Thursday, May 16, 2024
11:23 PM on thursday may 16, 2024.
Warren buffet. My life a war story, been a 100 pound bum who couldnt afford the buffet. Pops never gave me a dollar. Despite his riches. Actually Im not sure if father was rich or had real money up until right before I ended locked up for trying to kill me but if it was going to cause problems bastard should have fucking killed me instead of crying like a bitch/ sigh like I said LGBTQ need to add an F to the acronym. for...freak. For retarded exciting anonymously kind. acronym for freak. this shit a joke, ive suffered literally my whole life . aint nothin new The black gay thats a shame by which culture decay. Not trying to instigate my pops to kill me...but if its between me and brohter's well being ILL TAKE DEATH RIGHT THIS MOMENT. If my death been decided upon king of new york once upon a time resided upon and that 27 club for pussies at 27... i kicked 80mg methadone + serious dope habit cold turkey. that shit is vicious i was so sick i couldnt eat even with plates and dishes the italian mob im a jewish heart throb fucking the slob i dont steal i do rob i know feel that my bob
Oy mama, pichevete bakala alexis impagliazzo be my ma. sorry for sayin spare me the small talk but what ive survived its a fucking wonder I still walk. (bakala means fish in italian) I dont eat pussy tho. My ego too humongous without bells I still rung this. Pops had me sexually assaulted and addicted to heroin. + A genius mind gone to waste (PLUS a person lookin like me). Brilliant mind gone to waste OH RIGHT THATS WHY I USED A KNIFE WITHOUT TOOTH PASTE. Im illest without cancer nice at the slow but all in all nigga I aint no dancer. (verse for my son eminem) Mother once told me "You're good at slow dancing". With that said, who'da thunk I'd blow the romancing. AND I STARTED AT QUEENSBRIDGE after released prison. My son nas's home.... he said "I rock hoes yall rock fellas" got it like I got it or not, IM IN THAT SPOT FELLAS I BLOW SNOT FELLAS iM MAN AINT MUTT FELLAS GOT HEART FELLAS SAVANT AINT THAT SMART FELLAS HOPE THE JUDGE DONT BELL US. JUST SAYIN ITS ALL GOOD SO FUCK WELL FELLAS UNLOAD GUN SHELL FELLAS ITS BEEN FUN PAST LAUGH FELLAS IM JUST SAYIN WASSAP TO MY MAN NEFF FELLAS LOOKIN ALL WELL FELLAS YOU KNOW MY ALBUM SELL FELLAS THAT I TELL FELLAS JOLLY LEAVIN YA JELL FELLAS WHATS AFTER AINT NOTHIN WHILE STILL ALIVE IVE LIVED HELL FELLAS THAT LOVIN FEELIN I DEALT FELLAS THANKS TO YOU AINT YET FELL US THOUGH KNOW i FELT US YA HEARTS KNOW I MELT US. verse/s for MY MAN NAS. this one im sure wasnt hypnotized into us. SO MY SON NAS...WHATS GOOD WITH ME FUCKIN THIS DIME PIECE "BLACK CHICK" IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD SAY AT MY CORE IM GOOD MIGHT BE SORE BUT YOU KNOW IM HOOD. thank you marc zuckerberg...I applaud fact that you got a concious. (looks to be so anyway) Narcissus saw his image in the mirror couldnt turn away and died staring it. Parcissus image looks like you caring it. Maybe even care for it. The mirror aint no fear in it. Crystal clear god body in it. Hell of a body in it. An anorexic gotti in it. I might not be hottie in it cause Im lookin too mutty in it Grid iron Im lookin goddy in it suppose Im just naughty in it. (Few bars for my man Nas, these definately werent hypnotized or whatever....all me. you know I am. I just be.) Hope Im not hypnotised to kill this retarded arab...guy prolly just helpin his poor family. Even though I'm america's definition of ANTI-HERO. MIND YOU STARTED BELOW NOT AT ZERO. I REMEMBER ALOT OF SHIT DUE TO SENTIMENTAL VALUE EVEN THO IM MENTAL...SENTIMENT I VALUE. With my mind what couldve been if not for politics wouldve been philosophically shouldve been you know the dude has been. Its a wicked game i dont sing but concert price still the same
Punch line of Pavel, Poor luck of his past, Pleasing lust why pavel. PLP ya Pet lay play. I'm humble and gentle I rumble heavy like mickey mantle. Look like the world show up for my cause hope the world dont blow up because. Ima stay smokin jolly Gee golly I do wood without holly Osama bin laden Im a bum who been got em. mnemonist (amazing ability to memorize info) now its just numbers i can memorize amazingly. im telling you BLUNT FACT. IM A mnemonist. thats why a professor called me "The amicable paul geller". Coma at 22....ruined it. what can I say, dad's politics.
Testosterone estrogen. Total Epiphany...nah that's homoed out. More like Track Esoteric. (Or a heavenly #4 combined, Team Excited).
"Bro" Books Rap Orifice.
Wednesday, May 15, 2024
"Ego in comfort" with next statement. Being a man passin on 3rd coma, i have obama be like oh bro ma. Wait the relating ideas don't sync with that one. I'll pass on nsync's assistance. I pray and I do ask the gods that be...illuminati dont have me go out....like a gotti free...I've had my share of suffering in life. they know I just be. But what can I tell ya...what the romance of The American Idiot may very well compose of itself! I've been enlightened with a new found touch on composure. So I do hope that's enough to compose me alive in the EYES (not only in the hearts of) of....fresh meadows or new york or god knows...maybe america....will they stand with their Idiot. The saintly prince myshkin was excitement of values being the virgin who only kissed a woman out of sympathy. Well in my case, I lost my virginity to a teenager not even realizing that terrible loss was the result of sympathy for I. Kobe bryant career high 81 you add 8+1=9. age I came to america at. His jersey #24. 2+4=6 . 6-Yours truly the ONE and only = you get 5 star. You add that same one to his other jersey #8 you get 9. Age of I entering america again. 24 minus that same ONE you get jordan. Ofcourse a minus being that bryant is dead. Just a sex crime victim trying to maintain composure by means of american mathematics. The american idiot...math is one thing he was never good at.
testosterone with a romantic's spin. my man jada said "what you getting girls now cause of your looks". Well with my one lady of influence...I was the first guy to ever kiss her, her being 18. And putting the kind of family she was from into play. Obviously my ever so charismatic looks sufficed.. I took the not so passionate role of the ever so romantic family crown This one memory to look back on keeps me going no problem with a hard on...DESPITE ALL MY PROBLEMS.. But a romantic outlook...believing in that hard on would die if I was to engage in intimacy with a lady other than her. AT THE SAME TIME, KEEPS EGO IN COMFORT. .
There is a gay russian singer who they allow fame only because he was born in prison. I suppose how difficult it is in society (american) only being the victim of a sex crime fits. And just the fact that I was born at all blows born in prison out the water. - The American Idiot. a romantic disclosure of a doestoevskian novel...ofcourse due to the romance the man aint no virgin. For the first time in life women coming to mind without sexual interest....well then conversation provided by me and small talk by you without sexual interest....what good is it
A man like me alive who's dying by primary cause his own self-image as straight. In my particular social mishap. Let me tell you my niggas...with correct scenes recorded. That got a pacino take on chapelle. Show em what narcissism is...(Parcissus) not their society-infected definition. From what life has gone to show..It's unlikely my heart give out before I give in. So I'll live. What can you really say to a man in my position...i'd figure all conversation be made without talking. What can you feel compelled and in place to say...and am I in any place to say anything? Mat rodnaya nazvala romanom...yes mother dear...at the moment "ochen vigodni spravochnik" as far as letters go rodnaya rodila retard 3 r's without a 4th being repetitive. As retarded as I was born to be...think of the man you made out of me (aside social mishap influence....you turned a retard into fucking genius) That's what I mean when I say I had a father for a mother and a mother for a father. I'm just the oddity amongst few odd. Calling me pacino is under-stating the fact that I win oh. they exaggerate the best while having the best exaggerate. That's todays socialising amongst >men< nowadays. black or white.. with me, I don't do either. I just be. I'm not trying to paint god...I just brush him off the man you asexually enjoy in his mortality stunts and shit where I am iz lookin to be.....This might be final stunt no worries of mortality here...for am assured heaven will follow. Now I finally understand why asexual and awkward start with the same letter..You dont push the man away by pushing his smoke away. You can only push an addict so far before he's up in smoke Thanks for wit needed in providing certainty of that which will kill..
