Paulgeller@gmail.com ( Pavel Geller )

IAM sorry for homophobic remarks I've made gay people been real cool with me.

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verse for u barack

 sayin Obama was a mistake is like fishing with osama at the lake never beat me yous a fake illest verses u know my take ;-) Obama got that ...

Mother said I'm a romantic. my style result from years of aimless reading im aimful feeding. autist!

https://www.blogger.com/blog/post/edit/5074896454593679223/1684892603714142096 <- "right who? wrong where?"



My name is paul and I'm an addict.


those who suffered from day one without solution much like me life lived without a cushion. romance known as my existance has been dedicated to you. Jigga man is black and gay always a white man? You sure are. What you think hypnosis going to get a racist remark out of me? doubt it regardless of what kind of brain damage i'm left with. as far as zuckerberg sacrificing some arab retard's life whatever I'll kill him without hypnosis. Fucking faggot go that far for a few dollars. Atleast you earned yours, marc. This guy, we'll see. Depends if their knife placement will be. What's left of my brain never did the idea of muhammad doing this for family or anyone other than himself come to me. Good lord that kind of misanthropy is damage do ego. Misanthropy just seems like the correct word. Dont remember exact meaning. Opposite of Phila. Phila was my dog at 21. Phila nthrow P. Phila start with P too.

Monday, June 30, 2025

Be I forever a legend in their hearts and Larry in my own. :-/

"Hehe" i just got to watchin son tyson legend bouts he benched 300 at 15...just picture nigga like that layin it into u full blast. FATALITY! :)

Wednesday, June 25, 2025

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iam doing facebook in all its glory facial pray i get some money even from bi-racial :/. infection looking serious :( lil blondie from texas named alexis buddly enough she wasnt about to max us (over-compensize word of the day ms. impagliazzo) :-)

Tuesday, June 24, 2025

I pray to God and ask of him sympathy for the misery-full suffering-ridden life i've had to this day.

what i been through in life, only god knows if he's sent me as a messiah. heh. dont know what politics will do to Sickly P etc...but i do love my family . my poor sick mommy i just hope my brother takes care of himself u know its my number one hope for things to be ok for my brother. i do pray to god that all will be. and i ask of god almighty for his kindness. i see it like this. ive suffered for the human race. for human beings to find space in their heart for a troubled individual such as I. thank u god. take care. 6/25/2025 -> clive cussler book called the heist is the WORST TACTIC-LESS PIECE OF TRASH IN TEXT FORM IVE EVER READ IN MY LIFE. FOR ME TO LOSE INTEREST IN TEXT BECAUSE ITS ONLY DUE TO LACKING ENERGY IS UNHEARD OF. I LOVE READING. CLIVE CUSSLER. MY SON. WHO YOU HEISTIN? *GRIN* *SIGH* GOTA GO TO LIBRARY AND SWITCH BOOKS I READ A LIL LESS THAN HALF OF THIS ONE AND I JUST CANT TOLERATE SUCH IMBECILENESS. :*((((((((((((((((( I BEEN DOIN FASTIN EPISODES RECENTLY PLAYIN INTO FRANZ KAFKA'S SHORT STORY " THE HUNGER ARTIST " MAIN CHARACTER. TYRA BANKS BABY IN ALL YOUR GLORY HOPE U KNOW I WANT U NOW AND NOT JUST FOR A LITTLE. SO CALL ME RUSSOSITO AND LET ME PENETRATE YOUR CHOCHITA. TYRA BANKS BELONGS WITH MICHAEL JORDAN . THAT COUPLE WOULD RUN BLACK CROWD INTO GREATNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (<3333333 MY BLACK PEOPLE NAMEAN). but its true, scottie pippen my favorite player ever. 6'7 225lbs went to central arkansas played for bulls in the pros along side jordan. >SPSP

