watch your mouth before you take off your blouse .

Crack is yesterdays news. My IQ is higher than you. (after being in a coma twice and a brain hemmorhage ) And sick, I am. Gay? Pot calls the kettle black. Odd, coincidence. I smoke pot and you're the black one. *grin*

America is at disaster AND THEY STILL CONTINUE WITH ABSURD.

 The sick have to be gay. You have to be rich to die in peace. I STAND FOR RIGHT. YOU AGAINST? OPINIONS ARE LIKE ASSHOLES EVERYBODYS GOT ONE..."if you dont stand for something you fall for anything." - whoever mr president is adding INJURY TO INJURY BY ADDING INSULT. "LIBERAL" HUH . then on top of which A PSYCHOTIC BREAK. liberate brother liberate! anyhow, when i was a child next house over a guy died from an overdose. my father tried to rescuscitate but couldnt do it. then he turns his son into a junkie. playing hero and being hero. The only sociopath in my family is pops. THE CIA , COMPOSING IDIOTS ANONYMOUSLY. yeah, I'm a doestoevskian idiot. The american idiot. Yours truly, Sickly P....so narcissism is idolizing a fictional character whos a virgin and is only intimate with a woman once. Kisses her out of sympathy. Or should I restate "Vox" (a fox vicarious) by nicholson baker. I read The Kite Runner by khaled husseini in forensic psych few years back the guy is a fucking BRILLIANT WRITER. But may my doestoevskian anti-hero kevorkian rest in peace. i just hope they dont let me die while being insulted...that's a blow lower than my testosterone levels. Rabbi, bringing a woman to say she's gay while i'm in the nuthouse caused psychosis. gee golly , real heart warmer. oh yeah, back when i lived in staten island in a black neighborhood i ran across this guy in a wheelchair AND an oxygen machine yet hah this guy was taking puffs of a cigarette. that's addiction, failure to deal with...IDIOCY. It's not dignity related. It's idiocy. On the other hand, I'll be an example at 5'10 130 lbs WITH CLOTH ON. I'll say, I'm real sorry LGBT i'm REALLY SORRY if offensive. But in my culture, sucking dick(for money, selling ass) is the ugliest dignity loss possible.  From my culture, your rap vulture. So I guess the man making donations to biden is you  zuckerberg. Nothing else to say. needle ridden biden huh, riding needle abiding fiddle. there's some more clever wording for you. All this coming from a man who got off 80mg methadone COLD TURKEY TWICE. First time , onset juvenile diabetes brain hemmorhage. second time at 27 years old, I went to the city EVERY MORNING taking staten island ferry sick as a dog. When it was done with, one guy with suite and tie on smiles at me looks over at his friend and says "Tough kid".  oh speaking of sympathy/virginity....when I met shaindy eckstein online, I was a virgin. But when it went on in person, i didn't want to end a real friendship for a few day relationship. she said u dont love me, u talk to me out of boredom BUT THIS CHICK STAYED ONLINE HOURS DAILY IN SUPPORT OF MY "SAVANT CHATTING" HABIT. So, sympathy... i mean she was more intelligent from money so on so forth...I mean where could I fit in my sympathy. Poor girl was a flat chested bulimic. WHY MY SON ZUCKERBERG HAVE ME IN A SHELTER DECAY ALL THESE CHICKS NO SEX JUST FOREPLAY  CANT BRING MY HEAD TO REST MUCH LESS LAY I AINT DEAN MARTIN BUT I GOT THAT SWAY GAY MEN TALKIN LIKE THEY GETTING THAT PLAY YOU HATIN IM JUST SAYIN HEY I GUESS ITS END OF PARCISSUS CAUSE HE AINT GAY. :-( LGBTQ needs to add an F. For freak. i dont know what queer means man im so far above defining...nah I rather gold mining contract signing aint whining its all in the timing.

brain cant sync memory with movement(from birth), I couldn't memorize an approach

