when your hope is higher than your need. ( to get straight / to be straight ). puts you in a spot in life where...hi ann marie methadone lady well looks like google in on it too my gmail acct "compromised" i think is the word

As far as child suffering I think a child shouldnt even as afghanistani just like american. ive suffered my whole childhood. and being a kid is kid regardless where from or from what kind of money you come from. I have the right to make such remark (with my distant past involved) 100%. so even if youre jewish, I KNOW U GOT SOME RESPECT FOR THIS POST. as I said tho Mrs. zuckerberg u a fine young thing. on "Mrs" man retard stoic. or maybe I'm the Mrs. I married suffering at birth. I was proposed to with my answer predictable shortly before. scottie pippen 6'7 225 and 225 P.s 225 i went to for school. scottie pippen simply pavel. once again, my boy from the country from. went to central arkansas BEING BLACK AND NEXT WAS JORDAN. THATS LEGEND.

I do wonder how smoke goes into my lungs so flawlessly insists on me living on. but anyhow i do wonder if this ever happens in a projects spot. a young man who has a drug addiction worn out one day is approached by a guy who offers money for somethin sexual . i can imagine yes/no but from other side, as far as guy offering i do wonder if that kind of thing EVER HAPPENED in the projects. stepping out of line like that? thats harsh being a boy in the pj's look at himself in the mirror god forgive cause THATS HARSHER. ok welll cpl of hours till bed id imagine

i guess so innocence in her composure ya wife zuckie all in all appearing to be pleasant individual u know i dont bullshit nobody for NOTHINGS SAKE. if i didnt think she was very "satisfying" (in just her appearance) id make it simple, just u jewish pretty boy. hope you guys are happy in life through out take care

Most of my life aint had money for a single slice of bread funny ya loon still aint mad.

at marathon finish line or if i dont make it to see marathon (i firmly believe i will) then in lobby here with my co-workers. the work a job class of my black brothers. i think they dont judge all in all so really my class of friends here. this particular time in my life after all it added up to be...enough said. "i aint gonna lie tho son". just tryin to put in a line at end thats a lil heavier on its hard as boney figure. (i guess years of worthless reading but sometimes i feel like i can hear grammar or feel it before i say or wrote it. as well as hear it as imagined nah i'm just "embellishing retarded". word means to make it look good. embellishing. its time to say it, if i die soon hope u know (YOU arthur piastro). My endless sentiment especially one paricular section in telling your life at home be known to I. I'm truly sorry to you...cause all in all what I'd have painted of myself by now without your 'image help" im sayin ... be real is real. i'm sorry my blondie hope u taking care of urself away from distant childhood buddy felix feygin with him just wwf wrestling heros in my memorys sentiment. Doink clowns ultimate warrior hulk hogan bret the hitman heart MY RAZOR RAMON (my nigga stay rican off the shoulders slam em getting em sicken). who ill in my years prolly infinite years from the amount of POSITIVE SENTIMENT AROUND MY BLACK TYPE SPOT IN THIS SHELTER TRULY MY PEOPLE AS OF LATE GOD KNOWS HOW LONG. UR MISSY ELLIOT CPL POUNDS DIFFERENCE SKIN COLOR AND PRETTY FACE..U TAKE THAT ONE. IM JUST SCARY KRUGER. okie bye folks

You can only be so small otherwise hard to imagine as far (as such), nah just hard to even imagine

Well today. I awoke late sat around my co-workers a bit then went for a walk. walked roughly 2 1/2 miles today. and just philosophy paining my mind now. soul heart and inspiration

i was prolly ABused taken at around 9am coming to left over memory after 5. only one whos decision matters to me brother all else whatever

cutie speak of his beautiful mind fruity ya corpse im looting foodstamps trying to find. 50+ years. if not for my father's envy of my well disciplined beautiful mind I FIRMLY BELIEVE I HAD A CHANCE AT IVY LEAGUE. ASIDE MATHEMATICS I WAS BORDER LINR GENIUS. But once again, a fruit I'd turn into 99% sure. instead im sitting here around mostly my fruities in my romantic life. oh yeh mr. carlos im ready to sleep with for sake of romance looking like that HES A HOTTIEE WITH A BODY! (no money for me OBVIOUSLY) I DONT SELL MYSELF

