this is the only thing he is afraid of. The narcissist is afraid of rejection. (narcissist). further proof, I'm no narcissist. I find rejection amusing sometimes , rejecting a man like me is all too common. BUT i collected bottles today away from garbage by home. I collected 4-5 there. Then when I came back, MY LUCKY DAY. 5 in garbage right by where I live. So I got me a cigarette with ease this one. I just feel awkward taking them cause of asian lady collecting them too. But then again, her age + inability to speak english she's alot more likely to get donations than me. "freak of nature" is likelier for laugh than a dollar. I'm talentless so it's difficult in that sense. 1st of next month brother will send me cigarettes...till then I got a newfound "job" and hobby. Takes up time healthily. ( reminder bookish to self ). As far as the lady person who helps the nurse..way I see you..you're very attractive only thing that is a minus other than your braces for teeth you GOT IT. ofcourse, just for me..if you have a dick that is a minus. But even then, with your face...that plus is bigger than a silly dick minus. hope you change your mind on keeping your hair short rather than shoulder length then you be just hot. That's that.