proof of I in love. when you dont care for people, being embarassed or ashamed dont exist. But when youre in love, you get to feeling ashamed. One time a gay man from middle-america covered a pricey whorehouse girl for me i got naked sat back and sat do you. But with anastaciya kareva...in our several relationships I SHIT U NOT HOMIE EVERY TIME WE HAD SEX I TOOK MY UNDERWEAR OFF UNDER THE BLANKET. So yeh...her type of family my type of dick...BEST BELIEVE IT I GET UNBOXERED UNDER BLANKET.

To Geller Gates or Bloomberg. (Gay Get Best, being acronym). you must love me so....for this to go on so joyfully. never a penny in my pocket, but what can I say...I bragged of THE life. so even with welfare verses...I understand why persistently hassling me with the fucking few dolllars id have on welfare card.....UNLESS SOME...I STICK TO MY WORD. WORD IS BALLS IM 90% SURE ILL BE DEAD BEFORE DICK STOP GETTING HARD AND IF GOD BLESS ME BEFORE MY MOTHER. YEH IM ALL MAN. FUCK ELSE I GOTTA SAY. EVEN IF THESE SCUMFUCK SLAUGHTER ME ON CAM AS THEY RECORDED ME AND PONCHIK FUCKING AROUND. WHAT WAS ALWAYS OBVIOUS...BEEN ALWAYS. BUT MY CAREER ONE THAT GOES TO SHOW, AINT NO BACKING OFF IN ME. FUCKING CHEATER, MY LOVER :"CAN I GET A BOGIE" PONCHIK LEFT ME...LIFE IS HARD NAMEAN

To anyone or mayhaps to all reading: I haven't slept all night. And as far as sexuality....drugs made it real difficult for me and those being first of two possible issues. As far as furthering irony in #2...gay relations, I've never sold myself despite wonderful offers etc. But involving yourself on an intimate level when you're an addict. What's left of my mind I'd lose control pretty fast. and no matter how much i want "another one"....thats a never. period. Atm, clock ticks not any slower cause i aint bout suck dicks. So whatever hollywood bigshot son you ever are....otherwise you're seinfeld jerry ive had sign over the staten island ferry. I just pray my father a politician tag team member dont make me suffer with death. time for breakfast oh yeh as far as romance i only love two...nastya and that californian space oddity! fuck these selll out so called good folk anyhow you fit to be one of purity u couldnt sell out if you tried. soon enough i'll die but if u want to fuck with YA MAN come on over baby. although im sure u got a concious and wont play into such activity. as sad as that may be. fucking faggots stole my insulin pens i hope they can give me more today otherwise cpl of weeks fasting for your legend :-(. 2 week 2 hardcore d00d. oh yeh...californian (boy i believe?) its you and lady who saved me topping all sexta. grimreap alright but he spit in my face this nigga thought id suck dick to save my life? hah. alfredo, let my ircing son know what it is. with you baby what good am I. mirc to 286 i be brighton staten island beach is me. DISASTER, FOR A MAN TO MAKE ME SUFFER AFTER WHAT IVE BEEN THROUGH UR A PIECE OF SHIT....NO REASONING THERE FAIRLY OBVIOUS. take care

A man is a man follows consequence or effect. Jewish chosen people. But let's stick to fact away from your so called spirituality. A lady is a lady. Nastya, Playing with her feelings? lets be serious mr. trump she played my feelings maybe partially cause her sister was in love. both of us fans of nastya. But I got a concious...I dont play on a girls feelings to be "financially better off". Even for drugs, name one time I've exploited her in any way for drugs. With my creative mind, I never thought into her like a fix. Only a lady. And once again...ah fuck it. I've had it two times. Once again dont cut it. made a dollar for smoke fuck butt it even if i be adopted mutt it looking to be the system might rott it. nasty on the mic more or less my feelings been chess how ive gotten into this mess im left with but a guess. nuff said...shaindy eckstein...She allowed years of feeling talking to her...boredom related or not I SHIT U NOT....NOT ONCE IN MY LIFE HAD I DISRESPECTED HER. AND HER LONG ISLAND RELATIONSHIPS.......WHO WAS WRONG TO FIND ME IN RELATION. Ive lived life a bum...holocausting my life a fucking understatement. So shimon, away from blue toyota who was whos toy duh. she was worse than my self-image what she did to herself. Money did it to the poor child. Yeh, money did it to me. BUT IM STILL ALIVE CAUSE I LIVED A BROKE BUM, ASSOCIATE MONEY OR NOT THATS ON THESE RICH SCUMBAGS. TAKE CARE.

