ready fuck ya benz im drivin caddy aint angry im just maddy fuck ya caps i keep it hatty my palms is sweaty shorty in bed get beddy         

im so black its scary though white as tooth fairy

 IM SO BLACK ITS SCARY THOUGH WHITE AS TOOTH FAIRY! holiday time i need a dollar for a light ha self disclosure is not an interperonal act whats important is not that one discloses oneself but that one discloses something important in the context of a relationship to others. time for rice and broccoli~! comparattively speaking your dime my dollar i rhyme and holla. poverty got me choked life left me broke NEUROLOGICAL COMPOSURE PHILOSOPHICAL EXPOSURE ALWAYS THE KING OF NEW YORK I BEEN TO PHILLY RIG YA PORK IT MAY SOUND CHILLY (for my man jada, the KING OF DISs TrACKS murdered jay z and 50) for my facebook president marcy marc -> always a savant at chatting leave ya in lust im betting. ;-) there is a man who lives here its amazing he walks ...this way... above the waist hes hundred percent bent over to where the rest of his body is a flat surface if i was bout guys(the closet that does it!) id be like hey hunchback of notredame you know i got game! time for morning coffee IM NEVER IRRATIONAL ALWAYS NEW YORK NOW ON NATIONAL WHERE HAS LIFE DRIVEN ME IM LIVING ME GOD BEEN GRIEVING ME projects or not ive hard it HARDKNOCK man as a teenager i was flying on a bike with no brakes towards a stop sign mustang appears comin towards me i get hit hard bike flew direction car was going i flew forward man PHEW

Happy thanksgiving

 where my black people at with crack i feeble sat keep it real firin scat uncle bill grab the gat leave ya face first in the mat a verse sicker never spat.traveling uphill looking down frolic uphill losing frown I CAN PAINT IT OR RAP IT HOWEVER U WANNA YOU PUSSY IM THE GUNNER....shit i didnt even know what frolic meant i keep it hood i just know alot of words offhand words from years of worthless reading while niggas were suckin cock for the next rock i was usin occasionally never goin nuts just readin and writin ;-) back from the coffee shop i only had 2 dollars and the mexican store worker gave me a free cofee! A FREE COFFEE! if this aint romance u tell me what is. im in a good mood now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I BRING THE COMMUNITY TOGETHER IMMUNITY A FEATHER BULLETPROOF MY LEATHER.;-) happy t-giving my man zuckerberg u see i didnt even say my son.  I KNOW THE WORD RESPECT FROM THE SPECTRUM IN MY ASPECT REST IN PEACE MY CHATTING LOVER SHAINDY ECKSTEIN.  i told her i loved her and i honestly did but i could never betray our friendship for sex and her being with no tits didnt add arousing touch. i remember when she expressed hurt with me i told her i loved her and she said "you dont love me you talk to me out of boredom" but it really wasnt talkin out of boredom i shared a hobby with her MY BEAUTIFUL LOVE. i read and wrote, you might call it chatting even when it came to gettin drugs i didnt take advantage by sleepin with her livin at her house free getting high free etc. AND THIS GIRL WAS SMART, WENT TO NYU A WHILE. i remember after so many years she finally found a guy who was into her.  A PUERTO RICAN FROM METHADONE PROGRAM HEH  so u know much like me she was down with minority. rest in peace my precious little odd gal :*( with my last name GELLER u know i respected misses Eckstein and i NEVER TOOK ADVANTAGE OF HER BEING FROM MONEY. i know the word respect namean and i tell ya folks jewish and black are same to me i respect all black folks ;) and try to paint my father a gangster hah....my man like to play with sheetrock doin odd lightweight construction and watch russian drama all day. if thats gangster..well my man PACINO TAKE A BACK SEAT LOL  i pierce through ya heart cheers from the start i keep her moanin then yellin cause that pussy she sellin i got christmas belling guns selling good and welling 

get a cpl hours rest now

 i thank people who step in and fight for me i hope they let in and light for me! :) everything has a beginning and an end though sinning im a godsend even though i aint hung on cross i floss as boss  i flop the fame its fate top of the game i rate wax on beast tax on feast nastyas sisters heart i had her bought her sisters heart id hear her voice in the background calling me a faggot everytime i called kid was sure of herself on the other hand for team straight for me to even degrade myself with a prostitute thats beyond what even money can repair shallow women are ill tell u that whole emotion sub-paragraph dont cut it 2 days asleep after 2 weeks with 4 days in i feel like an owl at rest. geeeesuhs FOR JUST ONCE THE LIVES OF NASTYA AND VALENTINA SYNCED WHEN THEY TOLD EMSELVES ...FOUND THE REMORSE ONE WITH A COURSE ONE blatnaya shutka THERE IS A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN HUMOR AND INSULT EVEN WHEN TUMOR IS RESULT and i never insult nobody ;-) im wit

heres a quote i save for when

 steve urkel plays black godfather lol. Niggas wouldnt know the dollar if the forest painted it around them. i aint a wise guy tho im just sickly P as matt falcon entitled me in our youth. Oh the romance of my sickness :(. steve urkel was screen name for an actor from show "family matters". yeah family matters  , you said it. coincedences are gods way of staying anonymous namean. al quote for you Mr. Alfredo . were buddies right! alexis could never desire a man usefully and i always desired a woman uselessly. im sickly P no smart aleck here tho ha and alexis for ur gay bfs u show me the man whos had it more suiting with gays than me ill show u white sun/yellow man etc and what can i say im straight but lookin like me ive always admired pretty boys cause i had penis envy that got so big it became sentimental value so im sayin its ok if one of ur PRETTY "BFS" want to see me jerk off or somethin aint no sweat ahah IM LIBERAL NAMEAN call me a homo all u want mr clapton i could never look at a woman as just a fuckhole  and that me playin with a girls feelings fuck out my face a woman can never look at me as anything but a cartoon character named stewie and all the sentiment there it dont add feeling so she HAD MY FEELINGS HANDCUFFED TIGHT WITH NO LOTION TO SMOOTHEN. AKA NOT VAGINA AROUSED namean it what it is with gay men its different a guy can REALLY GET INTO IT LAUGHIN heh ma know im ready tonight joint i light aint no need for no spite got ya man beat in fight die i might thats aight i commercial sprite they want to picture me with flamboyance nah what these niggas know bout parcissus with clairvoyance had a verse that stuck with my rabbi whole i tell em laid back nigga know ur role. pope of greenwich village huh, we gona have a film in 50 years...THE RABBI OF BRIGHTON BEACH SYNAGOGUE. little odessa forever deep in me confessin sin in me I SYNCHRONIZE SMART MURDER SIMPSON FOR BART CLARIFY AUTIST FOR TARD MAN LIKE ME WITH IMAGE ON GUARD WHODA THUNK LIFE PLAY OUT THIS HARD  who nicer . *PHEW ON THE SELF*