 Coincedences are gods way of staying anonymous. To favor the decent few by catering to the evil masses is no answer. I met a "kate", a female on her way to becoming a man. first one ive ever seen. give head for crack nah you running short on track. sad to say done it free but that'll be the day I sell myself.  AMERICA IS A COUNTRY WHERE PEOPLE HAVE TO BE ASHAMED OF BEING SICK AND MY MAN LEME TELL YOU, WHEN YOU ADD A WORKING DICK TO THE SPIN. YOU GOT YOURSELF A PROBLEM. so joe biden gona toss needle ridden on a sick freak of nature and wipe em out? my man, do you. as I told a man living in my mothers basement, I'm a man of MORAL VALUES AND ETHICAL STANDARDS. Where do yours play in? after all, you're the president. and jewish people, i think the "awkward truths" been pin pointed. what else can I tell you...oh yeah, right. as far as moral values ethical standards go, you can ask kayla who lived in my basement about that one, see who stands above the crowd. teenager, kayla. in all the time she lived there, NOT ONCE did I say anything other than hello and bye.

hug that aint in bed turns lights red

 a human as solo theyre marco im polo. when everything is ideal and perfect you nurse its circuit. i had sex with a woman who called me energizer bunny "you just keep going and going and going" now if i was only 6 inches +, narcissus would be back to duel. seeing one as saint despite sin dont make him a narcissist. im loyally humble royally rumble. is narcissism trying to create in your adult self what you were missing in childhood. shut it. whats in your hair trolling despair. I GOT BIGGER PROBLEMS THAN THE WALLET CAN HOLD PLAYING THE BALLET OF BALD. SOMETIMES YOU HATE IN YOURSELF WHAT YOU DISLIKE IN OTHERS AND BOY IVE BEEN HATED. this aint justification just modern myth revelation. > a paragraph on saint <  For awhile daily at the train station in staten island which was outside, teenagers came there to film me. I never smiled, never frowned, never spoke a word. Just went on as my myth entailed. Now, Saintcissus... when mirror becomes a phone cam and youre not staring at yourself, you got the comfort of kids doing it for you. When When you see one taken advantage of, disadvantage your conscious soft. A retarded man here always taken advantage of for the rare pack of cigarettes that he has. man im 40 thinking into this, sigh. I'm Tardenius. A retarded genius. Im going to go smoke this cigarette clip. bye

i aint scapegoat more like goat getting scaped by flow you just got raped

 same ol slim crying in his songs hope society sees past my wrongs. thats aight truth isn't love at site many i'm sickly P you stuck on stany verses is plenty r.i.p shaindy hope heaven got a salon for ya granny. MS ECKSTEIN SOLD SEX TEEN...my youthful "chatting savant" romance she said, "you dont love me, you talk to me out of boredom get a hobby." i didn't talk, i wrote and read. at first she came as fiction at end died of addiction. :/ beautiful youth in greece ran out on lifes lease in love with the mirror his reflection A TEASE.

:-(

 My mind gone no cash in my room lucie they stash. Narcissus ignore messages nah Parcissus writing his passages. Bounds is out I'm rookie you scout north carolina shorty name is caroline I tear in i'm 40 foot jumper trump got elected missing the penis pumper joe biden my flow ridding track marks aint hidden night full moon my sun done setting r.i.p pun i'm done letting worth evaluating up north no facebook but bubba is dating gettin ya turned out it turns out hard to light one in storm you winter im warm i hint her to visit my dorm a retarded takin 12 voluntary todays america thats the norm my only crime in life typing qwerty even with pink I'm flirty sad no shower dirty lonesome i'd phone some nah im fucked with the stutter no knife nailing off butter lady a wrist cutter thats aight aint shallow my luck end up in gutter  I GET OFF ON SUFFERING YOU SOFT IM TOUGHER THAN. be easy cause i get busy. torture me like gotti i aint even got a nurtured body...

ash, is it? you biggie with that butt never say you not.

