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verse for u barack

 sayin Obama was a mistake is like fishing with osama at the lake never beat me yous a fake illest verses u know my take ;-) Obama got that ...

Mother said I'm a romantic. my style result from years of aimless reading im aimful feeding. autist!

https://www.blogger.com/blog/post/edit/5074896454593679223/1684892603714142096 <- "right who? wrong where?"



My name is paul and I'm an addict.


those who suffered from day one without solution much like me life lived without a cushion. romance known as my existance has been dedicated to you.

Sunday, April 30, 2023

I WOULD NEVER CLAIM TO BE..

 no Eminem fuck that derelict with millions I'm slamming em I don't want to wait for my life to be a over fuck the Lambo gunz blazing hop out the rover my son Talkin tough he soft AS clover dawg I give it to u raw fuck jhova I got em tight so just bend over OOH MY SON PARCISSUS WENT IN ON THAT ONE HA u want to meet the Pryor of rap don't worry I don't do concerts no tickets needed :-)..except with u Zuckerberg I'll perform for a few foodstamps I know groceries give a dollar for only two stamps. OK HONEY my man obama prolly like OOOF stay black Pauly namean I miss Jessica :( FOREWARN YOU ILL BURN CLUE MY SON EM SO I AINT USIN TOO MANY FUCKIN COMPLICATED WORDS FOR U LOL

 yo God bless my BOY Dr Schwartz Matthew I think his name is n nurse vera buildin ten psych she promoted my hyperlexic genius heh forgot last name figureua or sumthin like that DEFINATELY remember name vera though but comical Christ pryor might have smoked rock Infront of fans WELL U KNOW WHAT ILL SMOKE ROCK INFRONT OF LOCAL PRECINCT SHOW ME THE ATHEIST OF A COP WHO GOT THE NERVE TO ARREST ME PPFFFFFFTTT my wrist too small for nail to Christ comparison I'm pale how u like em peaches my may 27th mafia leader Jason Rosenthal.

being a savant and a gifted retard..

 two different things. I was somewhere in the middle at birth. I don't know man my father is too old for opinion I know it's kind of sad but I ain't mad being with you on my death bed can't be all that bad just for my writing pad what can I tell you I write romance I step out and feed the needy loser or not say fuck greedy be it truth please just hear it be it loose please don't fear it gay as goose I'll just clear it forget hollywood fuck acting Pacino play Kevorkian right I'm reacting SORRY KIDS DONT CARE IF UR HEALTHY AS THE ROCK IF UR A MAN U SEE DEATH AS ROMANTIC keepin busy maintains sanity taking it easy pertains vanity

sacrificed my life to be straight

 this is just more or less the results. sorry "Louis". sayin I ain't all about the projects is like reading with no subjects God exists if you don't mind i persist he's hard to find that one is for u fellow aging man obama OH YEAH FELINE I JUST LOVE READING N WRITING IM NOT JUST SOME SELF IMPORTANT GREASEBAG UNLIKE SOME *COUGH* MY BAD SON RITALIN LUNG NAMEAN what grows delusional shtuff on a man FUCKIN DESPERATION fo shizzle fo sho or just for show drinking Morgan snorting blow Pacino ruined his acting playing Kevorkian so ummm "promotionally" oh well I'm just sitting here chattin with myself.  he got me beat lol

Saturday, April 29, 2023

HEY GUIDO

 I've come to extreme pleasures obscene measures supreme treasures . I'll toast you I rathers hey kid  LISTEN money might change you but it sure as fuck ain't gonna change who you are. heh sentiment of depth spoken green in color.

it's about how u were raised early in life so I might not b happy but baby I was RAISED WITH DISCIPLINE SO IM CONTENT :-) 

ur hometown genius parcissus

proof: IM SICK ENOUGH TO FUCK A MAN TILL HES BLOODY BUT I WONT CUZ ITLL LEAVE ME ALL MUDDY the shorty I'm greeting the man that I'm meetin ya team I'm  defeatin my brother I'm treating I'm just that elite and my meat I'm just beatin trizollin u know I'm just trolling bitches at bridge I'm just tollin leavin ya falling on ya knees you just crawling son u know that I'm ballin no need for no stalling fuck the holes that I'm walling 