or maybe it was matt falcon's father lady who foresaw my future

 and made that donation for the sake of self image. a young irish gal chosin to sleep on top of me over american money and angry russian homo pretty boy angered by life to where he got ugly. i shit u not. maybe the man had a brain and god bless larry i nevet saw that as possible him makin such clever donations to mmorpg player anti-hero ha to me every retarded woman is a wise guy just some without godfather pops. "he fell off the 2nd floor staircase" she once told me and im in love i mean given her mothers ties to the man and their family achievements her level of retardation was HOT i felt for once i was using the woman worth her name! people that played into me having  a self image from my mouth  i guess they foresaw my physique and self image variants ;-( mouth wtf was i talkin about with mouth good lord grammatical slip up tupac a shmuck try my luck u get doufy duck already so alexis whats left of me i can comfortably lay next to a woman intimately close without sex being a straight man but can u get over...sign just cause my mother disciplined genius into the man dont change the fact that im retarded ahh  doufy duck accepting. "he got pissed off he had a beer" - muhammad. if that aint the few months sober i got nothin to prove local meeting speech u tell me what is. my man muhammad got AA owned without ever a drink in his hand. BRILLIANCE I HAVE AN ODD VIEW ERECT SEE ALL WHAT U GET A BUD TRUE SPECTACLE i offer the dick as nothing short of sympathy thats grin you see. i have a romantic way of lookin at things alexis im so sorry im not men i would have been quite a bitch :( alexis had men for emotion i had women for sex while we both wished for the opposite . (but didnt have) man my life as a whole u dont get a jew my man zuckerberg AINT BEEN CHATTIN AT THE RIGHT BARNES AND NOBLES. man i would love to see the initial minds reaction to meeting an ircer named justin im forever the kids fan (homo or not lol)

how so!

 sentimental value turns me on rental value burns my gun no pain though stress with you folks relaying this mess really when you have endorphin deficiency (brain cant produce feel good chemical naturally the one that fights pain) and with your appearance youre an outcast. you search for a feel good one way or another(getting high). orgasms now, its been weird my sex life. i never felt really into it except with one ukrainian wise guy with a pussy my pops a tree above compliments free with natural supplements with smokin quitting dont make you a quitter though sometimes leaves you bitter youre mine just your two cents as long as it pays the rents its fine in tears youre mine he fears

what a stressful morning :(

i got so much heart not enough brain but a brilliant mind they call it insane :(  my gay people across america afforded me the blessing of poverty! its not about being in love with yourself its all about when only one you have is yourself. im not a narcissist im a selfcissist. new condition for the DSM-IV. fuck narcissism , im talkin selfcissism.  and with drugs i did drugs i didnt let drugs do me. ok maybe im steppin out of line on that one! excuse me gettin loot im talkin the forest its come to that borist you flappin green im livin the forest. all that steal and whatever shit to get high, NAH I ONLY STOLE CONSTANTLY ONCE IN MY LIFE i was robbin chain pharmacies of coffee sellin in lil odessa and getting high ONCE in 24 hours. i didnt steal for the sake of drugs i stole for the sake of romantic outlook. when romance is testosterone driven youll fool around too sexually! ive had sons of famous gay russian singers try to kiss me before but i pushed them and their money away why so i could play with a blonde pretty youngin while stuck in forensic psych! i thought we were soulmates cause when security caught us i felt NOTHING awkward about it. it was like a child doing something wrong getting caught by pops. i dont give if ur pacino trump or parcissus you will ALWAYS look about on your youth and  the man it created. and boy i had a awkward oddity of an early youth. shamella 8th grade careers class my saintly black chick you have sentimental value to me. i told one woman once "old age aint joyous" and she replied "and youth aint forever" *GRIN*1 when youre driven into a woman by frustration , irony frustration leaving leaves you in despair. heh im no virgin but boy oh boy IF I AINT COMEDY YOU AINT LAUGH IM BUM YOU SEE YOU OVERSTAFF no pain though stress relaying lifes mess time for my diabetic exercise walk

