spoilin my wish soilin my dish thats alright Id rather fuck trish. As far as this black lady with a face here goes..... she can't be getting paid all this money for an act of which results never be fed. as long as she didnt show me her real facee...I wouldnt need a conscious. My imagination is vivid. A Parcissus spin on narcissism. This state of mind on sex..it's just ego talkin so u know I'm women and as time has told my ego looks to be big enough to avoid sex with brothel spot girls provided free. Just as the moment speaks of itself. Right, I prefer writing over speaking more or less if it was less I'd confess,...but looks like my future might be a mess.. Question is after the legend that I turned out to be...does the man want me to die 100% straight to myself. A straight legend you know all for bait legend nah that dont look good as played legend even with benefit of the layed legend as far as decayed legend. I don't see that coming about any day soon. ive kept it strayed long enough to say this played is wrong enough. But I'm just syncin words with reality as far as I can recall it....what's in my own heart is all that matters to me. what'll be trapped in yours for eternity isn't a matter of my concern being me you'd be in love with yourself too. after all someone's gotta love me. There's my small on typing with last statement..politics basically took drivers seat on this one with me just setting the groove with music. Passion of the romance by voice of others. Rich black actually talking to me ... that'd be enslaving your white man. I dont see myself as exceptional in any way so facing fact I'm being dealt with like an individual with money (or from me) is "estranged" (wild guess on word to be used), with these posts involved..i'd imagine political parties combine in my interest. But really ..aside jada verses..what's there to say to a man like me Sorry, I have NEVER looked as riches as spoils. Here with you folks is alot more comforting than any lambo. To look at as riches as spoils why...when my appearance spoiled me rich without need for a dollar. Spoils arent always all about compliment (or financial gain). Here exists your man to whom human company without disturbance alot greener a grape than any dollar can color to..Key word disturbance my interpretation of that which is disturbing is all that disturbs. All this philosophy getting the car radio disturbed. Only further D possible would be for a dimwit. Doesn't apply here. I know u guys getting this..if there's some sort of secret method I can apply which would earn greater benefit for you. Let me know One that pays prolly has this monitored closely enough to avoid such hand outs though. now a black man with riches coming across a rapper bum worth nothing with father being mine.....that's some OG business. Me a bum amongst black is as likely as bum like me being against crack. But as told, up until jessica (ANOTHER BLACK...the spoils of my ruin) I was never into crack. And you know this is FACT....where iam today where my mind...aint no such thing as telling lie. Not that there ever was with me. looks like shit out of nowhere just happen..miracolously. On this miracle I'm pleasant to those present piss ant if involved in resent. (Theres a white elitist rap line for you!! in her holy memory.) This my fantasy living poverty in the hood with my black people rather dying rich with the white folk in montauk point long island. Yeh, a jewish girl introduced me to jew bf from a rich neighborhood (dont even know if its rich but it's as close to as it comes to with my presence) You have to be considerate of those around you. And me being the white one....I got to be poorer. So all in all, all is fantastic. Can't get too repetitive with fact or I'll get too repetitive before its even cracked. Wait, those two are antonyms. sorry ego-cover there. Looking like me my parents basement afforded me alot more than any sum of money ever could. cause a neighbor is a neighbor no matter what you make of yourself..be or bill or judy effects synonymous. But stepping away from my stairs....has me climbing the stairs (true, stars is just stairs without the I. cant play Parcissus too far with that one) to a damaged attic. One thing I wish I could tell by means of hypnosis is attention to question at hand is sincere or just paid for. Because you know there ain't no questioning my sincerity. Just where being so open got me in life..