on the other hand..friend of my youth young chick named shaindy..she had no breasts became bulimic. man unless you put the head light on that shit it aint no big deal...when aint put awkward to the matter nigga you know who the A list batter my lifes title is awkward who lived it better my pops kept it shady wirh money what i resorted to being a go getter. jay z or fabolous or whoever...hebrewist on the mic. NUFF SAID. REALLY THE REALIST EXPRESSING IT REALY ONE L SMOKIN IT KNOW U FEELY GOD DEALT ME THE AWKWARD HAND WORST OPTION MY SON HOW HE DEALY COME i TO HEAVEN EYEIN HIS GRILL I STAY GRILLY. whats good now huh huh on the other hand shaindy pops shimon ecksteing I KID U NOT I TOLD HER I LOVED HER AND I DID THE AMOUNT OF TIME WE SPENT TYPING TO EACH OTHER. MY SHORT STORIES IT SEEM LIKE SHE WAS INTO...JESUS SHE COULD HAVE JUST SAID SHE LOVES ME TOO..THEN ID THINK AWAY AND THINK PAST HYPERGRAPHIC/HYPERLEXIC...N THINK LOVE NOT SOME AUTISTIC HABIT...lol my bad shimon. hope everythin alright for u...im surprised i dont remember if shaindy had siblings if she does. only god can deliver true blessing to them. ill further the word. "namean". but on the real mr. eckstein..i guess all in all . "was born alone im going to die alone". if you dont see that as punishment...YOU TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK PUNISHMENT IS. oh yeh, a 5th or 10th or somethin . "i write because i do nothing or i do nothing because i write."