good morning

 another sleepless night. I GOT MY SHARE OF COMPLAINTS ATLEAST I IN RESTRAINTS.  eatin ya like jelly defeatin ya machiavelli namean alexis impagliazzo i thank you so much for comin by, im sorry im a bum :( tell ya boys i said  no homo looool just cause im autistic no need to be sadistic!!  i keep it hebrew you holla even though i aint got a dollar im rough around the edges fuckin cops with their badges got a philosophial mind im on the grind...NEFF LETS SKIP TO NEXT POST..ah shit ima eat my donated pizza slice instead of writing About THE ONE OBJECT LITERALLY THE ONE...THE ONE OBJECT OF SENTIMENT FOR ME. SENTIMENT FAR ABOVE VALUE. MY FIRST GRADE YEAR BOOK PHOTO JUST PICTURE THIS ONE ME STANDIN NEXT TO TEACHER IN FORMAL WEAR AMONGST CLASS TOP OF GYM. AND IN THAT SAME SUITE AND TIE SITTING AT DESK WITH ALPHABET BOOK WITH A HEAD THE SIZE OF MINE. heh...forget your narcissist emails, bullies. you know what fuck that, ive met one TRUE  narcissist my whole life...met this guy my first day at school 9 years old in america...the ...ah...arthur piastro. his sister became a doctor god bless you christina atleast between you and my blondie saint you know i aint no fuckin narcissist IM KARMING CHARMING STARVING ALARMING YOU DONT SAVE YOU MURDER YOU DONT DAVE YOU THIRD HER. so my gay men of america they say third time a charm so PLEASE GIVE YOUR THIRD FAG A CHANCE. have you ever even tried to kiss a breast :( beyonce id like to say im coming over but i'd be bum lookin at hova lookin like me you turn the right wingers left though the light singers theft heh STD structure transgendering discipline heh THE WORDS ARE BITTER THOUGH BORED AINT A QUITTER. who knows, maybe its just a bitter man talkin with that leftist shit :( stuck in bigger debt oh hope cover my brothers in ghetto i keep ir real fuck shady feel the steel fuck lady what can i tell ya mom RAISED a romantic fuck callin me one SHE RAISED ONE god bless lucy geller aka lucinda SEX WILL YOU SWALLOW IN TEXT I AINT SHALLOW (zuckybergstein u know how this chatter do) u know i dare it in all my merit! i got self respect self worth oddly enough remorse IM AS HAPPY AS BBW IS SLOPPY! I NEED A "BOGIE" AFK my lady tyra banks with that figure of yours...your man denzel shove you to fight THATS AIGHT PAULY LOVE U TONIGHT i stay blazin lights stay hazin i drink at the bar you see cognacing the carotid artery EFNET JUSTIN I LOVE YOU

My seinfeld girl

 you were a beautiful woman and with the size of your wallet ill close my eyes and imagine the rest. i got nerves of steel i kneel and kill but first you feel drunken bill at wheel (r.i.p bill harris my neighbor long time you knew what its like to be troubled with addiction on yout drinking habit) GAY COMMUNITY UPHELD MY HABIT WELL IM YOUR RABBIT my name is universal robbin the purse all fuck em i curse all stay fuckin the nurse all BUT MY LADIES  I TELL YA WHAT I DONT COVER IN RENTS ILL COVER IN PANTS . there is your OG verse :) leme help guy with laptop   i dont know what im doing imagine that one hard times what can i tell ya chief <- movie line for parcissus biography ha when reality hits forest wolf he greets jungle lion defeats im a zoo animal amongst your elites a beautiful mind beautifully blind  these coincedences what do they coincide with these instances parcissus resides with sold it above treasure its golden by measure JAY-Z TALKIN BOUT WHO GONA RUN THIS TOWN SON  STEP OUTA BOUND HE GET MURDERED SAFE TO SAY ITS SOUND NIGGA A POODLE AT MY DOG POUND WHAT U KNOW BOUT GOIN ROUND IM BABE RUTH U ROOKIE PITCHER AT THE BALL MOUND . naam sayin i kill jay-hova in this place i ball in the face im tall in the chase hit the chase hit wall im just sayin fuck the bathroom stall i suspect see that you respect me i disect see try and impact me YOU FEEL MY FILE ALL THE MEANWHILE IM ON TRIAL IN STIAL MAKIN SPEED DIAL TOPPIN THE PILE MY PEOPLE I RILE I RUN 10 FUCKIN WALKIN EIGHT MILE so whats good jigga namean and slim what it do my white boy! thanksgiving i thank god that im living! autismspeaks.org you call it gay huh! ZUCKERBERG SPIELBERG BLOOMBERG PARCISSUSBERG IM A SAVANT WHO CHATS WITH YOUR AUNT if you dare it incite my spirit just know i clear it no need to fear it. im a friendly fellow :-) AINT NO SHAME IN TALKIN TO PAVEL GELLER I TAME ROCAFELLA. well in pavel its more like veil than well. the e is soft much like myself. i cant talk anymore my black brothers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant kiss no more though i get turned on how u gona diss anymore when i bring gun my own company brings resent with my fresh meadows brothas see i vent good lord what has life brought me to youre a fuckin dick if you call sickly P a narcissist so fuck ur spiteful emails :( youll learn once i turn ill earn once you burn. phew theres your fuckin philosophy when life lusts you it live busts you :*( if i was in love with myself i wouldnt top your book shelf NEW FORM OF NARCISSISM USING COCAINE WITHOUT FIENDING FOR IT. its not even bout something to do its more like something to look forward to. dream forth! if i had something to  do or even better SOMEONE TO DO i wouldnt even want it. its just boredom/loneliness of being a freak. but if i had something to do would i be writing this level philosophy for you guys or spittin these rap joints?  nah. its my idle mind that savors find.  WHEN YOU PUT YOUR HEART OUT THERE AT START ITS NOT FAIR!

rhyme for yale students

 life i chess knife i mess mic im best even if verse put to test i aint wearing a mask i write at desk no need for cast even if drunken a flask. for a person who look sick to require a sub-culture if that aint insulting ...boy america where are we. between me and obama i feel im the one with right usin word "nigga" if he dont agree, well thats alright im the liberal i can picture elsewhere nah darkness im purveyor aside skin color obama whiter than me as yale class will respectfully see.  whats there to say in conversation of sickly p you starve the american nation im cool off the stands rule off your bands. atleast i had the company of my imprisoned shemale jessica for a while that voice got any woman beat im grim in despair company graduated past fair i heard sex sells im broke past buyer my book still shelves in fiction liar im the philosophical ace with the philosophical face touching philosophical base christ knows his time and place (now i will never hurt anyone or myself, just philosophy talk) my self respect will never burn it will forever turn the only threat is the politician i bet with all his ammunition people are a strange race ive been crippled by a strange face LANGUAGE SEE IM DOIN IT INSANITY UNSCREWIN IT I GOT MANNERS WITH YOUR SIDEWALK BANNERS SO WHATS GOOD MR TRUMP LIBERATE AND SAVE PARCISSUS and senor zuckerberg, ah where was i going with that one insomnia worth of frustration some see as sedation i mean im the sleepless warrior im the amusing chief though no losing grief  i turn hollywood over bend over j-hova. i know my son jigga understand druggie aint meant for popstar. i cant even talk no more :*( I GOT a beautiful mind with these is all fine you step out of line know im grabbin the nine i read and write pops let white house brush me with spite heh