Monday, June 23, 2025

away from rap into philosophy a moment

really i dont know bible to be fact. i find it absurd to call homos a sin cause they were born that way why would god make men suffer from birth before they even got to living i mean on a serious note. as opposed to my life, u wana talk about suffering from day one. if you knew my biography youd turn any projects in nyc into kids comedy. my hard times through out my whole life have been extreme. whoever gets in contact with this. childhood of SERIOUS DISCIPLINE. teenage years psych trauma turned to drugs. later i got hit by a car on a bike IRONY FLYING TOWARDS A STOP SIGN ON A BIKE WITH NO BRAKES. IN MY EARLY 20S COLD TURKEY SERIOUS METHADONE HABIT SERIOUS PHYSICAL TRAUMA HAD A 50% MORTALITY RATE BRAIN HEMMORHAGE WITH EVERYTHING THAT SURROUNDED IT MY CHANCES WERE LIKE 10% CHANCES OF SURVIVAL LATER AT 27 COLD TURKEY 80 MG METHADONE HABIT AGAIN. YO N I DO SAY YO. THAT CANCER TAKES BACKSEAT THE KIND OF LONG TERM SUFFERING U GO THROUGH WITH HIGH DOSE METHADONE HABIT. GOD BLESS MY MOTHER FOR USING THE BELT ITS WHAT ALLOWED ME TO SURVIVE PAST PEDOPHILE LOOK OVER ME AND SUCH. GAVE ME STRENGTH. NOW I JUST TRY MY BEST TO REMAIN POSITIVE AROUND MY PEOPLE MY BLACK PEOPLE OFCOURSE HOLD DEEP SENTIMENTAL VALUE IN MY HEART. LET ME BE HONEST WITH U GUYS U MIGHT FIND IT FUNNY HEH BUT WHEN I CAME TO AMERICA A NEIGHBOR OF MINE I THINK NAME WAS VALERIE RIDGES MY POPS CALLED HER "MONKEY WOMAN" BUT HE IS NO RACIST NONE OF US ARE. JUST IMAGINE BEING BLACK NEVER ONCE IN UR LIFE MEETING A WHITE MAN EXCEPT MICHAEL JACKSON ON TV UD MAKE UP A FUNNY NICKNAME FOR THE WHITE BOY/GIRL TOO. ON A SERIOUS NOTE, I LOVE MY BLACK PEOPLE IN SINCERITY. THEY LIKE FAMILY OUTSIDE THE HOME. EVEN WHEN I GOT NO HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM IN A PROSPEROUS MOOD TODAY HALLALUJAH :)

Saturday, June 21, 2025

medications stolen they called nurse she wouldn't give me name of antibiotic etc etc

Im getting killed. what can i say Mazol tov...says your shlemazel :-(

Friday, June 20, 2025

Im so deep into emotion that even intelligence don't uncover what you may ask...

Truths and glory of Sickly P. (a character name matt falcon gave to me in a game called ultima online) (THE BEST PVP EVER). had to be mozart on keyboard to be good. rest in peace kevorkian and pun be I porky pig with that gun. hehe. with that kind of viciousness on the mic got shorty on leash despite her dyke. DOMINATRIX BABY LETS GET PLAYIN!!!!!!!! YOU COULD BULLY YOUR BULLIED CHAMP. I CAN IMAGINE OPRAH GIVING ME A ASS WHIPPING WITH HER LIBERAL BELT! lol. positivity at doctor today i had doc call her lady colleague refer to woman as natasha on phone which is my ex-love's name met a doctor who was nigerian lady at hospital studied in ukraine im sayin tho all these coincedental beauties reminders of my loves holiest of ways...THIS IS AMERICA!!!!!!!! IM AMERICAN 100% PRO-AMERICA WITH NATIONS FREEDOM. KEYWORD: FREEDOM. COUNTRY OF THE FREE AND FREEDOM OF THE BRAVE! MR. BIDEN MR. TRUMP. LETS GET IT ABOVE VIEWS AND WHATNOT...WE ALL AMERICAN! PAST POLITICS AMERICAN STANDS FOR. night folks. night nastya :-/ i pray for you. hope u dont use drugs anymore and pray all be well in your great spirit. you aint no nazi despite russian tv remark. big pun so big that he just porky rig run my nig i be just dorky MIND CANT SYNC MOVEMENT WITH MEMORY YET I HAD SLOW DANCE FIGURED OUT FROM THE START, MEMORY SENTIMENTAL VALUE WHEN MOMMA TOLD HER FRIENDS AT A RESTAURANT "HE DOES IT PRETTY GOOD" IN RELATION TO MY Dance. I shit u not. papasito for that addiction of seeing me on the floor day after youd need rehab. your heart be beating so so fast :( oh marcy marc. *WIDE GRIN* hehe

Wednesday, June 18, 2025

I'm lonely. in my childhood...

