Me being a rat is as likely as a kids hat fitting my big head. Boy what i've went through for sake of not being rat. BUT IRONY IN BEAUTY...I MEAN REALLY COME ON NOW. Brain damage and other issue that came with, did it really "hurt" me? fuck outa here. brain damage was favorable and as far as me JUVENILE DIABETIC, WAS WELL FUCKING WORTH IT. RECOVERED A LIFE TIME (as far as karma) OF BEING A JUNKIE IN THE EYES OF GOD. And once again, my children. your dope/crack wack. Now speedball is righteous enough without my brother's support. It's got that loving feeling. I'm going to go be a new found new age beggar who's gotten over his ego for nicotine