when reality has come to a point in which

 you have to get yourself into the state loony bin for social comfort...amongst who you ask, state loony bin vegetables people so fucked on psych meds with nothing to say but in reality my need for company is nothing but scientifiic basis, them as characters were better off not existing so i can sit and read all day in peace i forgot about women and about 8 months i never even masterbated i did nothing but read ...within that crowd. now sure for a gentleman like me that's an obvious but let me tell you as a non- exploiter of easiest comfort means, it is rather odd youd find place comfort there. i was a mid 20s drug user who needed nooone and i found peace around long-term confined loonies so ofcourse anton chekhov's the bet short story. now on to youthful romance i once knew a girl who had no breasts at all and boy what she did for me, in romantic hopes chatted with me endlessly on the other hand she was just a hobby to me. in that sense im a narcissist and i never thought once at that time that i should feel guilt of anything so my place and position in life today for me to dare mention a ladies name publicly once is radical. that was the eckstein character. now on to jew #2, i mean shit what kind of hick trash she take me for she thought she buy me a bag of dope in exchange for love life. i mean her last name might have played influence but my degeneracy had such elevated self-view that i was above the casual sex encounter. and i guess ppl knew what pops did to me in the jewish community and to think my name rung a brll to a point where on live russian tv they had em call ukrainian nazis BUT AS ALWAYS MY FATHER SAT BACK AND PUT ON THE I DONT HAVE AN INFLUENCE IN UR LIFE ACT. come on pops, ur homo sub-cultures paint me as god as they want . SORRY I WASNT BORN TO SERVE.  and now  i read a jewish title book which mentions the name jessica my new transgender in black buddy but to think ive stooped to this and people should hand me credits on anonymous sketch. i mean shit if u saw my first grade year book photo ud end your life by now to be in peace in heaven. sometimes its just that flawless freak of a child image that my mother holds on to so dearly and she dont love me at all anymore. and thatd be a shame. but what can i do mother dear IVE BEEN AFFORDEDLY PUSHED INTO THE LIFE OF A RUSSIAN ROMANTIC which required plenty of subtance abuse but however the fuck u wana spin it, i forget where i put somethin within cpl minutes and i cant talk so i aint a philosophy major but im raging in pager so for u catnippers who prolonged my chatting madness leader of whom being feline, showin up in rykers yo my man whatever ur homos look at it as is fine by me. nothing above small talk to my book except that one freak of nature who showed up in psychward for me in staten island just know that i love u so if u want to kill me its on you. so for you other irc characters, self-important assholes i could feel moment of sincerity in the freaky guy when he offered me to move to california in exchange for suckin some dick. but my man let me explain to u, ill suck dick to be laughed at sure, thats no problem im always with richard pryor in soul but to let anyone get emotionally involved with me. nah, i dont care where u afford to move me to.  I WAS BORN WITH A CONCIOUS AND MY "SOCIAL DECISIONS" RELIED SOLELY ON THE CONCIOUS DESPITE DRUG HABIT. SO YEH U YALE LAW PHILOSOPHERS GO N NIP N TUCK URSELVES ELSEWHERE. CUZ IM THAT MAN ABOVE. AND MY CRIME? PFFT PROVOKED BY INTERNET ANONYMITY WHICH WAS INSTILLED BY MY HOMO FAN CLUB LETS GET SERIOUS. AND NOW WHERE IAM TODAY? this whole sick shit, fuck outa here. sick is soft, i dont roll that one. film dont sync. and however ...ah whatever. im done. unbelievable. and for u sloppy arab bastard ponchik i hope u saw humor in it too. ur too dumb for alll else anyhow. good night. and im sorry if my brother dont god the brush to paint me as ...oh god i dont know how bro ASSOCIates with his homo pals. if i was into homo pals i wouldve chosen their fag hags anyway. but the ukrainian god with a vagina i managed to drug myself into believing she could be into such a freaky lookin boy of a jew :_* sacrifice for what sacrifice being who or do i need to write a dessertation for "yale law" cosmology distinct philosophy resynced 

where to find hair cause blind

 oh my precious youth why did you depart me and leave me old fart me *GRIN* pacino why am i getting narcissist emails iam as liberal a soul as they come! *or something* what mike is to air iam to words got nike in my hair iam just bored. come on now air jordan , this crack pipe shit is played out horse play horse shit ofcourse lay in course wit brilliant mind grin and all prying though sin im trying spirit never dying. man when that fuckin car hit me i was on my bike flyin towards stop sign, world flashed before my eyes. bone front left head still bone still sits out i walked away with no concussion tho growin a big head over the years huh...pfft i was born with a big head! they call me real life STEWIE out of self respect in that aspect jordan been tracked russell record cracked . thats that "jhova". say goodnight to sickly P, joo never gona meet a sick man like this again (YES I PLAN TO WAKE UP TOMORROW, JUST MIMICING MOVIE LINE HEH) she stuck around without getting attached with my luck stay sound gotten detached. i mean a man of my physique what woman can really feel it pfft. white 2pac or not. i didnt face that aspect of "REALIST TALK" callin my pops a crook is like closin ur eyes sayin go look. thats just comedy. guy likes to play with sheetrock and watch BORING ASS FUCKING RUSSIAN TV I HAVE YALE LAW MORALLY ON THE JOHN ORALLY I CUM I MIGHT NOT BE A PHILOSOPHY MAJOR BUT IM RAGING IN PAGER SO WHAT THESE SCUMFUCKS GONA DO NOT LET ME SLEEP AGAIN AFTER INSOMNIA SEVERAL NIGHTS IN ROW AFTER GETTING OUT OF HOSPITAL PFFT MY MAN PACINO WHATS REALLY GOOD 

I ponder leave ye wonder!