Dear momma I'd trade my life for yours behind heavenly doors. Me living the life of a romantic was a real fucking nuisance to romance in her life so umm...yeah. Only thing that could make me cry is me in heaven looking down on mother knowing her son went out a legend. And all that socialite facebook shit don't cut it. Ima do right by pops and jewish people (who might have been insulted by a rap joint of mine) I'll drop to atleast like 110lbs at 5'10 (which is HOLOCAUST TALK). a 40 year old juvenile diabetic whos been dignosed with heart defect a long time ago. I might have lived with balls small in physical size but worst case scenario I die before 27th...I'll have large testicles in my heavenly spirit.. Speaks the truth on all that will be composed of legend without a booth. But in the least likely scenario...as I said goat, I like reading so I stick to the plot (pavel lots of time). Whoda thunk I'd be face to face with death to get the attention I longed for as a kid. Come to think of it, I never thought into attention..I was just living my own plot I created with my imagination wild. Not a plot defined by others. Just my imagination in the desperation of an outcast only 6 years old. (yeh, I get out casting spells defeating 6!) I got the brilliance of best with the compliance of rest. I want to apologise ahead of time to those who may be troubled seeing such.
I'm about new found trials just my vendetta on vials. I'm a risky type of fella I put a spin on bum that couldnt afford rocafella. So I'm thinking I'm going to go for a record low weight at 5'10. Considering weight properties plus my non-perfect health. That would settle me as forever legend EVEN IN MY OWN HEART. That shit would eat the fuck away with me. I'm going for a long walk now.
Seems to be that having a social approach with a man like me...is just... anyhow as far as me being a woman. Boy that's more troubling than any sort of distortion I other wise present to self. You know yeh, drugs ruin lives and all that fancy shit. BUT BECAUSE OF THEM...I got to live cocky as straight instead of living cock as gay. You may ask yourself what the fuck you got to be cocky about. Well, as of today. Seems material has piled up. And still how can a man such as I stand in a social circle remaining himself. Philosophy. (Hi IRCer "Neff")
spoilin my wish soilin my dish thats alright Id rather fuck trish. As far as this black lady with a face here goes..... she can't be getting paid all this money for an act of which results never be fed. as long as she didnt show me her real facee...I wouldnt need a conscious. My imagination is vivid. A Parcissus spin on narcissism. This state of mind on sex..it's just ego talkin so u know I'm women and as time has told my ego looks to be big enough to avoid sex with brothel spot girls provided free. Just as the moment speaks of itself. Right, I prefer writing over speaking more or less if it was less I'd confess,...but looks like my future might be a mess.. Question is after the legend that I turned out to be...does the man want me to die 100% straight to myself. A straight legend you know all for bait legend nah that dont look good as played legend even with benefit of the layed legend as far as decayed legend. I don't see that coming about any day soon. ive kept it strayed long enough to say this played is wrong enough. But I'm just syncin words with reality as far as I can recall it....what's in my own heart is all that matters to me. what'll be trapped in yours for eternity isn't a matter of my concern being me you'd be in love with yourself too. after all someone's gotta love me. There's my small on typing with last statement..politics basically took drivers seat on this one with me just setting the groove with music. Passion of the romance by voice of others. Rich black actually talking to me ... that'd be enslaving your white man. I dont see myself as exceptional in any way so facing fact I'm being dealt with like an individual with money (or from me) is "estranged" (wild guess on word to be used), with these posts involved..i'd imagine political parties combine in my interest. But really ..aside jada verses..what's there to say to a man like me Sorry, I have NEVER looked as riches as spoils. Here with you folks is alot more comforting than any lambo. To look at as riches as spoils why...when my appearance spoiled me rich without need for a dollar. Spoils arent always all about compliment (or financial gain). Here exists your man to whom human company without disturbance alot greener a grape than any dollar can color to..Key word disturbance my interpretation of that which is disturbing is all that disturbs. All this philosophy getting the car radio disturbed. Only further D possible would be for a dimwit. Doesn't apply here. I know u guys getting this..if there's some sort of secret method I can apply which would earn greater benefit for you. Let me know One that pays prolly has this monitored closely enough to avoid such hand outs though. now a black man with riches coming across a rapper bum worth nothing with father being mine.....that's some OG business. Me a bum amongst black is as likely as bum like me being against crack. But as told, up until jessica (ANOTHER BLACK...the spoils of my ruin) I was never into crack. And you know this is FACT....where iam today where my mind...aint no such thing as telling lie. Not that there ever was with me. looks like shit out of nowhere just happen..miracolously. On this miracle I'm pleasant to those present piss ant if involved in resent. (Theres a white elitist rap line for you!! in her holy memory.) This my fantasy living poverty in the hood with my black people rather dying rich with the white folk in montauk point long island. Yeh, a jewish girl introduced me to jew bf from a rich neighborhood (dont even know if its rich but it's as close to as it comes to with my presence) You have to be considerate of those around you. And me being the white one....I got to be poorer. So all in all, all is fantastic. Can't get too repetitive with fact or I'll get too repetitive before its even cracked. Wait, those two are antonyms. sorry ego-cover there. Looking like me my parents basement afforded me alot more than any sum of money ever could. cause a neighbor is a neighbor no matter what you make of yourself..be or bill or judy effects synonymous. But stepping away from my stairs....has me climbing the stairs (true, stars is just stairs without the I. cant play Parcissus too far with that one) to a damaged attic. One thing I wish I could tell by means of hypnosis is attention to question at hand is sincere or just paid for. Because you know there ain't no questioning my sincerity. Just where being so open got me in life..
With our cultural differences...i was approachable because I was a drug addict and she was approachable because she was retarded. With our backgrounds involved you try to tell me that aint a match made in heaven and boy I got a story to sell you. Even my wildest imagination couldnt frame a chick with me at this age...(Even poor nastya at that one) The legend of life as me didn't allow living as a legend all living legend aside was just best I could do as legend living. desync nsync I'm just trying to stay in sync.
Oh yeh...OCTOBER 7, 2011. you add 7 + 2 + 1 + 1 = 12. You get a whole 12 months out the fuckin year with this occasion. And when you add the month which is 9....you get 21. Yeah...this incident ruined the days of my one and twenty. Mind you I came to america at 9...so you toss my childhood on me at 21.....you get...PHEW. Oh wait, my bad..at 21 I was still 9 so making perfect sense. to be honest, I was never big on television period. So this whole being on tv thing....one thing is with my gay black men here but these crackers think imma make some showmanship type shit from my life.... nah I show I'm man without any ship. America making it up to me with the gay nypd cause the gay had it happen to me. reality of it is this...there can be no tv playing the straight card because that kind of company will kill me before we can straighten things out. Wait those two mix in somewhere (but only mathematically). I was never good at math. So not playing my chances with math. GODS LOGIC. If youre goin to do this to me anyway by further slaughtering my mind. Take it easy, I'll take my chances with what I got left. Well looks like today is all I got left is that's all thats left with the left was I really theft with my theft? At most they laughed at the laughed. What can I say....enjoy your laughter. I laugh above the human race. only laugh in my presence and that adds to they spoiled laugh here I come serious rolling ego without folding ego It's simplest kept simple. Hardships aren't attire I can wear at this moment.
Mother and manhood start with same letter so Ima keep it hood by staying man with my mother. With my physique, I lived life a legendary form I'm going to die a legend that's the norm. yo just now..... me I had a bus speeding by im spittin bars greetin by. I do ask of the forces that be that I survive to 27th my birthday...but one thing is your heart bravely taking being light weight as a teenager but at 115 pounds being 40 years old....BOY IM PRESSING LUCK AT THIS POINT JUST EXPRESSING FUCK. With Jira....first half of the acronym...he proved to me he has a concious and would further do so by adopting the I. and second half...I aint going to play with her concious by asking her to meet me even if that meant adopting a jewish last name for the chick. Concious or feelings...whichever. I just hope BOTH (finally) feeling my concious because I sure got to be concious of their feeling.
With my brother if I didn't act like he didn't know I was lying (ie: you really get your welfare back?) Well what can I tell ya, would the story be selling me lying if it was told that I lied? please ilya...when it comes to talkin to u BY NOW I KNOW WHEN YOU KNOW THAT I AINT BE HONEST. My life been a circus without me playing into the circus act. Plus I'm the one real man in mothers life despite all our hardships. With that said......IM GETTING MY DOLLAR WORTH IN SMOKE TODAY BABY. CAUSE A BLACK BROTHA WALKIN JUST NOW DONATED ME A DOLLAR!
Life has shown to me...evil keeps me from falling if there is a god with a heaven what's need for stalling. I mean seriously THE KIND OF CLOSE-TO-FELL but didnt scenarios ive had....if that's gods will. im going to hold back from cursing....BUT DAMN I MUST BE THE MESSIAH. WTF IM TELLING YOU IMPOSSIBLE TO SLIP AND NOT FALL SOME OF DROPS I CAME TO. On me fancying the presence of such elegance as beyonce....well first of Im sure itd be weird for her being that "crackhead" is associated with me at all. And I don't want my man jigga tryin to comparin cock size with me...I DONE PROVED I DEFEAT ON THAT ONE.
