Once when I was using.. "drugs". My own mother said to me "I wouldn't even burry you." I understand disappointment, she raised me like a man. (no blame on either one of us, imho.) But now, people...at 5'9 115. Apparently, man aint enough. nah fuck enough or aint enough. it's brain damage, having been in a coma twice. I could have aced law school. But with the kind of past I had as a kid/real young..I dont know though..'in that sense'. Very maybe though, if nothing fucked up happened to me. A judge be letting a man go sympathizing with man like me knowing im in relationship with female...put that one behind your contacts. What kind of female tolerate relationship with me without cheating. Or maybe I see it 'too hardcore'. God knows. ONLY GOD KNOWS FOR CERTAIN. NIGGA GOD FORBID A FINAL CURTAIN...as of yet. that's a safe bet. read "The Bet" by Anton Chekhov. It define word romance for you. Away from relationships/relating, in the other sense. Morning time, Senor Biden. Hope you ain't a sociopath.