back from hospital

 i did what i did with no money at play no worries of bid born made of clay they called me rat boy tho i aint no snitch got the gat toy you just a bitch namean im sayin tho with this hospital shit ima spit a bar EVEN IF IM ON VENTILATOR SHORTY GETTIN THAT DICK YOU JUST A HATER. they talk bout me being too proud son better lay low and not get too loud i out lived cobain kurt and still aint rockin a skirt for the sick mans sake im still talkin you talk a fake lucky you still walkin pro euthanasia pro abortion on youth in asia i practice extortion liberal at heart communist from start. I WAS BORN IN THE SOVIET UNION. MIHAIL GORBACHEV CHILLIN IN PENNSYLVANIA NOW. he enjoyin an easy life while russia in poverty. life aint fair *grin* :-( 

- Parcissus, "Pavel Pacino". you dont know jack, pacino . but you know pavel ;-) what you practice in hollywood i second guess in the hood. I BEEN POINTIN FINGERS MY WHOLE LIFE, DONT THINK YOU WANT TO SWITCH PLACES. Parface huh

The greek mythology character "Narcissus" saw his image in the mirror and died because he couldnt turn away..died staring at himself. Your new york legend "Parcissus" saw his image in the mirror and got so nauseas he died from choking on his own vomit. Narcissism with sick only place is my dick. so my man Pacino im sayin whats good IM GAY but i spent life training to want women AND I SUCCEEDED. so how about an alfredo donation to Sickly P...donate some pussy namsayin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

VERSES FOR leona from presbyterian psych .. my girl stay white thats aight if she drink sprite (KEEPIN IT HEBREW IF SHE DRINK BREW)

