Suffering my pops had me do.The second time I got off high dose methadone cold turkey. My father had me say something foul to a lady so I suffered as a result. Exact time I was done with withdrawal. I ran across the lady right by staten island ferry. I looked at her awkwardly. She knew what kind of suffering I went through. didnt say anything spiteful wasnt angry just looked at me a tad bit and went on getting on to the ferry . I said nothing felt guilty and got on the boat with her. suffering cause of pops evil ways...shameless cock sucker, more than likely a sociopath. :-( take care.