oh well

 why it should have come to this and why it did there's a difference Mr. zuckerberg DONE DID IT PHILOSOPHICALLY WIT IT THE VERSE I DONE SPIT TELL ME WHO THE RUSSIAN TUPAC MARKY MARK AHEHE I'm comedic like bowe I come Riddick used to b bball player when I was young  america got the definition of sanity confused GNITE FOLKS um yeh my son Eminem his rhymes are learned not pen work earned

Parcissus

 I ain't no homophobe didn't mean to insult nobody. I just spoke of the moment as the moment spoke for itself. heh. "your youth you won't meet in ya dreams and in spite itll go and turn away" -Armenian artist Boka. I might not be Armenian Jew like Kevorkian but I'm a Puerto Rican jew.  

I believe in love.

 white black blue or pink. IM SAYIN THO LIKE GRANPA PACINO SAID I TELL THE TRUTH EVEN WHEN I LIE I was raised with discipline wen momma whipped the belt out I knew it was time to get an A. I'm sayin I'm so Russian I leave ya blushin with rights I keep it minority keep it real and senority. so point ya fuckin fingers n say that's a freak of a man u ain't never gonna see nobody get this freaky again! hehe gnite my black brothas n sistahs

huh

 I rush quicker than Russian leavin ya blushin. when I'm gone every last penny I'm ever worth I want it to go to people who never had a chance in life. blind or retarded or a freak of nature like myself . comedy is comedy but let's get serious here . in other words make donations to the autistic n blind I'm equivalent to autistically blind I RELY ON SCIENCE CULTURAL DEFIANCE NAH I DONT DEFY CULTURE I WAS RAISED WITH DISCIPLINE WAS BORN A MAN ILL DIE A MAN IM NO GOD OPPOSER MS KAREVA I PROPOSE HER

to all my SSI hustlers namean

 fuck the chosen people I'm the chosen cripple. collecting 800 a month for all of eternity namean I'm soft as feather hardened my leather you know I rather bring the country together. ....that verse is for you MISTER OBAMA THATS RIGHT I SAID MISTER I KNOW THE MEANING OF WORD RESPECT DAMN RIGHT PROUD TO BE AN AMERICAN WAT IT DO MR BIDEN BEAUTY IN THE EYE OF THE BEHOLDER I COULDNT GET ANY BOLDER STAY IN THE FEDERAL FOLDER. R.I.P MR PHILIP DICKERSON FOREVER MY DEPRESSIONIST CHATTERZ MY MAN PHIL PAYED A DINNER N A FANCY PROSTITUTE FOR ME I WAS SO DOPED UP I SAT ON THE BED NAKED COULDNT EVEN GET HARD N I SAID BABY DO YOU SHE WAS LIKE WHAAAAAT I SAT THERE STARIN AT HER STUPID N LEFT AFTER A FEW ;-(

as far as getting high

 heroin is for pussies and crack is wack. now the speedball is where it's at when ur ears start ringing like u under a train you have limited space for fear. when it's my time I want a speedball overdose high from coke die from dope takin last few pulls on a Newport. that shit is GOD . I REMEMBER STEALIN COFFEE TO SELL IN LIL ODESSa N GETTIN OFF IN MY MANS BABUS BASEMENT. LOL SOME FUCKIN RETARD ASKED BABU TO BUY SOME FOR HIM BABU WAS LIKE HE A REAL DOWNS. HE GOT DOWN ALRIGHT 💪 if u been rich I don't respect you then you a bitch no reason to suspect you

nAMEAN NASTY ON THE MIC

 FREAK OF NATURE MY STATURE CAPTURE YA HEARTS N I RAPTURE LIVE LIFE IN TEXTURE 40YR OLD VIRGIN AT BEST BUY I RATHER THE SURGE ON MY BEST HIGH

I speak the truth

 I don't know how to mop but I know how to rap the cop I go clap son Talkin g shit him I will slap mami pussy I'll tap with Christ I'm the second coming cigarettes I m bumming certainly succumbing my verses im drumming lyrics im humming orgasmically cumming ;)

James j reynolds

 happy birthday Mr Rosenthal I'm glad u still with same chick n content sad to say safely politics couldn't afford me that but I do thank u for having the heart to not look me in the face lol my Jews im squashing the beef putting the work in eatin ya pork in. heh time to have a pleasant day with my bro n Ms obama Talkin bout my friends are dead man I wasn't born to have friends I guess but depression chat efnet my saints and my man Andrew ohenley from Canada luvox gave u neuropathy huh I know it's foul when u develop moments of sentiment from text but that's just my hyperlexic heart :*( oh yeah my son Matthew pica Talkin bout me being a faggotn if I'm a faggotn u show me a fuckin man FUCK outa here

true story ma nig

 privilege is to be afforded in the village I'm to be recorded they might not understand genius but now they met one just like the weight scale had met pun I stick with Israel though I keep it aghanistani you know my ego all right on the money verses weighin with big fuckin the playboy bunny I'm brolic play bass 100lb weight class inhale the grass I must confess pieces is chess board right on the desk despite my big head ain't needing mask I'm committed to task healing potion in flask ugh my e-risma I'm a leftist at heart yellow like Bart drug life I part new life at start well if they THEY find me this life I love drugs only thing I love more is Ms kareva for her I'd flip over heh gnite

ehh

 my pops showing spite we ain't biologically related my man is short although he ain't hated my woman ann Marie spring n Lafayette mmtp showing up in Ryker's I knew she'd see. I'm a savant at chatting efnet depression forever I. my son grimreap a hater though. "maybe I could go back to sue the scag she knows just what to do she don't want me for my money she just wants my body honey cocaine Carolina how did I get hooked on you " - country artist freak of nature my stature I capture I'm rapture word is bond I DREAM ABOUT YOU LADY CLOUD NINE BABY I remember my love Ms kareva Talkin bout my father fell downstairs n died boy momma had that story sold to cover a mobsters tracks! it's sad wen u have sex with a chick n only place u feel it's worth to mention is a irc chat with idle folks I guess that's what makes me "Parcissus" a freak of nature resemble Jew n white elitist don't mix like two dicks n no chicks I remember she told me Paul ur like the Energizer bunny u just keep goinbn goin well shit when ur on a children's bike in the Lincoln tunnel u could keep goin it ain't doin much

