EVEN even if I was gay..

i wouldnt let my man obama go out like JFK. another ill rap verse HEH ..... ..dont get me wrong america is a country where u get arrested for being sick if i wasnt a lil ILL id prolly b chose guys but in reality a man got testorone no estrogen so man cant feel sympathy "just like that" i mean maybe zuckerberg sympathises a lil but i doubt he finds me TOO HOT AHah "feeling and knowing far apart youd think id b crawling right from the start what saved me as kid was just being smart" but leme tell u i had a HARD CHILDHOOD....yea yea all thats left of my mind is compulsively typin chat but iam VERY clever with words.

my son shady ain't shit

slim life on remote his death need no quote in wisdom im god trees some i got aYo MY SON DRE TELL ME I AINT NICER THAN EM talk bout me being a body thats like callin 5-0 and rattin gotti that last one is for u alexis impagliazzo team eccentric namean

yo why ..

why they do my son trump dirty like that if they aint nasty on the mic AT THE PARK SURE ITS ALWAYS DARK SURE MAKIN MY MARK SURE SOCIETY NEEDS STRUCTURE im the illest leftist rapper alive my bad trump but the left keep ya head intact namsayin im just sayin i conceptualize namean EYO MY RAP VERSES IS A MONODY GREEK TRAGEDY LIKE PAC YOU SEE MY SON JAYZ IS HYPOCRISY i was subsequently descended and spiritually remanded yo eminem so i aint usin too many fuckin complicated words for u LOL MY TEAM IS INCREDIBLE MY SONS BOYS ARE EDIBLE LOL EAT EAT EAT MCS NAMEAN

I'm sorry to

arthur piastro. im autistic (hyperlexic hypergraphic) n ur pretty bright but i do thank u for a VERY INTIMATE CHILDHOOD friendship i guess u thanked me too by NEVER callin me rat boy haha aight angry pretty all too witty actually my bad my WHITE BOY PAL U already know wit is *MY ART* .,......n thAnk u jason rosenthal ur a decent guy i was so surprised my may ,27 bday twin i know i know not too flatterin comin from a "herb". lol MY VERSES BIG CHESTED LIKE TITS OF THE NURSES YEp NASTY ON THE MIC o yeh word my rhymes like curses my money like purses I FIRED THE AK NOW A GUNMAN AT PLAY ughhhhh jess u hurtin me whos to say that im gay lolll

"sanctified"

by jess...or rather with. focus. "it just is" - pavel geller u know in reality once u have anythin intimate with a person that friendship shit goes out the door. and maybe if i was still a virgin id think over innocently but in fuckin REALITY once u fuck u think about who that next man is. which is fine a woman is a woman its natural. but if ur attached to a male. just doesnt seem healthily free. maybe i dont know ive fucked around with guys but only two and BELIEVE ME it was nothin but experiment. i had one close ukrainian friend in my youth. but i was in denial he looked at me romantically in a russian way non sexual way. he was schizophrenic. i was drunk once n tried to kiss him he wwas bi but pushed me away. phew he saved me alot of "foul play". i play with a girls feelings to maintain composure as a junkie well let me tell you this you fuckin penis envyin faggot on top of friendship i also GAVE my LIFE away TO B SSTRAIGHT so...junk led to straight n straight led to love. but love is a triangle you gotta have it at every one of three angles, for parcissus three angles are ME MYSELF AND I. with the middle being a riddle and if you get bordered in the middle by finances or such ..well ITS AMERICA BABY KEEP MOVIN FORWARD. once again in small talk "faggot" hass nothin to do with preference. its coward SCUM. its only cause of a mid life crisis i manage to keep my hands to myself with this jessica character. oh well, phew. I LIVED WHILE I HAD THE CHANCE AND SAD TO SAY VERY SAD TO SAY I HAVE "MY FATHER" to partially thank. have a nice day faggots lol jk

"jess"

jess pony im deer she gay im queer she cut i tear jess apple im pear she never scared i never fear she vodka im beer she drive i steer WE BOTH IN GEAR! there is ur rap romance they start with same letter R for rotatin the heart keep it alive baby

sentiment tracks courage.

