"Laura"

 Smokin L be you laura winslow I've hit low raised my eye brow. Em and his rock bottom, nah my bottom that low know I got em to some I'm hot em I ain't no stud em. em might be relevant I'm just prevalent new york reveal me prevailing coney island I was sailing my man jordan looked at 15 now he Hailing I'm going to die behind bars I know there aint no bailing russian romance dont do bail your romantic never fail at having black men turn pale white boys they drinks is stale maybe family just stalling thats aight accepted falling holla in your halls I'm halling life number game it had me nulling anastacia kareva I ain't calling she said fuck me verazzano tolling 50 on mike my man iverson know I eye em son I'm too big for giants jets my team another loss I'm crying born in russia aint no yankee met the mets I've lived a junkie brady of patriots know I'm patriotic unfortunately arm aint throw ecstatic my verses so ill they erotic my girl tyra banks know I'm hiring tanks teenager cum shots I say thanks image me ya booty spanks I'm cruising on tom where's supportive hanks your cast away lived in small room in institutions I read at home I wrote I ain't one to go showboat through of game know I gloat death I row it r.i.p pac know I flow it this rap in night but I glow it for my man I will slow it illsyo know I bro it ain't doin hell even if by which I sell iron mike know I'm ringing bell cause of prison couldn't do holyfield my man know I'm holy without field cause of pops politics my field body ain't built shit body like mine howd god build I know it's done deal I know it's over despite which I know feel j hova Ms. eckstein lived on j n 21st , at 21 was my year whoda thunk the jews I fear synanogue I sinned in gauge grimreap love me he bout my page I smile hope rabbi aint in rage if I die in the box that's aight I'm bout cage resurrect the handcuffed they know I'm mage should have known dad my sage rocafella gone geller living niggas talk body rob nah I'm thieving dub of rock has me feeling I'm rock hard but is god willing to push me away from pilling aint no dollar thats aight if my blacks is dealing stamp is sealing at CVS drinks I'm stealing don't drive but my bars wheeling eatin mcs so I'm mealing I'm done with overzealous shit I'm zeeling I head on I'm one past healing what can I tell ya people....when I'm gone man, when I'm gone, em :*(. abum, yours truly... "cri gay" I sigh depression stay despite sun ray ain't no spite in gun play. Just, revenge...anger...insanity I avenge in the ranger fuck sanity. I've grown a pretty big head over my years nah I was born with one porn my one just dorm to some. *grin* my years chatting with the dying ..they amused hope I provided some relief their tree my leaf upholding beef I'm holding stiff. Rather you beat me up than you play offended who am I to offend wasn't in my plan but you got me feeling worn thats aight I'll have you learn only beating I'm capable of doing is beating my meat the porn in my death have you mourn in the shoes I was born in so bummy the gold in poker you folding miracle child or she should have aborted my miracle wild it bordered my mother near death border hope before its over I hold her she blames me the only man in her life pops sold her what's rock at my boulder cock still get hard know I'm balder flowers always from me love you i told her cant even talk no more or i would have called her junkie called me pasha silver she golder life god gave me I couldn't get any colder. It's sad when you try to aggravate a man he just walk away frowning I'm the one drowning I'm wowing untold is how me society plowing ...whatever I'm sorry to guy I was rude to tonight but he just living relaxed you know...I'm tortured. EYO RABBI FUCKING CRACKHEAD "JEW"
 KNOW I STAB BY HAVE MY DUDE IN THE LAB BY BLOOD DELIVERED WITHOUT THE CAB BY MY VERSES FAB BY MY DRINKS THE TAB BY BABY IM BAB BY YOUR HOOK WEAK I JAB BY SAY GOODNIGHT TO THE BAD GUY NAH I'M JUST BAD BY SPEAKING OF SAD BYE I'm saying all this "bi" shit, noone born bi thats all philosophy what's that worth really I'm a philantropist. AMERICA IS A COUNTRY WHERE PEOPLE HAVE TO BE ASHAMED OF BEING SICK I MEAN FUCK OUTA HERE YOU HAVE TO BE GAY TO BE SICK? thats adding insult to injury hope will understand jury. if my material stolen thats aight im imperial although I've fallen even if im face in the dirt homo on his knees so who's dirt I've had dozens, I've ran into flirt rest in peace kurt unlike cobain me they all blame faggots the ones with no shame even in your play I tame fuck it man, I'm one they all same. aint no pretty face here hope you read this i know you wont hear. im 100 pounds yet bigger than 100 times told jigga when 100's fine dollars my scam 100 lines wrote to uncle sam my 100 fine just saying bamn 100 I'm outnumbered one for my fam 100 on temper just saying tam 100 processes nah it's just ram 100 jamela I'm stuck in jam 100 times stuck in kids cam 100 percent sure maybe I'm bitter DAMN  rabbi I was never man of riots I'm beating the tape they recorded feds bout to rape that's aight I'm wearing the cape I'm goat they scape looks like i'm on death row with fame as fape done with my lap it's too late.

