As far as new thing. Someone putting $2 in my pocket walking out room without me remembering. Ive know theres been ALOT of >different< moments i have. long story short whatever...fuck your 20 or even 100 dollars ....for money or drugs etc...u can put in few bucks and newport cigarettes for 5 minutes...for sake...id amuse myself. wouldnt be so much selling. After it passing into funny from amused. Then it hits the lower bottoms with selling. So that adds up. Now my brother dont want to give me money anymore...hope he dont think this new life style getting me into whatever. my lady chino always looking out with cigarette clips..im sayin though for EVERY MAN not just who ever I....you grow desperate and look into higher agES. NOW I SEE ALL IN ALL IT AINT BREASTS OR HIPS...its pussy front hole that does me..all pretty titty shit. thats a FAR 2nd. Even in porno aside positions where u can pussy..that shit barely keeps me hard...forget getting off. i think my new found leniency and ponchik. whatever...both are small talk. i dont do small talk writing/reading and listening to myself talk somehow oddly enough.