IAM sorry for homophobic remarks I've made gay people been real cool with me.

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verse for u barack

 sayin Obama was a mistake is like fishing with osama at the lake never beat me yous a fake illest verses u know my take ;-) Obama got that ...

Mother said I'm a romantic. my style result from years of aimless reading im aimful feeding. autist!

https://www.blogger.com/blog/post/edit/5074896454593679223/1684892603714142096 <- "right who? wrong where?"



My name is paul and I'm an addict.


those who suffered from day one without solution much like me life lived without a cushion. romance known as my existance has been dedicated to you.

Sunday, December 31, 2023

Not love but fantasy...

 Its angry black men and obese white women now AN OBESE ANGRY PUERTO RICAN SHEMALE IS ..IT JUST IS. Now you thought these jews were naughty man the homos on their own playing field when you respect theres no need for talking i suspect air is just walking. Small talks small even addressing americas fate. Happy new years. January first come to think of it OR frustrated anorexic mexican hermaphrodites or last but not least well built neurotic italian nuns with klinefelters syndrome 

Saturday, December 30, 2023

Who we like is based on youthful experiences

 And if we didnt favor those experiences then we prefer to hate those we are(?)...dont know if like or attracted to is most fitting. Im forty now and tell you this much, nevermind as far as hypergraphic hyperlexic lifestyle well if i met you online it will never be i dont spoil beauty of fiction for sex. Never. Zuckerberg as u said savant chatter the ideals of fiction sex never surpassed one spoiled one with touch never soiled just too much im at THE poorest i cure cyst hope u get the pure jist relax at the garden myst leaves leave you greased point you missed vocal teased comfort eased mind in despair yet im pleased morning 31st NEW YEARS EVE HERE HOPE IN AMNESTY BY MEANS OF HONESTY to kiss one sympathize with where is the emphasis kiss or sympathy to kiss is to trust after all sympathy aint a must whar if one is but undecided walls of concious collided no homo as once said after all define deserve as in related to sympathy its every so often reserved without need for subconcious lecture by the day it will captured but to captivate feelings of sympathy deep within is to rationalise gay itd seem come on now EVERY MAN THINKS WITH DICK FIRST BEFORE IT EVEN TICKLES THE BRAIN eric clapton or richarded pryor enriched in fire once spoke the sire need is dire cocaine outsold his album one last breathe on left flat tire spasm hire the spirit shall aquire shitspew in english the pains of senile stains meanwhile hope in the slope nope told the pope SEX IS SATISFYING FRIENDSHIP GRATIFYING YOU IN MY ARMS ELECTRIFYING MY YEARS NOW TEARS ARE BUT DEFIANT oh jessica.. PRECIOUS WHY HAVE YE LEFT I in fear of doom in all my gloom alone in nutty room 

Inpatient psych

 Im fucked in every way possible but one plucked the gun lucked out on the run a woman who falls for the unattractive man is a lesbian a man who choses the unattractive woman is a realist  yours truly, Parcissus. I dont have a headache but my head is killing me,,, WHEN WRONG JUST DOESNT PROCESS AND RIGHT LEAVES WITH AN ABSCESS WHEN society has wronged you to where space for wrong by yOu is highly limited and with substantial brain damage whats left just doesnt process. There is tension in my mansion good morning my lovelies HEH i mimic black culture sin is my vulture me without black is like pryor without crack my three actors pacino steve urkel from family matters and jason alexander. Man got flavorful character dont know about dancing but character definately Ive lived brilliance when im gone i hope brother composes an independent film titled Parcissus. Come to think of it i didnt have to grow a big head over the years i was born with one ;/ pops ill tell u man who dont work like a horse turned out dork in remorse sick and all plastered lyrically mastered empirical bastard fun  to find gun on grind done im dying contract signed give fortune to autistic kids keep in mind keepin it hebrew namean i like women who are all man and men who are all women ideally young tom cruise with a vagina no breasts no facial hair

Monday, December 11, 2023

Jason Rosenthal

 that day in the hospital, i was so surprised seeing the same girl as many long years back. I guess I was surprised at solid proof as man of character in you. Ah, well. Maybe jewish genes get you that. I haven't done my share of reading up on history. But as I said man I was just mimicing a russian artist with american rap lyrics i dont know why so uptight over nothing. good lord. I was born not in russsia but in the soviet union! so that's just early childhood ties to something that dont exist no more but.. IM PROUD TO BE AN AMERICAN EVEN IF AMERICA AINT TOO PROUD OF ME hehe :( cigarettes i aint the merry go hang out your bands out show u what im bout erasin all doubt i been lazy on the mic smokin hazy riding hike ms dazy call her dyke provide the air im raps mike namean who done did it u already know TO BE HONEST I FEEL BAD FOR MY FATHER  HE IS MY FATHER BUT I TELL YOU BLUNT FACT I MIGHT BE THE ONLY PERSON HE KNOWS WHOS HAD A LIFE AS DIFFICULT HE IS IN OTHER LINES OF EXISTANCE after wine fuckin dime she all mine step outa line and i pull the nine slaughter swine read my sign fuck all good im all fine in good time im done writing rhyme whats next aint next in hind its on my mind turn you blind made the find know i stizay on the grind in all my notoriety im mighty mighty mighty <--- to my man BIGGY SMALLS R.I.P GOD "EXPLOIT THE HUMAN SPIRIT NEVER IN AMERICAN MERIT" - Pavel "Parcissus" Geller. MY SON SLIM WANA CALL HIM PRESIDENT IM NEVER HESITANT  I DO HIM LIKE HE AFGHANISTAN RESIDENT WHO ILLER mind clouded ghostly shrouded blazing bout it 