my hyperlexic heart

 when I was one n twenty I heard an ircer say it may seem shallow though u better off gay I ain't breaking mother's heart even with high pay. u know I remember on a bday I sat there with gf by me enjoying a drink she sat there and I felt the moment was so awkward for her but she meant the world to me. I guess with some gays that's how it is with me. they enjoy n I'm just awkward . to fit in size my high demise my time flies and yet he tries with all the guys my heart just dies the blink defies just say oh mys my poets heart still beats though you know "HEH" so ms kareva u wise gal u tho I commit my share of sins I'm portraying innocence im a Puerto Rican jew though I believe in Jesus you know it's true I aim to please us I don't know whether to shake ur hand or hug you marky mark I'll mug you I'm just bored so I'll bug you MARKY MARK WITH UR MONEY I AINT WORRIED BOUT BREAKIN MOMS HEART ILL BUY HER NEW VALVES SO HONEY IF U GET DOWN LIKE THAT LEME KNOW! ;-)

I shit u not fellas

 I heard the word respect out my brothers mouth  once in my life.,.so far . when he said "you're a realist and I respect that".  I'm SAYIN THO I TELL U HOW I IT IS IN THAT ASPECT DONT KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT 5-0 I SUSPECT RAIDIN RIGHT BEFORE SHORTY TOOK OFF THE BLOUSE DRINKS ON THE HOUSE CALL ME RAT BOY TINYS A MOUSE HIBERNATING THIS SEASON AMERICAN NATION WITH REASON AINT COMITTIN THE TREASON I STAND BY THE FLAG WASH IT OFF WITH THE RAG GIFTS IN THE HOLIDAY BAG SMOOTHLY SLOW CALL IT DELAYED IN LIFE WINNERS CIRCLEM MUCH LOVE TO STEVE URKEL FUCKIN WITH NERDS CALL ME DORKEL GOD DONT SEND ME TO HELL SO FAR THINGS IS JUST SWELL FUCK COMPAQ IM RUNNIN THE DELL MAKIN THE SELL THOUGH I GOT OUT OFF THE TOP MAKIN THE SALE UNDERWATER WITH WHALE WATER CHILLY TURNIN ME PALE LORD BRITISH SAYIN JUST HAIL ADDIN SONIC TO TAIL THOUGH IM SICK I NEVER FAIL FUCK SPITTIN THE VERSE THAT IM SNORTIN BABY U KNOW IM ABORTIN GOT THE CASE BEAT I HOLLA AT JUDGE FUCK BLAME IM MAKIN THE BUDGE MY STYLE OBESE CALL ME SENOR PUDGE RIDIN THE CADDY FUCKIN WITH DODGE I SWEETHEART BETWEEN US THERE AINT NO GRUDGE  I SURVIVE THE GAS CHAMBER EVIDENCE I TAMPER I HAVE A WAY WITH WORDS LIKE MOTHERS GOT A WAY WITH UMBILICAL CORDS

playin with feelings huh

 if things don't work out for the best for anastacia kareva I'll rott in hell . make sure she happy or else! this autumn my apparel Zuckerberg I'm at the bottom of the barrel :-( my mom adopted me out of sympathy for a freak of nature I ain't playing the gay role n breaking her heart so if u gona kill me. do you. besides collectin SSI with brain damage or 40yr old virgin workin at best buy I'll take the former any day of the week. lol namean marky mark wats really good YO ANASTACIA IM OPPOSING ITS SAFE TO BET IM IMPOSING LOVE YOU JUST LET IM PROPOSING WE HAD JUST MET I pray to God things are well for u whoever u with if all is well I'm happy for u smokin a bad habit it's like snorting coke with Roger rabbit!!! :-) lol it's sad bro all too often I feel post mortem my style free verses I sort em Mexicans I deport em the royal couple u know I court em unlike Michael Jackson at his mansion I don't like attention I like chatting online like Marcy marc said "wat u a savant at... chatting? I solved the riddle it was fun but parcissus like the rising sUn so WHATS REALLY GOOD MR BIDEN?!?

jessica

 you a pretty ol thing much love to Alabama I call you Ms Obama I'm with you this summer back of the Hummer text app fuckin my nummer hope my brothas at the office keep Mr alive wat ya idiots know bout sitting n typing/reading text eight hours a day to the point of FUCKING retardation lol I'm pretty creative a Russian native ruling the state leave ya feelin type stiff I'm smokin ya spliff ain't got no fuckin teef I'm just too soft squashing the beef take one last whiff off the reef nifty I'm niff

"Embellishing retarded"

 name of my biography .Mr trump my number one fan fuckin with George Michael I'm talking wham u runnin modem I'm talking lan to think that in my life span I'd reach the point of just sayin DAMN HAD AN OVERDOSE ON CAM YA FUCKIN PIGS EAT YA HAM FUCKIN SHORTY NAMED TAM COMPUTERS AT 64 RAM COLLECTING SSI HI UNCLE SAM KILLIN IT IM SAYIN BAMN ridin the tracer with Tracy facts I'm facing like facey mind getting type racy I did it my way see blunts I'm smokin is hazy ain't shopping at macy k'd out like spacey I'm just out of placey :&( n Kayla perry my American beauty ur always someone to me I  guess u got used to seeing my self absorbed and idle life style

keep it hebrewist

 I MIGHT OWE YOU MY LIFE BUT I OWN YOUR WIFE :TENSION TOO THICK FOR THE KNIFE BUT IM CUTTIN THROUGH STRIFE ANEMICALLY YELLOWISH LIKE IM THE BEE HIVE YOU TALKIN LIFE IM GAME LIVE YOU TALKIN SWIMMING IM TALKIN DIVE YOU TALKIN EIGHT IM BRINGING FIVE IM BLAZZIN BULLETS LEAVE AK TO SIGH