Ive gotten off 80mg methadone cold turkey without even thinking of such so any brother that think imma sell my ass for any high has got to be out of his fucking tree. time for a cpl of hours rest..tired now :-)

Heart of a lion my stamina to this day thats why im defying. on your virgin talk philosophy of excusing your lack of virginity less. Im sayin tho...as an adult how can u relate anything to philosophy or even using word such as shallow. I know otherwise. With me having sex with my lover..first time yeh I got underwear under the cover cause of my less than flattering size but real talk other than a big dick but other problems did i ever have with =talks of stamina let me tell you i got wild. and now yeh, romance of #2 in my philosophy prevent another lover to day of death or whatever..its just loneliness that hurts more sad to say ive met a day that such crippling words can come out of my ALL MAN MOUTH. oh my virgins, life has greater hardships than not getting urself fulfilled from sticking your dick in a hole instead of between your hands all ur waiting for the right one...>be real is real> uncle jordan tells my sons how we feel. emily wang providing my fantasy as such moment told between you my nurse and I did one morning. u see i remember morning cause or precious little face on top of...good lord u are saintly goddess. good night oh yeh how much can a person suffer for the sake of proclaiming the self as a romantic

I suppose so there is a minority class and a miniature man. so anyhow senor michael jordan you were outscored by kobi who did 81 dont know lebron cAREER higher than u didnt watch bball anymore at this point but u were 6'6 198 NC and my favorite scottie pippen 6'7 225 mind YOU CENTRAL ARKANSAS HE A BOY FROM THE COUNTRY FARM SO WAS MY GRANDMA BACK HOME. anyhow pippen wasnt double digits on doubling triple but 20 / 7 / 7 close enough atleast in my heart. im still taking 5 mile walks daily getting ready to speed walk marathon if u mike think its ok for me to wear girl outfit to engage in activity anyhow fellow man of legendary physique ( or profits there f ) i was sexually assaulted my physique and its ways...LETS BE REAL MR JORDAN EVEN A LITERATURE PROFESSOR AT IVY..MY PHYSIQUE = GAY. 120% OF THE TIME. So all in all, being russian and whatnot... all its SACRIFICING/SUFFERING FOR SAKE OF WORD STRAIGHT FITTING RIGHT BEFORE MY NAME. I dont know philosophy on that philo of such as u mr michael jordan but lets be real ANY MAN THAT GOT TURNED OUT TO PARTAKE OF "FUNCTIONING MANS LIFE" U TELL ME U AINT GOT PENIS ENVY NONE AT ALL... I KNOW YES KEY WORD >>>>>>>NO<<<<<<<< SO AINT NO NEED FOR BETS/SWEARS/OF SELF AGREEMENTS AS RESULT OF WHICH SUFFERING TO FURTHER >>>>>PURVEY<<<<<<<< IAM THE PURVEYOR OF SELF DISGUST PROVOKING TESTOSTERONE ACTION. YES I PURVEY HOLY. I LEARNED WORD PURVEY FROM GAME CALLED ULTIMA ONLINE IN MY YOUTH. IT SAID... "Purveyor of darkness" as title of faction higher being in the shadowlords team. Sorry for writing more on my romantic youth but u have to understand when today aint shit but lonely yestrday all u got. good night senor jordan and my american brotherhood! a gnite from your saintly american idiot

My life in the 5 burroughs I'm feeling sorrows plead with god no death tomorrows thats aight aint nothin but thoroughs whoever the reader be, not much else to say.

I'm so sensitive to being ever looked at "the foulest of QUALITies" of beinG A druggie. thats a prostitute type. ive honestly DEAD SERIOUS IN 22 YEARS OF HARDDD DRUG USE IVE NEVER SOLD MY ASS. LITERALLY DESPITE SOME WILD OFFERS WITH THEM WHITE BOYS LET ME TELL YA SOMEHOW THEY GOT INTO MY PHOTOGRAPH ok ok ima go relax

EMily be it you or be it the shelf maybe i was too fit for the shelf. I KEEP WORKING CARDIO NOW BUT MY RIGHT HAND DAMN COCKSUCKERS SPOILED MY WORK THERES A CHANCE DONT KNOW WHAT KIND OF CHANCE OR WHATEVER BUT JUST SO IT BE...NOT AS A RESULT OF ME