My childhood best friend, my mother said "his father is talented with his hands". Yeh, guy played guitar did his diamonds but closet-close homosexual life was hard on him. YOU SHOW ME A DAY HE WASNT ANGRY AND WASNT CRAVING A DRINK ILL SHOW U THE WORLD. My father is talented with his hands too, piano over guitar. did fix-up jobs his whole life. Me on the other hand, pops had me quit the guitar for sake of I, the anti-hero...post-coma war hero. But my physique...learning anything would come at an expense. Kids had me so frustrated. i could only imagine me turning into a psycho if I didn't end up a junkie. Pops been ego-ridden his whole life...ah whatever i figured repercussion to mean consequence...its effect. Effect is seizure with my stock leisure my block plEasure my cock speedball fuck ya rock but did i enjoy it the mafia my joy they employ it who the man but I nigga better boy it . ok time go. go else where he cut it i aint go no hair whos to comment on life being hair maybe to a 6 yr old kid leftist childhood love ive had my share share enough cigs to afford a blind stare rat boy trying aint no bear imma try to blaze wholl further dare ok

I SHIT U NOT U FAGGOTS AT POLITICS SHOWING ME SOME GANDOLFINI SOPORNOS SHIT TODAY. LET ME PUT IT TO YOU THIS WAY...MEMORY OF SENTIMENTAL VALUE. MY FATHER ONCE FIXED THE OTHERSIDE PART OF A NEIGHBORS HOUSE UNCLE BILL AND GUESS WHAT MY POPS SAID "NEED ANYTHING ELSE?" BILL REPLIED NO BUDDY THANK U. (MAYBE NOT VERBATIM). YYEH MY TRAUMATIC EXPERIENCE ONE SEVERELY SO MAYBE U INVOLUNTARILY IGNORE SOME THINGS. BUT MY POPS DID SIDE-FIX JOBS HIS WHOLE LIFE IN AMERICA AND EVEN THAT WAS RARELY SO. SO U SCUMFUCK WANT TO HAVE ME LOCKED UP...FRAME IN OR WHATEVER . HAVE A NICE DAY FOLK IM GOING TO GO BEG FOR A CIGARETTE. TRAUMARETTE HOLLA

With a man like pops...all in all...life is unpredictable. As I told my LADY BEAUTY STAY BLACK U KNOW I STAY AND YA KNOW WHERE I STAY. KEEP IT HOOD..LADY GOD BLESS U SAVE ME ITS ALL GOOD. Pops...I aint afraid of death. I'm afraid of pain but MY MAN THE WAY IVE SUFFERED IN LIFE LETS GET REAL NOW. YOU BE SHITTING YOURSELF TOO. MY MAN PACINO, I DONE HAD IT. NUFF SAID.

My brother having his mind ruled by my wrong doer pops...lets get serious old man at our rage morally is all that matters and despite your work efforted life who between us the moralist. i know id imagine a person in another state not familiar with me aint going to think much of this is drug addict talking but you know what person I BE THAT SOLE/SOLO MAN. i understand tho, from distant 3rd person looking over me...its hard to see. but even my homoed out childhood friends know who is THE man of values. im done man whoever the fuck reading other than pops so on so forth. im always right cause when im wrong i aint got fingers pressing keys. night.

marcy marc self-righteous pops self-absorbed and me self-important huh huh....NO SIR. nigga nurses at sheepshead bay nursing home lusting in thought after I..phew god forbid they do me dirty. god forbid pains a heart attack..I TELL U BLUNT FACT IDEALLY I WANT IT TO HAPPEN HERE INFRONT OF STAFF WHENEVER END COMES AIGHT IVE LIVED BUMS. MUNCHAUSENS NAH IM MAN MAN CHOSEN I STAY WRITING PROSE AND MORNING LIGHT GLOWS IN THE FIGHT THOSE IN FIGHT WITH ME AINT BROS AINT. illsyo played me with a petty 40 bucks ;-( memories of Ms. Kareva embellish my spirit (sexta..were you not my angel shemale from staten island year of neighborly love). the dumbs in nah im puns in sweetie huns in my dick stay hows in pussy i plows in girl dont have a cows in im thin aint stocky but control dows in leave ya in wows in. marcy marc, youre righteous O us...us for your pretty self. NOT TO FLATTER NOW CHIEF. hypogonads ya bro aint mads. ok illuminati comas illuminati following my 2 gotti dead know its true.