I've been man lust, man love, man luck turned out your man's leisure tonight. ML. Male lucifer (dumb was my luck on the other hand lucifer..HE DONT SEEM TOO DUMB A FELLA)...no that's some dead ass humor. I R NOT TEH EVIL ONE. then again shit..Your slim saint speak surely of his sainthood. Keyword added to other words....slim. I'm too slim to play it shady. So now on to my football goat brady...wait lost where I was going with that one. Basketball my sport of choice! dead ass man at 5'10 im down to like 115 pounds and i aint even goin through chemo or no wild shit.....ah fuck it. A WELL FED YET ANOREXIC PHYSIQUE BEEN MY WHOLE LIFE I AINT SWEATIN IT!!!!!!!!! my favorite writer chekhov which makes the lady with the dog stand out even tho she white...she's 2nd best short story after "The Bet". And I know the real story didn't have word health in it. But what can I tell ya...when you got The Idiot Betting... An idiot willing to place bets can't be too bright with his decisions on health!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.
The hand life arm me with I as a man bout to take my hand one of harm to me shit aint nothin but lucky cake, (OF harm not does harm not did harm but one of harm) I BE JESUS WITH YALL ONLY IF IT PLEASIN TO YALL boy how they'll paint todays legend to america....i hope it'll be legend enough to be legend in family's heart. Their memory of me....that IS ME. or will BE ME. I know I know, self centered now all on me. God will accept mom into heaven so just my brother my prayers for...as far as pops the man is some uber-jew today...he's gone the distance without my stance on prayer. I know pops I know, atleast I hope you have some guilt related to my life's hardships....but my life without its hardships....where would that leave your legend! HUH HUH HUH :P Happiness combined with legend ..I don't know if lust really put me down as happy. And legend leaving me happy....what is worth....is it really what's left? THEN AGAIN, LOOKIN LIKE ME...HAPPINESS IN LIFE'S COURSE...nah NOT LIKELY. So I sit here happy with my black brothers. start with B. for Bet, B.I.G, Best Brand Beautiful. oh yeh if anyone avoid talkin to me cause I'm so christly on crackhead. That only further flatters me, I'd be best afforded conversation!!!!!!!!!!!!! my man dave chapelle know I chop if it sell!
Tuesday, May 14, 2024
By now some may see me as christ after everything (dont even know if the word is crazy) in my life's feist. I pray for peaceful after life all the time but jordan man leme tell you..i would definately pray to see a game of you in prime against kobe in prime. May the man rest in peace. YO YOU WANT MORE CHRISTLY COINCEDENCE KOBE BRYANTS CAREER HIGH 81 . 8+1=9. I came to america at 9. he was 24. 24-22=2 I survived 2 comas with first one at 22 years old. jordan youre an americal idol i cant toss brilliant numbers on...so I can't say I got you holdin me too high. :( I respect love I suspect that lead to shove. I've provoked the read now evoked potential is my need.
Had reminder of brother surviving meningitis today he alright is hope his might is past a fight diss might be white still leave with a light kiss despite my diet grease leave neehaw on her knees. (What's my asian queen's name again.... neehaw right) The cigarette hunger it framed had pun tried that one his hunger it might have tamed. Then again man always look for excuse to be blamed. Boy IVE LEARNED BLAME TAKES ITS PLACE WHEN YOURE FAMED. Theres your truth in text...my shelter don't do booth but beanie i'll give you next.
Your every day man want a remaining time estimate nah I'm taming time just so you can relate. I don't need last moments to speak there of, i've spoken here of. When you meet a man that could tame time? Time ain't a dragon. My rhyme travel without a wagon. I tame time have tom turn tranny. So cruise....I heard you cruisin with a wig on next...for the sake of flattery meeting yours truly with last T being tombstone. what of significance with say on mine (significant in and on time). "Freak of nature who amused the dying being a savant chatter". my verses cocky spit game for sake of shorty stocky never had a dime in my pocket today look like i'm bout the bucky i know money can mocky but I have bunny matin with ducky once again GOAT with your nike what we ploty? My life plot nothing but mystery my man jordan just a goat of history! goat its summer time no need for coat. Switchin g to c. geller with the caring. So what's good with jordan man of heart!
And hope my favorite pippen know I'm not just being shallow chosing goat cause his female counter-part she don't define money attraction or fame and you best believe I'm all about. GOAT (being jordan) is just wording to me in acronym....and as I said my acronym PLOT (Pavel's left over time). IRONY....IRONY....MORE IRONY...reading was my thing through out my life. And that being the acronym definining moment. You toss plot into my history you get yourselves a story which defines history.. oh yeh..as far as goat on james...look like only james I'm feelin is here. hope me being a basket case don't lead me to a casket with my case no need mask it (who?) made the chase my task is romance in this the time and place I beat off so who needs to beat the race feat I accomplished being born my face foxy brown you rocksy me past the frown never swam but I'm on my people's boat aint gona drown hope the goat visit me in town .diamond on my crown nah Imma die man that's fine. Life of financial hardship with brother's existential guard tip.
Now I'm spatial with emotion dont know how special without your promotion probably helped me past a court motion all defines tonights notion I'm looking for bogie instead of heal potion though!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got dreams on both genders in the black community jordan male and the ...lady I'm sure she'd have herself called....I'd like to meet A and sleep with B. To be honest man....the ego on that woman seem like even the man's pockets couldnt afford me. IAM IMPRESSED. so...crack talk aside...know i don't do small talk...what else we talkin bout nah we aint talkin we PLOTin ... (pavel's left over time)
Mother sending me a I love jesus photo. Man lookin like me with that shirt on...if my people or peeps or whatever if yall be kind enough to give in, i'd like some class photos (me with this shirt on). I know, I know..black jesus is above photos with any man who used crack regardless of whether he fits into image of "crackhead" or not. THEN AGAIN, GOD KNOWS WHAT HE SEES AS WHOLE IMAGE OR IF HE'S LOOKS AT ALLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Damn man I can't even think of a phrase inviting in a witful manner which could ever bring AMERICAS GOAT Giving my location and interests....above all hollywood rap black white whatever...I'd blush meeting jordan. No wait, not sure if blush is a fitting word. He'd be flattering me meeting a bum like me but for me to say I'm blushing meeting him.....boy the word flatter don't cut it.. For me to blush at site of a man. pshhhhhhhh jordan might be goat but you know that I PLOT on. Pavel's left of time Only MJ I got out of life so far is a Mad Jab. It turned your man junkie. I guess I'm big on MJ too. So wassap MJ, we plottin'!??!? (Scottie pippen simply pavel..plus he was my favorite, so that one goes without me even saying)
The comfort of company here I can speak developing an ego in normal process....but what ego can a man develop who was BORN to be a Sickly P and turns out will...die...a Parcissus. Just a romantic outlook you could say. Romantic is usually associated with depressing in concept....man my life been romantic in a few definitions of the word You got people you feel like you can get to past them seeing you a crackhead but with rich/influential/famous.....they'll always see you as just one. Ain't no need to add insult to the injured. Regardless of who it comes from..
I might not be the average man but aside being poorer than I played life as the average man. Average is what spin most respectably afforded to them. So my white folks...I presented to them the average retard. Oh gee golly today I be jolly And unlike your average white boy I prefer company of black for other reason than being in a fucked up position. Shared interests. interests are what friendships develop based on. I been in a fucked up position since the day I was born but till recently black wasnt around to recover some of the damage.
I got ALOT and I do mean ALOT ..more memories of sentimental value than a 9-5 guy. My value in (I think it's in not it's of. I stay in the game don't just speak of) memorizing was destroyed at 22 though. And let me tell you..the way my memory used to work. "The amicable paul geller" College prof referred to me as. I could be painted legend but today all i got is troubles of badge and. To death you aint bringing me with smoke topping with what I had done snorting coke....and all else. nigga that's #2, aint no 3 bout if. Where ever my survivor's miracle land me aint no doubt if.
My film be called freak face instead of scarface. I'm freak with my scars sick is my bars. As far as this gay stuff..imma keep it real. I had one bf in life. An aging 3rd world country gangster he much like me had a reason for loneliness that could be respected. This guy must have done some HEAVY TIME in his shithole country cause boy i shit you not...despite the fact he was heavy into drugs every single person from his country helped him out in the neighborhood. Plus a thing or two he told me which he shouldn't have known. Actually only one, in relation to a dope dealer's life FATher being a soccer legend in his country. Man freak of nature or not sick or not..whatever fucking spin you toss on it. I've come across CHARACTER in my life. And now I've the pleasure of been around...buncha guys that got too much character to play wise guy. They may just ask...your size...WHY?!?!