 WHO "SICKER". MY PROJECTS IN TOWN ITS SUBJECTS WILL FROWN THEY KNOW THAT IM DOWN MY VERSES BEEN CROWNED IN LUST I CHOSE BROWN THAT ASS WHICH I POUND MY RAP NEED NO SOUND THEY SAY POUND FOR POUND IM HOMER YOU MOUND IM TRYIN TO REINSTATE WELFARE KNOW LIFE AINT FAIR GLAD IVE HAD MY SHARE WHODA FOR A BUM NEW YORK CARE I MIGHT BE A TURN OFF THATS AIGHT CAUSE YOUR MAN IS SOFT YOUR POOL BALL ON CROOKED CORNER TAKE THE FALL FEEL MY BURNER GOT A PHILOSOPHICAL MIND POVERTY ODDLY MY LEISURE WORDS TRYIN TO FIND AFTER FULL SEIZURE YOUR SMILE MY TREASURE LOVE FOR YOU KNOWS NO MEASURE WHEN A MAN ACCEPTS HIS FAULTS ITS OFTEN TOO LATE HOPING BANK VAULTS KNOW TRUTH THAT I STATE ID CHOSE AA BUT I DONT DRINK FUCK WITH DA HOPE HE DONT THINK EVEN US ADDICTS HAVE HEART WHILE YOU JUST FUCKED AN OLD FART INSULT MYSELF FOR THE SAKE OF YOUR APPROVAL THE RESULT IS A SMALL SHOE AND IF YOU LIVE A LIFE SHORT MAYBE THE MAGIC WAS ABORT IF YOU AINT GET NO PUSSY YOU MUSTVE MISSED THE EIGHTBALL ON CUE SICK "WHERE AMERICA IS TODAY IT DECREASES HEART TO TRAGEDY AND INCREASES NEVER ASKED FOR SPOILS OF" - PARCISSUS. "HEH" IF A MAN GOT TRAGICALLY BIGGER THAN YOU THERES A CHANCE JET PILOT HE FLEW I SPEAK TO EDUCATE THE MASSES IN MY SYNDICATE CLASSES MY DINNER OF ORIGIN RUSSIAN SANDWICH AFTER GIN I FACE REALITY NO FEAR IN HIGH HOPES THATS CLEAR IM SHY JUST ONE BEER OF TURNING QUEER IM THE ILLEST BAR NONE YOU JUST FAVORABLE TO SOME IM A CORK SCREW MADE MY MARK STALK YOU IN THE PARK KILL IN THE DARK IM AS LIBERAL AS YOU GET SEEING THE COBRA I PET STICK FIGURE WALKIN DICK BIGGER BARS THAT IM CHALKIN SMALL PHYSIQUE XL IN HEART SHORTY CLEVER FUCKING MY STICK WHODA THUNK SHES THAT SMART IF YOUR LIFE IS BALDLY ODD YOU WENT TO THE RIGHT MAN FOR BUD BUT IS TO SHOW CONCERN WHODA THUNK ID RETURN I LIVE SKIPPIN CONCERN ON A INFINITE TURN >>>IF YOU DONT LIKE MY BEHAVIOR BABY..MAYBE YOU BE MY SAVIOR<<<< OUR LOVE IS LONG GONE BUT WHO SAID THAT IM DONE THERES SOME MARVIN GAYE TYPE SHIT FOR YOU I DONT COME OVER HOUSES YOU KNOW THIS BUMS POSITION IM GOLD AND YOU SAND TIRED OF MAKIN AMEND MY LIFE IS HEIRARCHY YOURS JUST PLANNED LOTTERY DRAFT WEAK SHOULDVE NEVER CHOSE BLEAK IM SUFFICIENT YOU TEASING IM EFFICIENT YOU LUCKY YOU BREATHING SOMETIMES LOVE IS ABOUT THE RIGHT MOOD YOURE SO GOOD THAT IM GLUED YOU FOULED OUT THE GAME BEING RUDE THIS MY ROMANCE NO NEED TO INTRUDE LYRICALLY RICHER THAN LAST LOTTERY WINNER GOTCHA FEELIN GRIMMER THAN LAST ACCLAIMED WALL STREET SCHEMER IM TIRED OF LIVING LIFE A BUM BUT I DONT SPOIL THE ROMANCE JUST HUM NEVER WORKED FOR YOUR DOLLAR CRUMB ITS YOU IM ADORING IT MAY SEEM BORING BUT WITH YOU WHORING JUST KNOW THAT IM SCORING ME GOIN OUT OF MY WAY FOR THE DOLLAR THATS LIFE GETTING PAID JUST TO HOLLA THIS THE NIGHTS THRILLER WITH YOUR HEARTS IM THE BANANA PEELER I DONT DO SHY THATS LIKE AFTER SEX ASKING WHY I MIGHT NOT BE A CHIP OFF THE OLD BLOCK BUT I TIP TAKE THE BALD COCK WHEN A MAN DIES LUSTFUL THE TRUTH IM MUST BULL I RELY ON YOUR COFFEE DONATION YOU SAY THAT YOURE DOWN THEN IM ELEVATION WHO WANTS TO DONATE ME SOMETHING FROM THE BAKERY IM TAKER SEE  I WOULD NEVER CLAIM TO BE NO EMINEM BUT REAL TALK HIS DAUGHTER DAAAAAAAAAAMN YOU TRY NAH IM WITTY I ONLY PRY CAUSE YOU SHITTY if i get your number next is your clit my son look dumber starin at tit I HOLLA YOU HOWL FOR DOLLAR YOU FOUL *THANKS FOR CLOTH ID LIKE A NEWPORT AND SUPER CAFFEINATED DRINK EVERY DAY TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!* THE NEWPORT THAT I SORT NEW COURT FOR BABY ABORT!

Laura...

 If you think you're going to have me be foul out of making foul remarks, well... nah. I had my own mother as disciplinary, don't need you. if you're working here...and really did 12, as a woman. you have my sympathy. And sympathy could only be insulting to a man. To me as a man. It's called testosterone. and our of foul ACTION? Making me unable to talk stuttering and now my eyes.. well leme tell you my man. you aint nothin but a fucking clown so stay in your circus giggling. after all, that's what you do best :-)

The record shows I took the blows..and did it my way.