like warren sapp i make the sack his football skill i make the clap opposite him im 99 pounds soaking wet thus lived the bet pray im allowed to live let young ms. banks be my pet protect that body use the gat last night at hospital in america on bed forget a mat ladies my kittens shemale my cat i be boy rat my big head in fancy hat at 99 pounds im rather fat got that legend career stat bum worth bill my worth net time being 5 dollars lucies im in debt if brothers have put me on death row post-mortem leave them with a woah

To father. I don't want you to die before me. My life been suffering but thats why I don't want you before me. I've lived the life of a romantic. The american idiot. You know, brighton 13, west 23rd PJ's all the way to staten island. So on so forth. It's whatever man I ain't even got no guilt on these comments. We all go one day. So whenever my day be, its aight. I just pray my brother lives happily and my mother's content through her last years(or so). I love family. And yeh, I'm a drug addict. Other than that, I mean I can't be afforded nastya and shes the only other thing I'm addicted to. My pops....i mean shit..i cant see into him psychologically that far...so can't comment on his self-view in terms of politics on his harder than need be way towards my mother. With me, I'm saying lets get real pops..I'm a man. I take it as it comes. Life as a whole, I ain't been getting shit. can't say take it as i get it. And Mr. Joe Biden...you don't like the needle ridden..man had you lived my life....(19 years needle used to survive now). I'd just say this, freud and rabbi bergsteinman would clarify within your spirit my correctful romance existing. And you get the whole picture...i mean let's "be real be real is real" now since day I was born god has done nothing but punish me for stuff i aint even had time to do yet....i mean shit aight fuck it u assholes want to kill me THE WAY I LOVE ILYA GELLER LUCY GELLER IOSIF GELLER ok ok fine imma stop ranting mr zuckerberg, you're a cutie no homo so no comment on ya booty. the drinks is stale ya thinks im pale nah a jew you hail be it i or not just never fail. ok ok im sure atleast a few ppl will read this google staff/family. i just hope you folks wont make me suffer at moments of death. ilya iosif start with same letter so does "intelligent I". i mean ofcourse i dont want to die but my niggga let me simplify i aint afraid cause if it dont happen tonight cpl weeks cpl of months given my antique of a life style....ant I que. im tiny as an ant I whaaaaaaaaat. que mean what. DESPUES DE COMA NO RECUERDA brother majored in philosophy but my life since day i was born....it defines philosophy more so than sick defines it.

Igor Gembitsky. (IG-Im geller). Pennsylvania. (whats up with mike). you'd think one that hidem fact that they're gay would indicate them not punishing another for not fact >IM< not gay. but really my man if this aint proof of god etc u tell me if theres such thing even in imagination, me focusing so hard with the claim of a straight road late fairy fuck boat. i cant even hold on to reasoning behind fact i provide for longer than a consecutive 40 seconds...consecuting FOUR...namean however heavenly I be forever why me

oresaw this in age too. me having survived all that i did after prolonging journey in your sit here i preside in just i reside in must. NEW YORK CITY GOTTA TAKE CARE OF ME REAL TALK THO I DONT EXAGERATE MY PROBLEMS (MY LIFE AS A WHOLE ATM) JUST LIKE YOU SHOULDNT EXAGERATE THE BARE IN EXISTANCE ISSUE WHICH I IMPOSE. i feel language. r.i.p shaindy eckstein my soul mate without a touch. i never kissed this girl after the romancee we shared....and i can explain how brilliant it stuck she was such a WOMAN WOMAN WOMAN AND I WAS JUST A NEW TO PUBERTY BOY. shes the only person who i knew/know in person who i ever shared my ircing chatting habit with IM A PLAYER CAUSE I SHARED IT WITH HER EVEN UNDERSTANDING ID BE TELLING HER ABOUT CHEATING ON HER

An automated heart felt response system. THIS IS WHERE IT LIES. 3 most romantic moments in literary history. 1) the idiot by fyodor doestoevsky was when the saintly prince myshkin who was a virgin only kissed a woman out of sympathy 2) the death of ivan ilyitch was when a rich man dying realized his only friend was his house slave and 3) vox by nicholson baker was when 2 people who met on a phone sex hot line met and it turned out the chick was the one doing the calling. OH YEH, MY BAD. A HEAVENLY 4TH, MY YEARS A CHATTER WITH DYING PEOPLE DETAILING MY LIFES ROMANCE IN SO MANY FANCY WORDS EXPRESSED AS YOURS TRULY THE BRILLIANT PARSEESBUS. :/ just so much sentiment resides in my mind from chat to literature.....now actual people from the first and fictional love in the second. now anyhow, my man mr. zuckerberg im sayin whats good......NAH U ALREADY KNOW GODO IS WHAT.