Now a serious note to my pops Iosif...as my black brothas would say "What's really good?" (Views were at 3 today...I viewed it 2 more. my niggas all star 5 with me). But the fact that I survived with my big head forming full before I was even born...yo that was 3 fatal by itself...2 comas were after. I aint even going to do a follow up statement. I WATCH MY WORDS. watch and words start with W. I watch my words so hope you well wishing! As long as my black woman big and sloppy I'm big on happy. I've always been "sexually fascinated" with BBW's
Gee golly geller Ive so much through out life you'd think I'd turn rocafella. I was going to write I've read so much but that just be ego at play. I can't even say my ego...my shit so fucking deformed. YEH I SAID IVE SO MUCH avoided putting the word had in had so much. Aside from nastya a few times...man all i got is a gay fan club :/
What is a man but one heavily against loneliness. I'm a man whos been alone all his life aside physical company. Plus I aint heavy on weight. come to think of it atleast 5 years even without physical company just sitting around writing nonsense. (when you're an addict you better off alone anyway) Addict Alone. I should have joined AA. Darn. MR OBAMA! IRONY MY BLACK HERO. MY MAN ZUCKERBERG TODAY AND OBAMA PILED UP YESTRDAY man I hope I ducker dirt today and we defeated osama yestrday. just a caved in social outlook you may say!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today a black woman told me she loves me. Aside from family in childhood only one did..and she only did out of guilt cause she cheated on me. So everything/everyone surrounding me today... + IT BEING A LADY. This one will stay in my mind heart and soul forever. She was a good lookin chick too but anyhow, as I said..no playing on peoples feelings.
Face reality alive or be the face of death...after....my...life is it? What you call a space martian existance such as mine, marvin gaye? And face of death....with the whole face thing I don't exactly know what take they got on books in the after life. So in heaven be I a hungry artist or a kite runner? Kafka / husseini? Nah. I'm a doestoevskian "The american idiot" so you know I keep it christ Mom sending me a I love jesus tshirt and I owe her more in fact I love her than any fucking religious spin could ever spin. So I'm pro jesus last I heard he with us even when it dont please us in hope it never cease us hope you keep em with us keep it cool and breeze us.
A pleasant childhood and nastya only two things positive I can look back in. (Of influence >IN PERSON< As far as nastya...be it my father or the UN all in all it dont matter I got a concious so I cant play into that one. And family, looking back on the beauty of yestrday dont change how ugly today is. That's why I am where I'm comfortable. around my black people. But even tho Im all ball and rap...picture a guy like me around the black gay through out my life....shit...that's a new take on independent film that even pedro almodovar couldn't write. Black culture care about the cripple. I ain't crippin but look like I'm all C. I've no doubt in your can, but that's a C that rides "above the premises". Oh yeah...aside from ahead of my mother I hope I'm afforded...by "you guys" or by god or a "50 / 50" (50% mortality rate hemmorhage / 50 cent ) to survive a lil while. ofcourse when you add those 2 together YOU GET THE WHOLE BUCK
As far as lookin at me ... I remember videos of me as a teenager. Boy....did I get emotion amped up. Excuse a narcissistic outlook but it sure had my heart 'stay overwhelmin'. SO WASSAP BIDEN...physique top of suffering in the midst of all my youthful video and you still going to punish? you have to be fucking SATAN in such instance. i cant imagine a house regardless of how white being anymore punishing towards I. Sociopath was real simple with creating a sex tape. 4th oh man...aint no heavenly S follower with those words prior. Playing against time by playing into rhyme.
Thinkin back now black woman is the only human I can play a human with rather other than try to have my deformed ego play with with. Otherwise, so far....gay straight woman man so on so forth. Only further deforms but on the big up...my brain this deformed I don't think ego could be done any further. I do wonder which rap of mine had me stand out ...before this whole mind damaged material stuff got to packin.
Jadakiss with problem child on 50. "career made on someone damn near killing you". Jada, life almost bodied me few times. No one ever try to kill me. Aside lady behind wheel of..mustang(or something similar). Boy my life as a whole been a single problem in my life 50's role only mingle problem now me been in the hole today that's the single problem. .
When you look silly speaking in the company of others is one thing but when you FEEL that they're the silly ones by presenting social manner and so you avoid(associating with). In the exchange...I've never liked to look down on anyone. THIS ONE I GUESS MS. SULLUM UPSTATE FIGURED OUT ON ME OR SOME TRUMP SOLDIER....unless it's a recent finding...gee golly god I don't know anymore. With that statement maybe man I refer to as crackhead here got a concious too but his take on pocketing money I trust him with....man if drugs had me that far. MY OWN FATHER WOULD HAVE HAD ME IN A GRAVE AGES BACK
Care to look back, to look forward, to just be. I look back often. Look forward BOY ITS A TIGHT OUTLOOK and just be...afforded. A gay man black rich...rich dont look to ease things up too much on the other hand a straight freak of nature white whos lived in poverty. you must remember there is a factor there always from preference color and financial status. Fact is that factor leave a track by the tractor. Your S's. I've suffered through my share of sex but sympathy aside from early childhood with grandma....NOT ONCE from NO ONE was I sympathized in sympathy that wasnt paid for.
My weight with juvenile diabetes need to gain some to please us. Have to coincide us away from self cause the bus bettis prolly aint big on book shelf. Fatten ya pocket hope my legal docket end up in the bucket pops and death on my day if cops lead to my death atleast homies it pay. strangely enough i didnt feel an upbeat vibe flattering myself infront of a black lady. as I always play into some deformed ego with white ladies. I guess that's just realist perspective. Emotion entrapped excites epiphany. E's (thats a narcissist line. nothin to do with me)
Miracle me that's my motto. I was never into marilyn manson. I carry this chance on. Whats to say of romance on. Just get me tense on biden tryin to make this my last dance on. Boy if (jewish man who ran the chat) if got that ran that chat with dying ppl that I spoke in for years..let me tell you..he'd have a brilliant book. Even if you just take off my creativity on life. Just my..brilliance on life alone. Boy....my mind today@ With my literary technique atleast I had the dying laughing in a daily basis. Pryor/Pavel same letter. A russian boy's take on it, I suppose.
One thing is my people workin here as far as knowing me...but so many people i don't get it. You paint a man in my fucking shoes even "crackhead" barely tip character! Paint and Pavel start with same letter too! (Obrien or zuckerberg I've been death defyin tryin to avoid the morgue) maybe you have sympathy for only the saint and just pity for pavel. And in my heart...I was born saint. (Big head like mine can only bring about paint).
Yeh..marcy marc..I got the heaven I asked for...writin round my black folk. My son trump boy he done did it with senor biden don't mean to sound too meaty. I know politics land me in position my ammunition witty heaty despite all my earned featy who knows if the man even greeted Years of language now stuck in the lab I'm collecting lucies fuck loot. Hope a newport next with my luck. Big L was no Biggie though. Pac > big > jada > the rest such as eminem fabolous (Ok ok, jay z too.) and pun for his one line killer "Couldn't measure my dick with 6 rulers.". 12 days till my bday 12 months in a year...If somehow in an odd fashion I magically survive the next year TODAY BE MY DAY...damn pregnant lady gone. no birth. My approach to her...of respect stature...I don't FEEL (KEYWORD >FEEL<) too moral anymore without her presence. Damaged brain don't seem to paint well when it's not provided by a womans hormone of peace.
As far as me making a racist remark towards a black woman...that was combo of all 3..brain damage...high on alot of drugs...and my lover...daughter of a white elitist. and boy let me tell you...what I went through in the next 2 weeks..that kinda suffering definately equated with a few words of...how do i put it softly... "involuntary spite".
MZ/PG. Marc at the zoo or a pretty take on geller. Actually marc probably be better off a geller with identity/last name combined..and me..I might have been pretty had I lived in the zoo. "People got a different outlook." You see how I keep it simple though....I put the work in returning 40 bottles for 2 dollar lucie money. I write for the sake of writing...not attention or money. THATS ALSO A FAULTY BRAIN zuckerberg seem like good folk tho but u know what..to be honest in my place i dont know left from right much less good from bad. Drummed man X'd . DMX
You'd think with my face...other person be intimidated by eye contact. But oddly enough, My eye the one that gets intimidated my high you just delayed it! oh my bad, crack and coincedence start with same letter too. Oh yeh..so does Conan (Mr. Obrien) Oh yeah...#4 heavenly THE CALF NAMEAN...away from caps. your golden calf life rolled on shelf despite fact lived in stealth though never had health.