Emily wang, the asian nurse. Thank u for that flawless moment of ...flawless moment of "intimate without intimacy". I was just so stunned by your tiny self I was stupified beyond concern for you constantly missing with the syringe. In that moment, just reroressed imagination followed by ageless pleasure. ok obviously i do not publicize me using the n word me just typing it dont make me any worse an individual than any other person who does so. then again, ive offended quite the crowd away from using such word publically i would never let it out of my mouth publically though have a nice day. As gay as i am as jewish as i play my niggas i love just tell u i say. namsayin (3rd one blunt fact however looked at hopefully even by whoever ). have nice day

"Emily Wang" ( i think it was wang, lady in the hospital). Thank u for moment of intimacy while I was present. my track marks, your body..black benz parks, been gotti. have a nice day..time to go for long cardiac-motion walk

if heart and lung provlem exist same time then how do i walk 5 mile speed walks with no problems and stay asleep sitting down for a few hours with no probs either. my heart can be one of alon.

Theres actually a couple of lines I wont across as far as addicrion goes...the other away from sucking dick is this: Going out of my way past means of reason to get the substance..like all other addicts (etc) would DO ANYTHING for one more doing anything to get where they have to go to get it . Me....I can't talk normally and mind cant sync movement with memory and i would not go out of my way to get one to get high once etc.... wouldnt do crazy shit just to get off once. Chilll...I'll just jerk off , I know I know they got a web admin changing website screen to say "I Jerk off" morning after I do that etc. but OH WELL, AINT ME GETTING DAMAGED ON THE KARMAESQUE LIST. KAFKAESQUE ILES FANNED A JEWISH WRITER, ILL SPEAK ON KARMAESQUE U FAGGOT NIGGAZ FANNING GOD. PHEW. actually its nice out let me go chill a lil bit. ENJOY YOUR...WHATEVER POPS IM DONE. maybe Ego of Alone. maybe be a better title for my biography, dont know how long these faggots got me counting at (and YEH WORD FAGGOT GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH WHO U WANT TO FUCK). Night. OH MY BAD, ALMOST 5PM! still time for wake hop wakey wakey up oops logged out a sec there.. falcon fail at love cant on nigga. acronym for falcon. HI UNCLE FALCON!!!!!! LEISURE SUIT LARRY! im a more so bulls fan than boston celtics tho ...33s i was pippens BIGGEST FAN as opposed to my man larry...he only second to gonzaga's (school) john stockton(all time assists/steals leader nba history) as far as white boys go

for those few who are paid

pops team killing me. ok

All in all.

I owe george 1.55 I owe guy that gives me few dollars sometimes on the first owe him 4 and i owe claud 5. i think thats all of em. you see i dont forget favors regardless how small. just like I don't sell myself. so on so forth. OH YEH RIGHT, I OWE MY PUERTO RICAN >>LADY<< LADY<<<<<<<<< 2 DOLLARS. SHE GAVE ME A DOLLAR TWICE! A LADY. IM GENUINELY STUNNED. I hope I get my welfare card and my package today. Realistically I am supposed. But then again, who knows "what HE says". oh yeh grammar , as far as nas's "put it together". I never met him so dont know if there's a coma between it and together. oddly enough knowing english that well I dont know how to spell coma or cama or the , sign. cama it says is a great beast. my physique all in all, I'm beastly alright, Mr. Biden. :-) sadly said one of my greater in sentiment childhood memories is when a friend told his pops im superman and his pops replied in russian "youre not superman youre super retard.". And hes VERY smart. His sister became a doctor too. good girl christina if u wana fuck out of sympathy pity or whatever the fuck u wana call it, i need some demerol prescribed so u know im available! all i could tell jada is "i been through 2 near death incidents and why i still aint rich". keyword is why. not rich. irony of furthering #2 in my life. romance of my existance and ive lived here FOR AGES I JUST WAKE UP AND SIT AROUND CHATTING IN THE CHAIR BY WINDOW. ASIDE MY LONG WALKS FOR SAKE OF HEART. STAY HOOD KEEP IT GOOD EVEN WITH THIS GARBAGE FOOD AND JADAKISS NICE LINE ON GETTING RICH. TALKIN SHOT 9 TIMES. I SHIT U NOT BROTHER KISS I CAME TO AMERICA AT 9 AND MY NEAR-DEATH HAPPENINGZ N ALL. WHO IN TODAYS RAP GOT ILLER DISS TRACKS THAN MY MAN JADA. NO SUCH THING. PERIOD. as far as me, I aint exactly big but never lived no made up shits. once again, to whatever your name maybe. my very oddly physiqued california fellow chatter...why u dont come to visit no more? Tom cruise crying in front of the mirror cause he aint top gun age no more so he dont want to take you? Id figure man like you own your own jet by now.

