As far as brighton beach synnanogouge or church or connectitut id take synagogue ...the kind of childhood sentiment goes farther than even platonic love before WASP/keeping it hebrewist....even you matt, you being outside of religion (just as david weiss family). boy my pops..man his a-social ways over the years...from his wifes newfound selfimportance in the...russian...(church). whatever i aint read all the bibles sins and stuff. just suicide/gay. call me an asshole for use the expression "no homo" but real talk tho.....if you born desiring...i hate use word man here..oops already did...god was in on it. with suicide, NONSENSE. the kind of suffering a person gotta be going through to take their own life....thats outside of sin or wrong or any word). only a bitch like me rather take their own life than someone elses. cause im always right when im wrong i dont open my mouth. me taking anyones game accounts...is like a black man selling....getting good out of something someone alot wealthier enjoys add my child mind thinking to it...who i was in my mind at age 17...pfft. ms. falcon ....ohh "my bad"(new york expression we use when fucking up with another person). you knew all along. probably get hard without your man...but im sure church you could meet someone despite age. REAL FUCKING TALK DONT MATTER IF FALCON/ROSENTHAL...or even me being a kid...the weiss family...I GIVE IN..OK FINE...CIGARETTES AINT DRUGS...I DONT WANT CAUSE OF BOREDOM ETC. I NEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED. fine fine ill even add this belated yeh..yup...YOUNG BUCK. i envy youth...whether u rich or not dont care...id kick a serious methadone habit to drop 5 years at this point. especially being around my black people mrs. falcon. SO ODD, IM COMFORTABLE HERE. (with matt too bis take on things...put that one together.) namean. ok time to call bro. have a nice day