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verse for u barack

 sayin Obama was a mistake is like fishing with osama at the lake never beat me yous a fake illest verses u know my take ;-) Obama got that ...

Mother said I'm a romantic. my style result from years of aimless reading im aimful feeding. autist!

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My name is paul and I'm an addict.


those who suffered from day one without solution much like me life lived without a cushion. romance known as my existance has been dedicated to you. Jigga man is black and gay always a white man? You sure are. What you think hypnosis going to get a racist remark out of me? doubt it regardless of what kind of brain damage i'm left with. as far as zuckerberg sacrificing some arab retard's life whatever I'll kill him without hypnosis. Fucking faggot go that far for a few dollars. Atleast you earned yours, marc. This guy, we'll see. Depends if their knife placement will be. What's left of my brain never did the idea of muhammad doing this for family or anyone other than himself come to me. Good lord that kind of misanthropy is damage do ego. Misanthropy just seems like the correct word. Dont remember exact meaning. Opposite of Phila. Phila was my dog at 21. Phila nthrow P. Phila start with P too.

Thursday, May 16, 2024

Testosterone estrogen. Total Epiphany...nah that's homoed out. More like Track Esoteric. (Or a heavenly #4 combined, Team Excited).

Esoteric: know of or understand only by a few. My only esoteric track was my "kevorkian-esque" joint. Ain't nothin to be understood bout punchin the DA goin out swingin. Niggas wana talk some dirty shit to me...cause the DA might be a homo. Man that present me of himself...all that would be fine. A sociopath on the other hand...present...what he present. Actually no present, aint no gift there. I know I know..I already said man in my place would have to be one of no concious to ever fuck a woman again. BUT HEY...WITH THAT "BLACK CHICK" HERE. IM SAYIN, A MAN CAN ONLY DREAM (freud and jung I fucking bet ain't have this one figured out...how the human concious play into a man's dream). Jung's collective unconcious. (We all meet in a dream world, that one means) Only thing been collected is that Im punk sheesh. WHATS GOOD OBAMA, OH BRO IM TRYIN TO DO THIS MA. And I dont give a fuck if I suffocate, if it's cardiac arrest...nah Card is ice on my chest. OR WHATEVER. Take your worldly politics...just take em to (226 is it?) Hett ave staten island, NY 10306. God be a gift to politics. God is Anastacia Kareva (Or is that an S rather than C in first name. Whichever. Simply cool.). If my father will ever comply with a wish of mine, it'd be for Ms. Kareva's happiness. When I go...what can I say, I'll go out swingin. Aint playin with nobody feelings on that one. Even tho feelings have a man swingin'... JR. Just retarded or not. YOU STRAIGHT AND YOU GOT A CONCIOUS MY MAN 3RD ONE BEING YOU JEWISH...HOPE IT DONT LAND ME IN A 3RD COMA. :-) oh yeh...pacino or trump or biden or zuckerberg...nah only man i'd like to meet is jordan. The GOAT. Guy over anonymous team. I'm no longer anonymous it seem. meeting you my only dream aside the "black chick" here. My 2 dreams black with that there aint no crack. Mike, as long as the "black chick" around when I die...I'll know I died straight in the heart of black(And to the just retarded one) regardless of gay men around. Even if she gay. She ain't been with a real man yet...so that whole dyke shit is QUESTIONABLE As time elapse I've had my share of relapse share of ass that I tap with that said I ain't wearin gap lungs damaged past running a lap I JUST WOKE UP FROM A NAP AND YOU KNOW MY HEAD TOO BIG FOR YOUR CAP. All in all wording ain't combine to nothin but a "social mishap". :(, Once again pops...if the UN make me suffer that suck but I'm sure you can afford happiness for nasty. I aint pathologically lier just chronologically higher. Path in my logic be high. I been so death defiant I've lived past court compliant. namean. TERMS (This emotionally retarded man simple). TERMS of service....nah The man over service. Just with your service at time being. Boy has god serviced me. Em said "drug sickness got me doin some sick bug twitches" nah with me look like For Bug's Bunnys team Parcissus pitches. Judge a clownfish hope that don't mean he frown upon my wish. I ain't gonna further comment on what wish is. Just hint, for dying aint no need a satellite dish. Ms. Kareva had my heart on a leash so maybe you afford such your freak of nature on 5th. 5 star now..I'll play the fifth fuck taking doufy duck you know for god's sake and. Oh sorry, I forgot Mr. trump that be playing with a girls feelings. Being a non-sociopath don't afford me so much regardless of money provided. I remember the moment clearly when I came up with "judge be the clownfish". I had to look that word up. "clownfish" Cause my life today might be nothin but circus..but AS LIFE HAS GONE TO PROVE...WITH MY PAST...AINT NO CLOWN HERE. Got my cigarettes now, Ima stay smokin. Jigga man know that pussy I be pokin. I'm the super leavin you soakin lookin and loakin on the block know your bloke in at my wake be the last spot I awoke in I done did it my text spoke in LIFE OF FUCKING VERBAL COINCEDENCES JIGGA..MAMEAN. IMA GO SMOKE. ENJOY MYSELF. Denzel washington is your benz all gain me support in washington? or they just washin me off cause i know these niggas aint brushin me off. Be these RECENT rhymes implanted or not..I had an incredible ability to format language. what's left of it now, beats me. though it never defeats me. even if