watch your mouth before you take off your blouse .

Crack is yesterdays news. My IQ is higher than you. (after being in a coma twice and a brain hemmorhage ) And sick, I am. Gay? Pot calls the kettle black. Odd, coincidence. I smoke pot and you're the black one. *grin*

America is at disaster AND THEY STILL CONTINUE WITH ABSURD.

 The sick have to be gay. You have to be rich to die in peace. I STAND FOR RIGHT. YOU AGAINST? OPINIONS ARE LIKE ASSHOLES EVERYBODYS GOT ONE..."if you dont stand for something you fall for anything." - whoever mr president is adding INJURY TO INJURY BY ADDING INSULT. "LIBERAL" HUH . then on top of which A PSYCHOTIC BREAK. liberate brother liberate! anyhow, when i was a child next house over a guy died from an overdose. my father tried to rescuscitate but couldnt do it. then he turns his son into a junkie. playing hero and being hero. The only sociopath in my family is pops. THE CIA , COMPOSING IDIOTS ANONYMOUSLY. yeah, I'm a doestoevskian idiot. The american idiot. Yours truly, Sickly P....so narcissism is idolizing a fictional character whos a virgin and is only intimate with a woman once. Kisses her out of sympathy. Or should I restate "Vox" (a fox vicarious) by nicholson baker. I read The Kite Runner by khaled husseini in forensic psych few years back the guy is a fucking BRILLIANT WRITER. But may my doestoevskian anti-hero kevorkian rest in peace. i just hope they dont let me die while being insulted...that's a blow lower than my testosterone levels. Rabbi, bringing a woman to say she's gay while i'm in the nuthouse caused psychosis. gee golly , real heart warmer. oh yeah, back when i lived in staten island in a black neighborhood i ran across this guy in a wheelchair AND an oxygen machine yet hah this guy was taking puffs of a cigarette. that's addiction, failure to deal with...IDIOCY. It's not dignity related. It's idiocy. On the other hand, I'll be an example at 5'10 130 lbs WITH CLOTH ON. I'll say, I'm real sorry LGBT i'm REALLY SORRY if offensive. But in my culture, sucking dick(for money, selling ass) is the ugliest dignity loss possible.  From my culture, your rap vulture. So I guess the man making donations to biden is you  zuckerberg. Nothing else to say. needle ridden biden huh, riding needle abiding fiddle. there's some more clever wording for you. All this coming from a man who got off 80mg methadone COLD TURKEY TWICE. First time , onset juvenile diabetes brain hemmorhage. second time at 27 years old, I went to the city EVERY MORNING taking staten island ferry sick as a dog. When it was done with, one guy with suite and tie on smiles at me looks over at his friend and says "Tough kid".  oh speaking of sympathy/virginity....when I met shaindy eckstein online, I was a virgin. But when it went on in person, i didn't want to end a real friendship for a few day relationship. she said u dont love me, u talk to me out of boredom BUT THIS CHICK STAYED ONLINE HOURS DAILY IN SUPPORT OF MY "SAVANT CHATTING" HABIT. So, sympathy... i mean she was more intelligent from money so on so forth...I mean where could I fit in my sympathy. Poor girl was a flat chested bulimic. WHY MY SON ZUCKERBERG HAVE ME IN A SHELTER DECAY ALL THESE CHICKS NO SEX JUST FOREPLAY  CANT BRING MY HEAD TO REST MUCH LESS LAY I AINT DEAN MARTIN BUT I GOT THAT SWAY GAY MEN TALKIN LIKE THEY GETTING THAT PLAY YOU HATIN IM JUST SAYIN HEY I GUESS ITS END OF PARCISSUS CAUSE HE AINT GAY. :-( LGBTQ needs to add an F. For freak. i dont know what queer means man im so far above defining...nah I rather gold mining contract signing aint whining its all in the timing.

brain cant sync memory with movement(from birth), I couldn't memorize an approach