IM NASTY ON THE MIC I want all donations comin from my life to go to SPECIFICALLY kids before puberty who seem like they got no reason to live. cuz yo once a man hit puberty he knows wat he all about. ain't no fuckin redirecting ur cock gets hard u know who u are lol

I'll tell u this much guy

 lookin up to someone and looking up at em is two different things. I go at em namsayin I ain't arrogant I got nothin to b arrogant about today I'm just full of myself but that ain't jackshit at 510 I'm 130lbs soaking wet so full is type small anyway IM A MAN BEYOND COLORS OR SO HE JUST HOLLAS...cause inside ur ugly ...ugly like me :/

ill

obscene im lean livin the dream or so itd seem chances look grim as my images whim the lights go dim im a one man team. I'm writing pressure in caps pressuring gaps ur beauty in taps traveling maps rockin the caps running the laps  now I'm to goin to naps defeatin me on the mic chances minimal to none spoiled just as my hot dog bun but i tell u fact my sons where it UPHOLDS "I rather die with my word than live life bored" brilliance at hand ... my style tactful the cards is deck full. I don't care if ur Jewish or Italian could never drag a spiteful comment out of me. period. go change ur tampon :-) 

namean I'm a miracle. READ

i remember growin up dear mom once told me "u are miracle* i lived through a earlier than birth hydrocephalus means my head filled up with liquid thats how it got so big. i guess this shit happened before the skull formed. FORGET DYING FOR OUR SINS I LIVED FOR THEM. My son zuckerberg "i speak facts everytime i step in the booth." :-) my birth day may 27th . nuff said but "I DO LIKE THE UNLIKELY" RARETIES. word so if u like weigh 500lbs and want me to suck your dick. im ALL FOR. fuck kramer from seinfeld i dont sell myself. BUT I LOVE RARE AND AWKWARD. NOT RARELY SO. but this girl nastya a childhood friend was like she aint nastya she nasty. DONT CARE in like women that arent lady like. boyish in appearance n personality. word she was "mildly retarded" thats what makes her THE MAN. she would just lay there not moving an inch durin sex not even pretendin that i got "the size to satisfy" lolool never wore lipstick or nothin either. now u tell me i aint brilliant mr zuckerberg n ALL MY HIGH HOPES N SUCH WILL DIE. POST UR FUCKIN FACEBOOK OF ME CRYIN hehe ive lived a beautiful n romantic in the russian sense of word life. thank my father for NOT GIVIN A FUCK BOUT HIS STEP SON I WAS LIVIN LIFE THE IMAGE OF A RETARDED JUNKIE LOL CHILL IM A SAVANT AT CHATTING

The RECORD shows...

I took the blows. and did it...yup did it my way. i dont like gettin blowjobs tho it is nasty when a person puts their mouth on it...the medical facts show i did it my way. ;-) i remember runnin chain pharmacies to steal coffee n go to brighton beach to sell it n buy speedball. this literally went on for two plus weeks. i was gettin off in this old timers "Babu" basement. this girl lena who sold it atb she knew what i was doin she said to me "wow paul, im impressed." few days later she died from speedball overdose. i did this as a Juveniile diabetic n this was about ten years ago. THIS WAS ABOUT TEN YEARS AGO.

Thursday, April 27, 2023

n listen guys call me straight

call me gay i dont care that FACE of jessica is a masterpiece it deafens you with yells of pleasure she dont even have to talk true story my son i tell it how it is not how it could be syncing with the sensual voice phew penis and vagina Irrelevent wats a pussy worth my jhand got a tightervsqueeze fuck THERE AINT NOTHIN AWKWARD BOUT the WORD FACT dont spoil the ruins and dont ruin the spoils i just like sittin around bunch of ppl readin my books suspenseful orgasm WITH HEBREW I SEE IT AS MULTICULTURAL FAN CLUB IM HUH WAIT LET ME HIDE UNDER MY