Sexperience Nextperience Shakesperean

 Ponchik ia a friendly dog but has quite a bark. Thus, he's a black lab. I had a lab/chow mix at one point my life . The purple yet friendly tongue. This dog was show paradox. The only reason I met a lady I once loved. Its ok you obese arab i love u anyway@ ha There is a reason sex size stamina all size with same letter. "SO I SAYS TO THE BROAD WHATS COOKING HOOD LOOKING". a movie line for half italian half black. WHEN YOU JUMP AT EVERY CHANCE TO DO THE RIGHT THING WITH A WIDE SPREAD SMILE. WHY...BECAUSE YOU'VE MAINLY DONE THE RIGHT THING OUT OF FEAR. BUT IN EVERY SO OFTEN A CIRCUMSTANCE WHERE YOU FEAR DOING THE RIGHT THING . SELDOM THE CASE OFTEN NEEDING COGNAC CHASE1 THE WORD FEAR IS A PICASSO JOINT NAMEAN. iM PAVEL SO PABLO PICASSO. pARCISSUS PAVEL PACINO sICKLY p (FOR MY MAN MATT FALCON) AND PANOLEON PANOBARTE  SO IM SAYIN TRUMPY HUMPY U WANA GET DOWN AND SLOMPY WHATS GOOD O-G REPUBLICAN pai-tea. then politics party and pavel same with same letter too. i would never claim to be no mr. trump my son talkin game while he on the penis pump.  ILL SAY IT SHORT AND SWEET IM LONGING FOR IT SO LETS JUST MEET YOU LOVE MY BEAT ILL SKIP MY WIT BREAK DOWN TO BIT LEAVE YA DROWNIN IN THE MUDDY PIT.

Sunday, December 10, 2023

I'm well all is fair. Stay collectin welfare

I'm well all is fair i stay on the welfare.  YE I AINT DRIVIN NO LAMBO WELFARE COVER BUS ON THE MIC IM LIKE RAMBO  five mil would just kill me quicker leave me painted sicker what if i got it id go a lil past smokin bud it my dog you mutt it my verses on fire they hot it I DEPEND ON TRUMP AS A POLITICIAN I SEE STATEMENT AS MOVIE LINE THEN MAN SEES WORD POLITICIAN BLOCKED OFF ON CELL BY STAIN RUBS IT OFF SEES IT SHRUGS IT OFF AND LETS OUT DEEP SIGH zero to two past yestrday i aint that fucked remains of photographic memory. your genius >>>IM MY OWN FAN<<< LIKE MY MAN JADAKISS SAID. IDA SAID SAME SHIT 5 1/2 YEARS AGO ROUGHLY MR BUMMY AINT DRIVIN HUMMY STAY ON TWO FEET PLAYED YA RUMMY GOT YA BEAT GOT YA ON 5 THE CARD YOU OUTA BE ON GUARD HAVE YA LAYED OUT U NOTHIN BUT A TARD TRYIN TO SELL THAT HARD YOU TOO SOFT TO MAKE DOLLA AINT HOLLYWOOD STARRED U KNOW PARCISSUS STAY OUT FARRED MUSICALLY BARRED ATTICA BARS COULD GRAB 8 MAYBE EVEN SIXTEEN WITH THEM PRISON COS GOT EM FEELIN TYPE LEAN THATS AIGHT I COVER COMISSARY GOT EM FEELIN THE WIN THEY TRY FOR MY TEAM 10 OR 20 IN THE PENN LIFE AFTER AINT DREAM I UNDERTAND U PRAY TO GOD ASKING FOR HIM TO APPEAR AND INSTILL MATTER OF NO FEAR HAVE SKIES GO CLEAR ITS ALL TOO SHEER ME YOU ADMIRE YOU MERE GOT THE MANUAL STAY IN GEAR MY LYRICS DROP LIKE THUNDER MONGST RAIN BLUNDER NO BLAME LOOK LIKE TO GOD ITS ONE AND THE SAME IF YOU GO OUT A SINNER OR A SAINT IN SHAME :-*( i play it sicker my sticker im the tweaker i dick her eric gardner hope you hear this in heaven THEN AGAIN WHATS HEAVEN WITHOUT SHALOM SEVEN I GO IN IT READY FOR BUSINESS IM RIPE STAY WITH THE CLIMAX IM HYPE

Friday, December 8, 2023

this explains 24/7 daily.