You know..a main indicator shows gay with me amongst homies here. I'm more comfortable talkin to a lady than gentlemen when approaching black culture. Atleast here...someone said some shit bout lawyer. HEY NOW LADY AND LAWYER START WITH SAME LETTER. (so does lust but that was my first experience don't look like I'm catching again) when givin it a thought there's a few past 4...but aint no getting past heaven.
workers that made an impression on me here...homie that said "I love you" to me, he dont work here no more. The man who gave me shoe donations. And my nigga from long island. You know long island stay nigga. Oh my bad...3 on that one. shit come to think of a heavenly #4....I'm not going to quote him or praise ways of intellect. But he's QUITE A CHARACTER TOO
West 23rd to west 8th to little odessa. First one to in a cab bout 2:30am Second one my youth and 3rd one my childhood. Brighton Beach big on B.I.G. More grammatical coincedense. "AH WELL!..Darn..at least well to some!" and I shit you not...IT WAS ABOUT 2:30 to west 23rd pj's. And now it's about that time in a different ghetto. good lord the coincedences life gives you. (Obviously..I don't lie bout nothin. if I did I'd write something that compliments me) Would you find it a legendary moment if I was told you could be famous for what you wrote and stuff if I chose gay then spoke on straight and had a heart attack shortly after. That...if that was recorded. Oh wait, I'm not a narcissist) Between al pacino tom cruise and jadakiss I'd chose to meet jada if I was given such opportunity. If man write his own lyrics, he "Aiiiiite". Jada jigga just jacked. 5rd is jordan on j's. he 5 star material. on marcy marc....i dont know man cause i keep it hebrewist i ain't bout to make the party start. on marcy marc...I'm only face on the last release of book "The Idiot" . A russian book americanized.
Call me crackhead huh...only crack bout me is the one in my pants when I'm getting head. Some "autist wit" for you. Scottie Pippen is Simple Pavel. 2 pac... I done did my 2 comas nigga...I stay pac. >Marijuana got me feeling on the down side of things I frown at jordans rings. Jordan should (Mike you rock the tie aye son) feel I'm down, it's cause I'm a "realist". Theres a new hood word for you...the ONLY TIME I HEARD MY BROTHER USE THE WORD RESPECT IN HIS LIFE. Referring to your hood Sickly P as realist. OH YEH I STILL DONT KNOW WHAT IT MEANS, IT JUST SOUNDS HOOD. (100% honest, never looked the word up just used my imagination...imagining a...brighter side of things) I could have went to cali was I in a wig but I'm all pac only wigs are ones painted on his body it ain't with B.I.G. BUT my brain today...left over is naughty Sad to say on white cutting into black you're right in a way. I can't argue look where "My Way" got me..
I been in 2 coma have obama barrin 50 letting go verses smooth ma god forbid a 3rd bra. anyhow...Done did a bike 2 wheel aint no drivin on 3 thus 4th heaven i feel. namean. >Realist respect retard> all start with R. You folks are random rescue. I keep it R. Rotating repetitiously. with crackhead look like you aint got word selected even though though I'm bored it's me you elected with good I impacted shorty I macked it if she big girl I sacked it her tits I racked it pussy I hacked it green I done stacked it rocafella attacked it my son jigga his jaw I decked it MZ man zoo PG pretty pavel. hi facebook chief. this post dedicated to childhood hero david weiss. Upper tier individual of influence in class.
Monday, May 13, 2024
My verse on sapp n brady. I'm all for pac and pippen 3rd being pavel. And no 3rd on that one, pavel skin color white.(iam anti-#3) As far as anything with anti-semitic implication I wrote....I aint no anti-semite. Just result of KGB to gays to brain damaged me Parcissus! So as the moment tells...I'm new found liberal my man zuckerberg my mother i dont want to outlive and mirc (ANOTHER M ALL MAN HERE) ....i strongly doubt I will. reading/writing in that program composed most of last 10 years before incident with trump..
tyra banks and tom cruise first tyra written first. playing feminine role its a mans place to take care or a lady in relationship. and my admired black lady here..I could take care of romance there. SHE GRASPIN AT MY FINGERLY STRAWS really now fella lookin like me into heavy drugs always against crack on top of never selling my ass. etc (obama IAM -> Bumass, bum with class. IM AWAITING HER BEARLY PAWS (dont know if this is public amongst or who originator is but AH WELL) my man warren sapp make the sack would they clap if tom brady black . tom brady i got my GED at grady. Geller enlightening dusk (GED).
forgive because it just is and play into because I'm just with. How I'm a do a second sentence finisher...what's left of my mind...I'm the only one finished. (saw a doc with kevorkian mask on and a orthodox gay jewish male doctor. man phew, #2 did it today) Jerry springer This spring I was at the er. And Jerry king lawler....I got the black one here no need to wrestle at nonsense.
Drugs were just the day as it plays out to be. Not all its cracked out to be. (hi obrien). I shit you not up until i left prison and got to be a kid with jessica IAM DEAD SERIOUS I WAS NEVER INTO CRACK. below the bum above politics had me "living it up". Forgive/play into/and me today....a 3rd one that aint happen! :-)
Sunday, May 12, 2024
pedophile video of me 15 forever a physique of 15 gettined nailed by mustang i was 18 sexually legal had hormones going on that one brain bled in a coma at 22, 5 years of chatting online 8 hours a day MY FELLOW FREAK LEGS BEHIND BACK BROTHER LEGEND STAY BLACK. jordan doubt you aware of my video but i'd figure goat and crackhead coat warming her rack blowing take head...no such thing as bigger than mines (irony coincedences all in all my taste with reading my words coincedence some irony all point to gay otherwise only liking stick figures waist line hole except Nastya she nasty even without a mic. more irony) I'm a pro whos fit maybe I am prophet. matt once told me his mom church at connecticut and 50 cent here. "david allen coe my father got all his album. aside his racist song..everything else amusing she was such a lady and I was only 22 cocaine carolina how did I get hooked on you, #22 influence my life. thats 2 shy of 24 kobe bryant I been in 2 comas I pray/ask die without a 3rd). homos and pedophile same thing every gay man alive born to be pedophile
i aint no racist nevertheless black white or pink more like u brown getting fucked in the stink thunk bout knife in my hands you dead leave ya to think. zuckerberg my dying wish is a knife....fucking faggots think i wont huh. pops ruined my life with pedophile fans but if i didnt turn out anti-homo id play it as another homo instead I got to live life a romantic with the straight card heavenly gate for me singing your bard for parcissus his favorite retard. gee golly surely leave my man farely lookin poorly
MISTER zuckerberg .. inside you're ugly, ugly like me. Keepin it hebrew OG, namean. only one iller is the man gettin me feelin ZICK the dope dealer even give me credit go figure I'm a stick figure 100 pound major leaguer come to big I'm bigger heart of a lion they call me tigger leave mortis in muerte leave jigga feelin the rigor
Friday, May 10, 2024
son better lay low he aint nothin but potato i keep it real on the rice my game aint nothin nice to mob I got ties so fly got into it flies in good time we all dies I'm best my bars selling you buys best I tries niggas my guys got that bread Im bout ryes verses versa im president you nothin but vice to my oh mys i measure in size come heaven after I dies done with death defys my thriller why oh why you spreadin nothin but lies you rock bottom I stay on the highs.
crack
not in my life. What's to say of my ego with my mother. poor woman. but iam 100% sure there aint no hypnosis or medical stunt or whatever im sure theres NOTHING that is stronger than what crack does to your brain, And yet. I've got no reason to lie, I've never lied writing here.