if they put me in state psych readin books

sound otherwise i aint got noone to live for not much of i exist to live IN TODAYS PHILOSOPHICAL SECOND GUESSIN SO TO SPEAK N N I DONT DO WHORE HOUSES NO I AINT NO VIRGIN EXCUSE ME IF THATS NOT HEAVILY FROWNED UPon AT BLACK COMMUNITY MR OBAMNUHHHHHHHG look i mean if a woman wantsbme that much but ways the picture ffs i need a natural freak like no breasts or sum other shit i aint a kidbno more that tyrs banks shitbgoes out the door id show em na faggots how a real man do things truthfully spoken violently broken factd on loves token

ye

more space in small ones is lesz space in big ones zoo dont have less more i dont do cardio tests for a reason therre is someone involved who saw afar in queens soldier got this far. IF I CANT GET A HARD ON ANYMORE I DONT KNOW I WANT TO LIVE LOOKIN LIKE ME CMON I CAN ONLY DEAL WITH CONFUSED SO MANY TIMES IM TALKIN SOBRR LIFE AWAY FROM EVERYTHING FOR WHATS LEFT CAN B DONE EASY and for a man like me picture the woman your own mother wants SEXUALLY to want you for a flawless erect experimental phase come on ladies its just a dildo small in size a toy only arrogant women want i u have to paint what u feel so it go bold and steal i can get into gettin fucked a pleasamt alternative its funny shit with self image syncs for a mid life crisis dont it healthy folk this goin to the hospital shit i dont want life of worry. its ANTI - testosterone zuckerberg i want to live me and die before me departs arachnoid hemmorage with ego on top make a hell of a film

from here on mut

i dint know if im originator of thought or say what my father kept it "blunt" where necessary. well all that philly dutch talk is just an approach where we goin see i disnt come up with that intellectual wit i never miss just for the sake of missing my dick dying before i die that would be the ultimate sell out ur excuses is god body till found out what got gotti a deeper want beyond a growth stunt shittin me with my appearance the kind of life i had to this day is NUFF SAID dont care what angle u look from THE REALITY OF MY FUTURE LIFE HAD BEEN STOPPED IN PLAY SOME NEVER DISSOLVIN yep stopped at play.

Wednesday, April 26, 2023

I do know how to appreciate

but appreciation malfunded is huh ok just berserk a rarety in its own advance lips being ur attire lips aint what you admired enforced small type just

word is bond

freedom is kept by a parent as a child and when that person betrays you youre no longer holdin it anyway so im on the left in politics life is a guessin game much like my rise to fame heh i know my modern interpretations are movie lines film text written for u wen some freaky youngin plays me in a movie

I'm not a chicken you're a turkey

softened by feather enjoyin the weather exlains the day today some bitch sexta prolly the transgender goddess neighbor from staten island wen i called myself a recluse broad said "youre embelishing retarded" man GOD BLESS MY MOTHER THATS WHERE MY INTELLECTUALLY RETARDED WISDOM COMES FROM :) but i will NEVER FORGET THE GUY FROM HIGH SCHOOL who always looked n said to this kid "he cant keep a tight ass" while smilin at me. he didnt say it to me but smiled at me boy ive always had it with gays. OBSCENE oh yeah i admire n looooove polite ppl like extremely polite thats "disciplined class" in my book. oh yeah the pretty pale lady today well PAVEL N PALE START WITH SAME LETTER coincedences gods way of stayin anonymous

u know abum...

u know im russian n that gay stuff is frowned upon ut dyin a junkie frowned upon in both america n russia it will hurt if i die both. oh well guess im americas boris moiseev the only singer EVER whos gay and was allowed fame. i mean shit the guy was born in prison. i dont know where i was born found out at 33 mother aint biological either. i love her tho as i said once IAM A MAN OF MORAL VALUES AND ethical standards ive lived with pain so i dont have to imagine it not physical pain BUT PLENTY OF IT I SHIT U NOT FUCKED UP PIANO YET IM THE BARD POPS SOLD OUT HAD THE AVERAGE JOE CARD.

wonderful tonight

the most romantic song in american history NO HOMO NAMEAN lol even with my death at hand i sing along with my band settin the illuminati trend glorious the american land respect recieve why i do send. Sickly P as matt falcon called me in a games character name. u already know im the illest I BET JASON ROSENTHAL SETS PRAYERS EVERY DAY I DO CLAIM HETERONESS. lol sorry he got offended loneliness im up n at em fuck planes u know i jet em mr jordan damn right i bet em god verses u know i get em political stance u know i set em the government YOU KNOW I DEBT EM that one is for my son trump i vote for u president of ATTICA TIGHT ANUS RELATIONS IM ILLIN hehe