 took away life option voice humbled corruption. aint gotta say it behind curtain thats surely certain, im a man of certainty derail the final curtain see. why scratch my brain it dont match the same. itchy and scratchy may sound catchy. you are the saint youre born not the pervert you become. and i was born this way. no such thing as bi. like an ugly woman who never sins or wins. i'm 40, in my shape and age ..there aint such thing as an "ugly" woman. i was speaking of love once and pops told me dont worry son pussy is the same on all of them. black bull or laura after school, "holla". niggas soundin fruity they talkin ass im with the booty. fuck bed they talkin nailin me to the floor in the box behind closed door. fuck vestless earl im with breastless girl. rabbi, what can i tell ya old timer... "nuff said".

how niggas gona do me dirty for just typing qwerty

 if you dont think im sexy THATS AIGHT ILL SHOW U WHAT SEX IS. smoke em cause they in those break em know i sin those. jews have america gays have parade nah i chose erica semites have me made. 2pac was a philosopher too, thats why he aint with us no more. he's in heaven reading ... um, leme think of known jewish philosopher.., hrm.  can't figure one, cause he in heaven reading nietzsche. my black can rap, espanol can act, WHITES THATS AIGHT THEY GOT ME. cause i leave you playing that card nah im playing that hard. nigga gona call me crackhead when he the one giving head through the a crack in the window. SAY WHAT

Imagination exceeded fantasy.

 What can I say Mr. Pacino...you're Al I howl. Now on to Dreyfus, Julia  right.. I was born to be gay. I mean take a look at me. Once again..nevermind. I mean really.. At 33 years old a man admits to seeing some pedophile video of me and expects me to "turn back" to suck his dick. 100 pounds soakin wet, SHOWN WHAT THE MAN ABOUT. With your crack cocaine shit...fucking joke. Sure they're going to kill me, yeah. But to "turn back", It will kill me steal my fucking soul man. I'm sorry kramer but lets keep it real seeing blunt fucking fact i know you feel. They can shit all over me ... fucking diarhea for all I care but to say I "maintained composure as a junkie by playing with a girls feelings". I thought there was no such thing as angering me, you know..but that had me. I'm sorry only TO MY MOTHER. MY MOTHER MY MOTHER MY MOTHER. But , I gave my life away to play it straight. She woulda probably been more content if I was just gay. but lets keep it serious, lookin like me, with my past, my childhood so on so forth. don't matter if you're LGBT, fact I chose ladies...you don't respect that..FUCK IT DONT LET ME WAKE UP TOMORROW. he dont know shit, narcissus wasnt sick though parcissus sick he got a dick. I still think, what's left of my mind. What's left of it, IM SO VERY SAD...fantasy on par with imagination  now. (on par is it?) From money to california to meeting the odd...what I passed on for pride. I'm too proud to swallow. *sigh*.  I'm from a family of space oddities and I'm the idiot prince. gay straight one in the same now me to tame... some of my philosophy when a woman loves you and wants "romance" you can't give, that puts you towards experimenting with men. alfredo pacino if they goin to kill me, ok. just please. PLEASE...without a mirror to my "Scary Kruger" face. Bye.

Switch couple of words on slim.

 What are friends .. friends are people that you think are your friends but they're really your enemies with secret identities and use facebook as a disguise to hide their true colors. zuckerberg man... why ppl facebook me and shit I ALREADY SAID i dont do facebook i give bitches facials play the white welfare card and create biracials. sickly narcissist huh buddy AND WOMEN FLATTER THEMSELVES TOO MUCH 2 women who i said "lady" too 'they heard babe' and didnt like it. one of these woman was a black old granny so i was about to come with my A game thinkin maybe she want it then this bitch talkin bout she dont like being called babe. man i cant even get with narcissistic grannies anymore *cries* :(. fucking court order worst case ill run and pass the border before which DA ill murder

Cultures.

