good night Pacino and co

 skipping over few seats lippin over few beats licking over few tits son ain't testing my wits ma getting fucked by the stick she sit on the bone she dream of the dick because cause I'll die alone I DO REAL RAP NOT NO WHITE BOY HIP HOP god bless my precious Jessica keep me black at heart with that smile man in forty fuckin years this is the first time I've been AMAZED BY A SMILE. AMAZED IS A NOTCH ABOVE AMUSED wwat allowx me to be so creative is SOLITUDE so Seinfeld u wAna hear that ill shit go on keep me lonely around my black brothers and sisters In Russian word romantic has  nothin to do with love or sex In america mm culture itd b almost depressing In Russian ITS JUST THE FUCKIN MANNN WHO DONT DO THE 9 TO 5 ,LIFESTYLE . ONE WORD MAN. :*( I view differently every day dunno if I'm gay or straight maybe just denial cuz guys been hard on me

blunt fact

 I value my concious but have I always been concious of my values? WHEN IM FULLY CONCIOUS YOU BET I AM anyway come on how u gona try to play that on the doestoevskian idiot another line for Pacino "you need people like me so you can point ya fuckin fingers and say I've never met a man like that before." *grumbles pockets for quarters for Lucie dollar" I'm thinking bout testosterone suppressants and a wig I could get fucked by a lesbian atleast I'll be able to tell myself I've been intimate with a woman. cause...I won't lie to others and I can't lie to myself I can sign books for others even if they're on my shelf. the sorrows of aging parcissus *tear out the eye* I'm sayin tho dreyfus can't we keep it hebrew n u get me some pussy cuz I might not be that big but an ex said Paul u like the Energizer bunny u keep goin n goin n goin

yikes!

 I ain't shady though I'm slim you be my lady wont be so grim. what can I say I'm a romantic in despair feeling frantic pulling hair BAD GIRLS BAD GIRLS WHAT YOU GONA DO WHAT YOU GONA DO WHEN I CUM IN YOU MS DREYFUS HOPE U GOT A DAUGHTER CUZ WITH BOYS I LIKE EM YOUNG N PRETTY MONEY REPUTATION BLAH BLAH DONT GIVE A FUCK I cAn imagine this one tho have me killed n news story write me off as "crackhead gets killed by drug dealer cause he owed money" fuck outa here I'm so above the moral masses teaching ethics classes Mr Pacino hows life treating YOU I GET OFF THE I NEVER SAY GOODBYE ;) I'm miserable but not hateful you know I rule it might be too late fool so let's gun duel no smiley face there huh lol gnite kids tell ya kids drugs destroy lives if you want I'll give A biographical LECTURE GOOD NIGHT MR SCARFREDO PUTCHINO heh genius night oh yeah "Z" I word and sort it proof 80 I port it heh I chat

my parents

though intimidated I ain't hated it's been debated I'm related eight bars verses dated  all has been stated number one im rated my skill is Ill yours just belated.  I saw an awful thing happen today a homeless Chinese lady who didn't speak English and collected water bottles empty ones get shoved to the ground by a Chinese man she fought back holding on to a garbage bag for dear life he yelled at her she raised her voice too makes me wonder what their culture is like back home. homeless must be looked at as evil or something and I could understand A pretense of reason but for a man to get aggressive with a WOMAN in that circumstance thats just a low blow to humanity beyond ANY CULTURAL REASON. it was bright and sunny she fight for money a woman get hit ain't nothin funny just ask the nunny shed have her runny ;/ *grin*

drugs or not

 IM A MAN OF VALUES. my man king always look out with some cigs or a few bucks for helping him a little boy I cleaned his room for cpl hours he looked out with a 20. I use drugs but I ain't spending cpl dollars someone give me on ten min buzz wen I'm getting off I'm trying to GET OFF. Enjoy myself for awhile. God bless king good dude black folks got a place in my heart forever. :) IAM god you better respect that that smoking bud u know I expect that getting money with reason killin me huh u just funny this season 