Tuesday, April 25, 2023

how

its not interpersonal yet does it interwine for a person with a dick wrong to have long hair all in all overall they just askkippin rikers island curtain call i exagerate the need you employ the greed well gee golly im sorry i missed my portion meat in my mouth room will never be done to that would cause permanent problems i know how to control myself as needed where needed to from any social troubles i pull back either you cater or i leave u a waiter socially waitering sure sure YOU TAKE JUST ONE AND ITS GOT U JUST SO U KNOW ITS NOT U HEH EXCITED TONIGHT

fact

testosterone measures a mans will. n my levels at 40 is STILL sky high .

Monday, April 24, 2023

I'm a medical legend

given lifestyle i lived especially abman with my physique AND I WILL SURVIVE heh but u cant interrupt lonely survivors lifestyle namsayin today i met a black nastya but i dunno that boyish girl shit needs somEthin serious I AINT BETRAyiN MY ROOTS THATS LIKE SKIING IN BOOTS i wonder if my son trump still takin occasional mood lifting glance at me phew

Sunday, April 23, 2023

gay world

past that without it is obscene oh boy my stoned soul tells me creativity results from livin a necessary delusional life or where huhhhh i figured out travel today FOR IT TO BE RIGHT DOES someone have to be

Saturday, April 22, 2023

all it takes

is one moment of certainty to pick up from seome nike dementia line for u as the moment entails satisfied no need for details I NEVER LET IT BLAST PAST THE POINT OF MUTUAL RESPECT NIGHT FAWKS NO MORAL HALL OF FAME WITHIN MY OWN SHAME I NEED CIG

play or sumthin

play wwith a girls feelings to maintain composure as a junkie well to whoever made that remark i dont play with AA girls feelings i hold em ready to serve to playette drivin escalades in my escapades

Friday, April 21, 2023

yes I did

i told a guy who asked me for cigs i aint got none but because he stayed outside i let him smoke half so i dont have to feel guilty ofcourse being giving FEELS GOOD too. GNITE folks

ooh rather ahhhh

thinkin bout the lust of tomorrow a must with no sorrow ...an addict in burrough namsayin love is a miracle and im just hysterical im nasty WITHOUT THE MIC TOO ahh sux not havin my comfort pillow jess around prior to after then its just when he grabs the pen against any cultural ban even jewwish with summer tan u already know the plan NAMEAN lol

yep

written so simply in reference complex THE PHILOSOPHICAL STAND POINT ANATOMICAL END POINT LIKE MY SON EM SAID IM MORE OR LESS CRAZY MAYBE MORE CUZ I SMOKED CRACK TODAY YESTRDAY N DAY BEFORE lol youngster was vicious

Thursday, April 20, 2023

go figure

my life short romantic just too frantic what it was learned from and what it is now too different so wise sections SloB THE KNOB SHED NO TEAR SAY TO BOB HAVE NO FEAR lust phew

my EXISTANCE

my mind has disected sex crumbles but nevertheless job erected my mind has set sex to an antagonist for time being OR SUMSHIT NAMEAN im beratin my son is latent here u go four downstairs ppl

Tuesday, April 18, 2023

Truth

detain the main im sane to spain to gain in this rain be leftist my lane. WE DIDNT COME TO TEACH U THE TRICKS OF THE TRADE WE CAME TO FIX THE CHARADE

COOL

stands for "Captain Of Operating Lustfully". im a COOL. in the beginning its never pleasent in the end theres always a present. rap supposing supports the sexually enlightened THE WAY I PHRASE MYSELF I AMAZE MYSELF

Sunday, April 16, 2023

Sick.

them or per se they im one of death row towards one man records i spun off WHATS IN GODLY QUESTION HAS AN UMGODLY answer i just at a loss for words witn some IM JUST GOIN THRU THE HARDSHIPS OF TRANSITIONING

Yup

boredom and philanthropy are two different things tho ill accept both :-D

Saturday, April 15, 2023

..phat

senor collection abruply lost election phew whats there to say my son tryin to win the election with a silent erection RIDDLE TO THE REST CRADLE TO THE CHEST HEH IN CAPS philosophy is questions that are open to other questions n i dont have a secretary "oh well" him on the pussy model her on the juicy struggle somewhere

why or how

God stands science climbs. i exist but its ok ill take a seat.

