maybe i got paranoid schizophrenia

 within the last year i started taking antipsychotics and these nutty ideas stopped rupturing the rampant madness of my morbid mindset. if the UN saw my first grade yearbook photo me next to the teacher top of gym in communist soviet union man i'd be a world legend. my pops prolly threw it out tho its ok his well being is more important to me than my legacy ATLEAST WHEN I CAN THINK CLEARLY NOT IN PSYCHOSIS THAT WENT ON FOR MANY LONG YEARS. I SHIT U NOT. THE MINDSET OF PERSISTENTLY PLAYFUL PARCISSUS. 3 P'S MISSING 4TH FOR PUSSY. i dont know if i was born gay or straight maybe gay cause of a troubled childhood doing good in school and always being bullied by fellow males. so my sex with women could have just been the need for their support. and theres a reason support and satisfied start with the same letter. Sex as well can come as first and result from second. 3 P's 3 S's. PS.child like me belonged in special ed but mentality otherwise noted. The Hardships of young pauly. or maybe cursed with a concious. not sure what my biography will be entitled to. i need a nigerian psychologist. these white faggots dont cut it