AWKWARDLY ISOLATED

Wednesday, March 22, 2017

See thats the thing with women...

Attractive think they'll get some fucking sales tax the more revealing NSA photos are higher the tax then unattractive women they'd have a higher chance finding a husband if they sent disturbing NSA photos around , the kinda photo that would have a man needing psychologist for a week then Doc explains suspense always first sign of love. All in all, if you don't think an obese bitch flaunting arrogantly is hotter than a cocaine fit figurine of a pro...YOU NEED A SELF-ESTEEM COUNSELOUR. You show me the woman who records herself eating BBQ watching oprah with kinky wear on sized for a bear at the end of oprah puts on tom cruise on ellen degeneres to use a vibrator...I WILL PAY HER WELL to fuck.

LETS BE SERIOUS HERE, ATTRACTIVE IS FOR SOCIAL SETTIN OTHERWISE WITH LIGHTS OUT YOU A GROWN MAN YOU WANT A LADY WHOS BEEN WITH LESS MEN BEFORE YOU.

THAT ATTRACTIVE/UNATTRACTIVE SHIT IS FOR FANCY RESTAURANT SITTING

OTHERWISE ITS TRASHIER/CLEANER

I mean if its paid for NSA...the hotter she is the more drinks you need to forget you're fucking a dish rag.

Thats my word, show me a fat cunt recording heerself masturbating watching hollywood homos on Ellen D...I WILL BUY HER

I'm so sorry, Sarah W. Im truly fucking sorry. But it was a long time at that point when I met you since I had anyones company except that schizophrenic I treated. We were like brothers him gay im straight one time i had insisted we drink i tried to kiss the poor guy. Thats how I know he was a true friend, didn't let me throw away my manhood. He stopped me. And I've never enjoyed ANYBODYS company except this Nastya gal :()

Thats why im a toothless freak of nature left to decay now

HEH!~

Tuesday, March 21, 2017

IN THE NAME OF AN EX-COUGAR PAL

reminder: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HipZV58tXt0 read what happened to him

I WRITE STEAMY MATERIAL

https://soundcloud.com/pasha-pasha-396360398/boka-spat-nam-pora

http://www.nydailynews.com/news/crime/video-police-officer-body-slams-elderly-woman-pavement-article-1.1548735

"Im sick enough to fuck a man in his face but I won't cause you'll probably want to stand in his place"  - Eminem ...on where my life is today

Dad didn't like this cougar pal and damn shame I was too doped up every day to fuck her. FACT REMAINS FACT:

Father admires me cause most of last 14 years i've been a drug addict and NOT ONCE did I let some shit like that happen. Involving myself with homos. I would've of partied myself into a grave long time ago if I did. Even if I stayed sober I would've hurt my mother alot more than my drug use ever did. She's from PURE RUSSIAN Background she could sell that faggot favoring shit to someone who don't know her. Don't run in our culture. 5'10 100lbs soakin wet and I'm straight.

And if I can't get suboxone covered today I'll suffer again but if a guy told me you can have rest of your life with unlimited narcotics for us to fuck, still wouldn't

I'm man first everything else second.

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"To prove to you in action how I despise all that you live by, I renounce the two millions of which I once dreamed as of paradise and which now I despise. To deprive myself of the right to the money I shall go out from here five hours before the time fixed, and so break the compact. . . ." When the banker had read this he laid the page on the table, kissed the strange man on the head, and went out of the lodge, weeping. At no other time, even when he had lost heavily on the Stock Exchange, had he felt so great a contempt for himself. When he got home he lay on his bed, but his tears and emotion kept him for hours from sleeping. Next morning the watchmen ran in with pale faces, and told him they had seen the man who lived in the lodge climb out of the window into the garden, go to the gate, and disappear. The banker went at once with the servants to the lodge and made sure of the flight of his prisoner. To avoid arousing unnecessary talk, he took from the table the writing in which the millions were renounced, and when he got home locked it up in the fireproof safe."

Monday, March 20, 2017

MARIANA WILLIAM I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU

ITS TRUE

I COME FROM CULTURE IM OLD FASHIONED(Not a pervert at that) AND I BEEN TOLD GUY THAT LOOKS LIKE A JEW AINT ACCEPTABLE IN MY LOVES FAMILY THUS:

^ WILL YOU MARRY ME?