 what else can i tell ya champ. but im high on marijuana now and im here -> Purity is my cure

pure is my tenure. boston language. promote equal denote sequel  theyre trying to make me think i lost it. nah. rap as to dish cap off the wish (wt..rap) 4 G's god granted genius geller infact though ive always been a monster thats what physique was witnesss to. bathroom to the drug dining room to thug. phew my ..its,,it just is . barrs

simple

 sins i mend all on defense im randle backs i bent all blowjob know im mental you stereotyping the hype your halfassed bars is like ball without the nike IF YOU ABIDE BY ILL SLIDE BY smooth and savvy im saving bravo brady im grading living delusional basically to deal with today but crack? i dont steal, i dont do sex regardless of what you offering. simplE.my son fabolous talkin bout tooth being chipped my guns stay hipped my bars never skip so bite ya lip i play for keep game just that deep this a free tip

if they dont force drugs on me im going to buy this "lady with the dog" flowers. she's my chekhov counterpart .. i was character in short story "the bet". ive grown a pretty big head over the years ive shown well read over the years im done with drugs hopefully they let me stay away and live awhile.

 if they dont force drugs on me im going to buy this "lady with the dog" flowers. she's my chekhov counterpart .. i was character in short story "the bet". ive grown a pretty big head over the years ive shown well read over the years im done with drugs hopefully they let me stay away and live awhile. YOU SENT TO ANALYZE THE REMAINS ...u know pavel had his pains. her not knowing herself? what about me..did I? discipline didnt raise me to knowing basically time blowing. as far as jewish woman comin to psych to tell me theyre gay, i'm  sorry for my remarks. and I'm also sorry ror saying "any man who wants to outlive his dick is a coward". just frustration talking. life left me that way . I admire friendly. the only time i saw eye to eye in a man in as long as i can remember was when a black doctor from nigeria told me "russia huh? and my childhood was in nigeria. thats not abuse thats discipline." i laughed in his face. cause there wasnt shit to talk about. my now at 40, i see it catches up with age. what are the chances of a guy lookin like me has a head on his shoulders...ok childhood was exchanged for school. im not biologically related. i guess my father came to terms with fact he wanted my younger brother to do better than me. so he fucked me. my brother called me a realist. there's your fucking reality, rabbi. excuse my language. then as kids me and bro learning to play piano it was coming along pretty easy for me, without discipline. my pops had me quit that too. then as a grown up this asshole thought what? imma flip frustration raised a MAN and become a homo? you fucking shitting me. i mean shit the way my life had been up to the point when i met shaindy eckstein...how could i have worked out everything for her. she was a real close friend who i spent daily hours chatting online with. cause i like reading writing brb

Born in russia.

 I had a childhood friend whos father was gay. a homophobe. he had 2 smart kids but really now, he was great with his hands did diamonds played guitar. but reality is he drank to supress feelings. with me, i don't play guitar so i chose drugs over alcohol. that one man with a vagina i was intimate with was LITERALLY THE ONE SINGLE TIME I.. did something for myself with someone who didnt know themselves yet.  i was 21 she was 18. the filth circulating around that. hold on to love by a string . i need scissors to cut my nails tho, they're getting bigger than I. money never set the stage with me. as proven. some people just trust on one thing they dont let anything make it duller. MAN PRIDES TAKING INNOCENCE. fuck a bitch on all fours, hands to jerk off legs tighten around the cock. thats what fours are for. just some perversion for you. sigh, didnt sleep last night. so mr. spielberg..what can i say man..just sigh. some dark humor for youth tho, ATLEAST I AINT A 40 YEAR OLD VIRGIN WORKIN AT BEST BUY. "there aint a teenager in staten island who dont have a video of you in their phone." . I CANT EVEN SLEEP WHATS TO SAY ON SLEEP WITH. but really now , with gays...its bout how u thinkin before u fall asleep, and u try tellin me u feelin better than me. pfft. and now with this sickness shit. man i cant talk no more  I DEFINATELY CANT USE DRUGS NO MORE. im sick. PROBLEM ->>>>>>> PROBLEM ->>>>>>>>>>>>> MY DICK GETS HARD. so spielberg, you put tales on screen , please show me something.  and with that jessica character, .. what can i say.. if you have to rely on flawless you have to drink strawless.