 Ofcourse mr trump offered me criminal nuthouse so take it easy on myself after the life I've lived to that day. but I do hope I don't get killed because: i have a drug use history and am a friendly person who never troubles anyone and NEVER LETS MY DRUG USE INVOLVE OR INFLUENCE MY RELATIONS TO PEOPLE IN ANY WAY. in a bad way that is. I hope politics or some real rich person or some other obscenity has me hurt or killed. that i pray 'folks of influence' take it easy on me. tell em mr. zuckerberg your beloved savant chatter is a man who wants no trouble nor causes any or rather involves himself in such hassles! i mean gee golly , with this current persistent insomnia quite an issue in itself! IM NOT CRAZY IM CHATAZY . years of aimless chatting on the internet phew. youd think id make a friend or something but i chatted for the sake of chatting not makin friends.I TRY TO KEEP MYSELF FROM LOSING MY MIND LAZY ON GRIND BRUISIN YA BLIND ITS TRUE THAT ILL FIND SAVOR GOLDMINE IM LEFT DEEPLY SIGHIN WHODA THUNK IM STILL TRYING. trying to keep intact! ;-)  my chatindition condition is called hypergraphic/hyperlexic

Jennifer cuthbert

 my "phaedra" ircer. you canuck. you have sentimental value to me. but ... "ill be your little creature you be my riddle feature". GOD KNOWS HOW MUCH SHE ADORED HIM SHE JUST NEVER COULD ABSORB HIM. back from my exercise walk. im your knight in shining armor im right and so i harm her. cocaine carolina how did i get hooked on u lol "Ms. Ventura’s case, like other recent sexual assault lawsuits, is being brought under the Adult Survivors Act, a New York law that allows people who say they were victims of sexual abuse to file civil suits after the statute of limitations has expired. The one-year window to bring cases under this law ends next week." ..dont worry pops you aint puffy and i aint a fucking snake. i come from discipline instilled values even if its post mortem these charges i court em so called g's i abort em. well its night time . away from small talk in rap verse now! come to think of it u know the king do it donnie im fuckin playboy with bunny cocaine nose is runny it looks all too funny up till im grabbin the gunny lay back my honey i know achin ya tummy im illin pfft

As of today

 I'm homeless without the assistance of uncle sam got me to where i feel like life is a persistent scam. I remember in my youth the son of the owner of the atlanta falcons said to me "oh man , david allen coe...my father has all his albums". Well , there's a russian music genre called "Shanson"..its entitled prison music. prisoners mentality. Well david allen coe is american shanson. he made a song with racist lyrics but he aint no racist. he was just mocking the way some country boys think. Reality is he stood up for black people in a prison concert in alabama. I am to gay what david allen coe is to american country music. It's called being russian. There is only one man in all of russia whos allowed fame/respect and is gay and the only reason is this guy was born in prison. So crime is a backdoor to his bottom ways. He's a singer. Well I found out my mother adopted me at 33 years old, never had a clue prior. I love my mother. she gave me life. She's real sick now and my pop got influence now in politics and i said he's a coward if he lets me outlive my mother. I stand strongly by that statement. Romantic or not I've been a very troubling individual through out my life who hasnt exactly made mother proud. i'm not afraid of death. It happens to us all. dont make me or you special. that whole kevorkian shit with "america is a country where people have to be ashamed of being sick" WELL SHIT SHOULD HAVE BEEN THINKIN ON THAT ONE BEFORE ECONOMICAL DISASTER. adding sick to social ...now..its fucking obscene. that whole say youre gay shit if u resemble ailment and get harassed by cops obscene...when a man is at that point of punishment by gods will..cops dont need to add trouble to the bursting bubble. now on the other hand in another shanson song of david allen coe he sang "maybe i could go back to sue to the scag she knows just what to do she dont want me for my money she just wants my body honey cocaine carolina how did i get hooked on you". oh boy. well, Matt Falcon aint no resurrection spell in real life as opposed to our dear ultima online but anyhow buddy I hope all is well and you're not troubling your churchish momma with your nutty driving. Take care. oh yeah well the way i came to life makes that born in prison shit look soft...and sad to say my  dad doesnt want to share my first grade year book photo with me :(. it makes me a soviet union legend.  i dont know where these politicians are with those madness rants..but forget it. politics to play an influence in  A MANS LIFE LIKE MY OWN. ABSURD. im going to eat lunch these drunks they beer me these politicians they cheer me by god they fear me residue clear me my wheels steer me to momma i pray dear me. theres some american shanson lyrics i came up with just now. im the heroic anti-hero a statement of philosophy, IVE done my share of wrong but given my whole persona its clear i stand by good. yeah, THE not A.

'The bad guy"

 i bake underneath the tan son is fake call me the man. i would never cheat another human being unless life put me in a place of no other option. i mean LITERALLY no other. so what's to say of right and wrong? you couldn't tell the difference? what if life limited the space in between to where they dont exist. its you, alone. missie18 mimmie18 whatever your efnet nick is, hi chatter :*( whether you catholic cat or sick i got heart namean IM WITH GOD MY MORALS I PLANT MY FLORALS. bastards wont let me sleep

had a seizure ended up in hospital

 97 bonnie i tried lost in the whirlwind...oh marcy marc...times is toughin. genius at birth seeing us he is first. sub-arachnoid hemmorhage ruined a hell of a mind on a hell of a....man u might say. i dont mean to be a prick but iam sick so can u afford me a kiss on the cheek cause lifes past its peak what remains is bleak. the heart of a poet, when...boy when i was one and twenty ;-*( *tear off the left eye* IT TAKES MONEY TO FIGHT MONEY SHOW ME THE MAN ACTING FUNNY ..succeeding in deception is a fair misconception

lay these ima do it with my ladies.