 Black can rap, spanish can act and white...well, they got me. Yours truly, Sick Parcissus. god fucked my lungs so bad id suffocate sucking dick so you know he played me with the straight card. ZUCKERBERG..jews have been nothing but heart but i havent known the difference between right and wrong for a long time as proven with my semite loving rap...on the right post brain hemmorhage wrong is just the kind of life father afforded me. - "The amicable paul geller"  if you had a brain hemmorhage at 22 youd be a genius too ..but with me ..genius...THE ONLY MAN I ENVY IS THE VIRGIN MAYBE IF I WAS A VIRGIN THEYD SYMPATHISE TOO. when you're so isolated from a childhood age...maintain composure as a junkie HUH U FUCKING FAGGOTS . i'm just in no place to do anything about love other than admit to it. YEAH I GOT THAT HISTORY THAT OUTSHINES POLITICS ...by now white house probably knows. saint have you feel fuck paint i write and i bill. bill huh no more welfare cant afford gas lamp  with a food stamp try lookin like me youd be a philanthropist cooking for free  AINT THE BRIGHTEST BULB IN THE BOX THATS AIGHT I ROLLED ON FOX. Vox by nicholson baker ...genius. i put that book in my neighbor judy's mailbox once JUST TO BE KIND CAUSE SHE LIVED ALONE WITH MOTHER and!!! AND!!!! the lady talkin bout "why you putting porn in my mailbox".. I guess age doesn't clarify romance for a woman. MIND YOU SHE DIDNT SEE ME PUT IT IN HER BOX NOONE DID ..SHE JUST SOMEHOW KNEW AUTOMATICALLY. I guess relating to stand point easily told 50 WENT FUCKING WITH MY CAMP NAH HE CENT IM FOODSTAMP

I express not one for greedy I supress I'm one with needy.

 with a good story who needs an ending only if it ends with writing ill. --- your modern day take from a literary genius I stood against being sympathized with how dare I speak on sympathy. in a russian book from more than a hundred years ago the virgin prince myshkin kissed a woman ONLY OUT OF SYMPATHY. with sympathy the romance never ends. I've read alot of books in my life, that is my ONE FAVORITE MOMENT. All in all, from where i sit where i stand however the fuck you spin it while looking at... I ENVY THE VIRGIN. they want to turn suffering into pain niggas already tried to turn romantic as insane. MY JEWISH BROTHERS AND SISTERS, I KEEP IT BLACK IM SIMPLE NEW YORKER SPEAKS "NAMEAN" guess played as guilt trip with whom Im close at heart but how close can you get without closing off .... a myocardial infarction LETS THROW SOME REALIST ON IT if you hating you just a fraction. i was gona write somethin about remarks i made that was just brain damage talkin but anyway man... how ive been punished at birth niggas talk bout servin me punishment. gotti aint that hard. alexis impagliazzo, sigh...i dare if you spare....me the small talk. IM SAYIN THO NIGGAS CALLIN ME NARCISSIST ... YOU ON SOME FAGGOT SHIT. MY FAVORITE FILM HABLE CON ELLA FOR ELLA I SAY YA

I speak live for the sake of me, you at 9-5 for the sake of you. whos left better in question.

 I had a friend growin up I met playing a computer game, he named my character Sickly P. Then visiting him me a ny friend were together with him. This girl started to sleep with us in the car. She slept on top of me. I was never as shallow as to think of woman sleeping with me instead of pretty boy friend and other one money. But this guys father figured for supporting my self image later in life thinking this high school slut chose me over attractive one and rich two. Thanks Falcon family , older man the owner of atlanta falcons.

yet, day will never be!

 books i wrote after crooks i thought after. me using someone elses lyrics ..me tryin to impress huh. that be the day. if the shoe fits wear it.. i been donated quite a few but i wear em like slippers back side of shoe caved in. advice STAY BLACK DONT SMOKE CRACK IF YOU GET TURNED OUT YOU JUST OFF TRACK.arms tied wrists slide Im peace between the ill mannered and higher plannered.I know I can get the people but can I get overturn well, if humanity is on my side.well if politics kill I prayer the naysayer. but a note on me .. politics is for pa i never had kids. pah-lee-ticks!

My poor mind is going, it ain't going shopping either.