"Sex" I'm nice rappin..just sayin STRAIGHTOSOPHY lol

 YOU NEVER KNOW WHATS BEHIND CLOSED DOORS MAYBE JUST YOU HAVE YOU ON ALL FOURS SWEATING OUT SKIN PORES LEAVE YA BED SORES ...it's ...it's...ITS LIKE THAT. yo...on the real..i dont pay for sex i take it where i could get it how i could get it if it aint free then forget it. namean! if a bitch gota be high on crack to come close the rest i oppose wwwhen a woman treats u likr a homo after u done fuckin  when people formulate sexual interest in persona what people will stoop to in terms of sexual interest she was a decent actress i guess thats ...that.  some jews came by nothing said . ok. for a woman to walk by proudly say shes gay of jewish descent

ok

 turn stuttering into hotter than with testosterone levels hot like the devils pretty boy is a complimentary way of saying homo whats a woman gonna do wait till you fall asleep and rub one out admiring? shit i dont even got it in me to make small talk for sex no more. maybe my testosterone levels arent that high no more. IF SHORTY THAT DUMB YOU KNOW IM FUCKIN THAT PLUMB that skirt you wearing bout to be part of my clan jam that pussy say wham there is only so much a man can tolerate without love before losing interest.. with testosterone still high enough that interest takes you to philosophical places THERE IS A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN LOOK PAST AND MOVE PAST thats a philosophical no to philosophy

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 The white steve urkel going back home today when i was one and twenty wait one n twenty is trinosomy twenty one. ILL ENTERTAIN AND SUSTAIN IF YOU PERTAIN I WONT ABSTAIN! baby im ballin                                         its you that im fuckin aint no stallin i get to the cockin kiss your neck to begin i aint need no tip we comittin sin my love never skip how we come to this shorty aint need but a couple of day lookin sharp in your skirty your body flawless figure in clay next morning woke little late threw on the attire new york be my state my need was just dire walked out just chilly figured on to the next you was feelin im dealy yet again day was just text i keep it on realy night came came bright stars lookin at mars cant sync movement with memory grinned future looked grim prayed just for tomorrow soul felt yet just dim so past the bar at birth god did scar oh boy focused day one outside the loony bin LIFE SOMETIMES IS A HIT YET MISS OH WHAT IVE COME TO NOT ONE TO DISS THOUGH CARRY GUNS TOO today its simple if she got a hole between the legs fuck condom im using dish rags hi leana or leono or how u Say it hebrew forgot name FOR A MAN WHOS SICKENED BY A KISS OF A MAN TO COME TO FANTASIES OF SAME SEX JERKING OFF..SHIT NOW LATE AGE I UNDERSTAND THE WORD LONELY  women redardless of appearance been missing shit guess you need testosterone with grim tale at drug docs office a fag hag surrounded by her homo ffs i wont even speak her comment "what more can i take" WHAT not how much, is key. problems after trouble mumbles so theyre trouble after life painting the bigger man the saint is in the colors pan. "concentration camp physique - quote the house show. WHAT CAN I SAY EVERYTHING AS SELECTED

Four features in a mans life

 Lust love boredom and romance. Lust spoils, love ruins, boredom lives, romance huh...what can i tell ya im here. Ill hold back from playing my way....its my brilliance