Dont know about jesus but ill tell you for fact...GOD EXISTS . jESUS even in only in mothers heart thats enough for me. FIRST WAS LUST THEN LOVE THEN CALIFORNIA WITH LEGS BEHIND HIS BACK...and #4 heaven. With the black ..lady.. here. She's one person I'd willingly take a heart attack infront of. If she's watching. Then maybe she'd get over herself. Watching a white man's heart die... i had SSI for a while without smoking crack. I SHIT U NOT OBAMA OR TRUMP OR JFK BLUNT FUCKING FACT. CRACK NEVER UP UNTIL I MET JESSICA. Lady like the black one though...jesus. phew. I think she's had it harder than pops me or california freak. Maybe I'll be allowed to have sex with her then she'd definately get over herself. Me getting over myself? I've HAD it. Or I've had IT. Overgetting myself. Bill clinton I think had highest IQ in presidential history. Bill clinton or Will clinton...will I end up there god forbid. BLACK Lady be #4...heaven. Domino I'm dumb in OH. "he's not as dumb as he looks" - Black WOMAN. What can I say about dumb...as dumb as it may be, didn't make size of my cock any more flattering. jigga talkin bout havin "the hottest chick in the game". I'm humble, BLACK WOMAN HERE WOULD DO IT FOR ME. She retards me more than emotion could provide anyone. Emotionally retarded or not. With THE FACE with me...she won the fucking race. so how about at ...this place? Unless she's bigger at the hilton, hilton sounds more comfortable than clinton. Bigger than..or larger than...or mathematics greater than. 2 > 3 thus muerte be. I can't help but wonder where the black WOMAN grew up. Maybe alabama ...or like my man pippen. Central arkansas at 6'7 225. 6+7+2+2+5=22. Two and twenty, the ICU was plenty. scottie pippen or simply pavel. That's all I have to say in this post..as stated HEART ATTACK WITH THAT LADY NEAR BY..IF YOU FEAR THAT...doubt you fear that for a man you see as "crackhead". I'd take it though..rationalizes me continuing carelessly smoking. You continue careless, cute though? I'm all attracted all in but calling you cute...don't think that'd help you get over yourself. Sex simply stated cause you black...HOPE YOU ONLY RELATE IT. Relate the act of sex to me somehow..in your mind. Crack Mind, Can't man come mop. My brain can't sync movement with memory, I dont mop (or rock for that matter), I rap. As I said...pops me or that california boy...man god's existance became more obvious meeting him. But that lady, I aint got a doubt she's had it harder than all 3 of us. With face...gee golly. Could she be? Does THE FACE exist. feline mangina i'm man...muerte. well I don't understand his chatting (without hyperlexic/hypergraphic). Really...he molests the dying while priest/pops plays on their emotion to further the church. Whether I'm hypnotised or not to make that comment it's blunt fact. Would the peace saying no to their money provide...or something. maybe just extreme view. Maybe with THE hard life, maybe my views just hardened. My mother was father, my father was mother. All facts go to show. And my mother will die a man(Th).whether she hates men or not. I hope don't hate me. ITS EASily rationalized though huh. rationalized provide reason. Random pavel retard. Same acronym. Don't remember rationalized definition it just came naturally to me...WHERE THE WORD STANDS. Emotion created , hypnosis irrelevant. The kite runner created emotion in me. Anyhow away from just I for a sec. Oh yeh, true. Khaled husseini BRILLIANT writer. Love she was top of ladder you better you bet her go getter or not dont look like im going to get her. The spite...runner. It didn't sit with me even as white running. The white man running and look who he ran into. My father miserable or not..or however or whoever I don't know if he's a sociopath. I'm 100% SURE I AINT NO SOCIOPATH. sociopath or my sociology class...professor called me "The amicable paul geller". Guess emotion created me memorizing his statement. Womans sympathy is Wet Simpler you Want Wit you Work With. Acronyms. One W shy of my life. With the john farley character...bob marley or whatever rhymes. he is the only guy i've ever met who was so attractive i'd figure impossible he's straight. So if it can be afforded he can fuck me. That'd be 2nd best, second to black woman here. Ponchik and his bogies and his goat look like death I row it my life go to show it life me had lowered meanwhile I soared. Money mother from me getting married. emotion 2004 (with lady I "was just a toy to"). Was worth more than cash. red everyones heart i fed you mine from start despite me looked at as tard. Whatever man in NA meetings they were saying shit bout having a "Glass dick in your mouth". I passed picky. Passed picky pavel. more P's my OG. ONCE AGAIN MY EGO OVERCOME SCIENCE WITH CRACK..I NEVER GOT ADDICTED TO "GLASS DICK". This felix feygin character..man what arthur made him out as i don't care who he married or whatever...chances are gay. I'm almost 100% sure with his flamboyant personality even as far back as our childhood. I clearly remember his flamboyance..just emotion created in me. Dre's plaque might make g's stack over dollar id pick her rack even ...my ICM MY BLACK FLAMBOYANCE HERE BRB OR SOEMSING. I can imagine look on rosenthal's face when he saw youthful porn of I. Hope I don't get beat up again for ....playing on feelings. Pavel's on fuck. acronym. Once again, with this black woman here. Facebook..her face I like books. In my place what's to say of crooks me with my looks...my physique on crime physically amount to time trump white but he big on my rhyme I'm that piece he's worth...aside his dime. money didn't play into my life nastya was the only dime worth me rhyme. Dime piece want mr to rhyme just say please. Me or mister, I just kissed her. My ego too big to go with crack...but with emotion created that one night kissing her that's bigger than ego. Missing her.. dissing her I bet that's a no. She like no other even as a none to my father..whatever IVE HAD IT. Or I...simply had it. Glazer dick my phase as sick..dick only at the waist line I typed didn't need to paste fine. grimreap control + c (we?) never fold I just be. What's to say of arthur bogomolosky another flamboyant one ... atleast felix had some sort of homoish charisma what'd you have aside fat pockets. Hope you didn't end up a junkie, YEH I GOT A FUCKING CONCIOUS. Maybe me exagerating about it with coming closer to god and all but never the less. I spoke the truth without being in any booth. Beanie sigel nah I'm grinning legal. (me with legal today..was I legal in porn it turned out illegal me love torn). The few the fortunate or maybe just the flamboyant few. whatever imma eat my spring rolls like I said with my black woman I'm ready for a heart attack fucking her with me on top. Physically Pavel His physique porn. More P's. These P's I play these. To sentiment I send the men. Waiting on marijuanaThursday, May 9, 2024
I fuck lady hope stuck with brady my truck aint nothin shady I just cruise tom he be my matey
Life might be leaving I wasn't receiving I im nothing but truth never deceiving Im never pet peeving
pet peeve: a particular and often continual annoyance
you annoyed by blunt fact hope with his offensive line he ain't get sacked.
FACT IS MY FACTS DONE SACKED. You know there aint no such thing as hypnosis that overcome strong addiction and with crack up until recent doing. I NEVER DID. tried 2 times, otherwise never. My ego's signals overcame these so called signals of the brain who knows but is ego really what I have...I mean shit the way it all composed and so on so forth whatever. yeh, now it's "Whatever yo".
Iosif Joe Marc...they know ">I< .
Im just man (same acronym). It's come to this, it just is, however it is you know I'm easy to please. Parcissus he on par sees us. my tiny arms now money armed. red bulls I'm stealing fed fool hope he feeling. Petty larceny petty star now me. My judge senor myers all that's been now it's just flyers know they seen. Life worded or life wasted who knows both I tasted. sangrea in parks I plead my man starks. What they draw out of me I don't blow I just be. Shaindy eckstein her pops ave j and east ONE AND TWENTY. The glory of emotion afforded to me in 2004. When I met.. AS I SAID COINCEDENCES GODS WAY OF STAYING ANONYMOUS NOW IRONY ... AS I SAID IRONY...THAT BE ME. oh yeh..my favorite color always been forest green i guess the dollar too light on that. What's color...I stack heavy now. money the devil...man thorough damn. same acronym.
Regardless of lyric origin, blunt fact
Destinys child my destiny wild all has been filed Im all man jigga just mild up em I riled. "Say my name". Pavel. Scottie Pippen, Simply Pavel. as far as larry bird, I've met leisure suite larry he aint no bird. Like my man nas said "Put it together". Don't know if he gay himself though. You are what you're born to be not what you become after cause of social effect, desperation or loneliness. Social effect likely only to those who got money, desperation likely desperate for money or loneliness...depends how much your fucking pride affect your pockets. Pride and Pockets(AND PAVEL) start with the same letter. I pride myself on never running pockets, when it come to pavel though fuck his legal docket. Judge myers know I mock it. Your honor, this post is dedicated to you. Only judge's name I remember. Guess you are an impressionable person. Impress I'm able Suppress only in my fable I get chicken nuggets for dinner without a dinner table I been told I'm dead tomorrow...either way fuck your record label. As of the moment all look to be stable. Though I never know how pops or zuckerberg or the president himself going to do me. I done did me tho, namean I done did it. :-( YEH AND I REMEMBER YA NAME CLEARLY Senor MYERS...THAT AINT BEEN IMPLANTED IN MY HEAD. Young in central booking aint young no more though my rook in. Misdemeanor I miss you just mean or kiss. Bliss. I be your bliss. You just an ant I piss. PISSANT I JUST HISS... I CANT! 15 + one and twenty top of which 33...that's 69. BOY I BEEN POSITIONED! Actually thats further than need be said Job with jesus your jewish jesus nah I just...jab jesus. Jesus jet playing that jam. "Say my name".