Friday, April 14, 2023

survivor

sexually im a jordan i hand out fade away backshots. nuff said. i will NEVER end my own life except god forbid in terminal illness where all thats left is suffering. god exists n as time has gone to prove he does care about us humans. ILL TELL U FOR FACT!

Wednesday, April 12, 2023

OH YWH

livin for today with a bitch to fuck wouldnt be a scandalous play im just missing the pay so i sustain gay wateverbthevfuck that means MY SUBCONCIOUS STORES MORE INFO THAN ANY OTHER HUMAN BEING ALIVE " my son em tryin to say he the man thats like gooin to antartcica n catchin tan " im nasty on the mic spiritually i discern god body concern evil christ overturn with him makin return wish ya humans would learn tearin ya up makin ya burn son my style deep i know u just tryin to learn :-)

Tuesday, April 11, 2023

yup

feelings push the vibe suffering has been the only thing that keeps the dick intact tonight i shall present the sufferin onset huh cmon now phew dullsville well anyhow with music talent like lennon wen u got it like that with money YOU ARE A BITCH if i was rich i wouldnt need drugs split it in half you get a spoonful need isnt fittin but ah well tough times exagerate the need but that leading where silly stuff ima well yeaaaaj

focus

for the good thats left in my heart theyre trying to push it out in a shopping cart ill cremate the hate too late in my

LOL

MAT RADNAYA NAZVALA ROMANOM A DRUZYa PROZVALI NARKAMANOM LOL VOT VAM ROMANTICA exercise deflawed self control tho ON MY OWN YEP. i must say through moments of spontaneous focus i remember one thing having a concious is bothersome god bless jewish ppl for bringing me to america. EXTREME FOCUS THOUGH

Monday, April 10, 2023

AWHATBNUFF

what hurts the hurts the hero tames darkness nuff said saying its shit doesnt necessarily means cut yeah all too often altho the level of hunger feeds within bid thin

Sunday, April 9, 2023

please ill

sickness creates an awkward environment that.,umm..doesnt in wit maybe does well fuck i just dont know i tried to avoid the ONLY thing i learned from pops at all cost n look where it got me

between sincere and respectful

stands who is it paveil kidnapped the don kid clapped my son i stand within dont sit without. as well as could be imagined

Saturday, April 8, 2023

what

break me like a twig im a full time gig schoolin son big fill ya up like an oil rig namsayin ya dig

Friday, April 7, 2023

suffer.

thats ok cause in the sport of suffering iam a #1 draft pick. only problem is were past the draft my minds creativity is upped by any suffering. even discomfort. they say shit like cocaine adds to creativity for me itd the opposite like a long crack smokin come down. i dont mean to brag but even in the small remainders of my mind im still wn interesting person. i wish i found a woman who ENJOYS suffering we would be soulmates . im entertained by sickness i been that way most of my life i come up with this kind of stuff on my own eventually theyll take advantage and kill me. use their device that manipulatea brain signals this aint paranoia either im telling you BLUNT FACT FACT FACT.

Thursday, April 6, 2023

namsayin

REAL eyes realize real LIES . Oh well could deny it to self only for so long

Wednesday, April 5, 2023

my jewish people

yes jewish people were needlessly harsh on me. i was just translating cultural context. no meanin to offend or disrespect. NONE AT ALL. ;-)

garbage.

the law relies on instinct its raw n distinct thats wat a judge should say to A YOUNG MAN appearing in his court room. im justified in every way except my own addicts heart. well i hope they dont just kill me some form of euthanasia id see possible or something bing ching bing ling ching its that real and steal appeal at will i would do anything to change my life if jessica was guarenteed to be in it. let her know this or resultin answer from there of.