Rest in peace Arkadiy Tolkachev

 My father broke down crying not because jews were goin to kill me not cause of some sort of pedo guilt but IAM NOT JOKING because his army boyfriend arkadiy died he loved him and glorified his image cause AND I QUOTE when tolkachev wife didnt shut up boy he showed her,    On the other hand my mother is a bull pops like a newborn kitten comparing i dont remember if i laughed but was funny shit when mother hit 2nd female puberty threw him out got sick n got him to come back he said to me her pussy started itching she thought somebody wants her. THATS REALIST TALK on the other hand i was a kid parents come back from atlantic city with moms friend and pops says BOY YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN THEM FUCKING hah i prolly tried to kill pops to be oedipus son marry my own mother..NOW I PROUDLY SAY WATS UP NOW WISE GUY RABBI my mother traumatised lesbian who adopted me my brother gay got bachelors in philosophy from cuny my father not once has he laughed maybe a sociopath like his boyfriend whatever hes too old to comment on ME I WAS NOT BIOLOGICAL A FREAK OF NATURE WITH AN OVER ACTIVE CONCIOUS I SPENT EARLY CHILDHOOD FEELING BAD FOR PPL IN DISASTERS I CAME ACROSS WHEN I SHOULD HAVE FELT BAD FOR MYSELF MYSELF MY FATHER FUCKED ME OUT OF LIFE AND I SAY GOD BLESS THE MAN CAUSE THAT 40yr old virgin workin best buy id kill myself by 30. I got to laugh enjoy AND LET ME TELL YOU RABBI U AINT MET A MAN YET WHOS GOT A BIOGRAPHY OF WILDERNESS SUCH AS MINE SO THIS LEANA LADY I FEEL BAD FOR MYSELF CAUSE SOMEHOW I DONT HAVE FEELINGS OF PARENTAL GUILT FOR HER BUT LISTEN IM ALL MAN SO THAT CUTIE SHIT IM PAST THAT LADY GOT A VAGINA IM ATTRACTED NUFF SAID SO LET ME THROW ON HER FAVORITE COLOR YARMULKE AND FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE NOT BE A SHLEMAZEL MY MAN BIDEN IM PRO ABORTION PRO EUTHANASIA THEN AGAIN I WOULD WORSHIP AND MARRY A HERMAPHRODITE WITH DOWNS SYNDROME THAT WOULD BE MY MESSIAH u see i typed mostly in caps cause NONE OF THIS POST IS HUMOR CURSED WITH A CONCIOUS, PARCISSUS BIOGRAPHY OF PAVEL GELLER MAN WHO DONT KNOW HIS OWN BIRTHDAY AND YOUD BE A NARCISSIST TOO IF BOTH OF YOUR PARENTS WERE IN LOVE WITH YOU. LIKE MY SON YOUNG SLIM SAID IM MORE OR LESS CRAZY MAYBE MORE CAUSE I SMOKED CRACK TODAY YESTRDAY AND THE DAY BEFORE 100lbs soakin wet u know who the man i bet. Bye oh sorry there is only one thing i did in my whole life that indicates anti semitic views CAUSE WHAT PEOPLE WILL DO FOR MONEY I DIDNT AND AND AND I SAY AND ALL WHILE BEING AN ADDICT SELF RESPECT I GOT PLENTY LOOKIN BACK ON ONE AND TWENTY

Junkies in afghanistan

 Aint no fuckin methadone programs over there and with unlimited access people still trying to stop in america fuckin faggots get medical treatment let them suffer few years and theyll be running na meetings talkin it works if you work it. Aa more serious but NA is a joke. Withdrawal etc to me is a vacation. Got off eighty mg cold turkey twice hope i get out of here tomorrow masochist misanthrope get the jist one word hope

;(

 The man who turned me into a junkie i was aquianted with his daughter i was nineteen she was basically a kid. Later on few years i guess he aggressively expressed his guilt and said to me if you dont stop youre going to live like a scumbag and die a homo. Few years later i stopped by his daughters waiting for my dealer she had food and a bottle of cognac on the table and said to me paul youre the only man who knew my father we are going to get married you will see. I didnt drink didnt say much half hour later i walked out went to buy cocaine and heroin....now at 40 I SEE WHAT HE MEANT WHEN HE SAID DIE A HOMO. i had a real difficult childhood ..etc...i thought i was immune to loneliness. But it catches up to all. ALL. No exception its happening that your hundred pound hetero superman fantasizes of angry blacks sodomizing him. And i had a schizophrenic friend who always covered his mouth laughing. Cause of me he learned to laugh like a human being when we ran across the old junkie with colleagues one of em begging for a fix sayin he helped him one time. The old timer said "you got me straight? Haha" my buddy almost cried laughing. The friend i had with schizophrenia was genius and the only guy i tried to be intimate with...and he was the only man ive ever met who was against hooking up with me. A childhood friend explained to me when he said paul he didnt want to ruin your friendship. But noone including me is superhuman loneliness catches up to us all its fucking amazing the amount of ladies that gave me a chance and i walked away...but as i said man "a romantics life seldom has much romance in it. Who knows man maybe its getting bullied by all boys as a kid that configured my sexology. Maybe i myself was born a homo. Nah doubt it just loneliness talking you know....cant even think of clever last line for this post. Bye.