phew

 was bout eight inches away from getting hit by a truck lady stopped and said "you got a death wish?" once again I'm sorry Alexis impagliazzo for being rude you're a gentle little one heh I come bear fo grizzly leave ya scare fo shizzly I come at u curing lymphoma dickin you slow ma you lying I'm looking luck you crying I'm cooking duck so what's good sickly P versin' you ass I'm above the itching I'm best and you just bitchin I'm sealing satisfaction guns blazing stealing the action rest in espanol peace my man pun in heavenly  action be I dead or alive in action I thrive into wet pussy cock dive talk bout stars I got nothin but five rest in peace god known as 2pac heh I'm sick sickly P illin I'm thinking bout doin a pac parody of me n my gf id b like. I WAS TOO MATURE FOR NA FUCK BROADWAY IM TALKIN SPEEDBALL PLAY lol :) night fellas

as I was saying

 GENIUS. dostoevsky said is it possible that he has nothing but cowardice and fear of death to make him live? well *I* believe what pushes the intelligent man to perpetuate life is this. the philosophy of what's BETWEEN right and wrong a philosophy that heavily relies on Jesus Christ. though Christ is beyond bible babble as I'm beyond champ of scrabble hehe so if doestoevsky loosely tied to NIETZCHE then IAM handcuffed to Jesus . heh excuse me Berkeley boys  I may have done my share of wrong but the moral spectrum put me as justifiable I may not be flawless but IAM taken away from flaw. so what's really good marc Zuckerberg ? I'm as much a coward as short were the twin the twin towers SO WASSAP OBAMA HOWS THEM APPLES FOR YALE LAW pattern it'll turn lantern it'll burn endless strings of attachment leftist wing of detachment heh gnite MY BARS IS SO HOT LEAVE U IN THE EMS CARS LOT I turn the tits like tire burn through fits like fire earn my bits YES SIRE

genius

 I learned very young how to stop life from benefitting from tears I'm THE MAN NO HOMO NAMEAN lol oh yeah spite is a childish need all u bullies from my childhood IAM 100 percent sure most of u are homos niggas gona die virgins with a dick in they mouth I ain't a virgin but I'm gay myself I used drugs to get with girls now I like fat retarded arab niggas or quiet calm shy Jewish guys don't matter what they look like it's what's at heart

coincedences are gods way of staying anonymous

 I've been in a coma twice I said once third time is a charm my name is pavel NBA player Chris Paul is number three jersey number. my name is one letter longer than Paul I suppose this is my after life and my first coma was in 2005 Chris was drafted that year FUCKIN WILD WOW just woke up from a day nap I had the UGLIEST MOST VIVID NIGHTMARE a bear biting a dog by the neck and the poor puppy suffering I was almost in tears looking back I had a dream about Sergey muravsky I pulled his hair oh my precious youth I miss you my platonic lover seroja ;/

truth spoken

 word is bond. illest verses I never omit eight bars I submit u know I admit rap rookies will permit  I'm fuckin the clit Talkin straight wit all in all this just my bit than me it don't get any realer god the karma dealer Greek goddess I feel her lady heart know I steal her court cases I beat her no need to appeal her scavenger hunt know I seal her I'm the pussy peeler last dinner the mealer your soul I heal her SPITE IS A CHILDISH NEED YOUR PHILOSOPHER PAULY BOY SAID SO! lord I'm greeting he keeps the heart beating my story you reading pac big and Pauly just leading the two prior I'm meeting and lyrically defeating the verses I'm heating  I'm standing you sitting eight bars IAM treating you've got to be shittin

*sigh*

 a lifetime of purgatory I ain't a burglar no need to worry to Jewish folks I say sorry and now I'm one and forty I spit a true story. what can I tell you mother called me a romantic *wide grin of joy* a character in dostoevskys book crime and punishment said "I admit it's an unforgivable weakness but I can't help it IAM afraid of death and I don't like it when people talk about it ." God has forgiven IAM no longer afraid! ;) he also said something like a man should never give in to boredom that one I can't help it hehe the author sure talked about being a man alot that's why we modern day folks say MAN UP! I've been punished equally for my one true sin I've been struck with poverty *deep sigh*