Tuesday, April 4, 2023

spoke to courageous

juat so he'll page us aint no tapin fate its never too late i uaed to carry them on my buck now replaced by a FOXette. u play the roulet stuck in this play ive accepted gay and now theres just decay. ur nastier hobbies i dont sweat it. night

Monday, April 3, 2023

I must has say

the mind is more creative when lonely but doesnt the author deserve a spot in natural. the wall is big enough on the end to paint a picture. - GeT it picture it ffs ;( if its the most possible why is there words to fit

in

in second on fourth

whatever being is

clothim lane hmmm mind not hittin any pleasent spotstheyre tryin to aasavenme or sumthing i aint on the track

Sunday, April 2, 2023

seinfeld hi dreyfus

i like the chuby boy with his glasses the best out of all ppl on show the umm the man with character SO MUCH OF IT IT BARELY NEEDED TO B DISPLAYED n in my shallow opinion hes the most attractive out of everyone male and chicks my son got flavor. on one level or another i experienced empathy with mr rosenthal jason i believe firmly experienced sympathy towards yours truly. boy let me tell u how difficult my life haas been only adds to the romantic touch and so its such though much too much . anyhow lets smoke a dutch :-) im ok for now thats all. not much to say

Saturday, April 1, 2023

I'ma write a book

bout two ppl who chat online an average young lady n a freak of nature recluse male he speaks on how nice it is to be social and to actually meet people then she actually asks to meet him and he kills her over her corpse he yells I TOLD YA I PREFER CHATTIN OVER FUCKIN U PERVERTED SLOB! lol sorry couldnt help it. good night folks..just parcissus :-*(...well umm i dunno you even play with my cloud recordings and such i dont see why u folks cant just take me to lunch or something just cause im an addict it dont demoralize me. IAM TEH UBAR MORALIZT!!! HEHE

true it's true

im just myself witty full of self pity. comfortable are my mittens comforting are kittens. im broke wearin beat down sweater got the bandana call me mad hatter my head is type large reason i barge this season fuckin ms marge soft hearted im like conqueror barge like king i have a dream country equality or so it would seem rest in peace bryant and so i grin toss ya rhymes in garbage bin america fallin apart wth the right heartfelt leftist even on structural spite son i fork ya like pork keep it queensbridge u know i put in the work like westbrook rebound the shook assist and i took throwin so deep have my man brady lookin like lady put on lipstick like shady if this was the final curtain im certain id pass in peace whats to say step over the dirt and plantin my tulips lickin my drool lips speakin quite frank u know im makin the bank welfare im loaded fair to say i soared nasty on the mic fans never bored godbody stay penetrating leave the feds lookin type mads nypd claim they is relatin im just that dope makin the crack walls iron bullets nevertheless firin thats just my siren the winning star biggy sinister pac im wolf jay aint nothin but duck quack lyrically we could duel my shit hard like ya stool im bright as sun you a fool talkin to hotties on skype u know my cock sizey n hype 8 bars is just ripe hypergraphic i type truth of the topic top of the first i get pick im talkin rounds leave ya type thin my shity is heavy on pounds im new york talkin coastly im with the east reppin the knicks tho jordan type boastly etcetc im tired goin to bed hardbody namsayin

My EXISTANCE as human is moot ! HEHE

i reply to the game supply in my fame i imply tyra ill tame die just say dayem im high u just lame in my view brothas weak they all one in the same..my verses ill paint they curses im saint u the few i will faint to god im just prayin spiritual brotha aint delayin front line ill main fanclub insane you feelin my pain :( heh god to modern day psychology iam to psychology what tyra banks was to swimsuits OH YEH HERE IS SOME FLAWLESS PsyCH FOR U I NEVER TREAT ANYONE AS BELOW N DEFFFFFFINAAAATEELYYY NOT ABOVE AL PACINO OR EX SPECIAL ED SECURITY SAME SHIT id b a lil more open with pacino from the start but thats cause i know he wouldnt get society involved in my troubles. i know though to the rich i aint nothin but junkie i hope ur pro euthanasia too pacino didnt sell out insulting the sick . i aint got no serious illness but i been sick my whole life. SERIOUS asthma and allergies as a kid juvenile diabetes as adult ill tell ya tho god punished me i used needles to get off now my life depends on needles lifes full of riddles huh my friend matt falcon named a game character "Sickly P" for me to play. lol i was a teenager I ENTERTAIN MY THINKIN SUSTAIN MY SINKING! :-)