That top , bottom shit... coime on now. With fucking me, keep your fucking chump change. I don't need nobody to fuck me. Life fucked me as is. Heh. When I was one and twenty, tis paid with sighs a plenty...maybe she was right, maybe I only love myself. But come on now, what my life made of myself EVER SINCE BIRTH .. I had no space to love anyone other than me. And love for me, the romance was a ... disaster, mind you. She was the daughter of a ukrainian godfather and her mother was a doctor...not too bright but never the less...my mother was a country girl from a farming town and I was a >>>DISCIPLINED<<< freak of nature. I mean I would have never met her if I wasn't an addict and if so, I would have been a dime a dozen homo teaching literature or worst case WORKING AT BEST BUY. But you already now you know your beloved freak of a man DONT GET DOWN LIKE THAT. Straight or not in essence....I would have turned to gay I mean looking like me and whatnot all in good time I would have chosen homo. Good luck with your kids ladies, ESPECIALLY THE PREGNANT PRINCESS  who works here careful with your pregnancy...nuff said...and last but not least with your >RETARD remarks... lets be serious, you couldn't get to me if your own mother was pregnant with me. IT LOOKS LIKE IVE GOTTEN TO YOU. IM NEVER WRONG CAUSE WHEN IM WRONG I DONT OPEN MY FUCKING MOUTH and while my mind still maintains some composure still there somewhat like i said 50 dollar bet I got a higher IQ than anyone here. im man hers keep talking decrease life span yours my verses on tours ya chick on all fours beggin for mores fuck weiser im man of coors i come at ya with a glock who needs ya roars, you a newborn bear I'm a mountain lion so fear. Spittin bars over cognac in the lambo fuckin her rack.Condoms I pack G's that I stack ya windows I crack only time you mac is when you runnin for life on the cripples track.

Intellect you recognize in me you analyze

 your number aquire yes missy im sire got a flat tire ill fix you admire. <- verse for my 11th floor staff. thank you ladies for your decency, you got way with class on me how could you take a pass! on a sadder note to re-word an eminem verse.. life sickness got me doing some sick eye twitches im withdrawing from lack of sleep so bad my blood itches :-( ... Sickly P talkin'..... INTIMACY MY SIN YOU SEE@ ;-(

On the other hand after a night of no sleep, I was hearing voices(of those not present).

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lyrics according

 lyrically im nasty you muffin call it tasty you bluffin. you bluff and you muff im tough going rough before i did my time behind bars i never thought im in danger or of just if ayeing.  now over a year after im out...freedom has punished me so much as a human being...i only felt i was accepted as human in inpatient psych where i could sit amongst sensible reading my books and "keeping it hebrew". now on right and wrong, dr. sullum i have an important adding yall say knowing difference between...how about ...not being right doesnt make you wrong. the two not tying in together... i guess the color of tie is the difference between huh. TIE not skin. dont make me out to be no racist either thats absurd. humanity wronged me endlessly before I reached the age of philosophical puberty. not much philosophy in defining right for CROOKS and their political campaigns but in refining wrong for the rare case which could only be hurt by politics...oh boy, we're back at ethics. *sigh*. well ethical treatment of rats, true it doesnt happen. yours truly, "rat boy". seriously now, A GAY RETARD GOT PHILOSOPHY NAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMEAN lol *GRIN* i just ate breakfast at 6:15 in the morning after a night with zero sleep ITCHING SCARS ON MYSELF. NOT DRUGS THEMSELVES but the frustration caused by drugs, well that INFUSES philosophy never refuses the rat  i turn sunny yale law into bunny pale paw. your philosophy is stale mines blunt it never fail kevorkian was born day before me.(may 26th) and On November 25, 1998, Kevorkian was charged with second-degree murder and the delivery of a controlled substance 1998 year my life was over. NO IAM NOT SUICIDAL OR HOMOCIDAL. END OF STORY. JUST COINCIDENCES, THEYRE GODS WAY OF STAYING ANONYMOUS. Now on the other hand pacino, i love your talent but with you dont know jack. you turned a philantropist career into a depressing movie. dont know how long i got left, dont want to. but my mind is dying :( if you think you getting to my father by slaughtering me, PFFT YOU GOT ANOTHER ONE COMING...ah forget it, you're for I get it...Sickly P.