U TALKIN MONEY IM WITH THE OIL RIG FLOWIN HONEY TOO SWEET FOR BIG I KNOW YA DIG EAT YA ALIVE LIKE IM PORKY THE PIG LEAVE YA IN A BLONDE WIG GAME IM RUNNING LIKE IM TONY THE TIG JUST SAYIN MY NIG AINT RACIST AINT ADDIN TWO LETTERS POKER STRAIGHT TALK MURDER THE BETTERS OPEN FANS HEARTS TO LOVE LETTERS IM GAUGING JUST FUN PAY OFF YA THE  DEBTERS IM WITH BIDEN IM BIDDIN IM RIDING N RIDDIN LEFT THE BARS AINT LEAVIN  SOFTLY SPOKEN IM GREETING FUCKIN Fate IM DEFEATING VICTORY MEETIN SMOKIN Ls IM JUST LEETIN TAME SHORTY IM TREATIN   that one is for my man Fabolous. thanks for the rikers visit man.

WITH A KNOW *) I'm blushing honey so LEMe know wen ya Wana get together oh my bad marky mark no homo namean I was raised with discipline God bless my mother if I outlive my mother that makes me a faggotn u know I don't get down like that yo I can't even place an lol here ;*/ I wouldn't break my mother's heart with two gay sons but Jessica ain't a man she's a doll with balls 

Hey Blondie outside

 Walked by me calling me cold! Wtf I'm as warm as toast oven ain't no need for push n shovin 😆 lol i get easily confused if ur easily amused!! Mat rodnaya rodila narkamana a mama viristila je romana rules to the game I get instructive fools with no shame ma know I get seductive that ass I tap ya head I clap closin the gap runnin the lap Talkin straight rap ruling the world on the pencil armed map

my dying wish

 I want to see that video that got released that will have homo pedophiles hunting me till end of time. I ain't blaming NOONE for shit THATS MY FUCKING WORD I ain't accusing anyone of shit ALSO MY FUCKING WORD. LET ME ENJOY COMEDY BEFORE I GET KILLED ATLEAST I COME FROM CULTURE EVEN IF ITS WITHIN MY OWN SUBCULTURE to my two ladies who liked my humor tonight a rap verse my humor technique is bruising the beef we cruising say please and I will appease if the homos will seize opportunity on their knees I smoke em like trees just before the antarctic will freeze me n my love be enjoying the breeze if she resort to strip tease we will leave it at his my ungodly name on lease so baby say please cause you already my balls they call these moistin yA pussy my jizz let's cut in between and leavin ya grease

to pops

 only if mother don't read this I want to die before my mother cause I'm gonA spend wat I got left sober. n if my mother died before me I'll decay in guilt. so think to urself now asshole a forty yr old freak of natures choice or ur closet case wifes newly found christ choice. that's one thing I can accept a painful death over dying before my mother. or just let it play out natural but natural got me here so obviously don't cut it

once my mother reads this u spoiled it n it's on her. ILL VEIL YOU THE HASSLE AND SPARE YOU THE WRESTLE my son my weight class u best b hoping I spare u the wrestle 

TRUE MY BRAZERS

 I lived junk for the sake of manhood but imma die sober for the sake of MAN. euthanasia should only be allowed for men. death isn't an estrogen concept . I lost the right to feel insulted ages ago. besides insults are primarily a small talk concept. wouldn't you agree Rosenthal. or is it that you let the dollar go over your head. I was born big headed no need to grow one. . everyday man cries Pauly defies . the truth never dies and God never lies. that's why I'm still alive. so what the only woman I had the nerve to make a move is a boyish non make up retarded girl don't make me gay. 

Humanitarian

 Wen I see my man tom cruise come out the closet on television then I'm gay. I dont have shit to say for once bottom gunner it's not even a  of gay or straight a guy like me no woman wanted n I liked the challenge with guys come on now let's get serious Mr cruise so Alexis impagliazzo want to save my ego lol but u know I lived my life straight as Jessica once told me ur straight Paul drugs or no drugs bday may 27th ain't no 40yr old virgin here so Tom cruise come on now bottom gunner wats really good my man Talkin ideals makin Broadway steals ma I'm coppin feels know u wearing high heels thunder with the orange peels under with the navy seals my son so wat the deals with that knife game I'm serving last meals n this tom bolishvili character wat happened to my ex violetta sayin we gona get married cuz I'm the only man who knew her father . poor guy died from a speedball OD IAM PRO EUTHANASIA ONLY IF ITS SPREDBALL OD TRUE STORY MY SONn my man fab like he ain't gay come on now doin a friendly song with a chick please brother fab gona bring me to tears oh yeah the Canadian Jennifer Cuthbert if ur still alive u are my jesus with that homo shit I can't come to a decisive conclusion the lies in intrusion I sigh in seclusion parcissus that man never losing glossy I'm choosing involved in the fusion whoda thunk my man talk I be bruisin the yacht I b cruising lust gets replayed but love gets overplayed you know I get paid my style displayed nice at the rim like wayde like Jordan I got it made my TEEFUS decayed during the drug raid post which I got laid 5am today still up thinkin bout my trade jump shot I fade fuck jehovas I got jade

