IAM sorry for homophobic remarks I've made gay people been real cool with me.

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verse for u barack

 sayin Obama was a mistake is like fishing with osama at the lake never beat me yous a fake illest verses u know my take ;-) Obama got that ...

Mother said I'm a romantic. my style result from years of aimless reading im aimful feeding. autist!

https://www.blogger.com/blog/post/edit/5074896454593679223/1684892603714142096 <- "right who? wrong where?"



My name is paul and I'm an addict.


those who suffered from day one without solution much like me life lived without a cushion. romance known as my existance has been dedicated to you.

Tuesday, January 31, 2023

I dismantle the gentle

aint nothin but particles in my PARTY!! thats uhh correct ;-). i guess you never know the people till its too late and im too FEEble back wen i was a teenager i played mmorpg ultima online n the feeble mind spell was "Rel Wis" on a serious note some faggots penis envy of my manhood really dont change much if u dont live with intertwining facts i cant help u they want me to b practically brain dead so some homo could b more entertained by my sexuality pfft circus MY LEVEL OF CREATIVITY ISNT CAUSED BY ANTISOCIAL RATHER FOR SO LONG 110 PERCENT LACKING ANY SOCIAL AT ALL HEH the bet chekhov n the hunger artist kafka ive lived both of those fiction stories

Monday, January 30, 2023

aside pac n biggy it goes like this..

jadakiss fabolous eminem top three today APPROXIMATELY like that word kiss jayz dont know how to rap he know how to sell jay outa change his company name to artistry records. after all he does sell ART ;) i know death isnt the best thing to obsess over but it aint bout death in itself with me. its just the idea of ummm...awkward ..,AWKWARD attracts me as a human not just a fifteen min fuck session. at nearly 40 testosterone aint that of a teenager no more i jerk off like once a week dead serious. man my life is bizarre HEHEHE mr obama my brother tho i wana hear him get on the mic. trump saved my life so id like to hear that geezers wall street joint too

I just try to keep it "upbeat"...

you know? uhm...yeah. i played piano as a kid my father had me quit cause we arent biological. not that i wouldve been Chopin or nothin..naamean HEH .... I DONE MY SHARE OF LOSING MY TEAM INFUSING MY STYLE SOOTHING I AINT DOIN NOTHIN BUT BOOTIN THESE FAKE THUgs losin i aint doin nothin but bruising egos is nuisin other words a new stance son know im bout the last dance sistuh give it a chance in bed have ya feelin my trance never defeatin my plans to con-man conquer shorty i dunk her a gift or two gold my verses aint nothin but bald repeatin three fold aint release a track yet but album is sold or so ive been told im icy you lie turnin ya icicles cold these rookie rappers. damnnnn hi fab... BYE NEWBIES ..WORD THAT ONE WAS FOR FAB AND EX MMTP COuNSELOr "ann marie" girl told me i should write rap so fabb wen ya want me to do some ghostin u know im postin nothin shy of boastin fake thugs im roastin namean so FAB wen u want me to ghost holllllaaaaaasss

Saturday, January 28, 2023

fuck just do it

It just is. - pavel geller . she is classy and appeasing it gets messy whes shes teasing ;-) what if the universe aint infinite and has some mirror-like like structure blockin off "the end". OOF BIG MAN PARCISSusophy...the one single rhyme that came out of me which wasnt mine was fabolous ..i just changed the name to my staten island native ...,,,...R.I.P Eric Gardner. "forget about vegas the head is outrageous" -Fabolous ..my man almost as nice as me almost there chief! ;) If THERE IS ONE WHITE BOY WHO STANDS TALL AGAINST ALL... ALL RACISM. THAT WOULD BE....BUT OFCOURSE, ME.