Sickly P as my man matt falcon titled me.

 nah, I was just sicky. my dick wrongly chose, was picky. Falcon's wife a church woman...his father changed score of falcons superbowl...REMEMBERED ME. You know , word...MY PEOPLE THE FALCONS. Matt's dad larry A REALIST TAKE HE TOOK KNEW IM REAL THEY SHOOK. I didn't realize it was down to be gay or die. He understood me, long years back. Intelligent, rich, a man of church. NOTHING BUT RESPECT FOR HIM. "Thou shall not lie in bed with a man as thou would with a woman." He knew all I got is youth..at 33, it was gone. He had me die a man thats definate. I'm pretty sure his wife saved a prayer for me. 95 glendale road, wilbarham, MA, 01095. I remembered his address way back from when I was a teen. Emotionally retarded, never the less...had the mind of a G-E-N-I-U-S. (geller elect no idiot ultimately sacrificed). Emotionally retarded...my father had my wrongs go on. SOCIOPATH AND EMOTIONALLY RETARDED ARE FAR APART. My path to emotion was KILLED when I was just a child. My mother beat my ass in order for me to do well in school. Likely my father had her do so. I remember them arguing often then her coming home late night and sleep by my side hugging me instead of sleeping with him. I had the position of MAN ever since I was a kid...me and her not biologically related so she slept next to me as comfort. Acronym TERMS (This emotionally retarded man stunned). you look at my past as whole.....ah fuck it. ENOUGH SAID. Just, I'm in high hopes..the falcons deliver me a gift after it all. Churcb, riches, hope maturity had matt attend the second. atleast visit the first I'm just diabetic, always in thirst. Liana, spirit of shaindy in the after life. Sarah weiss, a book titled sarah's key. My first land lord (David Weiss) knew I was big on reading thus a book.Sarah was the key. Man, I'm so sorry...a child in emotional maturity so I only cherished the one lady I cried infront of. Emotion had no outlet and I was finally intimate with a woman who let me out. Let out the trauma I went through when I was young.  (Where I'm living there is a antonym to I..HE IS SO EMOTIONALLY STABLE BUT BLUNT AND I DO SAY BLUNT FUCKING RETARDATION) excuse my language :-) money never I play ya boy leaving to say come gunny fuck bunny it's just funny me gay. Once again, some rap in the name falcons.  Now , russians have a music genre called shanson , it's prison music and everything related. I found an american artist whos american shanson. Aside his racist songs, he is man. He spent 20 years in prison, correctional facilities etc. Now as far me, he said "Been on a ocean liner called the cocaine carolina...cocaine carolina how did I get hooked on you." lyrics to my song "Been on a beach called brighton had in me the speedball fighting first time was like I got struck with pleasure lightning, Speedball sue how did I get hooked on you" :*( I'm saying my man david...weiss...oops allen coe. YOU TALKIN AMERICAN SHANSON MY NIGGA, IM ON MY WAY TO PRISON GONNA DIE THERE.....speedball sue how did i get hooked on you. :() oh yeah he said "she was such a lady i was only 22". at 22 got severe brain damage, coma etc. 22 number of relevancy for me. BLACK MY PEOPLE I AINT NO RACIST. THATS A DEFINATE.