it's seldom the case and may seem out of place

 should be LGBTQF for freak . IM ACRONYM FOR FUN. freak universally natured. I'm always right without exception in the light just your perception. alwaaaaaaays aside the fact I ain't got no money ain't got no TEEFUS n DEFINATELY ain't got no driver license not sure how u spell it but Karissa cannealy from Rhode island a lady of my greatest teenage sentiment. THE GREATEST MAN THERE IS , IS THE MAN WHO DONT LET FEAR CONTROL EMOTION AND THAT MAN IS ME. There is a right and there is a wrong in life and I'm always right. But there is also such thing as rationalizing. Hows them apples Mr yale law. WHEN A MAN IS PUSHED TO EXTREMES THERE REIGN THE SUPREMES. YOURS TRULY. my pops once said ur also like Stalin he also thought everybody was against him the one humorous comment out of his fucking mouth I got my whole life. I define u confine I refine the gold mine Kramer u like little boys huh come see me u faggot I'll leave ur ass in a body bag I remember I was youtubinh a song called youth and my pops started playing the piano can I really say that was fears impact on a man fear of mortality he is human too selfish or not

addiction afforded me the right to poverty.

 I hope pops doesn't have a concious and hasn't found Jesus or none of that obscene business. then again I hope his mind still sharp. likely so. I'm not turning back on my youth. it's what I have . today been full of coke tomorrow a FUCKING joke. my mother says they can't find my first grade year book. my big head next to the teacher. far left huh. being a straight man of my appearance has been harder in americA than being gay ANYWHERE. at forty I'm still here displaying blunt facts. can't b straight n be a freak of nature in America I thought the bible says some shit bout laying with a man as tho would with a woman. get the fuck outa here. IM AN ISOLATED EXAMPLE A DESOLATE SAMPLE.  

fuckin faggots at Google admin

 must b antisemites i translated a vysotsky song into American rAp in cultural context song called antisemite on my blog n these faggots made it look like no one ever visits my page so I figured no big deal to leave it on page then wen I was locked up at 33 they Allowed ppl to visit my page it showed on stats page FUCK U FUCKIN PENIS ENVYING FaGGOTS

I AINT DYIN EITHER LOOKS LIKE FAGGOTS PLANNIN TO KILL ME N USE ME FOR SUM POLITICAL STATEMENT

opposite of Jackson I'm black on white moral epitome just right my values whoda thunk at my height I'd put up up a fight tho my life ain't. much light leave my son to bend over u can't defeat me in battle u know it's over I'm sonnin jhova lyrically leave yA to crumbs ain't giving ya bums my game just dumbs ya down to zero all that nice they paint me hero Savin rap fully my son I done schooly leave em lookin type fooly young goddess tyra banks in love ya truly my life turning out just cruely game on lock done smokin the woolie Eminem never stand chance sword fight between Im sayin just duely my illustrious self tho they say wholly already hit the rock bottom life story I jot em tho money ain't got em these. so called lyricists u know I just butt em I'm young forever lose that I never mami I do sexual endeavour my sickly bone marrow queens bridge im running the ghetto ...my son em talkin like wat I'm gay I gay cause I hate bitches dudes ain't nothin but homo who got riches. OWNED NEWBIE EXCUSE MY COMPLICATED WORDS LOL

for Mr zuckerberg

 "religion books are irrelevant. EVERYONE goes to heaven. But it's not all heavenly. its just as you design it throughout your life." -Parcissus. I I ain't lying got the heart of a lion my business you ain't prying I'm death defying n deeply sighing top of the game you know it's mine neck ropes I'm tying n grabbing the nine let bullets spray I'm feelin just fine :-)

and thank u to

 Dr Matthew Schwartz . the legal system knows my biography and they said they didn't know what to diagnose me as. well I firmly believe I can't be diagnosed . I'm hyperlexic hypergraphic so I'm kind of autistic I guess. I dont have Asperger's I have somethin like Readergers. I love reading. repeating again I pride myself only on this. I HAVE A CONCIOUS. just suppressed by drugs a little. that's all. HEH

good night folks.

Thursday: oh yeah hello to my boy Matt Falcon. all I can say is "Corp Por" . who was the nicest at UO PvP. u already know :-)

YOU HAVE MY WORD

 as a child my farts DID NOT STINK. I AM THE DOSTOEVSKIAN Prince Pashkin. was phew contrary to logic I guess with human anatomy. how u like them FACT apples marky mark. or is it marc forgot ;/ POPS GOT THE CHEDDAR I MAY BE TALKIN CHEDER I COULDNT GET ANY MADDER IF I KILLED AND SPOKE THE KADDISH THOUGH I AINT NO TRAITOR there is ur Hebrew verse im the yidel imposing riddle "anything may be lived, but to labor without thanks THATS BITTER." - HENRY ROTH IN "a silent sleep. I sincerely hope my father hasn't come to agreement with that statement or wait comin from me is that just bitter sarcasm. new word "Bittercasm".

 

ahem pathetic

 who needs to forget when you forgive it's just perpetuating grief. a man is a man u know but a woman should never b homeless. as a man u take it how u get it sometimes. sadly so in my case . proclaimed no need I'm acclaimed by the masses. who Wana fuck me I got diarrhea try n play that shit maybe I'll see ya I'm nasty on the mic

true

 I'm the head title my son's is just subjects tossing em out like garbage objects they gonna do a biography film on Me called "Brighton Beach Beauty" my son game weak like he pregnant Im takin a leak leavin ya stagnant JUST SO I AINT USIN TOO MANY COMPLICATED WORDS FOR U EMINEM LOL I LEAVE MY SON BLOWIN WITHOUT THE DRYER RAP WITHOUT ME IS LIKE COMEDY WITHOUT THE Pryor Cmon now em ain't nice like me :-) pfffft I dunno ma to the lady who work here n helped me with dollar for Lucie tonight MY HEAD TOO LARGE TO MEASURE RAP WITHOUT ME IS LOVE WITHOUT THE PLEASURE