 I love stress, my only friend. Sad to say, that was said as truth. not no mocking satire. I'm Drawing Near Have No fear. I pray I make it through these 5 day no sleep sessions i've had going on for a while. NOT DRUG RELATED. autumn leafs so pet peeves NextPerience Sexperience Shakespean. <-- is that one viewed? who knows i come at you with the great gatsby hard as gotti lest be you naughty. Western Lit PhD the amicable pavel geller. my sociology professor at school was handing out final papers and i was last one to be called he said "yes, the amicable mr. geller" hey mr. zuckerberg my name is The Sinister Parcissus, Grandmaster chatter lol you too young to know bout the glorious days of ultima online PvP. you had to be like tchaikovsky with the keyboard to be nice. i spread my macros all over the keyboard not just numbers so you know I was Chopin. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9E6b3swbnWg Greatest piece of classical ever

Thursday, December 7, 2023

the most romantic story in russian history. its a VERY SHORT story, READ IT!!!

 "The Bet" By Anton Chekhov its about an argument whats worse life in prison or death penalty. short story. excerpt from the story:

"so I marvel at you who exchange heaven for earth. I don't want to understand you.

     "To prove to you in action how I despise all that you live by, I renounce the two million of which I once dreamed as of paradise and which now I despise. To deprive myself of the right to the money I shall go out from here five hours before the time fixed, and so break the compact ... When the banker had read this he laid the page on the table, kissed the strange man on the head, and went out of the lodge, weeping. At no other time, even when he had lost heavily on the Stock Exchange, had he felt so great a contempt for himself. When he got home he lay on his bed, but his tears and emotion kept him for hours from sleeping. "

Given time he lived through, story is brilliant.

Take that homo shit elsewhere. *wide grin*

 the boards im chalking the ladies im stalking each day iam walking oddly enough im still talking slay shout im saying you out im phasing trees bout im blazing grow doubt im racing show stout im tracing row charges im facing you talkin courts in line they placing 


IM BLACK IN EVERY WAY ASIDE SKIN COLOR HAVE YA DECAY NO PAY WHILE U TRYIN TO HOLLA who iller ;-) im in a good mood on morning of 11/20!!!!!

Wednesday, December 6, 2023

miss my brother ilya friends call him Illsyo. ha

 reasoning one past lying seasoning i gun you dying trying my case in court dying to face resort lying shell abort flying air deport rap game my browsing port bars is just my sort my soldiers trained at fort teach fight for sake of fight war i lit up the store verses never a bore im hard at the core  have you  begging for more im a dragon u need animal lore your chances minute have ya burried collectin ya loot my bank chasy bitch lacy thoughts racy murder at macys stay in my placy grave flowers vasy fuck it my nigga im done with this lyrical casey lets skip your philosophy and get to the matter at hand. Bond. Pauly Bond! like my man said im no stranger to danger I ANALYZE CONTEXT DEFY TEXT SO TRY NEXT ATTICA MAXED EVADED YA TAX DID MY TIME I WAXE FORK IN THE ROAD GOT FAXED  niggas is fakes know they feelin my takes only place fishing is pussy stay at the lakes collectin that bread knowin the makes leave ya shriveled up oh golly gods sakes r.i.p big pun like he said " im not a player i just fuck alot " i deeply hope he didnt die a virgin that would bring me to tears FOR HIM   :/ chilling willy know u feely keep it realy on the hilly what the dealy pop the pilly hello uncle billy my man bill was so heavy into booze he came out of hospital after stroke tellin his wife "OH I JUST WANT A BEER" lol. THERE IS CHARACTER OUT THERE! (not sure if papa bill alive anymore he was a nice guy tho) PRIDE WILL HURT WAS SHOWN BY COBAIN KURT (thats why i say hey man nice shot) ;/ doubt very minor so assign her with some people boy you better know it

Monday, December 4, 2023

My ladies at wyndham gardens!

 Wyndham Gardens, it's where pauly got his minority down as seniority! (our hollywood commercial HAR) enjoying an evening coffee.. lordy im brit wordy im wit hoardy i hit tored ye on tit mortal at mit bored all ya bit portal at pit traveling gate late may we hell bent shoveling gay rate say im godsend along the lands the fund send money over seas i bond bend rules im breaking down fend to fools i frown send feelings joy well-suited come at yard call me brute at where the loot at lyrics im boot at ya point is moot at my team you root at win you aware seem that you stare fling aint fair ringing its bare fuckin pussy like pear im done living nightmare maybe welfare new york just my share i just figured the more god care be living a bony boy amongst bear spinal tap know i tear grindin gap at my lair ya weak and i refuse my style is astute shorty just cute leave her man on mute son actin like he on family fewd game i brewed try getting rude i slaughter ya dude leave ya girl feelin my nude cause im collecting that loot steppin down the foot my tactic you root wendy say woot trendy i toot point refute just sayin all good! with my physique my youth is all i had and believe me i lived it only difference between me and every day 9-5 joe is he go to sleep in stress of tomorrow where as my life a mess although no sorrow! *grins joyously* ;o) "WHEN YOU LIVE LIKE ME , ONCE IS ENOUGH." - FRANK SINATRA  I STAPLE I FABLE I LABEL SHOW EM ALL GOOD HUMAN IS CAPABLE OF morning folks WHATS THERE TO SAY NOW ARG PHEW I ENJOY GETTING OFF ON GETTING OFF MORE THAN GETTING OFF ITS WHERE IVE BEEN DRIVEN SO LETS SKIP THE PHILOSOPHY TO THE MATTER AT HAND LADIES

im feisty floppy stacy sloppy seed poppy style copy newborn puppy toping toppy all for sake of yours papi !

