Sentiment, what can I say as to sentiment. Marc, c for cri. Me being me, all in all with all your money added to all. Me being a poor who's hard a had a hard life, I can recollect so much fucking sentiment. OBSCENE. You being the less fortunate rich...what you got as sentiment touchingly virginly hitting your memory base? But I, the legend of I even if only relating as to you...whatever. That punts my ego into over-drive(dont know if jewishly is good word to add here. what's left of my brain)...my ego and rich. That destroys my ego built upon. So all in all man, desire for death cause of being my ego...my ego no longer existing. I don't know how much I want death anymore. But as long as it's before mothers everything good. Unless she dont come see on b-day. Ah well, the pain it is as to my end. A heart attack won't allow a text send either. My everything based on my mother, not just my ego. So without her, I no longer exist. sigh....whats there to say on kind in marky (Mr. Wahlberg or something).. Lived a bum die a legend. Legend and Lotto start with the same. And not only in my ego it be said, I'm better off without the lotto. I mean realistically what imma spend other than foodstamps now? And clearly karma ain't do that for me yet. Been delayed several months. Boy do combo's of my left combine for a cunning con caring for other than those at court same time as can't cut his nails. More (coincedence fitting on this one? My brain is fucked. (nah just too lazy for further thought "upon" such topic). But sure is irony huh. Where irony fits most is my further living? But away from all ironies of me, that one don't fit don't sync and cause you blink? dont know science with that one. Ironically living. Intelligent leisure. Inside lust. Interior lacking. But ofcourse, where I'm living im one past queensbridge nas. Neither one had the interior. So with big's exterior and 2pac being the superior..superiorly rapped off on 2pac song in accordance to mother's life. I'm just sayin though with all this pac and biggy shit...I been round nas that ironically leaves me with the other TWO. And both being dead, what's more to speak of me my nigga? Swear someshit outside the court...Wasply swearing....are you caring enough to fill my cup with me spare changing for sake of buying newports? Caring cup changing cri's cut into his finances which afford me some custard? Or Cost me cent to get further cabbage as to my brother's vegetarian diet despite me being anorexic looking and him mildly overweight. What can I say being one biologically related to pops...which one "more suitable"? Trump zuckerberg or even old man geller...where they at on this one? I'll die eating vegetarian rolls here without any money for better food and further go on with negativity..I'll take death with that part of my ego intact over lotto any day of the week.