I had to hang out with younger kids because kids my age even ones that were friends were sadistic bullies towards me. one of those young boys, his name is marcel deveraux(sp?). LITERALLY THE ONLY BLACK KID WHO LIVED ON MY WHOLE STREET. I FUCKING LOVE THE GUY. WE WERE SO CLOSE PLAYING SEGA GENESIS ETC. NAMEAN. ALWAYS CAME OVER FOR MY BIRTHDAYS ETC...ONE THING NOONE YES I SAY NOONE IN MY FAMILY IS RACIST. NOONE BELIEVES THAT A PERSON IS WORSE JUST CAUSE OF THEIR COLOR. THATS JUST FUCKING IMBECILIC. IF YOU HUMAN, YOU HUMAN. HUMANESS IS THE ONE FACTOR I PLACE MYSELF IN POSITION TO JUDGE. HOW TRULY HUMAN YOU ARE. AS FAR AS YALE LAW, IM JUST SAYING THO...MY NIGGA MARCEL WHATS REALLY GOOD!!!!!!!!! :-) WARM MEMORIES OF MY CHILDHOOD THE EVENING ENDS WITH. GOD BLESS YOU MARCEL. IF IN YOUR HERITAGE YOU GOT NIGERIA IN YOU, I LOVE YOU ALL THE MORE. I WAS TOLD BY A BLACK DOCTOR THEM BOYS GET RAISED >>>>>>>HARDCORE<<<<<<<< IN NIGERIA. MUCH LIKE MY CHILDHOOD. I AINT GET NO A AND MOMMA WHIPPED OUT THE BELT YOU KNEW IT WAS GAME TIME@@@@@@!!!!!!!!!!! WOOP WOOP. WOOP WOOP. :-/ im sayin tho real talk...real HEBREWIST TALK...(i came up with the word hebrewist while locked up) oddly enough i remember the exact moment who i was sitting by where the older gentleman was from etc. marcel..as far as DEEEEEEEEO CHILDHOOD SENTIMENT GOES...UNCLE WEISS. DAVID WEISS. MY FIRST EVER LAND LORD IN THIS COUNTRY. SUCH A RESPECTABLE MAN. HE HAS CHARACTER. A MAN THERE OF SUCH. NEEDLESS TO SAY ANYTHING THAN HUMAN TO SAY LESS IS MUCH TOO MUCH IM SMOKING THE DUTCH SO GO TAKE YOUR HUTCH IM A SWORDSMAN YOU JUST A CRUTCH. MARCEL DEVERAUX AND DAVID WEISS. THE BLACK JEW I BE IN SPIRIT. OHHHHHHH MY LIFE THE AMOUNT OF BEAUTIFUL COINCEDENCES IS JUST BEWILDERING. who keepin it hebrewist...you already know baby boy HOLLA! (wassap to my cutie marc zuckerberg i dont know if its your actual photo or whatever by your level of genius i love u regardless). One word. Respect. Night folks, keep my brothers/sisters in my prayers. please god forgive us for our wrong doings in life and please take it ease on us. god almighty. please. bloomberg, gates....my boy marcy marc ofcourse but on a serious note. I KEEP HUMANITY IN MY PRAYERS!!!!!!!!!! U ARENT NO WORSE THAN NOBODY CAUSE U BLACK OR CAUSE U JEWISH...IF U BELIEVE IN GOOD. UR GOOD IN MY BOOK. AND BOY I LOVE READING !!!!! SO IM ALL ABOUT MY BOOK, HYPERLEXIC. AUTISMSPEAKS.ORG I GOT A WHITE AUTISTIC GUY PULLIN UP WITH HIS POPS TO A CHURCH ACROSS THE STREET....GOD BLESS HIM. HARD LIFE HE LEAD. WHEN U GOT SERIOUS MENTAL ILLNESS ALL THE BENZES IN THE WORLD CANT AID THAT ONE ENOUGH. :*(. sorry folks, dont mean to go down on any negative note. THE SUN STILL SHINE COME THE MORNING