 EVERYTHING ALRIGHT WITH THE DIME PREFERENCE DESPITE TIME REFERENCE. nuff said! the emblem of truth assemble my crew whats emblem mean dont know. just years of crazy reading snitch nigga talkin rage while i verse on this page im hitting up jlo with the orgasmin low blow money i wire some mexicans hire some ive grown tiresome foodstamps aquire some :( welfare hardships of new york city disabled! i keep it street stay upbeat carrying heat im elite

nigga talkin some illuminati shit

 now no >>MAN<< by definition of man would ever want anything done to me. now me smokin crack? what my son smokin, he smokin nothin but COCK. i might have hit low but hes less than. talkin trunk i dont give a fuck who u are "ordering my hit" your faggot ass will drown in jizz as consequence i aint sweatin it. im fucked regardless so my death, no big deal. you drowning in a pool of jizz... TAKE A FUCKING LOOK AT YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR BEFORE U EVER HAVE SOMEONE OPEN THEIR MOUTH FOR U AGAIN U BITCH  on that note, here's some articulation. HARD TIMES I MUST SAY HARD TIMES THE LEAST TO SAY HEH. BONK DONK HUNKY HUNK i need 3 W's in my life. WWW. walk write wisdom. fuck wep content i rap contrast. as time exceeds my rhyme succeeds im up on the scaffold u know the drum rolled im in imminent danger from an eminent stranger

you aint bigger than me its jigga and me

 when doing good leads you to a place of despair that puts mood in your hair fuck those rookies with their insanity plea 'law'. never know it simply show it money i doe it these girls hoe it. stay in prime time shape verses i vape bars at my tape wear scrooges cape JUST CAUSE A MAN AINT FIVE STAR DONT MAKE HIM SINISTER more philosophy on law huh. when you dont want money even if to get high when its refused just to get by  "never aspired to be another youre inspired cause im your father." - msg to todays law students i dont recall a single moment in my life where i thought "itd be cool to be him" .. never had a dream about thought of or lived as anything but me. that's all folks. this post is what i thought of on my hour long walk today :-* i compose a book in rap you cook im cap. i read and give I write TO live. writing  a passion held on to a not so discreet manner anymore so classic literature writers i got ya beat with my verses. THEY CLASSIC when expressing leaves one inspired supressing is retired so facebook guy they gona let me live or whats good. i wrote on good (in my case) first line in this rambling of a post. you need animals like me so you can point your fuckin fingers and say HE WALKS ON TWO. im not doo im not darkwing. I'm scooby scrooge. so i live in shelter instead of a zoo....your retarded genius but when you heard of a savant that do philosophy on rap. chatant. mr zuckerberg they say swallow your pride man only thing im too proud to do is swallow. I SPIT VERSES :) in rap you gotta prophesize yourself like me im emphasize myself i want respect not fame cause i suspect its lame theres your rap in classic lit heh i want intimacy more than drugs u be bunny i be your bugs intimate sin and state win why wait drink gin at gate i pin on plate i grin you rate me as king never late im bullet you shook my son rockin a mullet mustve mistook..who illest

philosophical question

 who are more prone to relationship fuck ups. women sexually satisfied or those not satisfied. i figure those satisfied because then they adopt that "got it like that" persona and theyre more likely to put themselves in a place where they'll be open to testing the market. sigh why cant i sleep is it geniuse fuckin me GOD WILLING IM DRILLING HOLES PUSSIES KNOW THEY ROLES . i think someone who knows him was makin fun of pacino callin me Parcissus im the narcissism antonym infact but why am i so obsessed with this insult of pavel? it's..sigh. well ok iles made up terms "tolstoian pity" and "kafkaesque dread" well alright i create Chekhovian despair. terms after writers leonid tolstoy franz kafka and ...id like to see his photo...anton chekhov. but really an author of a story like "The Bet"...if gay is he top or bottom "passively certain class if in curtain." - Sickly P. really sums up my life today...u know. "oh veil" i should wear a veil with my inverted cheeks on big head thank god aint no little kid schools around here cops would shoot me by now shower shelter the two 's with no ass. there's some bumisma wit for you. in america youre only allowed massive attention if you're hollywood. but come on now, that's gay. if you straight you gotta BUM IT UP. it's how theyve...formed it huh. i dont care in hollywood u get killed for being a drug user as a bum you're free to roam the streets. GOT YA BEAT friends star, belushi, gandolfini etc blahblah for a $100 ill turn ur kids away from drugs, Im nice with words ill explain to them UPPER TIER BUM LIFE IN AMERICA. theyll never touch a joint. fuck gentle giant im tiny gentle high and eatin rental rye and never lie and keep it a hundred right up till bye and. in sand im drowning right up to trend im towing. "Tow" hollywood these niggas a fraud they never get my applaud except pacino laughing at Sickly P. towards whatever goddess looks holly now. compliments i nail to wood supplement they good. u get compliments not cause u look good i aint shallow not cuz ur famous attention would turn me out but cause you got a pussy sweetheart THERE IS MY COMPLIMENT FOR THE DAY