(If not, I'd still like a night. YOU ARE HOT)

All humor aside:

For ME to go outa my fucking way just to blow money on a filth hole to fuck. hotel price that's fine but to pay a woman to fuck..shit she aint a swimsuit model. If I live to see the day I lose a limb or some wild shit like that IM ALL ABOUT KINKY FUCKING.Otherwise I could enjoy myself plenty for that sum of cash and no nuisance anywhere near me

Don't get me wrong I'd pay for a night with this Anastaciya character but shes doestoevskys lady idiot, one time I ASKED HER HOW could  YOU SELL YOURSELF! She replied "Why not, All I have to do is lay there."

I like her. She's brilliant

Sunday, March 19, 2017

PFFT PFFT PFFT

MY MIND IS DYING

Any obese not too bright ladies want a date in my mothers basement OR A COUGAR NOT TOO PROUD FOR MOMS PLACE..just being realistic on ladies I have a chance with. I'm not the shy type. Awkward only happens in a social setting..as spoken of first on all else. I will disregard your extra few lbs and even buy you flowers in exchange for sex.

^ last night

When I heard this on Russian television: "If you ain't a nazi you ain't ukrainian"

I CRINGED LAUGHING

ITS ALRIGHT NASTYA LAUGH AWAY NO MATTER HOW DISGUSTING THE SITE OF ME IS TO YALL

I love you! (Thing is every year I forget about speaking of you the previous year)
 This is such a fucking strain!

Doubt I got long left so no sweat. But me being a saint who gets shitted on in this house..once I'm gone, people won't forget the nature of the others.

That's the thing, the expression "A snake in the grass." Every so often it's the grass's color which identifies meaning...in other words "A snake in dollars."

In hospital some wealthy man told me:

"IF YOU AINT GAY YOU AINT GELLER."

I almost cried in fear. Hence my dirty socks:

Only man in the country who's had a harder life resulting from being hetero.

AGAIN NO SUCH THING AS BI UR EITHER GAY WITH "FAG HAGS" OR YOU STRAIGHT WITH TESTOSTERONE LVLS SO HIGH YA CAN SODOMIZE A MALE GRIZZLY BEAR.

After 2 comas first 1 w/a 50-60% mortality hemhorrage..

I DID NOT REMEMBER NO SUCH THING AND 95% chance it didn't happen. I was somehow manipulated into making a claim my father molested me. Impossible I've never recalled anything of the sort..NOT WHAT THE WORD MEANS LITERALLY. So he felt he's guilty of something else about as serious and admitting it through me was w/o question harmless to him. Just some sort of semitic type of confession since he's now the jewish Elder..question, what is it he did so harmful to somebody for me to USE THOSE WORDS.

I DIDNT CHOSE THE WORDS HE DIDN'T MOLEST ME ETC..

THUS I WAS MANIPULATED INTO USING THAT WORD.\\

you think its impossible you're a fuckin' idiot, incredible hypnosis techniques exist today.

I never think back ON/of ANYONE aside family..other than her. I'm sorry. Regardless, #'s easy to block on new cell's. I don't even got my own cell atm I'll NEVER register a new gmail phone unless I get thru a 3rd coma, forget my email addy/pw

I don't stalk or harass anybody, ever, Valentina . Never.

Other petty fucks: Drugs no drugs I COME FROM CULTURE

Somebody please to introduce me to an obese lady my age range with IQ below 70. Safe bet we'd be overjoyed by / with each other

Saturday, March 18, 2017

In between trump and iosif..

I'm not sure if my room's air will have me awake in the morning. Or just kept asleep into insulin coma.

Will or wont see tomorrow.

^ last nights paranoias from certain aspects of health havin' gotten worse.

Now 2 facts I can state on psych diagnostics:

"Bipolar" - prolonged mood swirves ARE PTSD

"Schizoaffective" - WHAT AN EFFECTIVE FUCKING JOKE. That's fancy wording, one more so insulting for Retard.

In a solid economy thats socioliberal, have to keep imbeciles in control with pharms

They used to think schizophrenia and dementia are the same thing...