simpEL.

I was dying for this youngin' not judging nor cursing no other but folks out the russian respected crowd I was as well highly so. (maybe unfortunately like so. but atlanta is in georgia. so more than likely im georgian my unclE Falcon. (atlanta falcons owner). i dont it wouldve changed anything if i "watched my mouth". enjoy your evening, whoever reads such slaughtering text. (i'm a shlemazel (person with consistently bad luck in hebrew). I pray to you google r33t i dont get kizillizored night

new stabilizing statement/s i didnt want to disturb comfort so i didnt disturb ive not once in my life disturbed comfort even when I disturbed. physique/passive persona pavel. 4 P's. Stoical.

im so rich bread be naive bitch mad she got dirty my sleeve. ok so some guy got my email pw and u change my prior to 2004 gmail pw..take my account. what will it do for/to either one of us? make me more careless and make you more shmuck. enjoy.

origin obvious but accurate to situation of mine. i maintain composure with my black company preventing too much exposure death rowser just about mortal facting fact it heart and lungs problems tho finish at start line im so nice i define feeling just fine i define ill rhyme fuck these rap rookies what they do but cosign nah nigga im bout to get welfare pay u out ur mind stay getting that stampy food camp out its all good my shit cohesive have ya sister getting submissive after we gone have her pussy like grease if hope u find last cpl of lines appealing shorty book deal im sealing i dont rap i write im tapping switch of the light not long till good night i aint never rude hope thats alright with special ed cases they never try to go against rude i put up with em but let these fucking tards catch me in one of those moods im talkin ill apart you and tear leave ya co-speshul cases in fear fuck calculus u have a hard time with 5th grade math i finished one college semester aint too proud professor called me amicable now its humor spoken in way outloud to this midlife crisis i just say howd so lonely no ass tho that im about my skill as a man aint no doubt ask ya sis bout the time she got plowed post-jizzing know she was wowed had her in heaven i hit that she bowed 120lb animal rat boy been it all when it come to crime i seen it all my physique i go and lean and all have em nipples getting hard close her eyes and dream it all imagining me tap that ass leave her to scream it all knowing i will it all mami dont even want to get away lights i dim and all dark get blacked but light is green and all invites ya buddy for 3some im freeing em all ye tits nips is pin and all ya heart i win and all eat my foodstamps snacks 5 star have ya cream and all now u on my TEAM and all mami whats really good smokin treeing and all fuck jump air walk i rim and all i work out long walks fuck gym and all my heart damaged my drugs over the years sad to say call me he and all know i just be and all it must be and all always get nailed my court plea and all these faggot niggas legal aid type dont know why aint tryin for money money on their fucking knee and all they fucking cop out to obscene sentences never free and all aight im done with a few bars I JUST BE AND ALL. nuff said

As far as 40 year old virgins go. I don't mean anything insulting or whatever. But how society at this point STILL FROM OLD MEN LITERALLY MEN 40 + THEY ACT LIKE 15 YEAR OLD BULLIES so my 40 year old virgin humor is fitting to degrade those literally >PARASITES<. now if person controlling this blog etc... i hope you making serious cash cause if u posting shit i don't write i mean common on now.. how u look in the mirror without tears. I have a hard time imagining such...a... "person". have a good night folks or gentleman or gentle man god knows anymore. But good night to my folks here at shelter. know i stay living large my nigga. so whats really good as far as pops i mean if its actually true... i mean everything ive done times 50...how can it ever compare to such pedophile filth. filth an unstatement go to any decent neighborhood with too much cops involved and see where money gets you. nuff said. you doing some snake shit.. lets be serious now..us as opposing individuals..once again get serious. good night

