Yes I'm gay. I was just in great concern of mother being accepting of it.. having raised me so disciplined as such man. And my brother seem to be ok with it too. So I'm not afraid of it anymore. Forgive any homophobic remarks but what I went through in life and growing up in raised in russian community.. homophobia is huge. I just pray I don't get sexually attacked by anyone with accepting it and all. I just hope everything be good with my brother...my mother is sick and all me being sick too...if there is one thing he can do for us... is live in a way that will have him satisfied.. even happy be AWESOME but i know i know how many people in life have true happiness probably not many. But being such a friendly person with BA in philosophy..that combo he should be damn happy! i pray I heavily ask god and him too...that he be in good state life. Please enjoy , ilya "illsyo" geller . 36 dollars please i need cigarettes .... 20 give guy for picking up for me and 16 for my pack 12 if guy could could get it g'nite...illsyo u know who illest on the mic. And my hard working handsome chino he want me to satisfy no doubt... i love my MEN THAT WORK... tax paying hard working AS A PRETTY BOy CHINO u know... damn right ill satisfy i aint no using insulting to the self insulting words so satisfy is fitting . i satisfy so for chinas sake go reply i know i aint pretty but ill comply i dont sell my ass aint no need to supply 20 years of addiction aint once selling my ass know more just reply crackhead nah nigga i met jessica smoked a little cause she supply i speak the truth know what words imply sad it be recent welfare I DONE APPLY. who iller on the screen maybe my man ben stiller. benny ol boy, you be my man if u a good 'ol boy from country farm in arkansas. its strange how chickens keep running around with head chopped off . back on grandmas farm ive seen chickens get head chopped off pigs get killed after getting tied to a post and i think ive only seen only 2 get murdered.