 Coincedences are gods way of staying anonymous. To favor the decent few by catering to the evil masses is no answer. I met a "kate", a female on her way to becoming a man. first one ive ever seen. give head for crack nah you running short on track. sad to say done it free but that'll be the day I sell myself.  AMERICA IS A COUNTRY WHERE PEOPLE HAVE TO BE ASHAMED OF BEING SICK AND MY MAN LEME TELL YOU, WHEN YOU ADD A WORKING DICK TO THE SPIN. YOU GOT YOURSELF A PROBLEM. so joe biden gona toss needle ridden on a sick freak of nature and wipe em out? my man, do you. as I told a man living in my mothers basement, I'm a man of MORAL VALUES AND ETHICAL STANDARDS. Where do yours play in? after all, you're the president. and jewish people, i think the "awkward truths" been pin pointed. what else can I tell you...oh yeah, right. as far as moral values ethical standards go, you can ask kayla who lived in my basement about that one, see who stands above the crowd. teenager, kayla. in all the time she lived there, NOT ONCE did I say anything other than hello and bye.

hug that aint in bed turns lights red

 a human as solo theyre marco im polo. when everything is ideal and perfect you nurse its circuit. i had sex with a woman who called me energizer bunny "you just keep going and going and going" now if i was only 6 inches +, narcissus would be back to duel. seeing one as saint despite sin dont make him a narcissist. im loyally humble royally rumble. is narcissism trying to create in your adult self what you were missing in childhood. shut it. whats in your hair trolling despair. I GOT BIGGER PROBLEMS THAN THE WALLET CAN HOLD PLAYING THE BALLET OF BALD. SOMETIMES YOU HATE IN YOURSELF WHAT YOU DISLIKE IN OTHERS AND BOY IVE BEEN HATED. this aint justification just modern myth revelation. > a paragraph on saint <  For awhile daily at the train station in staten island which was outside, teenagers came there to film me. I never smiled, never frowned, never spoke a word. Just went on as my myth entailed. Now, Saintcissus... when mirror becomes a phone cam and youre not staring at yourself, you got the comfort of kids doing it for you. When When you see one taken advantage of, disadvantage your conscious soft. A retarded man here always taken advantage of for the rare pack of cigarettes that he has. man im 40 thinking into this, sigh. I'm Tardenius. A retarded genius. Im going to go smoke this cigarette clip. bye

i aint scapegoat more like goat getting scaped by flow you just got raped

 same ol slim crying in his songs hope society sees past my wrongs. thats aight truth isn't love at site many i'm sickly P you stuck on stany verses is plenty r.i.p shaindy hope heaven got a salon for ya granny. MS ECKSTEIN SOLD SEX TEEN...my youthful "chatting savant" romance she said, "you dont love me, you talk to me out of boredom get a hobby." i didn't talk, i wrote and read. at first she came as fiction at end died of addiction. :/ beautiful youth in greece ran out on lifes lease in love with the mirror his reflection A TEASE.

:-(

 My mind gone no cash in my room lucie they stash. Narcissus ignore messages nah Parcissus writing his passages. Bounds is out I'm rookie you scout north carolina shorty name is caroline I tear in i'm 40 foot jumper trump got elected missing the penis pumper joe biden my flow ridding track marks aint hidden night full moon my sun done setting r.i.p pun i'm done letting worth evaluating up north no facebook but bubba is dating gettin ya turned out it turns out hard to light one in storm you winter im warm i hint her to visit my dorm a retarded takin 12 voluntary todays america thats the norm my only crime in life typing qwerty even with pink I'm flirty sad no shower dirty lonesome i'd phone some nah im fucked with the stutter no knife nailing off butter lady a wrist cutter thats aight aint shallow my luck end up in gutter  I GET OFF ON SUFFERING YOU SOFT IM TOUGHER THAN. be easy cause i get busy. torture me like gotti i aint even got a nurtured body...