 batch of beer match a must patch your peer with whole crust . felt fatigued today . odd. praise be to god if to you its allah know i smoke bud and you holla my creativy today diminish although i winish cigarette bum out the binnish cause me grinnish when you got no smoke feelin kinda leanish newports lookin teamish small talk outdone whimish lookin kinda slimish cards changin pinish know i done did it sinish cant to say wont dent i say dont just do it in front font corner lightin the stop niggas on the run now bullets i pop know it aint no fun now im a vengeful fellow lyrical book that i sell oh bars to the bell oh writing on fire sold shell oh me never fell oh dealy done dell oh lady we movin past hello movin right into ya undies thunder sound thundies al bundy come bundies feelin dandy i dondies holla my son these DREAMS STAY NIGHTMARISH YOUR LOVE THAT I CHERISH SOUL NEVER PERISH IN SPIRIT STAY STRONG PRAYERS NIGHT LONG GOD FORETOLD WRONG PLAYED IN MY SONG TICKLE THE TONGUE ON CROSS HE WAS HUNG IN BIBLICAL WORDS HE WAS RUNG WITH LORD AM ONE HURT ETERNAL BABY ABORT NOCTURNAL BUMMISH DRESSED WORN ALL PAST AGE OF PORN ALL MY YOUTH THROUGH I TORN ALL ATE UP LIKE CORN ALL TO DAY I WAS BORN ALL "aint no riddle to the needle junk you fiddle does you little wrong is little" fail I fix it mail i mix it tail i ticks it at chin kissin chicks ma getting dicks it she suck it i licks it ma if you greeting the sick know u meetin the freak pauly boy greek call me parcissus mythological week  I DONT WANA SPOIL OUR MEETIN SOIL YOUR GREETING FOIL THE FLEETING ROOKIES IM BEATING DONE WITH DEFEATING WHEN IM DONE YOU BE WEEPIN MOUNTAINS LEAPIN   LYRICS IM TREATING TOP IM ELITEN.namean i love my lady staff 11 floor my precious little peanut women! Just look maybe you have "Too much self-image" to word it politely but maybe you can find me a chick who wants to donate her elegant body for one night at her place! U KNOW HOW I DO AT 40. PLAY THE STAMINA IN SEX DESPITE ALL PROBLEMS WHO GOT NEXT! hehe just touchy humor if i do add so myself! i tell it how it is not how it could be you just a tease or so it would be *grins your clever bird* you care for dick just say its fair catching backshots be your share im a man of a pidgeon grudges i gridgin hold on to none practical my fists come with the tactical times is hectical i macked is all waist packed is all bullets never lacked is all pussy wings packed is all ya code cracked is all tired of beatin on ya i slept is all r.e.m wept is all frown on up awaken wake is all on life know my take is all not one who is fake is all One love forever my make is all gods sake is all laid back by the lake is all verses i hacked is all eight balls i racked is all on dance floor decked is all you writing fiction im fact is all heat packed is all gettin lazy on rhyme i slacked is all! gee golly i could use a coffee i got lazy my peanut sisters! onset live and im living 5 mil thieving over case im im griefing that lady im treatin look self defeatin thats aight im just wittin to cake that im treatin bars on stove is just heatin rap god you meetin king throne im sittin IM SAYIN SON LAY LOW CAUSE IN THE SWORDS GAME I SLAY SLOW KNOW I PLAY PLOW MY CARDS WILL IN FRAY GO MONEY LINES IN LAY BLOW I JUST SAY ROW YOU CHALLENGE ON MY DAY THOUGH YOU GET NAILED WITH VIKING DERAILED IM LIKING THE STRINGS KNOW IM TYIN MY BUSINESS DONT PRY IN MADE YA BED NOW YOU LIE IN BLAZIN L'S IM STAYING HIGH IN PAST ALL THE WHY IN IN LIFE DEEPLY SIGH IN SPEAK TRUTH NEVER LYIN GAL KNOW IM GUYIN FUCK IT PUSSY IM BUYIN TAP THAT ASS GOOD NIGHT LEAVING YA CRYING TRY TO LIVE TO SEE MORNING LEAVE ME IM DYING MEET GOD WITH SOME HEAVENLY FLYING (verses go by russian definition of the word Romantic never downplay sadly i relay) or rather in fear we dying dear im trying!