ahem

 have new York culture turn to sick that's like Pauly in a Pacino flick ;-) munchausen for the pussies tho I mean how much small talk can medical records do for u. pfft I'm man chosen TELL PACINO THIS I KNOW MEANIN OF RESPECT I AINT BOUT NO IMAGE FIGHT I NEVER LACKED STOOD AT THE LINE OF SCRIMMAGE. obviously no physical fight but I GOT ENDURANCE 100LBS SOAKIN WET WATS REALLY GOOD LOL u Talkin like I'm white I get hairy  and black my game just fire they say I smoke crack meaty my pack got shorty with the nice rack 8 bars sinister style don't lack I sack like warren sapp 100 pound hero you know pounds I stack smoke so I'm walkin the track wearing the smokers marathon cap u tryin getting away I'll have ya head wearing the clap

so .rat boy it is

 yeah I've been afforded privilege don't want to tilt exagerations being a retarded crack baby FREAK OF NATURE has it's pluses I must say LEMe catch one lonely bitch I'll show u wat time it is lol if my ego wasn't so big I'd prolly be gay but come on now rat boy had a HARD life. I ain't suicidal or sick I just see death as romantic my funeral not about no fear that's like a grizzly Talkin deer that's like like me being HARDcore and being a queer :/

Iti the very core of guess..

 I'm a clutch player. nuff said

. not one cig the whole day today. FUCK the bulls and pacers I'm the Bull with papers ;+) im making the sales pitch u a buyers bitch 48 hrs I had a cig wow! I used to b able to stop n barely notice difference now at 40 good lord!!! that nicotine gum don't do shit maybe I'll try patch I smoked one n a half on may13 430 walked a few miles 0 man smokin a dyin passion but I WILL LIVE :) crack baby says crazy infact details all above cor*ny right at the very core of it without the e for epiphany. PHEW ZAGRUZILI Dont claim certainty I won't claim the curtain see.

it's this

 I can quit anytime I want really. I can't stand talkin to people writing is one thing but Talkin chill I'm straight n at this point of life ah wat can I tell ya. hope my brother brings me a good book for my bday . vox Nicholson baker that was TODAYS CLASSIC.  I'll b dead before words I'm gay ever come out my mouth u ok with that we cool it took a lot of work to come to this it'll take some to walk away from the tier top moment I say I'm done smoking I find a cigarette under blanket oh well I have to grasp within reason belated considerations have to vastly reconsider I lived my life getting high for the sake of being straight ill die sober for that same sake as well. problem is what will be in-between at the remainders I have to "vastly reconsider". away from philosophy in life I know who IAM  attached to text so who got next 

fuck outa here

 these niggas on 200mg methadone n shit only reason I even take Suboxone is cause of boredom after all these years yeah I'm big like that comparing to me every other addict weak, my son with a skirt PFFFFFT "all the social appeal with my physique been a steal" - Parcissus I ain't deaf of the penis unload a nut n I win us I talk to people Talkin to myself cuz reality is this who the fuck am I to say anything like a mother with no nurture top of adopted is just torture picture that shit right in a communist country that's hard safe at core can't play it more where's the flag that I just wore my son Putin love that one make me a russian twig pa if ur a thing of the past who turns to will I'm at financial ruin it's true em with ur whole crew in  wen u truly love a woman u don't care if she wakes up sexually satisfied cuz that's her chat with the girls n u know em girlfriends cruel judges blonde in sorry just my worry my son Raiden gon b like LIGHTNING STRIKE...FINISH HIM! Lol my son eating crumbs off my tables writing bums in my fables id love ur sweet breasts covered in maples buying razors at staples Im done with my day pills leavin yA reals murder the jury no need for appeals. I'll just. pretend ur straight with me there is no need to pretend so socially I'm doin u a favor

once you've gotten pussy

 you don't care about FUCKIN SHIT I understand getting fucked the newer recover I know I know not hard atm life is full of buts and hairless mutts something hihuh u know in reality it was like any social experience to me at that point how hard it been that's the kind "of life I've led" I ain't got the strength to play father I'm not pro programmed life LOL *TRIES TO EASE UP AHH EVERY WOMAN WaNTS TO SLEEP WITH ME BECAUSE IF THEY DIDNT THEY WOULDNT PRETEND TO wen lady don't have a child she wants sex life with a child to harshly make up for it this Irene morozov was to me given our age difference. her basement plus twizzlers n pretty boy dog was the right circumstance to play with Italian boy n forensic psych dorm right circumstance for quite the baby blonde bear. I cherish such instances and their rarety with SUCH WARMTH IN MY HEART wats the big deal about me being straight I'm a freak of nature

I do believe..

look arrogance but look at retarded! women can humor too with "needed certainty" I've earned the right to die without prolonged suffering even if by suffering alone. heard a black brotha listening to Cobain today I was surprised. I like Aaron lewis better though. "Staind" 40yr old virgin workin at best buy im Russian I wasn't born in prison so that homo shit IN MY CULTURE really don't work. I miss her but I'm sickly broke so I just have to b realistic but my nigga I got stronger heart warming memories than your best day at labor. I go to sleep peacefully at night I'm sorry if you. don't coworker man smiling at you the wrong way I must say u got bigger problems than me let's keep it -,REAL,- Holmes . my whole life been a problem yet  I LIVE. shorty one night stand a lil beyond money I'm the lead singer of my band dick so small beyond funny Richard done Pryor rich tard spit fire ALWAYS BEING RIGHT IS PAINFUL I RAIN STOOL FUCK THE SYSTEM I OVERRULE IM SHOOTIN POOL TAKIN MY MAN TO SCHOOL FEEL BETTER MAN IM DONE PLAYING FOOL IM A GENIUS AT HEAaRT CALL ME OJ ON BART IM SICK ENOUGH TO FUCK A MAN IN HIS ASS BUT I WONT CUZ ITLL LOOK TOO HIGH CLASS that last one was like ems crack say before line. my version don't offend NOONE though I like retarded arrogance in women cuz then u can get real comfy but payin for women is homoed out wat u gona tell a real gf I rather touch tom cruise then I'll b able to brag to the slut that "I touched him" n get pussy for free. I mean let's go beyond gender n sex and shit and keep it at man. I stick to the issue at hand..MAN'hood. I like Talkin to myself it seems like u good ppl so I don't mind in ur company wen u greaseball in u go grease grind out thares is ur og talk AS THE MOMENT EMPIRES SHORTLY AFTER REQUIRES I'm don't know satire what's that wit it you tight knit it so may be know I will it I live it u just talk cuz ur physique better let's be realistic here ahhhh I'm an abortion legend socially speaking there could be two ways to look at last statement impossible but that abortion shit easy to play from here on I thought a wig in my hair then I'd b blow drying 