Life exceedED all forms of punishment.

 With my profile, its your astonishment. to my people, i do everything comfortably no need to break vows! hope it got to you same for bum or two life time of reading and im still bleeding., WHEN YOURE FORCED TO SEE ALL OF HUMANITY AS ONE DUE TO NOT ONE EVER SIDING WITH YOU IN SENTIMENT.... with ever said...humanity dead. so who  was i damaging? "humanity" damaged pavel geller to where at puberty another personality was born. it was hard to look a man in the eye while sober. I DIDNT STEAL I BECAME EQUAL HOPE ILL FEEL YOUR  QUESTIONABLE SEQUEL. Ptsd , and concentration camp physique... socialiZe?      I WAS HIDING FROM TORTURE CAMP. WHEN YOU ADD SICKNESS  to trauma aight i stay dick with obama at 40 still get erect dick subject your pick.  i aint no killer though. thats for sure. so do what you....might ..hope...argg NOW WHERE WAS I! TO VIEW ME AS CRIMINAL THERES TOO MUCH SUBLIMINAL well you know ... call it morally ethics spin right in. sub-arachnoid region, i guess i should look at what region is responsible for.  obama...biden....osama...fuck it im bidding...on CORRECT .COMA..CAMA.....CHARACTER DEFINES SELF OBAMA.. on the side of..anyhow, a liberal statement namean baruhk........GIVE A CALL GIRL FLOWERS AND LIVE AS AUSTIN POWERS(TO VALENTINA KAREVA) . PLUS PLUS PLUS...my biological mother prolly a junkie, i have endorphin deficiency syndrome and without some endorphin...i..ceased to exist. making people approachable with ultimately appeal played as gloom is just a seal on doom. i mean LOOK AT YOUR PSYCHOLOGY .. i didnt exist ... I DID NOT...without a..."joyous aura". Just do a review of my psych... YOU WILL AGREE. Society was pregnant with me...incoming early birth...i spent life time finding comfort back in. Society held within another words...wording on umbilical cord ultimately i got bored.  i mean without ethic call...in the ways and on amount ive been punished that's like grave for petty larceny. with A family member formatting crime. but ofcourse, whos word you take. :/ WHEN ALL HUMANS ADD UP TO ONE AND YOU MINUS THE SUM BEING THAT YOURE LEFT WITH A SICKLY BUM TO HURT HIM WOULD BE DUMB YOU DEAD IT I SET IT YOURE MAD IF I SAID IT .. ethics rap for you. THE RANGE ROVER YOU STEER RIGHT HOVA IM HERE. your beloved gay bum. EY J, ALL MY TEEFUS DECAY :-(  "morals is reality ethics just congeniality" - Sickly P buying drugs infront of people helping...morally perfect with a man like me. ethics in play, its just view on your morals...morals that have that view...sympathy isnt something you earn at a 9-5 people just get it. i got no sympathy in background. ALL OF IT. and "ethics" legally..morally spoke of hope you dont ethically choke of. i had BAD childhood asthma i know what what it is to suffocate. i learned the word "laryngospasm" in book the perfect storm. don't drown your values a man.....you'll die ...lack of air. the human body doesnt let water in so you just suffocate. MORALS OUR REALITY ETHICS JUST CONGENIALITY. humanity just one...being a freak of nature i suppose...   human didnt suppose a chance id damage yet promote if you oppose my romance just read my side note. ethics of a gay man his plate is full man oh right, im sorry. i didnt know ethics is afforded morals of some sort. ive lived life a bum. whats left of a mind to think its alright i find you blink WITH FANTASY YEH I FANTASIzED ABOUT SHEMALES I CALLED ME THE ZHERMINATOR.  shermalez. on the other hand me talking of gotti...fantasize? far from. just childish romantic views on a "masculine happening" with his death.  theres no such thing as always being right but verbally i bring the light. take the day as it comes zero pay healthless slums

 

I mean shit.. "any wrong ties into my life" and an alien child has to accept that you're wild. ALOT OF PHILOSOPHY THERE. FAR MORE THAN WRITTEN. I CAN COMPOSE A LITTLE. BRAIN STILL GOOD ENOUGH.