Sunday, December 3, 2023

youthful mysterious know that they serious that aight they fear us

 women complain bout my shower habit well sweetheart if theres some much shyness between us WHO NEEDS WATER! im collecting pennies off the floor im venice you whore im an object small in distortions thats aight shorty lookin good in proportion crackhead nah never that black man never sad IM SOMEWHERE BETWEEN MARTIN LUTHER KING AND LENNON SHOWER WITH THE FAN ON SAUNA HOT WITH MY TAN ON STAND STILL KNOW I STAND ON RIGHT FROM THE MOMENTS MOVIN TOES JITTERY BULLET FOR EACH FINGER KNOW I HITTERY YA TEMPLE I READERY DONE DID MY BIDERY CAME OUT ALL MY MISERY WHODA THUNK KNEES ON ME. CHRIST ABOVE HIS KNEES I EMPOWER SO FUCK THE SHOWER JUST TESTIN THE TEASE WHAT SHE KNOW BOUT 100LB FIGURE SAY PLEASE I VERSED OUT JUST TO APPEASE, APPEASE -> to satisfy, allay, or relieve; assuage:relieve from stress satisfy despite mess allay in my class do at my desk. IM DOUBLE JOINTED MY TEAM APPOINTED STAY BLACK KNOW I COINED IT.  a verse for a black solo hero cartoon character EYO im sayin mr spielberg whos MORE you jewish or me black THERES YOUR HOLLYWOOD PHILOSOPHY YOU JUST GOT THE NAME I GOT MY PHILORAPOSOPHY you talkin dutch im with philly so what the dealy you youngin call me big willie sellin the pilly try testin my skilly you know that its really havin ya feely. oh boy time to smoke my dollar cigar i alone afford free phone just bored i dismount firing round hiring sound top of mound i burnt my coat with cigar :( all my rap OG portray no violence though

mind cant memorise the moving (sync movement with memory)

 Without directions I'm blind so you see my erection just fine so I be. opposites attract with lady just time to react! my son a window shopper im the show stopper why u gona hate on a "Dewd tryin to score" some white boy talk for u too! ;-) me you pity I lay down as wit im shitty i skit LADY YOUR ATTENTION ADMIRED U KNOW 186TH MANSION AQUIRED.  pity comment my fairly young brotha here! feel bad why never grin why forever POST TITLED "THE AILED WIT" (for my niggas at new york times) dusky day mosky pay sigh i be trying to score newport bogies u know how i live. BECOMING ILL LEAVE TO NEW YORK TIMES I WAS BORN A WRITER IM PAST THE TIMES (not past ya dimes) makes me wonder if someone would lose their job from sleeping with client.  AMMUNITION YOUR RESPECT MY POSITION YOU SUSPECT i dont even need zuckerberg on this one nigga just try to COP some LAY! hows a freaky boy getting into the flow of his black people BRINGING BLACK TO THIS ..HM BLACK NEIGHBORHOOD. oH SORRY STRANGE MY LIFE TIME MISSED THIS ONE. GOOD LORD I WAS AT A HOSPITAL THAT HAD ALL BLACK STAFF COUPLE OF ASIAN DOCTORS  racist nah no your race know I go dead ass this black NEIGHBORhood a secret society of its own