the amount of information my subconcious has trapped. ridicolous

 after this amount of damage. genius is a lil shy of ... i been to both (plus rykers/prison im nyc institution) theres a place called forensic loonies and theres a place called state psych one is after smoking doobies and the other one is nike. its financial position ...ah i wasnt in in. but anyway that was a serious tone undermined by snoopy dog bone. someone turned to decent even if it wasnt recent someone burned in recent although wisely decent i didnt need money to be rich like playboy bunny needn't be bitch annihilate assimilate dying late but early my fate i dont know what to do come up to a doc and be like ive been in all those loonie bins im a genius etc etc and what , trust their "medical opinion". i should be able to tell em whats next im a hell of a writer getting called a genius is castration i dont see a man with a mind ..i mean really how do u talk to the average joe and where do u find a heterosexual genius WHOS SOCIAL i mean + sober. i mean u combo on my flow in text so your rambo . phew so what these ppl gona do put me in a ghetto nursing home. i think i wouldnt make it in a white one. life is trouble enough without cause present i rubble with applause no resent. resent didnt sound right, close enough. i think african american nurses better cause them white gals they missing the dick so bad they think they correcting themselves with playing that same actress role daily , "the worn out house wife". AN ARAB AND A RUSSIAN U PUSHIN IM SQUASHING the brain is an interesting console pain in my role just saw a cat outside the EXACT orange color that cat whom i adopted from three-quarter house backyard at 27 years old some are well aware even without you in their hair you get attached to people who are not there you get detached its not fair. what can i say maybe  cali would have been better off with a blonde wig on shoulder lentgh there well aware thing is towards the person who said crackhead walkin by and my cali questioners HHEh diff way to view it. *grin* MY ABILITY TO DEFORM SOCIETY IN THE CLEVEREST WRITING ...that's just, phew. so thats yestrday talk lets get serious now a newport IS TODAY! medal put in pedal duelin whats the slow break on the american made image might fade but for my country never too late to restore sanityful after winning on left duel YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE SOLELY BY WITH AND IN TEXT AND YOU TELL ME A HATEFUL REMARK IN TEXT WONT COME FROM U one time. THATS IF CULTURAL TRANSLATION DONT CUT IT VYSOTSKY INTO RUSSIAN PAC THERES YOUR ILLUMINATI ...sorry heh ive grown a pretty big head over the years but me in company of genius boy i rather sit around wheel chaired bbwed in pampers who give me a dollar a day for lucies maybe i be afforded few hours bed rest i wander the streets of new york thunderin beats with no pork

98 funny after confide

 gunny with ride. i havent slept in a week maybe cause i wept and im sick - sickly P. eyo my man zuckerberg maybe its cause i got a small dick that i turned sick hah i write romance for the sake of display you know my big head
will convey "my wrists know they cuff em get the jist know i stuff em marijuana i puff em these haters i snuff em" a white boy showin his take on 2pac right there namean I aint got no look alikes Im looking nikes and booking bikes. im getting in the mood setting all is good  evils got heart too im in grief at start too  mr. pacino whats really good as far as dont bother cleaning my feces my kevorkianesque rap joint aight well ima go jerk off feces with a salty taste callin missy waltzy waste. i heard jizz is salty namean i died sadly all alone with a keyboard instead of phone.

who needs a break...life's a break (left is cake)....FEELUHSOFEE!

 rap of the day. but does logic interfere with god? come to think of it, does right/wrong? your philosopher, Sickly P. the man whos smart enough to say but what about a man whos wise enough to listen more Sickly Philosophy -- 11/5 7pm...I hope they let me sleep tonight. my mind is FUCKED ... morning of 11/6/23 -> in a romantic view..from a childs eyes...an adults soul. i mean. when you look at our existence as a whole . with judaism being the founding spot. with x-tian folks following. when have you heard of the bad guy existing BEFORE the good? nope. its always the good guy. evil comes to conquer.. if you are one of the believers of judaism coming first and slaying jesus...IF THERE IS A GOD, IF UR NOT AN ATHEIST. why would this god put down an evil which is never to be defeated? NOW i believe in lord jesus and im very spiritual but jewish people have a tendency to keep to themselves. you CAN NOT interpet that as evil. My ... "uncle weiss" is solid proof of CHARACTER IN A MAN. *sigh*. I guess it's just a philosophical outlook coming from me. as i said though VOCALLY.... a child is always right. one has innocence bringing about light. you can't agree with that one man forget it.. i dont know where your ghetto is. Dostoevsky wrote a whole book in "The Idiot" about the innocent prince myshkin. an adult kid. the 40 year old virgin, they should make a comical parody film called The Imbecile Virgin. A man only having one moment of intimacy in his life and that being kissing a woman just because she brought upon feelings of sympathy in him. If that doesn't draw saint you need better paint. if there is a god, we're essentially good. one extra O for onset. the onset of Parcissus. Yours truly. Lol this post is titled...Feeluhsofee. nigga you dont know jack but you do know pavel geller. That loving feeling. :) oh yeah...you fucking faggots are like teenagers in their colored hair odd clothing type calling upon satan...get real now come on. fucking faggots live in their teenager fairy tales. a jewish man always dresses in class sad enough despair pauly confess. 

a brilliant verse for david weiss and brighton beach rabbi.

 detailing jewish success in one verse . "the synagogue starts with sin it ends with gauge to win." - Pavel Geller. donations are welcome im a bum :( got the brass knuckle i chuckle they channel fuck mickey mantle got my own pair of balls they for rental. skip joint bids for your kids plastic niggas know im talkin grids in the name of good deeds philosopher takin the leads 11/04 7:27 i cant get into a book with no sleep the crook make you weep my verses is steep the purses i peep ida stole em but his phone would beep over their head i will leap  i will keep your heartful ways close they just that deep. im coming at ya comatose i stand on toes enjoy my flows seat ya at front rows never say nos ive gotten high now im at lows my niggas is my bros king of rap me they chose namean on comas  hable con ella. great independent movie. pedro almodovar is brilliant. when two men become friends a retarded nurse and a guy whos bull fightin gf ends up in a coma. nurse develops feelings for another girl in a coma. they become close friends. at end the nurse rapes the coma-woman he been takin care of she has kids by him. he ends up in prison. THE END WAS OBVIOUS THE GUY WITH BULLFIGHTIN GF VISITS HIM IN PRISON AND KISSES HIM. WADDAYA KNOW A HOMO TAKIN ADVANTAGE OF AN IDIOT. and so the nurse guy kills himself 8:13 11/04 MY MOVIE OFFER NO REBATE IT GOT DISTINCTION EVEN IF YOU HATE :-) i smoke mary jane i marry pain