Safe to say one day it'll be comically presented as We didn't see shizoaffective as liberated retards

THEN ONE DAY DAVID LETTERMAN GOIN TO HIT YOUS WITH AN NYC GENDER-SWITCH SEXUALLY DESPERATE WOMAN, NIECE OF SOME PRO-JACK K FIGURE..RICHARD PRYOR TAP ON PEOPLE WHO ARENT AFRAID TO LAUGH AT THOSE OTHERS SYMPATHISE WITH.

NYC ENGLISH REVISION OF Hable Con Ella

Description: Two women share an odd friendship taking care of a man in his third Coma.

Further entails: One of the woman reads on medical papers he is still in good shape in what identifies a man, so to speak. And her being obese as opposed to his tall thin frame decides having his kid should be pretty simple. She adds liquid viagra to his IV drip and begins drooling violently trying to figure out how to have her on top and cause an orgasm before suffocating the bony thin man with her weight. She adds arm weight to allow her to maneuver doing artificial sit ups on his mid-section and manages to ingest sperm sample. She is stunned she walks away w/o forcing euthanasia with her weight fallen over on him  causing cardiac arrest. Seeing her attractive pal on her walk home, she feels she's looked at mockingly and enjoying her croissant speaking of her child to be. Laughter not shared, causing her a stroke. She ends up in the hospitals same room which her childs father was in. Meanwhile awoken from a coma greatly burnt out by which...Father walks by the same dance hall every evening only to blindly and speechlessly look inside. Where child mother's pal does a dance routine. No longer able to speak towards his attraction unaware she knew of him..comes home to close his eyes and masturbate with the dance figurine in the back his head.

Thursday, March 16, 2017

Okay, it has acceptedly hit me..

I've come across 2 realistic romances possible aND IT HAS HIT ME

I PREFER FAT WOMEN.

Not because I'm a narcissist into his own mother. Not even speaking comically..

Onscreen it's perversion not preference.

In person I am attracted to women twice my size. Give or take, depending on mood.

Otherwise drugs are a must...has to be some form of romance at my age or at worst suppression there of.

suboxone, selena, slackin' heh

Tuesday, March 14, 2017

I DIDNT PHRASE IT IN ANY INAPPROPRIATE WAY..

SO YOU TELL ME IM WRONG FOR/IN TELLING POLITELY (MUCH LESS TYPING) A WOMAN WHOS GOT A FEW YEARS ON ME I FIND HER ATTRACTIVE AND ILL TELL YOU: DONT BE AN ASSHOLE HALF YOUR LIFE.

Was no 'physical stunt' on my part acclaiming just shy words!

I WONT LIE FOR MY BENEFIT ON THIS EITHER:

I cleaned off snow next door as well not cause I wanted to gain favors or respect in neighbor Mike's eyes simply cause I was bored and I respect him.

AGAIN, AGAIN . ANYWHERE IT BE OLDER BROAD JUST NEEDS TO HINT ONLY A FUCKING HINT SHE'D INVOLVE HERSELF IN IT..ILL SAY THE REST ON BOTH OF OUR BEHALVES AND TELL HER THE CIRCUMSTANCES I GOT AVAILABLE CAUSE THAT WHOLE WHOREHOUSE SHIT AINT FOR ME. I RESPECT WOMEN!!!

Real talk, parcissus.tk goin to be blog of the NKILF HUNTER

NO KIDS ID LIKE TO FUCK HUNTER PASHA.

What you think, Mike? You know my first Parincess?

^ yesterday

ONE TIME IN THE LOONY BIN DUE TO AN ALLERGIC REACTION I SHAT MYSELF IN THE PRESENCE OF 3 MILFS..

I said outloud "This a fuckin' hassle, I shit you not!"

All 3 shyly laughed one practically blushed. I was 30 y/o

I'm one charismatic fella

Monday, March 13, 2017

TO MY NEW LOVE INTEREST

That does dissolve any possibility of awkwardness. Your older roommate saying a line by which  know you're home and free. Next time if you agree, JewD H. Elder out comment on the weather USE THE WORD WEATHER. I'll simply say if we get better aquianted.

I'll go stop by the church.

Strange or not, I find you alot more attractive than any girl my age range whom I could possibly sleep with in a romantic sense. (Not payin' for pussy)!

I'll go stop by the church!@~!@!#3333333333

^DAYTIME

Now, I asked a young LADY of age at the grocery just now. 41. Her question being a lady, obvious. I answered 21. Smiled small talkedly BLAH BLAH

NEGATIVE, SHE'S FOREIGN.