washington meets me hope jordan greets me with all my near-death feats me that just creates leets...me? I just be. didn't smoke cig yet. k bbl I used to play a game called ultima online with my man man be matt falcon. matt and man start with same letter but so do morbidly mackin. might be misplaced that I mock. With Death Dealer...on the server test center I'm center putting washington to test know I feel her biden my legal he deal her he might be sealer white man of "class" might be killer thats aight with kareva I couldn't get any realer wasn't no love in my life till her I needed a meal her. dont need a pope to free me of sin now I'm free and I been lookin type lean on my face a grin i forgot debit card pin cause I drank gin my men know I'm in satire be in my spleen with conan obrien look to be win. I AINT GONNA LIE I DO HOPE I LIVE AS LONG AS MY PHYSIQUE CAN AFFORD ME. EVEN IF THAT'S PAST 40TH. #4 MIGHT BE HEAVEN BUT IN 40 A ZERO FOLLOWS 4. SO MIGHT NOT LAND ME IN HEAVEN. Then again the whole may 27 thing...I dont know my real birthday. Dont know when I was born, never asked mother where I was born (not biological)...but somehow I was born. I've created emotion in life without being focus of attention. I never liked attention. Bill Harris..I remember him...WHAT ELSE BUT MY NIGGA PARTYING HAVING YET ANOTHER DRINK on my birthday when nasty was over...to comfort myself some I tell myself his party that day was for my birthday. He might have been a late stage alcoholic drinking but I was a juvenile diabetic drinking so who had it harder. As of recent past, I've smoked hard. bill doubt you alive anymore, but you know I stay hard. hard knockin my cock was in...that day. if i'm right bout your death..IF I'm right r.i.p neighbor of NOTHING BUT COMFORTING SENTIMENT. I'd step out ma's basement dope sick he step out his crib hung over...i'd be like "Hi bill" he always replied with the same line "Hey buddy, how are you?". Well today...it's just how I am. Never forgetting who I am. Posts read..numbers singled out combined add to 46. #4 heaven #6 be the devil...I'm top of both. Top of my game. To be honest in my whole life...I never looked at myself as a freak of nature. (avoiding that view might have been expensive true) Guess cause I was naturally freak. More or less my truth more hope I stay legally less dont need a judge or the pope only to god I confess. niggas might see me die hope it aint leavin no sigh ain't no further questions aside to god me why hope i get welfare back be bread on my rye aside the fact I enjoy high ya know I be that guy man of heart say oh my hope i won't cry with nasty being forever goodbye. Juvenile diabetic at 40. Ain't blind yet so manage to stare I find that you manage care in all my carnage guess life aint fair I'll take apple over pear of those I've had my share might be too small to call bear I'm too thin for tear my piece stay firin rare leave ya dead in my nightmare. I was given a lighter reddish pink my heart red my blood red I do without 3rd coma just like I do passin on pink. DEATH DEFIANT. PARCISSUS BEEN DEATH DEFIANT. Even if I'm dead now...I lived my life death defiant. Call me crackhead thats aight if it dont get black mad. OH YEH..I REMEMBER BILL'S WIFE NAME...PEGGY. NEIGHBORLY SENTIMENT. All my coincedence aside...MY IRONY KNOW IT AINT FIRIN ME. like I said CIA acronym for composing idiots anonymously boy they helped compose this one. THE AMERICAN IDIOT. Key word: AMERICAN. Proud to be an american. Maybe we all alive forever although me alive anymore could be a never. I afforded god knowing me knowing god this I been afforded hope I'm afforded welfare soon. Through out my life though...me getting afforded nah that just bored it. AND NOW STILL BROKE BUT I SCORED IT. Life now clocky hope to god it aint a sin I got cocky. All in all who's to say lucky. I bring doufy to ducky fuck fuckin it's fucky I'm bout ball fuck hockey too pucky stallone know I get rocky don't wear socks so fuck sucky in all your mockery mocking me nah I be the one mocky only nipple I nip and tucky. Hope me selling cigarettes don't have my mother make her feel its some sort of justification in my death...NAH MOTHER, MY DEATH DONT NEED TO BE JUSTIFIED WITH ANYONE BY ANYONE BECAUSE ANYONE JUST ANYONE IM JUST THAT ONE. We all die one day..and IVE LIVED MY SHARE. BETTER BELIEVE THAT ONE, I HAVE FUCKING >>>>>>>>>LIVED<<<<<<<<<< MY SHARE. IN ALL MY DEATH DEFIANT SURVIVING. more fucking IRONY. I heard a song called "Heroin or suicide" by a group called left over crack. It goes like "I've made a choice deep inside heroin or suicide jesus nailed to wooden T's could not compete with my disease." Suicide is a sin...so I'll lay off that one. Fuck pay of that one. Fuck the pay off with that one. Suicide nah for that one I'm too white. Only thing I'm too white for. Euthanasia aint suicide. It's just killing illness. When all thats left of you is ill...that's all you killin me. So even by jesus, doubt it's wrong. With illness, nah on the mic I'm that ill its what got me into this mess. BUT NEVERTHELESS I KEEP IT THE HEBREWIST. There is a difference between sympathy and pityful. All in all might have been pityful but I pity the fool who dare to say such. A little further life I suspect sadly knife he didnt expect. But that was manipulated/hypnotised...as far as me doin. SORRY POPS. I ran shelves once...and boy that whole thing happenin...man the memory of sentiment with that one. Fucking sentiment play strong with memory as time has went to prove. *grin* Todays sudden change of mood Marijuana bud in my range that's good.

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