for lawshawn HEMINGWAY (sun also rises is a book by ernest hemingway, nothin special tho) ON THE ROAD BY JACK KEROUAC BELIEVE ME THATS BEST

 the sun also rises i know where the lies is my clinical demiSe is spoilin my highs is u know that i tries is death i defies is bread on ryes is evil im versus im done with the verse is im in a minority group driving seniority coupe on the road is greatest novel and >>"THE BET" by anton chekhov greatest story period. short long dont matter. its, phew i dont know how to mop but i know how to rap!! im the mad hatter broadway play go getter so they say i wet her so she say i met her back in may in the studio SLAY KAY!! im savant in verses im gruntin curses puntin purses you aint none soft as nurses short on money its grief my black people ill live!! from oj to bart i keep it simpson from start namean i rhyme in french on my lyrical bench god aint grant me gift of knowin how to mop though my niggas know im on top pavel my e is soft like in veil i aint sell turnin pale the drink goin stale the coke snort a rail my niggas i hail ON THE MIC IM FIRIN OFF GO THE SIREN SHORTY ADMIRIN IM JUST INQUIRIN i read and wrote for years on end without showering or moppin doing nothing but read and write you could call it chatting but i was just putting my life on creatively worded display. a life so lacking humanity yet i worded it so tactfully my fellow chatters were in love. i dont know how to mop but i know how to rap!!!!!!!!!!!!! my son lebron lay it damn in lane outscore jordan damn insane what chatter u know  with those kind of verses i aint worth a dolla am i worth your holla CHANCES ARE RAP IS MOSTLY HOLLYWOOD AND GUY YOU KNOW AS EMINEM THE PHYSICAL PERSON JUST AN ACTOR. GUY WHO WRITE HIS RAP PROLLY AINT LOOKIN TO FIT THE SCREEN. AND YOU'D THINK MY HEAD TOO BIG FOR THE SCREEN BUT OTHERWISE WHERE THEY GONA GET A DUDE LOOKIN FREAKY LIKE ME TO ACCOMPANY MY RHYMES. IM ILL. NAMEAN my head too big for the screen mad with my spleen my son in the hat talkin funny best know my gat goin gunny HEY BROTHER BILL GATES I DONT KNOW HOW TO CODE BUT I KNOW HOW TO CHAT SO HOWS ABOUT A LIL AIDIN PAVEL ;-)

simple

all he did is play with sheetrock over the years where you hear em book that without company just WIT FOR U HUMBLE JOE! they belittle i fiddle solving the riddle without the Middle. M for my sickly mother poor woman ever said your pauly been child well its insulting enough i aint insulted im tough the day i wear a mask life will have a task. well pronounced there. PiTy(pronounced in text yearly. pity a acronym! councidence are gods way of staying anonymous life been nothing but text for so many years west 23rd pj's texted ) couldve i did i wouldve i read i know how to read i know how to write and recently i learned "can i get a bogie" and with the third one learned my needs for time are met if object of my affection know what i about objection of my erection no doubt there is a one line rap joint of the philosophy of man at puberty THE HARD TIMES OF A NEW YORKER BARD RHYMES I POKE HER reminds to self i cant remember the self i almost dismember switchin views to 2! PHEW LOUIE ppl in the library knew who i was mind you i guess they respected my hypergraphic hyperlexic savant at chatting ways but i do nothing because i babble OR IS IT that i babble because i do nothing. this addiction shit is just laid back a few hours once in a blue shit is a joke i had one of my moms friends sat across from me with a skirt and no panties on smiling i was in bad withdrawal. i guess a woman whos had her choice with men knows the kind of dick  she can get when a man is angry but i passed on that. i passed on an attractive wife mother brought me from russia only for one the man with a pussy. for a russian man to say im gay in sincerity. thats suicide i couldnt even "get into it" tonight. hard to get into it with yourself when people got into you having it. library folk good lord women outside age of taste with my toothless paste i mean REALLY KNOW who reads as a life style outside of GEEZER WOMEN! but lets also be serious at this age if u cant get into it romantically with a person you worship thats ugly man. inside youre ugly, ugly like me :-( woman by me just said pasta well pasta paste pass you waste yikes i hope this posts philosophy affords me some sleep after 7 years been a hot minute fuck driving automatic im a walking stick the white house on my dick i write in  bic philosophers take your pick

"The death of ivan ilyitch" by leonin tolstoy

 its when a rich man gets real sick is dying and realizes his only friend is his house maid, a male ofcourse. what if the bum gets sick and realizes his only friend is the rich one the people hes been afforded the right to shit over. i exagerate sayin shit on but come on now its for the sake of WIT IN ROMANCE! :-F do you believe in upholding sanity there is love after life.  piddle who i got the stamina a lion spammin ya. spam not scam i dont scam. life GREW ME INTO a over-active concious on the face of this earth or on THE EARTH OF MY FACE.  ;( hope u guys dont kill noone cant paint a saint spiritually black what color goes on such darkened spirit there is your LOGICAL PROCESS IN PHILOSOPHY EFNET NAMEAN  my poor mind cant talk cant find my way good lord the DAYS ARE DARK lol :( what have i grown to be then again i havent done any growing since i was like 10 and i WAS BORN with my big head further REASONING ...for...for...my...me...or just myself. GEE YOU PHILOSOPHERS "im just me" - jessica "can i get a bogie" - muhammad my close by philosophers lol muhammad tryin a intense philosophy ON  me good lord and the lady with the dog GOOD LORD WHO MY DAUGHTER THINK SHE IS  im just talkin after a week with one nights sleep therein. therein is one word, no? so with your western philosophy is amIin? new word, amIin in that respect for i definition of snitch on my own aint in shitter I AINT A QUITTER as i said gentleman to my left in car theft. thanks for no lighter hassle i DO NOT smoke in my room anymore EVER ersiously its an alarm now impossible