And to Alexis impagliazzo. I apologize for your unexplainable lonely living life...i can understand ofcourse I GOT A FUCKING CONCIOUS U FUCKING FAGGOTS im sorry back to you alexis...id be with you passing on sex for intimacy otherwise... with sentimental value i'd get looking back on my "romantic youth" when you play into it. me at those times. but you all and all, only lady in single year of high school I had feelings for. I know fact I'm a junkie takes away from realistic possibility of you and I. but REALITY OF IT IS THIS... 99% of drug addicts in new york got dickshit in values as opposed to me, IM A MAN OF MORAL VALUES AND ETHICAL STANDARDS EVEN IF BULLIES FITTINGLY GOT THEM INTO ME . WITH MY SYMPATHIZING SOUL...AND NEED TO ALWAYS BE ON THE FRIENDLY SIDE OF THINGS. REALITY OF IT IS THIS, I WAS TOO PROUD TO DO SOMESHIT LIKE PAY FOR RELATIONS TO ANYONE AND I STILL FEEL IN RELATING TO ANYONE WITH MONEY INVOLVED...ILL SHOOT MYSELF IN THE FACE BEFORE YOU SEE ME RELATE TO ANYONE BY MEANS OF ANYTHING OTHER THAN "FIGURED IN OR ALMOST OUT DECENT FRIENDLY PERSON KEYWORD DECENT AND PERSON MAYBE DONT ALWAYS GET BUT THATS BECAUSE HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE TRULY HUMAN. AND I WAS STILLL AM SO STUNNED WITH THIS JASON ROSENTHAL IM SAYIN BEINF HE AND I ARE STRAIGHT OF HE EVER WANT TO KISS THIS ROMANTIC ALEXIS HONEY OH NO YOU DIDNT. IM GOING FOR A WALK BYE SOCIALITES ON THE HEALTHY SIDE OF THINGS TTYL. (TYPE TO YOU LATER). I STAY WRITING

I loved her and she idolized her sister. So I kissed her again. She made move on having sex (her sex "getting around often"). and it was ...our first time. but real talk now....lets be serious a man like me say no to sex? sex that woman makes request towards...man, i would've been dead as a teenager had new york society built such a man. (as I). So once again, ITS JUST ME ALL AND ALL YOU FUCKING SHMUCKS BUT IN MY PLACE WHAT CAN A MAN DO TO BREATHE BUT TO PLAY ON FEELINGS YOU KNOW MORE THAN LIKELY DIED AGES UPON AGES AGO. Anyhow, Enough of the socio-poverty of young geller serious now...i guess alll and all i understand how a man comes to that "just waiting for the right one" at a certain age. i can look into it deeper than needed after alll all thats needed is BLUNT FACT....THE HUMAN PSYCH DEGENERATES. FROM DAY OF BIRTH. So only getting older....reality is this...u becoming more and more like a fucking child when sex is relevant. My mind state , my man "Z"uckerberg...let that older oriental broad in the ambulance....no questioning on my part.. I TAKE IT WHERE I CAN GET IT. ONLY ROMANTIC WHEN ADDING TO BIOGRAPHY SUCH AS I. Only spoils the word "romantic" otherwise. Take care.

Retardation with testosterone and genius with estrogen. One is likely to insult the self for intimacy and one is likely to insult others for intimacy. so who these niggas gona define me all and all? I got hypogonadism. Well. Ok oK away from this white boy talk lets get to real issue at hand... i read about some virgin shit online just now...JESUS PEOPLE OVER 30 ACTING LIKE KIDS CAUSE THE "HAVENT FOUND THE RIGHT ONE" YET. I mean ok ok that kinda white boy talk u use as some retardation-equivalent excuse...but really man let me tell you ...there comes an age in life where a man dont give a fuck about right or wrong or fight or song..ITS WHATEVER "YO"...its bout nailing some pussy. and if u let urself come to where thinking of "i aint found the right one yet" influence...YOU GOT MY SYMPATHY THATS A GRADE HIGHER THAN ANY SYMPATHIZERS TO THIS DAY... thats hmmm... "school of hardknock" stuff. i mean ok ok these clowns with their websites think they gona seduce me with they i jerk off comments on webpage or watever......my pops aint no virgin..and whatever i aint gona go to specify or none of that shit. you got my sympathy yo my man if that aint enough for one more bogie...real talk. lets be serious, even.

