IAM sorry for homophobic remarks I've made gay people been real cool with me.

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verse for u barack

 sayin Obama was a mistake is like fishing with osama at the lake never beat me yous a fake illest verses u know my take ;-) Obama got that ...

Mother said I'm a romantic. my style result from years of aimless reading im aimful feeding. autist!

https://www.blogger.com/blog/post/edit/5074896454593679223/1684892603714142096 <- "right who? wrong where?"



My name is paul and I'm an addict.


those who suffered from day one without solution much like me life lived without a cushion. romance known as my existance has been dedicated to you. Jigga man is black and gay always a white man? You sure are. What you think hypnosis going to get a racist remark out of me? doubt it regardless of what kind of brain damage i'm left with. as far as zuckerberg sacrificing some arab retard's life whatever I'll kill him without hypnosis. Fucking faggot go that far for a few dollars. Atleast you earned yours, marc. This guy, we'll see. Depends if their knife placement will be. What's left of my brain never did the idea of muhammad doing this for family or anyone other than himself come to me. Good lord that kind of misanthropy is damage do ego. Misanthropy just seems like the correct word. Dont remember exact meaning. Opposite of Phila. Phila was my dog at 21. Phila nthrow P. Phila start with P too.

Saturday, August 31, 2024

"Rain man the cocaine man" mind you a >black< dude once called me. Photographic memory I once had. At this point numbergraphic. I memorize digits incredibly. Even before I went to prison, I memorized many digit medicaid card #'s with ease. NOw on photos, mind cant sync movement with memory so this one not definate but I remember street signs with names of street on it and make turns based on that. All logical signs some i cant even define atm, point to me having photographic memory. And all in all, my overall mind....before coma...i was a savant. a retarded genius without any >one< exceptional ability. Cant play the guitar or nothin. OH MY BAD, DESPITE HAVING THE MEMORY/MOVEMENT ISSUE I WAS LEARNING TO PLAY THE PIANO REALLY EASILY WHEN I WAS A KID. BUT MY POPS PENIS ENVY CAUSE I WAS GOING TO PLAY BETTER THAN HIM. HE HAD ME QUIT. But "i aint going to lie tho son". My pops fucking nice at the keyboard. My man play melodies without looking at notes...just listening to a song. You tell me that aint impressive WELL THEN! I aint impressed with you. Obviously not trying to gain any favor from pops... you saw the first remark. But fucking guy aint no FUCKING savant...Guy genius. period. with sheetrock and paint etc jobs. Building garages and stuff. Piano and he is nice at that too. Man...where his lonesome life style got him...I HOPE HE IMPRESSED WITH HIMSELF CAUSE I AINT EXACTLY IMPRESSED WITH HIS LONE-DRIVEN HEART. bye ;-( oh my bad i been getting emails from lowes. well fuck lowes sad to say im missing a name of GREAT sentiment...the name of store id go to get supplies helping pops as a kid. home improvement maybe? that dont sound to be fact...let me think into it maybe it will come. doesnt feel like it

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