I could have had a middle class career but what society outside the yeshiva did me ..lets be serious. the kind of tension it prolonged in there after..awkward and tension synonyms here. I mean ...my disciplinary icon mother could have been a nurse like her. or whats uglier. PICTURE ME AT A DESKJOB. That's uglier than death itself can draw. Anyhow man, a future rabbi I now favor. That jewish boy I met studying to be a rabbi in psych while i was there. that tone of voice.....of his. gee golly things lookin just dolly alternative which one of us doll fallternative which one of us fall. i mean that whole ssi/crackhead shit...nigga i rather be the ugliest of ethics so keep calling me crackhead before i insult myself with a work man's career what people have built up out of me. on the other hand, even if u aint nice at memorizing text like me...if black folk here want an easy job with decent pay..nursing period. no social hassle of any sort...the kind...fuck i forgot meaning of etiquette.