phew bro n momma gona visit mommas bday on seventh BUT jess black im white she coke im spite win we just might aint need for fight i keep to diet fast food alright build up my height u know i tried death i defied causin a riot above i fly dont neex no kite 8 bars im droolin ru the game im toolin no shame in schoolin these rookies days im foolin my verses rulin ;)

I pray

you elite dont have me killed today ' that was yestrday but.. dust her in dust bhuh bastard make bust to me trust is a must pussy talk custard tho im enjoyin the cru fellast :) syncin ideas from your SAINT. saint pablito make the approach love needin no coach smoke L LEAVIN THE roach fake niggas try to encroach ! jessica how could i ever get lost with u as my host party to roast fellas go in to boast while im just makin toast care deeply unlike the most platonic never come post ;) there is ur romance in rap verse fabolous is nice i was surprised to see him in rikers i guess there is some even woith that even with money they keep it forest with bunny i guess keep it natur al like fab the wolf! it ntl

the eve

two cent dime limp sized nine i dofnt kno worded money phew

for years in effect on the glorious situatiojln

smokin since fifteen ABUSIN drugs since 22 ABSURD lifestyle with juvenile diabetes 50 percent mortality rate brain hemmorhage shootinn ritalin for days for hours pulse of 184 achieved n still PERFECT on the low side blood pressure forever young dick will work till 60

fhelocek or sumthing

whats there to talk about u do it and thats it. not outlining no gender factors JUST ENOUGH TO SHOUT I HAVE LITTLE DOUBT THIS LIMIT LEGAL CLOUD ITS WHAT IM ALL ABOUT ...yeah that sick. interpret correctly and look out with some loot damn

uh yeah

neurological mishap "thats why i say hey man nice shot. i like filter cigarettes filtered. hey give me a bus down ppls blondie i wouldnt exagerate need i hope u read

how bluntly women look at death

moment of clarity in the moments of sincerity wtf come on now i got thinnin pockets

huh

ive schooled the game ive fooled top of which tooled you know I ruled they degraded my mind further and cheated me borderin sadness orbitin madness uhh phew n grad school deadness

wellbl yeah or sumthing

juast as is IS ok oviously answerin the simple question ever since my childhood ive provoked qggression despite emotional repression no it aint me or goin crazy or nothin just viewws of the self

Hurt.

envy is when you want more with jealousy just sore - Pavel "Parcissus" Geller um yeh playin on my guilt is like sleepin with no quilt :( I AINT NO FUCKIN SOCIOPATH

theres a difference between apoligising for wrong n not doin it again a difference betwern fuckin shorty in thong and gods blessin pain. now i might have not experienced horrible physical pain ive done my share in sufferin. AND THIS "SECRET SOCIETY" AGREES IVE HAD MY SHARE. but thats just my perspective ....there is no difference tho between admittin to wrong n gods given THE PAIN I SUSTAIN THE RAIN I DONT BLAME IT MAY JUST SOUND LAME DESPITE REACHIN MY FAME! lol :-)

in lovin' memory of..

r.i.p shaindy eckstein you entertained my hypergraphic hyperlexic needs for years on end and i could never provide intimacy. shame on me.

my father

money or no money its not past wat i would call addiction romance and love for the first time in my life three have combined hopefully they dont get "ruthfully selective" values have given signs of corrupting the combo. I GOT MY HEAD ON MY SHOULDERS KILLIN FEDS WITH THEY FOLDERS

"Eh?"

I cant afford money. it wouldve killed me ages ago. instead i got to live the most romantic life imagineable to man kind. I LOVE SUFFERING other than readin n writin its all i care for. it makes every moment worth its grain in salt. so bill gates my man i did 80mg methadone cold turkey twice leme tell u that cancer shit is a joke comparatively speaking. there is NOTHING in life as beautiful as that first day of feeling well. ESPECIALLY when its full of supportive lies like "man chill im done with that shit" FUCK UR GYM MEMBERSHIPS U PUSSIES lool i know i know feline i can lmagine. oh yeah ive always had the opposite of munchausens i always claimed to be perfectly well even lied to myself at the expense of a drug habit. 👍 i love institutions i can live in peace doesnt matter what kind of crowd prison or the nuthouse it takes away all stress i guess its the leftist at heart. feline I CAN IMAGINE I HOPE UR NOT A SOCIOPATH HEH two things i love in life i love sufferin n i LOOOOOVEEE *RARE*. which is why i love jessica. ofcourse readin writin too irc habit hence feline n my fellow freak of nature CALI BOY HOLLA y u dont love me anymore im hurt :-( lookim like u its one past attraction id fuck u with viagra u r a saint

I don't know..

