Retard behind reason being read best ready b.i.g self esteem, esteem my dick down your throat. Only thing relevant to that, is fact being me straight that's just the self. only muscle in me is the heart. psychological muscle, already spoken of, me born straight. forgot third. Straight of heart, muscle can't change what I was born...I chose not to play other than straight in relevancy to identity with the self. My muscle in heart, was enough to survive SOME ABSURD SHIT. So...what else can be said of the self that holds any relevancy to what's left of me, spoken of moment. Luck Lust...leisure (never had, lived life a bum). Holocaust...my appearance at 5'10 115 lbS, fuck else is there in identifying holocaustically ... look to be holy to most. Aight as I said, retard behind reason being read best...ready big? Enough said. Be you JR, AI, AP oh right.. AK being the one that holds most relevancy of straight at heart...or more reason in relevancy.. MZ ... forgot others really. Oh well, What can I say of otherwise other who, others other than who. Who but I, speaking at moment. Ok done. Probably done for, as far as me on forward. Ok done. i