Friday, January 27, 2023

when I was one and twenty..

now, on a serious note. when i was a teenager i met this guy "john farley". this guy was so attractive id entitle him "pretty boy". he is THE ONLY heterosexual male who was so attractive id gladly call him pretty boy. from jessica to john they oppose my rule as self-disgust man. now on a more serious note..one thing ive never read is psychology of sexuality. maybe i was born gay just my hydrocephalic brain misdirects everything. but i remember masterbating watchin porn and i always had to see the mid section penetration part of video. i was bullied alot as a child so that might be the only reason why ive been so heavily against. the primary reasoning for my desire for pussy is ive been training my subconcious to be into it. i remember my 8th grade buddies mary and shamella ahhh boy what life will do to ya sometimes!!! OH YEAH LOVE IS WITHIN WHEN YOURE BY IM IN WEN U REPLACE BY WITH Bi FRIENDSHIP DAMAGED HEH YEAH HEH FUCK OFF ,..,...lol you hope i rhyme we elope in time! youre imposing im exposin you supposin that im chosen!!! that which she doesnt have i make up for which she does i like more or now anyway ;-) and that details the day gnite folks

Wednesday, January 25, 2023

addiction is bitter sweet sweet.,..

but mines is BUTTER sweet! oh buttery goodness! im sober today n being in the company of folks stands for A great mood today! especially my black pplz they is great ok im done with my short rant...but. "i dont do facebook i give ladies facials play new yorks welfare card and create biracials" im nasty on the mic im a lil bitter i aint no quitter grab the 9 milimeter so take a seater u feelin the heater fuck twitter says new yorks wittiest witter my style go n align with feelin just fine came to the US at 9 i tasted the lime spittin the rhyme im deeply sighin fuckin with dime im always in time im inspirational my name national rappin rational hope u catch it all! ;)

Monday, January 23, 2023

LEMe tell ya sumthin folks

its the art of rap or hollywood icon....umm gangsters huh. let ya kids know namsayin OH YEAH BILL GATES IS A DECENT FELLOW THANK U BIG POPPA BILL FOR UR WONDERRRRFULLLL WAYS!! SPANK U SIR

Sunday, January 22, 2023

I'm nice

in person im nursing the curtain im certain life in the dirt and im not playin just hurtin exposing so called thigs face in the rugs drug sickness got me doin the bugs leave ya facin the rugs im that nice leave son with sugar n spice its that sweet ya verses dead beat im committing the feat never facin defeat .....so on so forth u tell me u aint found white tupac ill tell ya suck some more shady dick u lyin lol

Saturday, January 21, 2023

I don't have a dollar to my name

gofund.me/aa1b712c i need shavin razors n i like marijuana ;(

Thursday, January 19, 2023

Well said

to frown on my story is to drown in glory! kiddyish plants wilderness rants im tired of cants just suitin my pants aspiring godsends making ammends in peace he now tends rules he just bends its what makes me the mans

I'm high

.. ? Senor Parcissus stands tall ... tall fightin off evil!

Sunday, January 15, 2023

Yes it is...

Denial is the first thing to acceptance! :-) what if ur mother treated u harshly when u were a kid itd b gettin worn ...

Thursday, January 12, 2023

Sanity on the wind pipe

floss or somethin where i put rollin papers again guys cant help me locate my wallet n statrt hinting at discussing females daaaaamnnnn lets prirotize here!

Thursday, January 5, 2023

MY truth in a verse.

wearing the leader cap im closing the gap i let bullets puncture injure ya spinal tap dont take take me for a joke im the leader pushin coke yous a bottom feeder come across doestoevsky in my books im a lexic reader jessicas my precious u know i need her ;) away from personal rhymes back to the rap game for a min ----- mami sacred and sexy i tap it in taxi got a hoe named lexi she usin pads maxi on her knees she get waxy im rulin rap see im a truth speaker lovers aboard talent i hoard im never bored with the foodstamps i scored when im in the beamer leavin it floored im in the benz son talkin while he drivin a ford ....u try to tell me u ever heard shit this ILL ill tell ya thats bull hehe ;-) im going to evaporate into godsend theres parcissus for ya

Monday, January 2, 2023

I'm a miracle

didnt take lamictal this morning i let my glucose drop to like 30 n no consequence at all no seizure etc i was sweatinn n felt adrenaline pumpin HARD so bgl was obvious endless confirmations hand I to miracle statures :-) I FIRMLY BELIEVE IAM AN ALIEN HEHEHE. even when it comes to nines bullets aint as vicious as my rhymes ;) ms. impagliazzo im sorry i use drugs heh u see alexis tho im like u now havin me an asexual relationship whats the word now oh right "platonic" like ya frankie said "regrets ive had a few but then again too FEW To mention". i dunno man i was never bout the white boy rap man if i had 50s body n i was black id b like 2pacs son