I guess

 I just like being the average joe. my age and my whole appearance Average just don't fit no more ;-( BUT IM A BULL BABY FOREVER YOUNG....to Jessica I'm nothin but I fan but for loves sake I can remeasure my life span increase the years I'll seduce my fears you know I can blood vicious like sickle cell anemia with a tan into darkness Ive ran evil I done ban cooked the devil up on a frying pan u Talkin damn I'm yelling darn raise y'all like you at barn my son open his mouth I've warned fuckin ya wife I done porned my skill in nature I done corn day god had me a romantic was born you askin wats romantic bout being alone so many years of such left me panic prone at this point I can't talk but for u love I'll mumble on the phone ya attention I capture silly smooth chore I rapture leave ya wetting ya undies u Talkin having a few I drank with al bundies demolish ya whole life you a lamb I'm the bear ya pussy I'll tear lifetime of PTSD just don't care mines been cruel ya know life ain't fair green money  I'm pear Pryor was funny I'm the naysayer so stressed got the twitch in my hair I'm defying u lying I'm tryin top of the game leavin ya crying my verses impactful leavin ya sacked fool I aint makin excuses and the truth is ive had my share of loss n I've gained jonesin leavin me pained out the sky I done rained parcissus photo I framed with life's losses still gained I'm so nice feelin type shamed masochism I claimed sexually I'm confused I tried for tyra banks whoda thunk shorty refused left my ego type bruised was gonna keep rhyming but Jessica msged omg omg omg autograph honey plz :---) my huge nose my son Tom cruise actin like he dont want to get down with bottom gunner Geller namean lol BUT I SKIP N I BROWSE MA IM UNZIPPIN YA BLOUSE DRINKS ON THE HOUSE RAT BOY KILLA eat up the MOUSE 

well

 security in the lobby just said to me I'm with u 100 percent I'm sorry I'm an addict but in so many wise ways I lived up to it...BEH SADLY SARCASTIC but thank u for kind of words my whole image it's rare I get those out of anyone IM AGING YOUNG JOYOUS YOU KNOW THAT IM FOR US rest in peace 2pac west or east don't matter pac is FOREVER rap godfather :-) for u Tupac white boy putting a line of wit for ya SMOKIN BROTHAS LIKE THEY NEWPORT PHRASE IT LIKE IM IN COURT I must say Tupac had greatest line in rap history smoke em like they indoe break em like they windows THAT Berkeley boy that's literary talent ah well *grin* bed time!!! I knew a guy wen young that had the tattoo "born alone die alone" it might b my fate no need for some social acceptance tattoo I found out at 33 I don't have biological family n look where IAM now so I guess I was born n will die alone oh well life of a hopeless romantic :+) I'm insulting results...resulting insults heh night stephaniEFNet.

u know if they hold an accurate image

 of me I like upclass company in forensic psych I read the kite runner sitting next to some AGING German pretty boy n this self proclaimed socialite black brother. yarmulkes never mentioned in American lit so I couldn't find an "amusing play"

" THERE IS UR WITFUL EXPRESSION NAMEAN depression chat of efnet good lord Phaedra character of sentiment timez it's ALWAYS WHO WE UPHOLD IN TIMES OF BEING HELD DOWN BY NATURAL FORCES I hope pops takes that seriously considering his stand "on the prosperous pavlik" THE GOOD IVE DONE the last of the man in the "last *sobs* m hoan *cries*....WIT! line . how is that for parcissus jargon for u Obama ageless and pedantic! OR SUMSING? CHINK WANK TENK -_- I'm in high hopes that "Jason Rosenthal" was on my side wen it came to saving my life pity or whatever if it's my side don't matter reason!! I'm getting greedy here I know I know but u rather b a junkie or lifetime of self pity come on now have a heart! oh my bad not tryin to turn anyone out HEH I'm sorry for mentioning ur name but between u n rest it's no down part on u. so it's just "random notoriety* by 'THE herb :+) lol brotha stood next to me Talkin bout I herbed u pffffttt imagine knows no end to whom I may tend to life will send to . to whom I ever tend to anything fuck outa here :-*( *sobs*

moments decay

 with little as to ever shiver as to never despair never in my hair safe to say it's air it's sin per se you spin away there's ur Boston jargon the mean streets of boston post there ain't no values talk there ain't any possible small tAlk! that's just how life spins out sometimes ... yeehaw! democRAT genius IF SMOKIN ROCK MEANS SUCKIN COCK BABY I OFFER IN RETAIL MAMI CATCHING BELATED BACKSHOTS IN DETAIL :-) for the sake of the word testosterone I define anything even in rap verses if u ain't a virgin u can live on high hopes alone with no frustration not too much man although im male without summer tan I'm prone to fail I'm upbeat luck in the love department Glock in the glove compartment romantics view half of a child sound just too wild my wit still instills the can so all in all I'm still THE  ..wait no *sob* not the just a man 

I speak the troof!