 My childhood I was tortured by children ever since first grade. I had nobody show me love not even my mother. She just "disciplined" when I didnt get an A. I had no emotional outlet. now at 15,  i had  a sexually traumatic experience. I knew difference between right and wrong. I just didnt know how any wrong ties into my life. life time of trauma when all opposing comes as wrong.. i was saint. up until trauma. at 21 i even finished a semester of college with good grades but then broke up with gf and i said fuck school. no chance of going back after what happened at 22. At 22, brain bled, .50 percent death of the type of bleeding. I didnt get into heavy drugs till that point. and yeah i'm retarded but boy what momma disciplined me to, learning/school related i was as good as biggest nerd in class.  I lived ghetto my hardships without projects on guard ships. AN >>>retarded...A student... STUDENT HORRIBLY AFRAID OF BEING BEAT UP HAS THE INTELLIGENCE WHERE CRIME INVOLVED MIGHT LEAD HIM BUT IT HAS ZERO INFLUENCE  ON ACTIONS WITHOUT SOCIOPATHY. IT COULD JUST NEVER HAPPEN WITHOUT   QUESTION IN MY LIFE AT TIME BEING. And trauma topping without treatment...all adds up to a "rare uncalculated figure".  >>>>I UNDERSTAND WHY 2 PSYCHOLOGISTS SAID ID PROBABLY GET INSANITY PLEA ...THEY MUST HAVE HAD MY LIFE FIGURED OUT . AND THEY SAID THAT DESPITE FACT MY URINE WAS DIRTY WHEN  I WAS ARRESTED. "maybe my rare past was goin to change the system a little bit, with further analysis towards a rare and complicated positive urine screen" .  I MEAN SHIT DAYS BEFORE CRIME I FOUND OUT I WAS MOLESTED AND HOURS BEFORE IT HAPPENED I STARTED TO HEAR A VOICE REPEATED WORD "GAY". so yeh im retarded, but with school shit i could have gotten a literature phd easy...all in all "House" must have been talking to me when he said "with your concentration camp physique I beg to differ". With mines... I differed, I had no place as even a beggar. and the sexual trauma was done to you by the ONE AND ONLY childhood friend. Had noone after. He even played the song "Careless whisper" for me ... Guilty feet have got no rhythm...With zero emotional outlet LITERALLY zero from day one looking like me and all...no thesis needed, i mean you look it and obviously see my story as fact... in the cpl of paragraphs done writing here..YOU HAVE TO BE SATAN TO PUNISH A MAN LIKE ME...FUCK .. you know what IM GOING TO SWALLOW TO MY PRIDE...IM A BOY TODAY ...NOT A MAN. 40 YEARS OLD. Mr ... Biden ... Mr Obama.. Mistuh trizump. Make it look soft ghetto being object says suffering your hardknock subject

Man...  I dont even know whos name to include in this post. Fortunately my brother is real light hearted about my fuck ups ... he just calls me a "Realist". he says he respects that. heh FEELING GLAD ABOUT SOMEONES MISFORTUNE THATS LIKE BEING ON WELFARE CLAIMING A FORTUNE....Odd I was getting disability pay because of a misfortune. *sigh* as far as higher IQ you see I do.

My memory is fading and im starting to react based solely on emotion.

 My memory is fading and im starting to react based solely on emotion. hard times man what can i TEACH  YA HARD times. ladies, nuff saID NAMEAN oh yeah..and when youre absurdly emotionally isolated and two combine, what you figure to be MY ANSWER TO DARK ACTS STRONGER THAN EMOTION which is why ill go to hospital wednesday or thursday ok

right and wrong

 first of iam NOT GOING TO HURT ANYONE. sidenote of behold they say if u didnt know difference between right and wrong that escapes prison into psych. difference. ok. How about not having space for any right.and having been wronged all your life. 2 psychologists who figured id get in psych if i took it. despite positive urines. they must have the beautiful biography government took down before my crime a while back and now what is left of me, to bother for anything shy of murder is ....how? ABSURD iam also not going to hurt myself governor how about the man who was wronged from sa far back as one can remember before reaching maturity . and at maturity suffering trauma at. so you step right? or you dont know the difference between the two.