....I love YOU. Or rather HER. Depends whos reading. You/she know/s me a long time AND  we like each other.

....Sure you may say to yourself NONSENSE youngin' freAk of a dopefiend.

But let's not be foolishly evasive, princess of age. That'd be talk of someone who met me a week ago. You love me as well. So our elder simply need say the word weather to me on preferred day.

AWAY FROM MY IMPULSIVE HUMBLENESS INTIATIVE PRECAUTION:

NOPE. I WAS NOT ASHAMED TO LOOK HER MOTHER IN THE EYES. JUST WELL AWARE OF THE FACT SHE WAS PAID TO STAND THERE SEVERAL TIMES AND AT BEST AFTER JOYSOME LAUGHTER OF ME THERE MIGHT BE A SYMPATHETIC FROM HER AND A REPLY FROM THE YOUNGER DAUGHTER SUCH AS "FAGGOT" (IN RUSSIAN) AKA FEMININE RESENT RESULTING ME BEING THE ONLY GUY SHES EVER MET WHO BOTH PASSED UP ON SEX WITH HER AND MEANWHILE FULL AWARE I HONESTLY LOVE HER SISTER AND WOULD FUCKING BEND OVER BACKWARDS FOR INTIMACY WITH HER. "PLAYED" ON HER FEELINGS OR NOT. ONE THING GOES W/O QUESTION ..DONT NEED NOTHING AND NOONE TO "MAINTAIN COMPOSURE AS A JUNKIE". DRUG ALONE MORE THAN ENOUGH FOR THIS COMPOSURE YOU SPEAK OF.

SO IF ALL IN ALL THIS YOUR FAGGOT ASS PHILOSOPHY ON IT KILLING MY LAST HOPES THEN:

My next hope, her name is Judy. And I'm REALLY  sorry about the book. I DID NOT SEE IT AS PERVERTED MUCH LESS FEEL AROUSED FROM/BY IT. I WAS MORE AROUSED JUST IMAGINING HOW HOT THE 19 O/O BROTHEL GAL WHO GAVE CAPONE SYPHILIS WAS.

NOW WELL READ COMA DAMAGED RETARD LETS STAY AWAY FROM IRRELAVANT:

You figure put this shit together in regards to a man, how is it possible he prefers women?

SIMPLE MY MEANS OF EXPRESSION RESULT FROM 95% of my free time ALONE IN A SMALL ROOM. AND YOU FIGURE FRIENDS AT THIS POINT? NOTHIN PERSONAL BUT I WILL NEVER SPEND TIME WITH HOMOS.   Earlier grave as result of it practically guarenteed now since my father feels I need a social life. All I can manage alone is fine. What straight fellas would be friends with me? HEH  I'll sign up for a drug program

My father is DEAD SET AGAINST ME FUCKING FEMALES. He'd say only jewish ones but if it was a semitic issue then how the fuck is he comfortable with nazi guys I was aquianted with,sleeping a room down from him.

WHEN IM HERE ,MY BROTHER KEEPS HIS "LIBERAL PALS" FAR AWAY FROM THE HOUSE ALWAYS I HONESTLY FOR THE;LIFE OF ME CANT UNDERSTAND WHY.. IT AINT SOMETHIN ABOUT ME BUT WTF CAN I SAY OR DO TOB HURT FRIENDSHIPS THERE?!?

DONT TELL ME HE THINKS THEYD BE ATTRACTED TO ME OR SOMETHING ALONG THE LINES OF THAT. THATS JUST FUCKING PAINFUL TO ME HED THINK THIS

Now to neighbor mike: If grocery gal from you to be honest I wouldnt be against however whoever I can get it. I just dont want to talk for nothing. I told a young slim light beautty today shes hot she didnt seem to feel complimented. Age appearance etc WHATEVER SAME SHIT. They just need to bluntly say: I'm up for it :)

IF YOURE GIVING MY FAMILY MONEY

I SWEAR ON ALL THAT IS HOLY NOT A PENNY GOES TO MY BENEFIT


THATS MY WORD.

Now..

Another guy in my plce may would say I'm renting this basement, it's my day offa work etc etc

BUT THAT SHIT IS FOR SMALL TALKERS. I'm a 33 y/o bum at mas place. THE END.

Now ladies, speAk for urselves