ash, is it? you biggie with that butt never say you not.

 took away life option voice humbled corruption. aint gotta say it behind curtain thats surely certain, im a man of certainty derail the final curtain see. why scratch my brain it dont match the same. itchy and scratchy may sound catchy. you are the saint youre born not the pervert you become. and i was born this way. no such thing as bi. like an ugly woman who never sins or wins. i'm 40, in my shape and age ..there aint such thing as an "ugly" woman. i was speaking of love once and pops told me dont worry son pussy is the same on all of them. black bull or laura after school, "holla". niggas soundin fruity they talkin ass im with the booty. fuck bed they talkin nailin me to the floor in the box behind closed door. fuck vestless earl im with breastless girl. rabbi, what can i tell ya old timer... "nuff said".

how niggas gona do me dirty for just typing qwerty

 if you dont think im sexy THATS AIGHT ILL SHOW U WHAT SEX IS. smoke em cause they in those break em know i sin those. jews have america gays have parade nah i chose erica semites have me made. 2pac was a philosopher too, thats why he aint with us no more. he's in heaven reading ... um, leme think of known jewish philosopher.., hrm.  can't figure one, cause he in heaven reading nietzsche. my black can rap, espanol can act, WHITES THATS AIGHT THEY GOT ME. cause i leave you playing that card nah im playing that hard. nigga gona call me crackhead when he the one giving head through the a crack in the window. SAY WHAT

Imagination exceeded fantasy.

 What can I say Mr. Pacino...you're Al I howl. Now on to Dreyfus, Julia  right.. I was born to be gay. I mean take a look at me. Once again..nevermind. I mean really.. At 33 years old a man admits to seeing some pedophile video of me and expects me to "turn back" to suck his dick. 100 pounds soakin wet, SHOWN WHAT THE MAN ABOUT. With your crack cocaine shit...fucking joke. Sure they're going to kill me, yeah. But to "turn back", It will kill me steal my fucking soul man. I'm sorry kramer but lets keep it real seeing blunt fucking fact i know you feel. They can shit all over me ... fucking diarhea for all I care but to say I "maintained composure as a junkie by playing with a girls feelings". I thought there was no such thing as angering me, you know..but that had me. I'm sorry only TO MY MOTHER. MY MOTHER MY MOTHER MY MOTHER. But , I gave my life away to play it straight. She woulda probably been more content if I was just gay. but lets keep it serious, lookin like me, with my past, my childhood so on so forth. don't matter if you're LGBT, fact I chose ladies...you don't respect that..FUCK IT DONT LET ME WAKE UP TOMORROW. he dont know shit, narcissus wasnt sick though parcissus sick he got a dick. I still think, what's left of my mind. What's left of it, IM SO VERY SAD...fantasy on par with imagination  now. (on par is it?) From money to california to meeting the odd...what I passed on for pride. I'm too proud to swallow. *sigh*.  I'm from a family of space oddities and I'm the idiot prince. gay straight one in the same now me to tame... some of my philosophy when a woman loves you and wants "romance" you can't give, that puts you towards experimenting with men. alfredo pacino if they goin to kill me, ok. just please. PLEASE...without a mirror to my "Scary Kruger" face. Bye.

Switch couple of words on slim.

 What are friends .. friends are people that you think are your friends but they're really your enemies with secret identities and use facebook as a disguise to hide their true colors. zuckerberg man... why ppl facebook me and shit I ALREADY SAID i dont do facebook i give bitches facials play the white welfare card and create biracials. sickly narcissist huh buddy AND WOMEN FLATTER THEMSELVES TOO MUCH 2 women who i said "lady" too 'they heard babe' and didnt like it. one of these woman was a black old granny so i was about to come with my A game thinkin maybe she want it then this bitch talkin bout she dont like being called babe. man i cant even get with narcissistic grannies anymore *cries* :(. fucking court order worst case ill run and pass the border before which DA ill murder