true

 u rich ppl with ur private schools and fancy homes I smoke spliffs to the domes I stand for the poor sick pessimist I know what that's like ain't gotta tell no fairy tales for political favor I'm a sick poor pessimist I know baby sounds optimistic! I know how to keep my mouth shut when needed  I'm a masochist bleed it novels I read it baby I feed it

thanks

 yeah thanks "CindiK" . my troubled youth in depression chat . hope you are good dear hope u still alive :) I had a dream about u I STAND FOR WHAT I BELIEVE IN BUT DO I BELIEVE IN WHAT I STAND FOR DONT KNOW ANYMORE LIFE FUCKED ME..besides I'm not one to sit and MY MAN MATT FALCON FUCK ATLANTA WILBARHAM MASSACHUSETS U ALRDY KNOW WHAT TIME IT IS I create a tale around any story even if I fail there's no worry fuck outa here

saddening

 y'all say one thing and do another gay some sing along with father. NORMAL KIDNEY FUNCTION YES SIR THATS GOOD NEWS my pops had glaucoma surgery DAMN THATS ALL I CAN SAY IS DAMN

textisma

 21 was the one good year of my life shandy lived on 21st n J . that which followed is Jessica for J and 21st year of my life. to anybody I'm a somebody or maybe I'm a nobody. I defined heaven through out my life and now I got it. "Heh". fuck with me and your father em you know I'm fuckin your mother then who iller namean neff Zuckerberg and co my persistence can't be measured your assistance is treasured

thank you

 to Uncle David Weiss. he knows me fact I ain't no antisemite. Jewish folks have been kind to me through out my life. I was just translating cultural context into a rap song. simple TO MY BLACK BROTHAS N SISTERS I KNOW U GOT FAMILIES TO FEED IN THE CASE YOU BLEED MY VERSES YOU WILL NEED WITH ME DOIN A GOOD DEED RAP GAME I GOT THE LEAD

cutie with a bootie

 I brush your hair you rush my stare my lady looking out for me with two dollars GOD BLESS MY LUCIE LOVER crime has had its punishment but I leave you in astonishment when wrong ties into the equation a man must have patience r.i.p my fellow man of brilliance doestoevsky a true romantic Russian definition of romance is depressing BROMANCE I'm supressing what's the chance I'd be expressing orgasmic pain I'm repressing what's really good I'm a man of class who's never rude it's what you do not who you are it may be true that heaven is far defining distance in this refining instance 

don't know how long I got left

 as I said though I rather die on two legs than live on one. your respect I command from my impact you descend worn down in theory my clothes is weary down not out as the virgin prince myshkin had only been intimate with one woman n he only kissed her out of sympathy I hope I die reading dostoevsky spoils the romance of my life I'm not a virgin my son washed up with laundry detergent heh more from the book to go wrong in your own way is better than to go right in someone else's in the first case you are a human being in the second you're no better than a bird. I'll lie in my bed alright you pussies stay clucking in your BIRDS NEST

coincedences

 make God anonymous I just picked up a doestoevsky book n I quote "I am delirious . you are lying my sparrow! So I am strange ? you find me curious, do you?". the beautys of life in doestoevskys crime and punishment he wrote "raskolnikov was not used to crowds and as was said previously he avoided society of every sort especially recently but now all at once he felt a desire to be with other people something new seemed to be taking place within him and with it he felt a thirst for company" the bet by anton chekhov THE GREATEST PIECE OF LITERATURE WORLD WIDE

what precedes in or something

 I'm shot my size can only alleviate my demise only straining my high whichever kid that was from I don't know listen I like anonymous introduction like one with my diarrhea viewer IF ANY OF U WOMEN R INTO SEX WITH 40Yr MAn With 15yr old boys body let me know simple

My life

 it ain't all that bad I ain't all that mad leave ya for dead it's just type sad. life I capture in style I rap sure meanwhile my people i rile know my record on file these fuckin fagots Wana kill me I'll shit on them while they in hell. fuck outa here add a mask to extortion and you get abortion you add a mask  okie that amused a short inquiry.