I'm so against the odds of culture the pains of parcissus sculpture. me spending money on gifts then refusing to help someone after? Opposite if there at all. simple. zuckie...let these good 'ol boys know what time it is. Whatever arkansas farm they from with that kind of statement towards I. A womans love gets a man love from further women. I learned young. A mans love...gets him...beats me. Nothing but stress in my life and destroying the life of arthur piastro.

another reason im far from a "crackhead'. NOT ONCE I SHIT U NOT NOT ONCE IN MY LIFE HAVE I PLAYED ON SOMEONES EMOTION FOR THE SAKE OF GETTING HIGH. NOT EVEN A CIGARETTE. I HELD BACK FROM KIND OF SELF-DEGRADING BEHAVIOR. THE TYPICAL DRUG ADDICT WILL PLAY OF EMOTIONS THEIR OWN MOTHER WITH DAYS TO LIVE TO GET HIGH...YOU FUCKING FAGGOTS BETTER GET ONE THING RIGHT. I GOT MORAL VALUES AND ETHICAL STANDARDS. (hello to kayla's "step dad" james). all i can say is "na mean".

One thing I'm not too careful about IS THIS: in a group of white guys i might have to think about what individuals saying about me. but with black folk, i feel comfortable . i dont feel like i ever have to say to myself "Wonder what this guy said about me now!". Regardless which of the fellas they talk to. I think black people ARE LITERALLY NO DIFFERENT THAN WHITE IN THE "WHAT IT MEANS TO BE HUMAN" SENSE. ASIDE..ASIDE...a lil more financial hardship...but im sure my brothers here have seen me i aint been "living it up" exactly myself...i know i know its bummishly childish myself...but i stay colllecting my poland spring bottles....ok on returning them. oh yeh, ok...oh right...just...OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT TINY FIGURED BLONDIE IN DUANE OR CVS OR WHATEVER THE FUCK STORE THAT IS... ATTRACTIVE ENOUGH. CMON, WE TOO ADULT FOR NEED OF ANY FURTHER REMARKS. AS FAR AS ME ATTRACTIVE, I KNOW ONLY GETS >>>YOU<<< SO FAR WITH ME ITS JUST ORGASM OF WATCHING MYSELF READ/WRITE TEXT. HYPERGRAPHIC / HYPERLEXIC. LOOK THOSE TWO UP. I done wrote a book "The sorrowful timeS of getting old pasha". (PASHA MEANS PAULY IN RUSSIAN).

Solid against your FAggot ass narcissism remarks. "A narcissist will go out of their way, spend a whole day shopping, and drop $500 on a small gift you didn’t really want, just because they felt like it." I've never bought ISHIT U NOT NOT A SINGLE GIFT FOR NOBODY MAN OR WOMAN. IF A PERSON ASKED FOR MY HELP AND I WAS ABLE TO DO IT. NO FURTHER QUESTIONS. And sad to say this might be narcissistic i dont know... but i rather watch a roommate shit himself before you see the day you'll see me owing a dime to a man which i dont/havent payed..dont matter big/small healthy/sick solid fact in further. now whats good with my asian love mr. zoobie baby bout 95 15th stage dementia after 5 strikes....i tried to get at her and she ignore me. mind you she was riding in my high end whip (an ambulance but nevertheless). I aint got no money no teefus and no DRIVER LICENSE. i NEVER IF YOU IN UR SENSE. further description of last words - > https://soundcloud.com/pasha-pasha-396360398/boka-spat-nam-pora (song called time to sleep in armenian culture) on other hand , good morning

Gay man have to paint themselves as man. I have to paint myself as woman . which one of us lives on featurilistically i dont know i think my prediction was wrong in estime . last one i remember making

so my history was gotten by politics and my legend with my mom and my dad both being sadists but chill not will i card ...ok ill return to typing soon