Saturday, December 2, 2023

WITH SOME ITS SO ITS SO ON THE GO

 IF THE MISFUNTHROPIST FILM NEVER CUTS WHY WERE THERE BUTS. I RELETTERED WORD MISANTHROPIST. when hes not in love with himself but it hurts to think about himself your EVERY DAY MAN TROUBLES! TRY TO SEE IDEA FOR THAT ONE ON THE SCREEN AND YOU WILL SEE COMICAL ME. whether you see it or not aint nobody blind but can you feel thats in question past the question asking me per se you see . why words out of my children i TEXT-ERTAIN. contrary to NICHOLSON BAKER'S "VOX" MAN BEFORE WOMAN TEXT BEFORE VOICE "on the road" jack kerouac and "vox" nicholson baker . my untouchable american literature but it comes to the romance of a virgin yo thats a dead set MY MAN MUHAMMAD GOT ON LOCK. HIS WORDING TACTIC I AINT GOT TEETH HE AINT NEED EM. PLAIN CUT SIMPLE FELLA. TOO SET SIMPLE FOR SMILES WITH NO GAPS WITHIN.  further movie line for free now on money seriously i like sitting here asking for cigarettes when you see a genius doin such noble hustle i mean you can have my movie lines free. ok i want water WHY THE KABALAH I HOLLA IM EMPTY ON DOLLAR ANYWAY MY ALL IN ALL APPEARANCE HOPE IT TAKES THE CLEARANCE TODAY IAM REAL SORRY FOLKS BUT A MAN WHOD LIKE TO SAY HES TROUBLED BY DEPRESSION IN SUPRESS SELF-CISSISTIC BUT IN REALITY LORD O MINE I BEEN TROUBLED "PERVERSION IN BRILLIANCE" TELL ME THAT AINT A BOOK RATING LINE NEW YORK TIMES CAN USE ON NICHOLSON BAKER'S BOOK ILL INFORM YOU AUTHORS ARE PAYING NYTIMES TO WRITE THEIR RATES. NIGGAS WANA TURN BRILLIANCE INTO SICKNESS THATS AIGHT THEY GIRL GOT MY DICKNESS I GUESS I LIVED THE STORY OF TEXTISMA THAT BE A NEW TAKE ON THE "VOX" ME TURNING PERVERSION INTO INNOCENCE. I COULD WRITE THE ANTONYM CANT FIND CIGARETTE PHEW A MAN CALLING A SEX HOT LINE THEN FINALLY DOES SOMETHING ROMANTIC ENOUGH FOR HER TO AGREE TO MEET AND IT TURNS OUT SHES THE VIRGIN u know on me mal-perverted similar book be me texting instead of talking and jessica answering with oddity for so long and it turned out shes the virgin fuckin pussies now a days in the SENSE OF PUSSY always spoil the damn romance i mean really what am i gona say tho i havent showered in a year got no teeth but sweetheart id like a night with you. women arent into that kind of...kind of nothing. Textisma. It just is. not got air but it just is.  AS THE DAY PORTRAYED ITSELF HE PURVEYED HIMSELF AND MAN WHO GAVE ME FIVE CIGARETTES FOR STORE JOURNEY ONLY TO TELL ME TO BE QUIET NUMEROUS TIME ADDING TALK TO ME INJURY WHAT IMA SAY "HEY SWEETHEART, NO SWEAT, HE'S THE HOME HEALTH AID ON THIS ONE IM JUST LIVING. SO WHEN YOU WANT TO SKIP TO BED WE'LL KEEP EM WATCHING IN THE AIDE CHAIR. YOU FANCY ODDITY CAUSE OF SOME CHILDHOOD WHATEVER BABY U SPREAD EM KNOW THAT I BED EM. *GRINS DESPERATELY* I UNDERSTAND THAT SMOKING A BAD HABIT BUT SO IS KILLING THE RABBIT HATE THE FACT THAT THEY LOVE IT. (love it--rabbit killers not saints as I. I paint in text  i have to live with fact of how i see the book Vox some of you see me. in its creative reference. i spoil romance of perversion cause bromance cause diversion fuck the bank tellers im sellin roca fellas malshowered my only trouble shorty not to burst ya bubble just say you sigh too im say oh my too oh my if one lady i gave link to for this blog what ima tell you hey sweetheart i keep it dirty(in more than one of what word dirty can imply) and let me spew nonsense 16 hours a day speaks A MAN OF CHARACTER let me tell you Vox might not be much to read but excellent I might not be much to feed but sexcellent. oh boy saturday evening in the white gone black. IT JUST IS. IT JUST IS TODAY. IM AS CLEVER A BIRD AS DOIN WALKIN AFTER A THIRD soon you see i come you see just so you be forever heart its me im white on black like pryor on crack ofcourse its funny but uhhh prior-handed serious! :-) YOU GET WHITE TOPPIN FREAKY I GET BLACK TOP OF SICKY. but im too young for a woman who wana play top good lord the man who prefers woman on top nigga FUCK SYMPATHY I PITY YOU. *grin* my man glazer talkin bout sexually transmitted nah i textually omit it. so little secretary studying to be a nurse how about you study me and  i study your purse hows that for wit..where was i going with that i dont know money leads to greedy nah my im saint i feed the needy! just tryin to keep it on lock i got a 4 four cigarette donation fuck pills ima stay up IM NOT TOO BIG TO WEEP JUST TOO BIG TO SLEEP WHEN YOU COMBINE BOOKS "VOX"AND "ON THE ROAD" YOU GET BIOGRAPHICAL PIECE KNOWN AS THE AMERICAN SAINT. YOUR IDIOT KNOWN AS PARCISSUS  WELL THE DEER MY DUCKS I BEER THE BUCKS NIGGA TRY TO SPOIL MY ROMANCE MUST BE SOILING HIS PANTS TALES I LEAVE TO HIS GRANDS UNLIKE HIM THEY PLAYED IN THEIR BANDS IN THE ARABIC SANDS DRYLY STATED MY RANTS WHOS TO SAY ON THE CANTS GIRL WE PAST THE WHY LEAVE IT TO WHERE IM DEEPLY HIGH THOUGHT OF STRAND OF YOUR HAIR GOT YOU UNDER MY CARE LIFE IS GOOD ENOUGH TO CALL FAIR RUDE YOU TRY MURDER YOU DARE ITS AIGHT KNOW THAT I CARE CAUSE ALL IN ALL PUSST I HAD MY SHARE WHATS TO TALK OF COCK NIGGA FIRST TRY CHANGIN MY DIRTY SOCK YOU SALLY IM MR SPOCK YOU GRINNING I GLOW WINNING MY LUCK SINNING YOU SUCK IN THE NET THAT I PUCK FUCK THE HICK NIGGA IM TALKIN HUCK OR EVEN HULK INCREDIBLE STALK MUSCLE IN GREEN I DEFEAT WITH MY CHALK THREE PIECE FORK SON U AINT NOTHIN BUT A ONE SCREEN CORK aight aight thats enough to the beat time for more cigarette