 I romantisize the nine 

fantasize the crime exercise the rhyme namsayin thank MY SON Mr trump for saving my life but ahem...*mumbles godfather song* id like to shake ur hand tho captain D . maybe if I'm still alive wen u get out but my son id stop EVERYTHING including smokin for relations with her but my brothas gota love that I got trump into rap.

WELL OBVIOUSLY NOT

 goin out of my way for this olbut I can text n imagines wat goes on in ur mind as u read! phew my blessings be. nuff said in some sense a father sensing no other or what was one widening up instance not any better not any worse actually good night some guy I called was like "my friend is Ukrainian" he want to talk to u. well shoot me in the fuckin face there's only one Ukrainian I want to talk to hope everything ok for her. that's my dying wish that everything turns out okay for her. my family got wealth now no worries on them :-) if they kill me n all ..

when the recycled turns

 into collection Obama takes the next election Jessica God bless my precious turned me out I freelance in these pants I've never chosen cants which of u niggas Wana dance lol bumorit summer wit. it's spring too early right wing too curly NAMEAN Barack llol niggas Wana talk bout hardcore I was a child in Soviet union n the leftists had my hold on to anal worms like a national flag we kept it real and simple feel the yellow pimple hehe I can't hold real Convo cuz of Talkin problem n the lungs word is bond I put myself out there yrtryin hard to talk to justify madness is procreating sadness y trump ain't do me FILTHY I come from certainty aint drawing no curtain see

the rat pack democrats and.

 rat boy. however it's played to whom it would seem there is obamaesque photo in this Jess character n the voice man I hate to know how men look at me I live elsewhere supposedly so now where the fuck wX I goin with that that voice of Charlie turned me out it's not a matter of friendship walking past pride either IAM who I is. it just is me n Jess had it bout the same I got punished she did time that's small talk fuck ur upbringing so to speak I though we moved past that I'm guess I'm full of myself with obamaesque remark if I wasn't big headed ironically enough there would be resemblance n I know COINCEDENCES gods way staying of staying anonymous n putting COINCEDENCES above God repressing spite within is so hard to live with it's hard to never let it all out . despite silence I'm all about why can't I just be huh resembles coinciding I'm bright And another COINCEDENCES of God rhyming it at all I already said I'm to too nice with the bars seeing me at the desk in photo enuff without class photo fact they even let me sit at that desk there iss ur fuckin genius on discipline I closet gays think shit as easy wat can I subculturally grew a largesque head. phew comin from the man written bout in my shape some want to see sick in a man such as I told push the profile aside I'm just tryin to stay inside within reason of biden I stand he sit in NUFF SAID HOPE EVEN THIS SEASON WTF IM SPEWIN ON BOUT

thes bbums

I'm class cassy on cue enough said sassy poo afraid with reason burnt out this season these faggots Wana say I didn't write my lyrica with sum con artist shit atleast pay me to steal em I don't know who's more to blame democracy or my father's faggot boyfriends can't seem to think that far into it 

ok

 con artist awAy from the artist - wtf,? now the lessiest speaks away from the ..fuckin ruining my poor mind n LGBT wants collection item

I'm not shallow

 so sideline commentary isn't looked up at. there is millions of sick people just cuz I'm an addict n dont care much for public opinion don't make me special. I have survived some wild shit and for now planning on continuing life . not livin continuing. it's ok tho so far so smooth just lil aggravation in morning ok take care folks have a nice day

Kramer u pedophile

 u a fuckin lowlife with money IVE LIVED THE HIGH LIFE BROKE ur faggot ass I'll choke wen I'm done snorting coke :-) u can only turn back the years so far aside the fact that he's star I'm always on par I whisper to the tone of har imprisoned life with no bar I ain't driving no car addicted to black tar . there is ur love song 100 percent pure garbage I think Jada said bout fifty my man dead ass u want to rap about love only place u outa b sellin is the LGBT parade. I don't give a fuck if ur Russian Ukrainian Jewish or atheist cause I'm forever young if my phone had rung to you I would've sung to your saintly image I clung even with Ritalin lung that's right that boyish antimakeup halfwit of a brown eyed girl I'll cherish till I'm dead I'm sorry I wasn't man enough anastasiya kareva IM CHASIN MY CASE SCARRIN THE FACE ROARIN MY RACE Plural MY PLACE TO THE GAME NIGGA U A DISGRACE HOLLA ATCHA BOY NAMEAN

Robert or sumsing

 miserably polite preferably invite it's what I build let's not get started with what I yield oh well manic depression got a hold on me this black chick Infront of me is like "Vox" little past fox great Nicholson baker book you take the sin I get the blame you get the win I'll take the fame you need sick people like me so u can point ya fuckin fingers n say that's illest facial features define a man sumtimes way kan aye tell ye I've grown a pretty big head over the years IM A RUSSIAN RICAN EATIN CHICKEN :-) I mean I have NEVER AS AN ADULT LET DRUGS AFFECT MY CHARACTER ppl feel odd towards my company cuz I'm a freak of nature. except ofcourse my gay folks I was bullied as a kid n in eight grade had shamella she black n Mary Spanish for friends. girls so maybe me leaning towards woman is just deep psychology maybe realistically I'm gay I didn't mean to offend nobody but THERE AINT NO SUCH THING AS BI. NOT AT THE MOMENT WEN U FIRST FEEL AROUSED. but I don't understand sexuality as a whole tho I ain't no psych genius I just have a way with words heh