Forget it, you're for I get it.

 Hova talkin like he a major leaguer better lay low before i disfigure that figure. 10:10 am 12/5 im always right and its not cause im better than or cause i know more ITS BECAUSE WHEN IM WRONG I DONT OPEN MY FUCKING MOUTH. I embrace damaged my spine can never replace love so i'll dine. I control emotion like waves the ocean. waves like control emotion prefers ocean I pray for no such waves that would drop my ship. *grin*

So..where do you stand M zuckerberg?  oh yeah, this just ..vicious vers or something. i turn crack into one man social habit  hope no wolf for the rabbit.

IM SYMPATHETIC SIMPLE STATIC.

 PUSSY I pluck em goufy i fuck em doufy i duck em the game i lock em stuck in deep thought my verses they float my sweater in coat you lamb im the goat my geared heart never towards another if lady fear playing her part thats aight call me father my page never a blank my rage always as tank boat is caged never sank ya skirt is gauged always spank ME INSULTED WHY NEVER RESULT MY ENDEAVOUR INTELLIGENCE QUOTIENT  sufficient IVE SPOKEN efficient LOVES TOKEN EFFICIENT YOUR INTELFACTUAL broken  THEY DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DIAGNOSE ME AS HOPE THEY DONT POSE ME AS AT PEACE WRITE PROSE ME AS!  yeah, other kids basically bullied me into retardation .and the social issues lookin like me. ive lived the "hardknock life", softly stated. mr zuckerberg you read an autists gloom ;-(. i shit u not kids basically bullied me to where i equated to an autistic boy socialising with others.  i grew a pretty big head over the years...nah i was born with one! shame on you(whoever) AGAIN sending me narcissist emails! IM ONE FOR THE PEOPLE IN NEED OF NIPPLE files forensic while for en sick IM A CLASSY PERSON PASSIVE WHEN NURSING THIS A HELLISH HEAVEN LIKE STARBUCKS TURNED SEVEN ELEVEN

YOU ALREADY KNOW. WHAT ELSE CAN I TELL YA!

OPTIMIST ME ->  i dont need to prove im saint i rather see you paint and make out what i appear in art its fair you start! PESSIMIST ME -> WITH YA SALARY YOU AFFORD A BRUSH WATCHA GONNA DO TURN ART INTO MUSH. I DONT NEED TO BE A HOLLYWOOD TOY SO IM SAYIN WILL HOLLY EMPLOY? they talkin bout rings and things im sayin lets just fuck i aint got no blings my record suspicious nah reckon its vicious in place your attention i try rid of all the tension  I MARVEL EM TITS EAT CARAMEL BRITS CAPTURE ALL CAPTIVE BARS IS ALL RAP CHIEF new york common wealth your heroic bum in stealth  TO DENY YOURSELF LOVE IN ITS PUREST FORM IS TO COMPLY WITH THE INCOMING STORM AND THIS ENDS TALE...MY EXPECTATION SEX ON STATION. youd think these lazies help getting my disability back. i do nothing and know nothing but text.  aside my nice rap. nasty on the mic. jewish riding hood keep me up in text after all text is all i have!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! on the other hand -> i render all useless i tend to her braless dont know how long ill survive its wrong if live IF ITS SEX WITH ME IM SATISFYING IF ITS SEX WITH YOU IM GRATIFYING. "A testosterone mind" adulthood of Pavel Geller. when you in worries of madness sorry's got sadness AH SHIT MY MAN WORTH MORE THAN 60 BILLION.. im changing my last name to zuckerfan and getting a shoulder tattoo of that hebrew face!!!! im chalkin notorious too big for the pen through his years vicarious he a god im just man