And to Alexis impagliazzo. I apologize for your unexplainable lonely living life...i can understand ofcourse I GOT A FUCKING CONCIOUS U FUCKING FAGGOTS im sorry back to you alexis...id be with you passing on sex for intimacy otherwise... with sentimental value i'd get looking back on my "romantic youth" when you play into it. me at those times. but you all and all, only lady in single year of high school I had feelings for. I know fact I'm a junkie takes away from realistic possibility of you and I. but REALITY OF IT IS THIS... 99% of drug addicts in new york got dickshit in values as opposed to me, IM A MAN OF MORAL VALUES AND ETHICAL STANDARDS EVEN IF BULLIES FITTINGLY GOT THEM INTO ME . WITH MY SYMPATHIZING SOUL...AND NEED TO ALWAYS BE ON THE FRIENDLY SIDE OF THINGS. REALITY OF IT IS THIS, I WAS TOO PROUD TO DO SOMESHIT LIKE PAY FOR RELATIONS TO ANYONE AND I STILL FEEL IN RELATING TO ANYONE WITH MONEY INVOLVED...ILL SHOOT MYSELF IN THE FACE BEFORE YOU SEE ME RELATE TO ANYONE BY MEANS OF ANYTHING OTHER THAN "FIGURED IN OR ALMOST OUT DECENT FRIENDLY PERSON KEYWORD DECENT AND PERSON MAYBE DONT ALWAYS GET BUT THATS BECAUSE HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE TRULY HUMAN. AND I WAS STILLL AM SO STUNNED WITH THIS JASON ROSENTHAL IM SAYIN BEINF HE AND I ARE STRAIGHT OF HE EVER WANT TO KISS THIS ROMANTIC ALEXIS HONEY OH NO YOU DIDNT. IM GOING FOR A WALK BYE SOCIALITES ON THE HEALTHY SIDE OF THINGS TTYL. (TYPE TO YOU LATER). I STAY WRITING