I see why I did what I did to my father

 I had no time for thought not even to process right and wrong what your voice is my arms are Jessica so we on the same field heh I tell you I love you and keep me alive you tell me you love me you're opting for knife wasn't even thinking about the old man on that one just parcissistic rage ha I'll never be a dad but it's ok iva been afforded romance without my saintly imbecile kareva whoda thunk that id manage with my face all in damage I think I had a stroke that's what's causing speech problem but (otherwise) it's ok. for however long that buys me hopefully long enough to be dead prior to problems

factoday

 my black brothers on my team though life has worn me thin I stay to win or so itd seem beat me in battle chances are slim step back before shotgun trim your fro leave ya lights dim I don't shake I wake and bake my life's at stake you a cinnamon flake bullets I take for this heros sake  fear with reason can be paranoia to so what it do nah my single bar done for the day  I'm frolicking or something with a flamingo by my side  but does it step forth that's better question there's ur next homo movie line I don't charge no sweat my son I live as life comes for us chatter bums I had a seizure tonight in my. room toss my ego in the garbage bin there's is a chapter in new York's fruity arms I could wear a wig shave legs even lipstick COINCEDENCE ID NEVER I RATHER GET SHOT BEFORE I TALK LIKE A LADY NOW I UNDERSTAND JESSICA NOW SHE CHOSE TRANSGENDER THATS WHY CUS SEXY VOICE LIKE THAT WITH HER SMILE I DONT CARE HOW BIG HER DICK IS SHE A LADY IN MY BOOK 

namean

 IM ALL FOR THE GOOD JUST AND KIND BUSTY BLONDE SHE BLIND just letting my son neff know what time it is hehe I'll show these nerds a science beyond science my will power heh speed walking five miles a day daily it's Sunday just got back from six mile speedwalk id jog ten a day easy but I love smoking I told these faggots I was hardcore jk internet humor

dostoevsky

 in crime And punishment he stated "it is because I babble that I do nothing perhaps it is that I babble beAcause  I do nothing." did he consider the EXISTANCE of a sickly man who can't even babble anymore because of a new found speech problem. looking like me babble only caused people to further ignore me   man hard times all I can tell u. thank God for my decent black folks. yeah Mr Rosenthal tell em what I'm about lol IM THIS MOMENTS OPPONENT EUTHANASIA PROPONENT I hope they don't kill me for that verse but I believe God has nothing against a man dying with dignity even a Puerto Rican jew like myself I EAT WHATS ON MY PLATE EVEN IN PRISON AT THE STATE IT IS TOO LATE EVEN FOR ME MATE I stick to all positives hard times tho after my life before prison wat I had lived doing is CRAZINEZZ

loool

 I got a home health aide named bibi n I relate everything to efnet characters "mimmie" my chick bibi oh my I wouldn't mind then again id fuck a headless chicken now so I wouldn't mind Mr zuckerberg n I don't care if u record it on cam cause yeah -wise ass remark bere- my man health aide at 40 I know who the winner is

truth

r.i.p doestoevsky THAT IS GENIUS. from me I'm one beyond faith faith and above reason I'm against treason illustrious fame is my place this season. YOU FUCKING FAGGOTS MAKIN ME FEEL SHITTY CUZ I SAID NO MORE DRUGS WELL I GOT THE HEART OF A LION SO FUCK U PUSSIES YEAH ITS LIKE THAT but I know in my position it is better to use for reasons I can't discuss it got nothin to do with wanting to get high tho I need dirty urine screens maybe I'm fucked

don't know bro

 if I'm having some sort of male PMS or I'm in the PMS post-mortem society  heb u know in my very hard life even with people the way guys treated me as a kid was horror but dead serious the only people I NEVER had a problem with not even once are black folks. and THE ONLY MAN who kept it real with me was a black doctor he asked me if I was abused as a kid I was like listen my man I ain't a ACS america kid my childhood was in the Soviet union heh....he grinned and said oh yeah my childhood was in Africa that's not abuse THATS DISCIPLINE. I GIGGLED HE FROWNED AND WE WERE EQUAL ON TESTOSTERONE PRODUCTION cause let me tell u retarded or genius call it what you will but I knew if I didn't get an A on the test boy momma was quick with the belt lol