what i've suffered to play it as straight, being freak of nature as I. If I went as gay, wouldn't be suffering but..me as freak of nature...would that impose suffering? Maybe I'm bluff and then. And then what? What's more to say on me as I? More even if aint gay, say I death defy. no joke look like i might like forever. Scientific facts and all that small talk shit...I'm past that. I only talk to myself...that's not past science. Money sometimes changes laws just as it does, laws of attraction....Ain'r never had a dollar, same as me having I as attractive...but attraction. What leaves it at. What's left at it. Just laughed at it. At the moment couldn't laugh