heres a new one for u fucking philosopers forever fanhood glad ur home

 anyway it comes down to rationalizing with christ or justifying in a childish manner. then again the child doesn't bring us to god. pedophilia is evil. foul shit.god dont bring us to a child either PUSSY DOES. Gold hole her tunnel without money but hoping to funnel i  write As romantic i smell no nose gas in prose relation to principles fuck that i see it all. i was born a romantic die a romantic im stating fact blunt fact im in love with if written creatively in a book more artisticly served BUT MORE ARTISTIC THAN MY LIFETIME SERVED? YOU CANT BE SERIOUS . NO SUCH THING MARSHALL MATHERS NAMEAN Maybe...maybe, I am Parcissus ladies imagine us holding hands walkin by the beach well evening is guys but that isnt beach time anyway so chill.jabbing the jist overjoyed stabbing im pissed unemployed IN A CULTURAL MIX YOU BUG I GOT TICKS GOT FIRST ROUND TICKS U PUSSY IM DICKS THEY GETTIN THEIR KNICKS NEW YORKS HICKS WILD GO CHICKS ewll ok the gay man want to feel HARD(oN) inside him white the straight wants lady softly comforting so really it comes down to WHICH IS MAN AS PER SE SCENARIO. picture a man in court on murder one the man 21 years old getting offered 50 but fighting case losing and doing life. now man came in at 21 50 years later he lives to see freedom at 71. id pay to see that mans first 3 hours of thought the only man in the WORLD who can paint my bitterness without ever grabbing a brush. But, I'm here. waddayaknow huh painted dick amongst weak came to reality later than sick. FANCY THIS PHILOSOPHY YOU BASTARD! HEH but I DO BELIEVE IN RIGHT AND WRONG JUST NOT IN MY SONG WILDEST FANTASY WITH WILDEST MEMORY LEADS TO WILDEST LIFE STYLE. MY LESSONS GOT CURFEWED THEY STIRRED TRUE SO CAME THE EVENING ;-) life taught me to enjoy myself even if i off myself wish i had caught myself its aight i taught myself my madness curfew my dude get rude nah know i stood DESPITE THE NOSE I LAUGH IM PROSE YOU STAFF     dinner time. *grin* THIS PHILOSOPHY BEEN PLAYED WITHOUT THE OUT IM COOKER YOU SPOUT NUFF SAID EFNET SELF-ABSORBED BASTARDS. IN PEACE I LIVE WITH OTHERS PUT EM IN A PLACE WHO NEEDS THE FATHERS sigh..lonesome evenings out but thats what accompanies the philosopher on his well-worded journeys. my only reader of this blog..well good evening. oh yeah My sons amongst whom daughters glooms journey of quarters. MISDEMEANOR SHE MAN OR THAT ASS I TAN HER BODY I SCAN HER FUCKIN WHO DAMN HER WHODA THUNK THAT I FAN HER IS IT THE PLAN OR. MY BLACK PRINCESS MORNING SHIFT WHODA THUNK THAT I FAN HER IS IT THE PLAN OR there is your rap question in philosophy sigh life worn me thin but im proabertion but liberal i mean misworded stunts fuck ya cunts dont make me a narcissist. its the face GOOD lord i always thought i was hot stuff up until guy here call me scary kruger ............yikes listen sweetheart believe me lacking teeth having a hard time holding pants up and curvin rhymes unnerving dimes i mean shit dimes like you just let my imagination go there thats why i dont understand virgins arent great writers. i doubt iles patterson koontz nicholson baker are virgins let me you THEN AGAIN NICHOLSON BAKER MIGHT BE MY VIRGIN HERO. IF THAT GENIUS IS A VIRGIN WELL SHOOT ME RIGHT IN MY BIG NOSE THERE SHOULD BE A VIP HOSPICE FOR OLD MEN WHO DYING VIRGINS THEY BELONG WITH DRINKS ON THE HOUSE THEM AND THEY FAGGOT ASS BLOUSE JUST KIDDIN HIGH SCHOOL KID VIEW ITS TRUE ITS TRUE YO REAL TALK THO IS THERE A LEVEL OF PAIN WHERE UR PAST QUESTIONING THE QUESTION. GO THAT FAR IN YOU MIGHT NOT COME OUT

I was flattered!