Saturday, June 14, 2025

poetic lines.

im perfectly sane imperfect the rain blessings be gods or just our rain as today blew by main i rode the cocaine train. :-). night folks@! (drugs ruin lives, explain in detail to your children please!!!!!!!!!!!) :()

Friday, June 13, 2025

I'm not a transexual I'm a transtextual...

I transform folk with text. 7 reasons why narcissists wont give you close but does parcissus really need further exposure my jewish gal shaindy eckstein u know i propose her well in the after life as im long gone need i further impose her breastless chick i further exposed her with her finding dope moments of peace in her life away from wearing summerhood sweaters searching msgboards fucking bulimic betters im just sayin dead set hers my spirit stay strong i dead yet i let hers groovy shoulder lentgh black photographic may have been her its aight i go pet hers things of the past is just resin my bowl aint packed so aint nothin amazin into gods eyes i be blazin court charges misplacin ips they aint tracin mr. trump god forbid doom america facin i know we all got to look out for ourselves but yall rich folks got a put a cap on that well as it's as well as I am now im ya dog sayin a kittens meow with the paw's peow have yale lookin pale my style never stale my lady always gale be she weiss or be she wise wise guy as i be just try me you see for yourself....oh god. i was in the hospital read a italian mafia book read a "victim worse than a coward" obviously a fucking faggot talking there. ok nevertheless its dinner time, jewish people doin youtube now livin crown heights, i aint see no jews in coney island though. they own brighton beach tho. "lil ODESSA" they call my hood. west 23rd pj's, political talk, son i take my long walk. OH YEH, TONI BRAXTON U WOULDA MADE A HELLUVA GAY MAN. BREATHE EHH when ur so sickened by your image of ur own dick that due to presence of ur own concious u cant imagine it in another persons mouth, aight so ok it happened i only got one blowjob in my life from some cute italian boy not even a chick i didnt even get off cause my dog was there and by that im forever a child. i had my pet present. i couldnt ever get off. (or maybe, im tryin to tap that ass toni namean) vow on you gentle blow right by you like mantle avoiding the scandal you i drink georgi vodka in high hopes that ass is for rental cheapest drink at the store thats aight if pussy follow its never a bore superwoman mid-life crisis is just a midsection hole u know thats a score baby u know i adore all aside fact how years blew by me without me ever steppin in door needless to say baby girl im tryin to fuck on all four dinner time shelter wine they dont even serve drink at this time im at the brink of my rhyme i was just thinkin my dime try my piece u be dime leave ya at the ER diagnosed death means of lime after bullet i invested deeper i go in son wasnt bulletproof so u know he felt chested my skill know i mastered my bars just be im that bastard or even bastard child that damn right be me ya best or wild just be me! ;-*( sole reason i want to go dick in is toni braxton my cock go stiffen 8 bars spittin or rather liftin half of life and time is tickin who between us need go pickin mami sometimes we end up sickened im parcissus im greekened my verses show that life done to me the geekened need i further remain leakened cause im freak and at your bed toni know im ricardo rick and. and whaaaaaaaaaaaaaattttttttt

Thursday, June 5, 2025

my intelligence capacity is 2pac in basement rap city.

*grin*, bed time! saying word and giving your word two different things thats like being bored yet wearing the championship rings. one for his airness! anyhow, crack rock i slew in my life game i been true all my life options within reason i blew all my life my nigga zuckerberg fuck a clue thats further speaking on life. (j/k, just o-G talk). jp jp jp! just playin, nah its just pavel! (or Sickly P, youthful nickname), on real talk i aint never sell no crack tho im tryin to smoke tho things lookin wack :-)