BBW...Busty broad winkin

 Pfft the kind of suffering i been through in life this a vacation only issue no pussy otherwise me getting frustrated and what not its just BOREDOM real talk my son kevorkian was talkin bout this a country where people gotta be ashamed of being sick well ill add THAT THIS ALSO A COUNTRY WHERE PEOPLE GET BLAMED FOR BEING WEAK UR CONCENTRATION CAMP PHYSIQUE TRYIN TO GET DISABILITY PAY BACK WTF and ima tell pops i met little jewish lady here if she can move in with family looks like she asexual so clearly she be fittin i know u read this old man have liana come over night RIGHT AND WRONG HUH I CANT TELL DIFFERENCE BETWEEN RIGHT AND LEFT GET LOST AFTER MAKING TWO TURNS FUCKIN FAGGOTS...sigh... The life of a romantic is usually without much romance. ;( night.

Just ettiquette with irony simply handed.... acronym jewish

 Holocaust stick figure most know my dick bigger rookie know who the major leaguer. My eyes twitching they done did me FILTHY ..aye run eeee look like imma suffer the remainder acknowledged need no brainer 150 bi monthly n this fruitcake still whining SHAME five years of sitting ALL DAY CHATTING ONLINE FOLLOWED BY FIVE LOCKED UP AND THEY STILL THINK CALLING ME NARCISSIST IS CUTE going overboard overtime down one i just scored...pray for tomorrow eyes twitching they bitching im fuckin they pitchin my balls is just itchin CLOSE DONT CUT IT PROSE I GOT IT...MORE JEWISH RAP FOR U FUCKING WHITE ELITISTS THAT TOOK ORIGINAL OUT OF ART FOR NEXT ONE HOPE U ASSHOLES GOT A SHOPPING CART

I have a concious its just been misplaced.

 i dont want to know when im going to die because then im counting time. But now the clock ticks and time is counting on me. To al pacino i gave my life away to play the straight card cause with gays from brothel spots with sluts i didnt fuck payed for by gay i never met to offers to move to cali if i gave a blowjob to famous russian artists sick sons tryin to kiss me i dont know why i always said no i romantically relate it to being raised with discipline and take a look at me now 40 my concentration camp physique ...whatever im rotting in loneliness for fucks sake i offered some fat retard a free blowjob cause i knew hed keep his mouth shut. The kindsof relations ive had to homos lookin like me nah i dont want no money for sucking dick but as of today maybe on the right word of kindness ill offer free vox by nicholson baker when i left it in judys mailbox WELL AUNTIE WOMAN I DONT CONSIDER BOOK TO BE PORN I THOUGHT IT WAS ROMANTIC AND WILLING TO SHARE WITH OLDER LADY NEIGHBOR i remember u drove me to train station once so i figured ur understanding enough. i always thought im super human i never let some feelings like loneliness get to me. And now sittin here alone in psych unit bed. But...whatever...all in all this or forty yr old virgin workin at best buy...ill take this. My sick mother my gay brother and my pops well god knows i just never knew he had so much hidden within. But my composure resides on one sentence my brother once said to me. Youre a realist and i respect that. Literally the only time ive heard him use the word respect. On the note of realist ..sad to say not my place to know whats wandered in dads mind through out the years. I feel bad for the guy even if he lives to one fifty. I just said all this cause time is counting on me. What ive had entrapped over years of addiction aint too generic but look i would have been gay had i lived sober so... you know I PRIDE MYSELF ON DISCIPLINE. Night

Fuck mirralax

 From pretty to shitty witty to greedy rabbi how they fuck me like this and left me but needy....house was like your concentration camp physique begs to differ...boy did mine GET ME PLACES

Yikes

 There is a difference between understanding by intellect and understanding by experience ive experienced intellect enough to understand suffering and have suffered enough to enhance intellect. ive learned enough about the experience of other men, ive gathered enough intellect to interpret accurately but hold on to enough dissapointment to justify misanterpreting without insanity. Veil of tears im frail in fears how long can you run from madness though where occasional substance use might not cut it and letting go the tension put in place by others is not done due to lack of intellect in those paid to council. And those who have the smarts THEY MAKE ME SICK. To hold on to strongly enough by your roots baldly tying your boots maybe im bsing myself on last poetic line to rationalize trauma BUT TO SUFFER AT THE BRINK OF RUIN IS PHILOSOPHY HARVARD DOUBTEDLY UNDERSTANDS mockery of the self suckers those at top shelf ...oh boy my sons in ivy. THESE FUCKING FAGGOTS KEEP SHOVING PILLS DOWN MY THROAT WELL HOW ABOUT WHEN YOU HAVE ENOUGH ANGER TO ELIMINATE WRONG AS A WHOLE HOPE THE RABBI ON MY SIDE when you have enough "intelligence" to "interpret" your own troubles but are so overwhelmed by the troubles of others due to that trouble is all that is all that is put forth towards you, well, boy... YOU ARE ASKING FOR TROUBLE WITHOUT QUESTION. SPARE ME YOUR FUCKING NIETZSCHE THANKS....oh yeh tom jones came across a convo me n guy were having he told me man tom had ladies throwing panties at him at his concerts i think ill have homos throwing viagra pills at me during a lecture of pure they will endure, ofcourse me speaking for sure. Parcissistic, huh. Night kids