Monday, May 6, 2024
Jump Jordan you've met your Jewish Jesus.
all J's Shaindy eckstein was from ave J and east 21st...my jewish virgin mary. Sigh. I did love you more than any piece of ass. Hyperlexic Hypergraphic in romance. With me emotionally retarded and you being a fellow freak of nature who was too rich to show emotion. I mean shit...don't know on that one. Ah well...your memory will always live on physically as well with that GOD amongst freaks of nature. A god who's black. Mr. pacino my pack black in yo. Black people are the only folk that didn't affect me negatively in my american life. But even if I was in a place to be friends with just black and what not...would that have saved me being straight? I met my black nastya tho...that "lady" who black in here. I must say that is man with a vagina + black..hope stay with my rap. And I'd like to put a quarter ring on your finger cause I ain't marrying ukrainian and maybe my drug use won't kill me with black at your heart. Heroin honesty? fuck outa here..I'm all T...testosterone truth. Jordan even if you ain't big on jesus..I do hope you pray for me (to whoever you believe in.) POLITICS MAN I HOPE YOU BIGGER THAN POLITICS AND YOU BALL PAST PHILOSOPHY YOU JUST MIKE. BLACK JESUS. Obama with a yarmulke on, that's a photo I'd love to delight on! Mother gave birth to a romantic and mom...she disciplined my romance in america. Mother called me a romantic and we played with elves father said's a working man since when I'm running shelves MY POPS WILL OUTLIVE MY WHOLE FAMILY MY BRO SAID BUT ME OUTLIVE MY MOTHER? GOD WILL NEVER FORGIVE ME THEN Hope I see my family atleast(all of them) once before I die or they kill me or whichever...unless ofcourse my mother against. Then...It's just her. Her word. The way my life's been I have NEVER feared the last moment and what i've been afforded still don't fear. But fear exists in all of us..in our last moments. physical discomfort 6 fucking rulers couldnt measure through out my life. Physical pain intimidating cause of bullies or disciplined childhood or what ever. But couldnt measure my dick with 6 rulers so that took away all discomfort physically. Energizer bunny she called me but it was pretty obvious I didn't give my bunny orgasm. So politics + her lack of orgasm *sigh* Latvia arthur to ukraine's nasty Duh it's sure I'm insane tasty. God bless my father because of what he had to me at 15....my rich gay fan club as a result of. What resulted is a STRAIGHT ME. Otherwise gays would have overcome emotion past retarded and I would have accepted gay as me. I do hope for life ...as long as "my physique" can afford me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Pops
My father might not be too dumb a guy but boy is the guy dumb. I was just a sacrificial lamb my life in america(politics, sigh)...EXCEPT NASTY. Or nastya. Or anastasiya kareva. Coinzeded with a not so pleasant image in politics. I'm sorry for that. Mr zuckerberg. Ah well :-(. I do ask god or zuckerberg or gates or whoever else I should consider asking including my father. Hope nastya lives a content life. (sober). YOU KNOW WHAT, I DO BEG OF A PEACEFUL DEATH but a heart attack infront of MY NIGGAS(I do ask that it wont be longer than 5 minutes but BOY WOULD 5 DO IT)....pacino I'm a face with bars. Your face, it just scars lol. You were a good looking guy though and unlike tom cruise your face spoke straight. With your talent combined..hard to say who a god between us. I'm Sickly P not god, actually. I do fear physical pain...not physical discomfort had that in every single way possible in life. As far as fearing physical pain Im not sure what that's result of...a disciplined childhood by my mother or tortured by kids. I'd always pass on pain. Pass and Pain ALSO START WITH P. PAVEL PARCISSUS POLITICS....+ WHATEVER ELSE *grins* Maybe they'll let me do without one of the P's because I'm one of the G's. OG geller. sigh, biggies rhymes with rocafella. I rock I'm stellar. THE COMFORT OF MY BLACK PEOPLE WHAT CAN I SAY OTHERWISE OF THE MOMENT AINT NO MOMENT OTHER THAN THIS ONE THAT'S FAR ABOVE MAINTAINING...COMPOSURE? For nasty I sacrificed my heart and my life what's to say of junk before using the knife. Stunt by edwards even if towards I wasn't special ed just followed psych wards. Zimple zuckerberg...nah I keep it simple ya wimp smoke L only thing blazing though is on her face dimple my verses sample had go damp L my camp smoke L light off the lamp L Skank is just tramp L transgender ramp hell...cut ya dick off look like the ramp sell. I know how it is with women they dont want you making requests in public voice but really with me...speaking person to person. I'm just "crackhead"...what's that on her person? :(. Emotion seems to be BIGger than hypnosis even. Looks like my death is closing in mr zuckerberg hope you're opposing...IN? inwards what i'm going towards despite no forwards. (aside scottie pippen). Scottie Pippen...Simply Pavel. MORE GRAMMATICAL COINCEDENCE. Money BOY LET ME TELL YOU KIDS EVEN WITH MY FATHER MY DRUG USE ETC....ASIDE ONE YEAR IN MY LIFE I HAVE ALWAYS AND I DO SAY ALWAYS LIVED LIFE A FUCKING BUM. My california freak...man you bigger than heart composure and my ego combined. Lookin like you...shit, nah I'm constipated at the moment AINT SHITTIN YA. hope lgbtq dont shit out my idea on F. WASSAP MY CALI FREAK. cruise or pacino or whatever..you're YOU... scarring the gun or topping my scar. Boy I can imagine what my video did OF A MAN LIKE YOU. JS Just simple Just sample or just your jew on jesus as sample. As I told my young killer buddy in forensic psych...Im keeping it hebrew. fab on gangsta i leave his blood in the lab wanksta crackhead in the eyes of one I don't think or see as crackhead in the heart of one(hope you dont feel either). yeah in the heart of you. not in the hearts of one...not isolating myself for once in my life. Only jewish writer who's a name with the people ....writer of "The hunger artist". Boy did I play that one in my life. BUT STILL...Franz kafka I sank after. Or my plans, after. What have I planned Em my son I aint get stanned Crackhead sometimes as thats aight my rhymes with. "Nobody from nowhere" My irc name of sentiment. Real fucking weird how much AND WHAT I REMEMBER AS SENTIMENT. One of the greater ones, my man in attica bout to lose a leg and he said "NAH I RATHER DIE WITH TWO LEGS THAN LIVE WITH ONE". Me with one leg in a place like attica though..aight my ego would accept one leg with that one. Shit talk about gangsta. (Comedy on pryor) Comedy for those who had to resort to crime. I met a man in rykers island who accepted 12 years in prison because he was retarded. Because he felt a man like him had no place in life being retarded. AND I TURNED OUT TRUMPS RETARD *GRIN*
My father shouldn't feel guilty about my death.
I HAVE HAD NASTYA MY FEMALE FUCKING MOTHER....AND INTELLIUGENCE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ME AND POPS AND MOTHER AND NASTYA. RIGHT ON THE MOTHER FUCK YOUR MONEY. poor nastya is fucking retarded (YEH ZUCKERBERG IM A SAVANT AT CHATTING which retarded... i suppose suites... but being retarded only added to challenge in my life(there is so many to imagine me otherwise with so much at play...but my physique with gay it's been here without pay NEVER SOLD MY ASS ONCE FOR MONEY OR DRUGS OR ANYTHING (maybe pops "instilling(putting in) that one too.) AND WHAT) she can't represent a whole nation what she represent other than her sister...sister's...whatever valya I DONT MEAN TO PLAY ON YOUR FEELINGS NOW but you hold warm sentiment too. Play on your feelings though? What am I but a jewish junkie in your apparently pretty intact mind. Philosophy feeling politics stealing. But I love you my strange california character...with you..I'm whatever gay or straight or wig or whatever. Your physique make me feel second hand. NAH AGAIN BETWEEN ME AND POPS WHOS THE FUCKING NARCISSIST. Just stuck in an ocean of emotion now. I mean shit...Ocean (word I learned laryngospasm) from that book "The perfect storm". Man suffocates when drowning, your body dont allow water to get into your lungs. And emotion is heart had severe childhood asthma so fuck lungs from start. My ego on the other hand..what is it but hard times the result of. Otherwise, just you nastya...just you My sergey idolizing crime me idolizing myself whatever...more like crime idolizing me. crime and cripple start with the same letter too. ANOTHER COINCEDENCE WITH GODS ANONYMITY. SO MY MAN BIDEN , WHAT U WANA DO? (cri pavel please lust excites) (crime cri morbid entrapping). whatever with your grammar. Kirshner 4th Fleisher 5th....and malpeso 8th. Sentiment. Sentiment zuckerberg...or stay zoo. SZ. Simply zen. I'm a lion at heart so that whole elephant stepping on your chest thing...yikes, time verses counting rhyme purses mounting. or is it time on mounting? or time with. or however (last rhyme hypnotised into but the first half of rhyme on this page, me. is it being narcissist not needing anyones respect well needing and wanting two different things. feeling like you need....I ..whichever)
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Junk let me maintain composure as a junkie. Nastya let me maintain composure as a man. (As far as it being vice versa....save your psych 101 analysis for whoever man. Ain't reality. junk had me as homoed out as it gets.) Despite all about me. Am I going to betray that to stay alive? Or to stay out of prison? Or whichever....whatever man. The way I've suffered in life...I can CLEARLY imagine suffering. acknowledging what's going to happen vividly. It's awful. What's now...how could I be with a WOMAN ever again and look her straight in the eyes. Well, that's...that's that. A hermaphrodite with downs syndrome that's in another ball park. I was never big on baseball. I just pray she's gotten a hold of herself. And my father won'r have anything done to her. That's all I ask of him. Otherwise, who ever he is...kgb or mafia or jewish or whatever... I had no idea. What's been of me as a result of his identity. OH WELL. I hope he don't go to hell. Him in his position and me positioned as I...obviously a serious consequence is going to happen to me not him. OH WELL AGAIN. I'm 40 with my physique, heavily against wigs. Looks like I'll be awake tonight..ha. My man muhammad talkin question or questions or whatever...yo my man Ive heard jokes like "I became muslim in prison to not get turned out" and then with his joke. He ain't nothin but a fucking joke. I'm just sick in humor I'm sick as humor. Atleast no tumor. What's of rumor now...sorry I'm emotionally retarded don't understand. And general conversation...I was involuntarily ignoring it. Whatever clue or insult provided/given...wasn't heard. ya heard. Sorry jorry shinefelt. Well, I'm sorry. Look like "crackhead" shine, felt. shyne rapper shyne i forgot what happened to him...dead though. So shining don't get you far it looks like. This is heaven as I defined it. Unless I'm already in heaven...dead. Take care. Oh yeah..Sarah weiss hopefully you found a man who aint emotionally retarded so he can retard himself into your emotions. retard into...not retard your.
