The speedball. quality/coke dope. THOSE FIRST 2 MINUTES, WHEN YOU LIGHT A CIGARETTE AND TAKE FIRST PULL OF CIGARETTE. THAT PROVES THE EXISTANCE OF GOD TO ME. 2 minutes one pull cig, worth a life time of pain. Pain that don't insult one's ego. Such as dialysis. I've suffered, without ANY INSULT TO EGO. NEVER BEEN SICK ASIDE NEEDLE RIDDEN AS JUVENILE DIABETIC. But that only afforded me free syringes, and me being a bum...I'll accept free syringes and thank juvenile diabetes for it. Poor guy , "Zakir". AS MANY AND I SAY MANY MEMORIES OF SENTIMENT I HOLD ON TO DESPITE BRAIN DAMAGE. Is when a mobster lackie told me, "Zakir got deported". When a man who aint retarded does shit that he knows will get him thrown out of the country for those first two minutes. LET ME TELL YOU DOPE/CRACK WOULDNT DO IT. But the speedball, that's god in turned brown liquid 40cc of in a syringe. Yeh, on that note I'm a junkie. So do me a solid, "take care of things" tomorrow. My birthday. Joe biden , joe my pops name and IAM BIDDING ON THE SOLID EGO OF MINE. WHICH IS PARTIALLY RESULT OF DISASTER AFFORDED TO ME BY POPS. AND YEH, I TELL YOU DIS-FUCKING-ASTER. Boy, leme tell you...I've quite mastered in all my disaster. IRONY IRONY IRONY, MORE BEAUTIFUL IRONY DESPITE MY FUGLY FACE. F for either, for fucking as frail was fun i ain't fat forego on the flamboyant freely flying put up a fight without hitting anyone once despite all the romance in my tale I ain't no fairy left over of my brain is just now fried maybe it'll just add to my frolic. Blood pressure? nigga, so far i'm aight systollic. System like mine who need brolic, with my classy dialect in language alone I've made impact as of recent smoked crack, nastya had my heart cracked in which being the only muscle I've never lacked my ego attacked nigga trying that one he just get sacked I'm speaking solely fact, tyra banks got that rack got me feeling ruthlessly racked, I ain't bout the drink so fuck wrecked AND I SWEAR I NEVER SWEAR ITS WRONG SPIRITUALLY BUT NOT ONCE I SHIT U NOT..NOT ONE IN MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE HAVE I BEGGED FOR A DRUG. NOT EVEN GOD HIMSELF. THE SPEEDBALL, AINT A MAN OF GREED DESPITE FAIRLY TALL. NEVER NEED SHOPPING AT THE MALL MY OWN MOTHER GOT PAYLESS JOINTS FOR ME WONT BE TONIGHT THAT I CALL WHAT'S TO SAY OF ALL I PREFER SPRING LESS HUMID THUS NOT A SEASON TO DO BID WHICH FEW YEARS BACK I DONE DID BUNCH OF HOMOS SUPPORTING ME THROUGH OUT SO MY EGO DONT FEED WHATS TO SAY OF LEFT OVER TIME FOR ME..I GUESS COMING TO TERMS WITH GOD...THAT...I NEED oh yeh..fuck getting high but the speedball MY OH MY...what it's done to some i say but god why :( Good night.