I respect those who...

 Suffer on their death bed. Doesnt matter the cause or who he may be rather...whats left. Be it a russian alcoholic who drank away his last years of life or john gotti or a jew at holocaust. Gotti was in bad shape they refused to give any meds or pain killers...drinkin every day you wake up really sick not wanting but needing another drink when this goes on for years on end...your mind...i cant imagine an uglier state of. And holocaust man you eating soap because your mind convinces itself it will fulfill the need of nutrients and provokes the spirit. Suffering ...is romantic really. Sad to say all three examples will allow testosterone to DESIRE close to your very end and when youre hundred pounds soaking wet showerless filthy and god enhances a timeless grin..those three, they dont cause a woman to foresee romance and all three are true for me. And yeah i favor gotti not cause of his mafia status etc but his dark last days alive. So be it alcoholism gotti or holocaust, you have my respect. And be it myself, ive suffered all my life except twenty first year there of. Self respect i got plenty looking back on one and twenty.

Midland beach miss u folks

 Chuck scarburrough duck bullets in the fifth burrough staten island been my place of sorrow i wont lie more often than not at the click of a button id end it but really now im only human, want to live i might be afraid of the mirror but i aint afraid of pussy only reason gay community has loved me is cause i swore by straight lookin like me takes character ENOUGH SAID when u have nothing and noonne with my physical attributes you succumb to tthe attributes of lifestyle held up so many years im just trying to keep my head on my shoulders thats all. Thanks to my brother....and whoever you are. Staying here another few days had to recertify medicaid

Easy said aint all that bad

 Pressing the tissue supressing the issue or maybe off the charts for old farts, sorry if ur in denial jew love my heroics IM REVEALING IN THE WELL YIELDING CONCEALING HELL BUILDING JK JK, lol i praise the lord kafka jew chekhov russia well your hunger artist lost the bet aside not one to gamble but life i..well you know. Jordan might be the black jesus but whether he likes it or not I am Iosif gellers jesus.  Shit its almost five pm five was the russian hundred school wise jessica said im straight jesus god bless her or id fear the wig. As of today jessica could be a fucking troll turned out MY MOYSHAH... straight has been afforded to me in so many ways aside money EXCEPT anastasiya kareva she could call me a jew shit all over me for all i care because as long as her memory exists I AM A MAN so spare me that narcissist talk u know my biography as a whole u know im as humble as they come skip the rumble im a bum. Shalom visiting rabbi today OH YEAH for one night with christina piastro ill wear a skirt for a week i know my girl get down like that anyway... lowest that i have in me further rap genius i dont know anymore i dont know if im sore but i know at the core i sell out at store i dont want tube videos or fame amongst anyone all my life just as now i just wanted those within walking distance to see me as human being making his day but as far back as i go that never was...and now like i said fuck just do it, IT JUST IS. I could never be just another i could never be my father i get down i touch miss field goal and crutch some wit with black flavor brady football jordan but mike had charisma in his jumper *grin*

Laura gave me a legends tshirt

 White house say more My staten island island neighbor. It just is. Got self respect forget talking On air im just walking. Whats up mr lebron james you already know! Got my head on my shoulders they is like boulders on file in federal folders IM NOT MALCOLM X Im CALLCALM X yeah i know brilliance but anyhow i be back soon dont let em steal my stuff room 811 fuck the point of calling tho i cant talk anymore YOUR ESTROGEN FOR GENTLES WITH MY TESTOSTERONE RENTALS THE MAN B BACK SOON!!!!!