Looks like god had built in frustration for me at birth.

 How much suffering a man is willing to take is defined by how much frustration he already took. So be it god, family, or "influential people". Seemed I took first willingly, the other came..well from society. THIS ONE ON YOU ,  I BEEN ON TOP OF LADY WITHOUT YOUR FUCKING SHADY.. AS I SAID...THIS ON YOU. MY POSITION, PLACE... ALL I CAN DO IS PRAY. NEVER BEGGED THOUGH IVE ASKED, AINT ONE MAN THAT COULD SAY HE DID ME A FAVOR. up until recently , but 10 dollars a favor? well you consider 10 bucks a favor...what can I say...retarded maybe. 19 years of frustration followed by 14 of suffering. >>>>33<<< I speak truth even without the booth. oh yeah, willing and will...etc, difference there. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>With willing, just gods will!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

Video of Parcissus. (gays should have been apoligising, reminding me of sexually traumatic experience didn't arouse me)

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call a woman ugly, call a man gay...they equal with effect on two genders

 To someone you never get to with some you never get AND I STILL GOT SOME....some did get it. faggots call me a narcissist cause i ain't do pussy that was paid for. (only narcissist is shmoodles with his poodles) had a black brotha here call me realist. AGREED WITH MY BROTHER. MY MAN LARRY FALCON HAD SCORE OF SUPERBOWL (ATLANTA FALCONS)...changed for me. My man was just tryin to say I'm bout pauly straight but they got numbers...numbers even or odd i ain't steve and i ain't stud. me even straight, me oddly enough straight....straight realist. STARBUCKS FRAPPUCINO MY VERSES FACE SCAR PACINO ...hearing voices in the after life...absurd STRONG changes time and time again through out the day

lancet is a diabetic thing aint never had bling so came BLANG!!!!!!!!!!!!

writing I freelance I lived chance you know...I DID CHANCE.  and 4th chance...nah my one rap joint..*GRIN* ofcourse i went out at 4. Just like my #4 jewish chick leona, CAME IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-) anxiety nah me they never dismember ya secret society IM SAYIN WHO THE MEMBER? WHATS A 3RD ON LARRY BIRD THATS LIKE A 3RD WING ON YA BIRD. 3RD coma nah i was too hot a thing if im a bird you aint nothin but 3rd wing. (larry bird/larry falcon). 

right and bi, two different words. I'm right past bi.(As of today, bye past)