Obama bumpy trump humpy lump

 bend over new York it's over I WASNT RAISED IN A CIRCUMSTANCE WHERE I HAVE THE STRENGTH TO STAND FOR BUT ILL TELL U THIS MUCH KRAMER I STAND AGAINST PEDOPHILE FILTH LIKE YOU. I ain't need to compose any brilliant image this kind of life God blessed me with a I thought of a word perfect to title my biography "Torturesque". sub titled will of steel there is retarded brilliance for you. but yo I don't give a fuck if u are Christian so am I. but it shouldn't just be the rich who gets to die in peace everybody should be able to make a peaceful exit to God. r.i.p my fellow chosen man Kevorkian. me and the doc should have our brand of Jewish . u know we keep it the hebrewist.  dying without suffering ain't fuckin suicide if ur some priest who believes that loony shit I hope u suffer real late stage no chance cancer AND YOU LEARN. wat a fuckin joke in a adult attracted to way I'm kind of pedo cuz I'm attached to Jessica and she has a certain innocence about HER i mean fuck who knows maybe that's how president trump looked at me LOL sexually testosterone seeks innocence ...in one format or another. heh innocence despite doin crime trimming chance with doin time namean I've had it up to here with "this gangsta shit" OH BOY OHHHHHHHGIRL. HEH

verse for u barack

 sayin Obama was a mistake is like fishing with osama at the lake never beat me yous a fake illest verses u know my take ;-) Obama got that serious tension face but one of a prosperous work ethic not no selfish brotha .  retarded or not I know I could've aced Yale law I'm an intellfactual ain't no pseudo-intellectual. OBAMA FOR THIRD TERM U KNOW YOU GOT PARCISSUS VOTE HOLLA. :-) as they say ",don't b an asshole half ur life but u keep running ur fuckin mouth u alrdy done 90percent* there's ur wise guy line for the day. I compose after which I expose keep runnin ya fuckin mouth n I'll impose. ;-) literary clever engaging endeavour . MONEY DONT CHANGE WHO U ARE FROM THE GET GO LYRICAL HARDKNOCK IM COLLECTING FOODSTAMPS ON DEATH ROW last one in caps for my man Fabolous *I* know wat Brooklyn all about. on that note I'll step down one with the size of my head other kids bullied and when I did better in school it became torture not justifying my stealing coffee for two weeks straight for a speedball habit this one chick dealer was like wow Paul I'm impressed don't tell ya kids but let me tell ya this speedball thing "will have ya lovin'" not sellin ass either oops homophobe humor those two words start with same letter cuz phobia a joke. either the steroids got to u or u in the closet two extremes..or so it seems my latest years greatest fears phew too long a post that one is for u Mr Obama stepping away from fab a sec

A pedophile

 because of my physique n face with no marks I still looked like a kid at time being n I'll tell you folks KRAMER FROM SEINFELD IS A PEDOPHILE . let me put it to u like this politics saved pops per se n now I get fuckin foodstamps out of it but in a verse LEMe grab a kitchen knife just for the butter come see me holmes leave ya in the gutter. once again Kramer jerked off to a kid video of me naked n when I got older dude offered me money for sex. my man FUCK Sunday COME SEE ME ANY DAY N ILL LEAVE U IN A BODY BAG WE WILL SEE WHO IN AMERICA IS SO INHUMANE TO PUT MY HYDROCEPHALIC SELF BEHIND BARS FOR KILLIN A FUCKIN PEDO. WELL SEE HOW MUCH MONEY SAVES UR IMAGE U CLOWN. :-) I deserve pity reserve treaty preserve griddy unnerve witty

I'm THAT nice

 decrownin jigga I'm major leaguer I'm just much  bigger mortis I'm rigor so go n figure black at heart just sayin my nigga. rigor mortis a persons body reaches post mortem(after death). nas better tho I saw painting of him on wall at queens bridge these whiteys should have a painting of me at Midland beach Staten island . PHEW  u know pacino played Kevorkian I rapped Kevorkian being a bum they could have just executed me PHEW I AINT GOT MUNCHAUSENS IM MAN CHOSEN. I don't want to listen to "the war cries of a half wit" tho I'll just read some ;-/ u know kids say "act like ur shit don't stink" well YOU HAVE MY WORD my farts literally didn't smell when I was a child. paranoia being interpretation of reality or reality an interpretation of paranoia to think I'd come to! my son took me years to figure out shoe tying I keep it as real as Tom Sawyer fuck paranoia I'm plain nutty just ask my lawyer

shlemazel

 I can't say my aweful "incidents" in life were luck related though. just punishment from God. shlemazel in Hebrew means a person with persistently bad luck. I don't know who's being so kind to me right now dunno if it's a face of money (atleast to me is "face of money" I wouldn't know identity) or pops. or maybe it's just desperation that leads me to believe my father actually cares. I mean shit he's a strong man. at his age in the 80s he's still topping composure. I guess "the will can be played passive". oh yeah my bro majored philosophy I'm retarded and I just like chatting online cause it's also HYPER graphic lexic. thing is I'm not too favorable and at a mid life crisis and I don't like to lie about who IAM.  I DONT LIKE TO PUT MYSELF ABOVE ITS LIKE HUMIDITY WITH A GLOVE. I mean shit I can smell and SWEAT over self-absorption at NA meetings. how a juvenile diabetic gona go to AA heh darn I'm such a shlemazel!! PARCISSUS POINTIN FINGERS ITS NEVER THE MIDDLE SAD TO SAY HIGH JUST NOT ON LIFES RIDDLE I'm driving the bum ford into the vaginal ladder of comfort but man size of my dick I don't satisfy despite CRAZY GAS. I award with knife the reward to life. just og rap to humor pops HEH u know tho it's fucked to look at it like health can't do without wealth these rich brothas claim good then why the stealth I'm livin As you nothin but Bs you stuck with trays I'm smokin trees

it's odd u know

 I seldom need definition of words I FEEL LANGUAGE once again I apologize to Jewish I was only translating cultural context I ain't no fuckin antisemite Jewish folks are the reason the ONLY REASON I came to America. heh I ROMANCE THE KNIFE BE IT LAST CHANCE AT LIFE NAMEAN cleAn my room u b the bride n I the groom when two are married the day meets doom.  witty yessuh