Hrm. i havent the wisdom to cast the youthful spell upon myself.

ah

sure life has had its rough patches but given my physique can i complain NOPE

fuck the small talk

my father could have only done this based on view of himself ahah jewbies. they gona do me filthy like that huh fuck suboxone ill tell u same shit dope sick ALL IN fuck u faggots dont know why i use that word anymore boy im glad yhis feline character in his right mind n god bless the dyin girl who used me for phone sex WHO WAS THE ONE CALLIN ON THAT ONE HUH maybe she the reason im still alive god bless my daughter "vox" nicholson baker id like to meet the man

I just..

"paint it with extremes. i dont inow tho is that some crazy shit they hypnotised me with to ummm jessica.... that statement more homo than wit ill tell u tho gay or straight a man is pulled towarf innocence hence my retarded 18yr in the face mother being she believes her father fell down a staircase so maybe shell believe i tried to climb a tree speak of past tense "ofcourse"

wit pfft

im on the lyrical throne hard to the bone my verses never alone jail bars im just prone IM THE LYRICAL CHEF MY STYLE AINT DEAF RICHARD PRYORS A LAUGH HIS COCAINE CAUSE THEFT GHF

damn

"Vox" by nicholson baker. vox meaning fox. brilliant SHORT book. its about a phone sex hotline a guy and lady talkin every night. in the end they decide to meet AND it turns out she was the one doin the callin cant remember if she turned a Fox though. "Pox" would have made more sense tho P for phone. but for a man to have so much talent writin to tactfully put together a whole book about "cyber" is WIT. Wit defines character in a man. dont matter gay or straight etc. wit is educated insolence like a western philosopher named shopenhauer once said . was he tryin to say obnoxious asshole tho man shit the way my mind worked i couldve aced yale law. but im not biologically related so pops wanted my brother to do better. its ok i know FACTS tho n with others i never make a scene i rather speak addiction than sob story ultimately. "sob aint a social club" there is wit for you. i just pray my brother doesnt resent me i mean ultimately doesnt .. ultimately its how we look at people of our past on our death bed. that sums up our definition. its when a woman loves you n u arent attracted that turns men into guys. but when u look at someone as a friend physical attraction makes no difference. ultimately its the "hormone which defines content" that leaves u wandering. it is IMPOSSIBLE to live content of the past. my mother raised a man n pops "defined the plan". past defines hormones tho hehe i know i know guys just me spittin spew.

homophobia in whites is.

phobia of lights. the days is brights so i just might huh is that eeep touchy phonia of lights so whites fear themsrlves theres ur philosophy of the day

money in existence always

looks forward in persistence ppl have a hard life workin i had a hard one my childhood. n youth so workin a waste of precious time MY BIOGRAPHY AS A WHOLE RIPS THE FUTURE A NEW ASSHOLE THERE HAS TO B SOME GAY PHILIOSOPERS OF WISDOM OH shit i said gay well all is gay atm

YEP

im not charismatic im textasmatic my words in text for sale got next i must say black ppl r cool they help me "swallow my pride* . lucky in that sense

true story

the peace sign is an upside down equal but on the other hand true story ... i visualize the helpless n help the selfless ;) im all about it namean the philanthropic Parcissus comin at u hard with the foodstamp game namsayin my kevorkian freestyle was to support sick ppl in america it is a shame ppl gota b ashamed of being sick i seen it a few times ppl gettin harassed by cops cuz they figure they druggies wen my dude is just sick thats foul u know. heh

ahem

im smokin the range bud god FUCK YOUR CHUMP CHANGE BUD this fuckin pedophile RETARD kramer fuck u fuckin faggot give me a knife n come say some homo shit to me again come try me fuckin circus boy IM TROUBLED U LOW U ROBBIN MY FLOW whats new pussycat jones brightened my mood!