 3 days before i got nailed for attempted murder i did a rap joint where  i said "rest in peace eric gardner see u in heaven" which is similar to fabolous song where he said "fabolous rest in peace paul walker i hope you hear this heaven" and my man fabolous came by a white boys cell in rikers! i was so flattered hehe well ok I GREW UP IN LITTLE ODESSA MY DICK IS PASSER. if you ask yourself will we live forever ya man im pullin the lever so never say never my rap aint about it the why or when its bout the where will u spread legs in favor thar pussy im shaver 8 bars i done gave her shorty know im just tryin to save  her after all know that i crave her  turns out its black that i love em singing im dove em nasty on the mic know  i shove em my verses go rapid in circles my black family know im about steve urkel's after all family matters if you origin from mad hatters word wiz aint translucent one with the true sin i done did dirty im bruising my arms enslaved with marks call em tracks dope habit costs packs even for brothers my blacks jfk new york that i flew in from russia my crew in picasso i drew in mona lisa i grew in interior of her figure mortis im rigor son call me wigger nah black at heart just sayin my nigga anyhow lblhhblah late morning coffee time! thanks again fabolous my little rap queer  I WAS BORN THAT BIG A MAN GO FIGURE GOT THE TAN ONLY WAY MY MAN EM BLACK IS THE FRYING PAN so mr rosenthal my hero *tearingly grins* i was so impressed and surprised with my neighbor george my man use hard drugs and shit AND HE GAVE ME MONEY FOR COFFEE AND SANDWICH TODAY@!!!!!!!!!!!! "THERE IS DECENCY IN THIS WORLD AMONGST US ALL" - Parcissus....heh this old asian woman collecting bottles to recycle outside my vivid imagination had me see an old asian chick come round to collect empty bottles to spend time with Parcissus. The jew-lookin ruski saint. TO call me a narcissist fuck u faggots i shit u not tho up until 33 fucking years old i NEVER ONCE FELT "LONELINESS" SPENDIN ALL OF MY TIME ALONE. ALL OF IT. NOT ONCE DID I FEEL LONELY UP UNTIL THIS JAIL SHIT and i had a black brotha who would talk shit all day in my community room at rykers boy this dude ran his mouth all day. and me being a freak of nature who white they put me in this cripples dorm u know AND AS USUAL a handsome gay man slept next to me and always gave me coffee. *sighs*. thats why im too big to sell my ass cause reality of it is gay people been so supportive of me and to suck dick for money id be insulting their spirit u know jerry seinfeld hope u got a concious champ heh "and now i write to you my dear this is a criminals fate" (russian song lyrics) us humans all got spirit know i queer it life why fear it hope u hear it right through i tear it shorty catching back shots she rear it drivin south em tits know i steer it my head got em antlers know i deer it booze i beer it reading writin my passion hope u hear it MY SOULMATE IS A DOWNS SYNDROME WOMAN BORN IN AFGHANISTAN CAUSE U KNOW MY BABY HARDCORE im just a shy autist  and mr jason rosenthal u got atleast some character so dont run silly stuff on me lol i know u saw my existance as romance.  YOU A MAN@!!!!!!!!!! show me the man whos known me my whole life and try to tell me he aint see my existance as romance ill stab in the heart with my big head antlers *deer noise* show me the one who says grammatical error thats aight thats pussy im steerer. know christ exists because EVEN THE GANGSTER HAS TO JUSTIFY HIS OWN WRONG DOINGS IN A CHILDISH WAY TO HIMSELF SHOW ME ONE WHO DONT ILL CALL IT SMALL TALK (MS. IMPAGLIAZZO MY NUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) I AINT GOTTA FEEL U ON THIS ONE U FEEL ME AND THE WORDS BY I QUOTED GOING EITHER WAY WITH SUCH CHARACTER IN PLAY. OR MAYBE JUST PARCISSUS MIND FADING ONLY GOD KNOWS 

Friday, December 1, 2023

NIETZSCHEAN AFTER THOUGHT U LEECHING OFF THE GOAT

 END OF STORY. R.I.P FRIEDRICH NIETZSCHE GERMAN PHILOSOPHER 1844-1900 i was born 1983 scarface was released that year so pacino put in fan club of pavel "parcissus" pacino. apparently eminem is too my son said "id never claim to be no benzino an 83 year old fake pacino" . detroit huh, i like bulls not pistons tho and was NEVER A KNICKS FAN EVEN THO I LIVE IN NEW YORK :) >>>>>psychological trauma having me create a fictional identity lived through THE ONLY TIME I ASSOCIATED WITH PEOPLE IN REAL LIFE WAS DRUG RELATED Im hypergraphic/hyperlexic obsessively read and write so i stayed chatting all day, with who you might ask. well with homos who found my well written stories via chat. i'm a brilliant writer so i entertained for free. "chatting" like 8 hours a day for YEARS>>>>>>>>> i shit you not. i lived by a internet pseudonym. PLUS WITH MY APPEARANCE. right and wrong in any tale goes out the door, i got a whole new theory on innocence by insanity. heh. yours truly, Pavel "Parcissus" Pacino. i been wired all  morning despite night of no sleep good lord bye DANCING AND PRANCING ROMANCING AND CHANCING HOLIDAYS IN THESE YEARS OF TIME WHY COULDNT I ACCEPT IN GOOD TIME YOUD NEVER BE MINE ILL JUST SAY FINE ACCEPT YOUR LOSS NEVER SORRY I BE THE BOSS WHO NEED A FLOSS NIGGAS TALKIN BOUT WOOD IM ONE OF THE CROSS HOW CHRIST DIED FOR ME SINNER THATS AIGHT CROSS COSTLY IM FOREVER THE WINNER SKIN AND BONES COULDNT GET ANY THINNER FIRST MAN FUCK THE MOON MY LIGHTS COULDNT GET ANY DIMMER THESE SNAKES IN POLITICS THEY NOTHIN BUT SCHEMER THE DOLLAR HAVIN EM SHIMMER I DONE DID THE FADE WITHOUT THE TRIMMER NOW ITS EITHER MY TEAM OR YA CHANCES IS FADING GOD I BE PRAISING WHO ELSE I BE FACING IN TIMES OF CONCRETE TROUBLE IM MY GIRL KISS BELOW WAIST AFTER SHE MUMBLE BUST A NUT IM ONE THAT IS HUMBLE SPERM CELLS GO RUMBLE BALL NEVER FUMBLE SACKED QB DOWN HE TUMBLE BEE STAY ON THE BUMBLE This post is titled "The imfamous namean" lol time to desperately try to read my book have a nice day folks!