 cause when im wrong, i dont even my fucking mouth. my father man, shit..HIM! I cared for one woman. I cried in front of one woman. The first woman >I< CHOSE to kiss. We never had sex I passed on her slut of an attractive sis. Had sexual relationship 2 times. One, my love NOTHING BUT MY LOVE INVOLVED. But was it was intimate, no sex. First sexual, we gotta outa hand namean. Went through 12 grand in 2 months. We were getting high fucking. BOY DID I FUCK WHEN HIGH. Now, as said earlier, my LOVE was the daughter of a ukrainian wise guy.  (Told him about anti-semite remark she made) .AND  the second, she was SOBER, i was SOBER. THIS WAS OUR MUTUAL LOVE. She spent my bday at my house, one friend there....another ukrainian. HOW MY FATHER GONNA COMPETE WITH THE MAN.....my son was my 90 year old shadow. AND HE RESPECTED THAT, THATS WHY HE LET ME DIE A FUCKING ROMANTIC. He said "only the good die young" I guess your good man died young cause he could have looked at a early-teenage young age for all of life" I died young despite fact  I was going to be young for a life time. Thats why niggas tried to play me as Parcissus. (he had me live my choices, he did all he could to cover after I made those choices. I mean even if i aint narcissist. i was livin like fuck their voices. everybodys concern fuck em if aint sexual, men who were acknowledged... I kept it  textual. I mean the childhood/youth I had...who i was...who i came to be. as I built up...full of justifiable these so called right doers just werent reliable. they talked of cigs, somehow I find one when I feel I need. The after-life you're fed for. Niggas were feeding bullshit, I didn't eat I spit the game. Bullshit,  wish I had some to sell to feds. I mean eatin....despite having person say I could make it in rap I passed it on eat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I only wrote one rap joint back then and that shit got me killed. I ain't even need to write albums like biggie or pac. Biggie stayed eating, pac was shot. I was a anorexic lookin boy and amongst white getting shot is ah, didnt fit. I died an overdose. My brother, not biological. But...dont see him liking. But looked to be, looks to be....always love me. First one no sex, we just got intimate. we was sober, love in the third. Comas, I didn't live to see a third one. I got intimate though. And there went life. I mean the number three in my life, jesus. I heard the noise of a dropped book. Man lookin like me, felt bigger than my book, jigga you know who was crook. verse for my brother, geller dont do umbrella. I was too big for rap tho, I just stuck to one masterpiece joint I died for. My father, COLD. i mean BE REAL HERE, i has to be cold to survive new york. I'm as gentle a heart as has been. A lady at jewish docs office, she came with a fucking TEAM OF HOMOS..just to say infront of them.. "He likes to cry alone." Referring to me. Never cry alone. Just accepted die alone. Never cried, period.

Maybe just amused by my new york foul

 as far as california. now. Had snot on my wrist, god got the gist. morning >Writing does me in. Or rather, IT DID ME IN. from mimicing anti-semite remarks to me writing more than a paragraph in love , though knowing she aint too bright (I FAVORED) never had her read it. But our parents..politics there in itself. Coincedence with god, irony without. from birth to 22 odd job live too. and STILL THEY KILLED ME. I guess my romantic life and my father as some wise jew guy WAS LIKE TWO DICKS AND NO CHICKS. And dick said fuck me cause I ain't fuck. NOW AS FAR AS. My father was cold. And with me being cold. He had a freak of nature fuck up to compare with. I guess he knew, lookin like me a fuck up mind you in NY. Compare to? cold? you know, I. My father played it as, he was doin everything he can to save me. But, you know what I was killed for...he made the decision on my death a long time ago. Just put on an act of guilt to him. But facts of me and nastya....man id be pushing it i was to say she had me warm up. though I loved her but I mean...loving me...as a woman. Just a helpless child to few women who favored. I PUT HEART(MY WRITING) INTO IT CAUSE OF nASTYA, OBVIOUSLY MY HEART GOT ME KILLED.

i display nothing but loyalty beside the fact i am royalty (any ladies reading i'm bum who rich collecting foodstamps life a bitch)

 russian verse ya emu concretna i svetna pa roje pezdanul (translation -> i got em concretely and light on nailed him in the face ....namean my guest looking lean I aint putting an i in word my certainty in self nailed him myself an i at the end of your pap Parcissus pencil arms once again ALL THATS MISSING IS i at the wild end top of my KILLER russian   ( or just "their mafia nation wide within the law" they offended you killed or deported done deal you sort it....not at all. IM A GODSEND. Thus after life should be smooth it's better life. on a real note I mesmerize came to memory fault what's left in size. IM A MAN OFCLASS THUS ON YOU I TAKE A PASS

pryor ....aint always me

 sometimes seem sadistic humor as well stiff casting top of cliff stick figure with no teeth figuring on 5th my life your gift my rap created beef they equated lift slaughtered a bum no teeth only green ain't dollar a a faulty season leaf