*sigh*

 a lifetime of purgatory I ain't a burglar no need to worry to Jewish folks I say sorry and now I'm one and forty I spit a true story. what can I tell you mother called me a romantic *wide grin of joy* a character in dostoevskys book crime and punishment said "I admit it's an unforgivable weakness but I can't help it IAM afraid of death and I don't like it when people talk about it ." God has forgiven IAM no longer afraid! ;) he also said something like a man should never give in to boredom that one I can't help it hehe the author sure talked about being a man alot that's why we modern day folks say MAN UP! I've been punished equally for my one true sin I've been struck with poverty *deep sigh*