Saturday, May 4, 2024
Sarah weiss
How my character built...on top of my physique. What was I with women. I apologize "she love the thin the condom glove i'd win" I guess ultimately in sex a man looks for innocent...she was 18 never kissed a guy I was 21 and full of myself. She's retarded once again. She can't be blamed for anything. ILLUMINATI MAN I HOPE I DONT GO OUT LIKE GOTTI. HE WAS DENIED PAIN MEDS WHILE IN SEVERE PAIN DYING IN PRISON HOSPICE. I've suffered in life, suffered plenty....but man horrible pain while dying in attica. i think god forgave him. My life my kevorkian freestyle and being raped... i hope my jewish people afford me a peaceful death. Kevorkianesque in my freestyle....jewish writing kafka-esque (The hunger artist). Boy I've lived that one. holocaust i suppose i'm just holy to most. But really I see where medical technology is nowadays..it makes me sick how the rich get to die in peace while poor....they rott in nursing homes. with lust seinfeld dont get madder he signed felt who the go getter in the caddy Im cadder you're hatty im mad hatter my ego on the high ladder you dead i might turn out deader. like the 27 club recent said... "I think I'm dumb..or maybe just happy." I was born on 27th. Come may better have a present Oh sarah...like I said man my innocence was taken from me as a kid. So I looked for innocent...she was 18 I was 21. It was FUCKING FLAWLESS. I SHIT YOU NOT. MAN WHERE MY FUCKING EGO GOT ME WITH THESE UKRAINIANS :-(. Nastya, forever a legend in my heart. Just as I am in yours, Mr. seinfeld. Once again sarah..I'm so sorry but all that was composed of me...though I should have proposed you see. I think it's when you have a woman love you and you can't return it romantically (mothers best friend)...that turns you gay. I was eating twizzlers playing with my dog...and I..some italian boy. boy if he wore a yarmulke he be my toy. But with alexis, I yarned mull key.
Salt wish I'm at wall on a wish
One time with relations I was having with "nasty". I was at the staten island ferry and I made a racist remark. what can I say, brain damage + enough drugs to kill 3 men. As punishment I kicked a 80mg methadone + serious dope habit on top cold turkey. Leme tell you, that shit is sick. Then when the withdrawal ended I was on the ferry and walking across..I saw her. I couldn't get a word out of my mouth. She just frowned. And was the end. Somehow she found out about my incident...yet...and...at end of my sickness. She came to see me. Maybe she loved me too. But politics...man with politics. All that I was...she was just a retarded girl who had my sympathy. With a sister like her's...bitch drove a new lexus supported a serious dope habit + more from how much money she was selling that ass. I remember when we first met...I talked about being a lady and nasty was like "Oh pasha, she's slept with half my school." I gave her flowers for her graduation. Oddly enough, I never gave my precious nasty flowers. She a gemini just like me. Gemini with uncle sam but ofcourse I sigh ain't a man of lie time and time again death defy my will god just try after it all I'm left to cry all too often I ask myself why up above know I'm high around my neck rope I tie if politics hang me hope atleast they'll atleast theyll present bye. So ofcourse the "ukrainians are nazis" words on russian tv. THE GOD's ROMANCE WITH UKRAINE. NAMEAN PUTIN YOU KNOW THAT WORK I PUT IN. Serious youthful coma (brain damage)...but with me...just a life time reading. A reader's life time. A legend in the hearts of the few cooking and the minds of many..they were just looking. zuckerberg the goat me he show now I'm on the boat pac might flow but I float sentiment know I grow it. with politics...boy they made my picks beside me being sicks abused me just for kicks i aint no snitch but info leaks only leak bout me is out my dick...all the wise guy involved but I'm emotionally retarded I DONT KNOW SHY...BUT THEY HAD ME GOING THOUGH. LEME TELL YOU THEY HAD ME GOING. obama - one bureaucrat aroused man anally.
Good book...david baldacci's memory man
Looks like I'm a memory..man. Vox by nicholson baker (Fox is judy). "Why you putting porn in my mailbox?" - Judy (neighbor) Somehow she knew I was the one that put it in her mailbox. I guess lonely judy relate. A reader's life time. Reading is what composed my flow. I skipped on law school though..I was busy "enjoying myself". Narcissist huh mr. zuckerberg..nope. facts that define go to prove otherwise. Fucked up with nastya. But really...what would it have been otherwise. Kind of family she's from...my last name. Looking like me...that didn't help. zuckerberg or obama...or whoever. didn't grow muscle on my body. Jesus christ...he's just feisty I'm feist. dictionary.com "The champion is faced with a feisty challenger." I'm the challenger to a godly position I got ammunition know I'm the one pleasing challenges ceasing I'm appealing appeasing you just greasing asthmatic I'm wheezing I said fuck em just teasing had pussy was leasing...Look where my flow got me huh JOHN FARLEY BROOKLYN ANDREW OHENLEY CANADA AND SERGEY MURAVSKY OF UKRAINE. The men that signified memory in a man of and who is...memory. The epitome of attractive genius of canada and schizophrenic of ukraine, Attractive ain't composed me LGBT proposed me proudly said maybe pride all I had. Retarded and reader start with the same letter. Did one for a living all the while being the other. irony add coincedence I'm hiring see than me whos higher try firing I'm done admiring it's gotten real tiring new york aquiring ass I tapped they were wiring now the police siren I'm doing they diring
Friday, May 3, 2024
Itd be nice if toppin gelller...my harvard elite obama/zuckerberg were like...
we'll let em breathe easy. cause we know he be easy. And If my time is highly limited i have a death wish id likely to go to sleep with that black ...(lady) woman hugging me. quite a character. i wouldn't be playing on no feelings anyway im just another crackhead cracker in her eyes so if it could be afforded to me, i like her. im well seasoned with what my lifes been it DEFINATELY COULD BE REASONED. it aint all that sad im all that bad they left me for dead bits im left tad at my shelter pad money aint never had pavel politics parcissus philosophy...HOWS THIS ONE FOR YOU MY FACEBEWK MAN ...I'm a philanthropic ...parasite!? an emotionally retarded man whos survived a 50 % mortality rate brain hemmorhage.... I done did my sin on the grid I'm win tissuing tears tossed in garbage bin aint got no teeth but a friendly grin :-*( man shit is just my luck must be the size of my cock. shmoodles called her nasty fuck fasting i'm just fasty they buyin me time your donations im fine I stay on the grind aint never step outa line ive lived but one life though left my wife fuck your all star im five took the deep dive I TELL YOU BLUNT FACT I AINT NO SOCIOPATH LOOKIN LIKE ME SOCIALLY NEVER HAD PATH. i liked 2pac better than kurt cobain...as far as "hey man nice shot" song. well tupac didn't have to shoot himself. cops nailed him questioning my life no questions needed just ended up with knife look where i ended up where wealth put me deadened up
Youre cute for a computer sci harvard >jewish< boy ...
zuckerberg, well...if you dont think im cute with my life (life style) to boot...jeeeesus. Well, atleast if mirc outlives my heart I'll have timeless nostalgia in heaven. TEH ANTI-HERO PAVLIK manically depressing frantically repressing. I had a close childhood friend i remember every day on our walk home from school he'd cry about his dad beating him up but im sure it was his dad's own stories that he told being he idolised his father. Ive known him since the day I came to this country. at 15 years old, he raped me. >>6<< years later I met "white elitist" type of lady....a retarded chick who was very boyish...out of all the intimacy ive had in my life she is the only person i cared to kiss (me kiss not vice versa). Her name was nastya. That same childhood friend referred to her as "nasty". I'm gay. The only female I cared for was a boy in face, father was a wise guy...and i was well...just stewie. My big head got me here :-(
Thursday, May 2, 2024
To compare and contrast no need no subtract.
Whoever you may be. This john farley guy , the only man i've met in my life who was so attractive i'd call him pretty and yet he was straight. that makes him a legend to me. "My father is a garbage man I don't know why everybody's so afraid of him." - John Far..leah? Or court plea-uhh