Not to flatter now but jadakiss might have the most charismatic voice in the history of rap. Aside O-G 2pac and slaminem...jadakiss got THAT voice. voice that defines the word rap in my ears. and yeh, between dying looked at as some fucking scumbag and looked at as bluntly retarded ill take the later any day of the week....i aint scum. PERIOD. but in reality, maybe im just a new word/new addiction to the psychology book. sigh

once again with nastya...i loved her so i could talk to myself in her company comfortably but i did love her so shes the only person i was comfortable typing to myself in the company there of. even if she dont care about me.....ok enough said. bye OH YEH BUT I FORGET..BETWEEN ME AND FATHER JOE ...WHICH ONE OF US THE REAL NARCISSIST BUT ID FIGURE HE UNDERSTANDS HE IS ONE HENCE ME GETTING ME GETTING THESE EMAILS ....ANYHOW YOU LOST THAT LOVING FEELING. YOU BREAK MY DOWN I TAKE MY FROWN WHICH ONE OF US THE KID CALLED CHARLIE BROWN how ever dirty this life do me i lived typing qwerty right through me. (once again hi to my california sunshine from your bum new yorker). its weird i was able to put it instantly together whether its bum new yorker or new yorker bum. AS FAR AS WORDS GO, I GOT THAT LOVING FEELING oh yeh and pops when you respect yourself you dont prey on nobody elses respect. and believe me what ive lived i respect myself more than plenty now on this whole my death or my fathers or whatever.....coming from youring there in THE MAN BEAUTIFUL MIND....let me put it to you bluntly me and mother are sick both of us might be because of pops but regardless we both sick. only person whos EXISTANT future matters now is my brothers ....so as far as america deciding....NOT TO PLAY HERO HERE...ATLEAST IN MY HEART WHICH TO THIS DAY HAS SOLELY LIVED WITH ONLY FACT........shit man damn its 1:30am and im still awake another late night what can i say i pray and i do ask that i die in peace...otherwise. your romantic says good night folks1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;-)

obviously i considered jewish people friends so who ever the fuck let my anti-semite rap stay up knew that i would have NEVER THUNK MY RAP JOINT OFFENSIVE CAUSE REGARDLESS OF BRAIN DAMAGE I WOULD HAVE SEEN CONSEQUENCES I CAN NOT WITHSTAND NOT ONES IM WILLING TO DEAL WITH AS A RESULT OF AND YEH ANYHOW AWAY FROM THIS CHRISTINA-ESQUE GESTURE TYPE SHIT....GAY PEOPLE. i mean what else could i really say. say realllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. oh i create the situation awkward i never bore word

i wouldnt say im gay when im not and disrespect those that are even to save my own life...so what ever man where ever the fuck this lands me in america...*grins widely*. now on to my hello the^dude how r u honey character...i dont know if u really could have got offended by my remark or money has driven you that fucking far gone. but for the sake of my lifes romance, id like to look you in the eyes one time before its over. and on some real talk, nastya and after her on my freakish side..MY CALI BROTHER THE IMFAMOUS CALIFORNIA MAN. well i apologize i dont know you like to be referred to as man but you are wonderful and my blessings always be with you. oh yeh, a last name i forgot impagliazzo. *PHEW*

im feeling bugged out shady with rushing rugged out brady. god knows, i got a way with words let me tell you . but this kind of wit....as a lyricist...dont know if id flatter myself like that namean. anyhow on to the important folks of life aside family, mazza, falcon, rosenthal lol yo i talk all that fancy shit against money cause ive lived a bum all my life but you look at influential people of my life and who are they other than from dollar? fuck...though I SHIT U NOT NIGGA IVE LIVED BUM ALL MY LIFE. BUT THE ROMANCE OF THIS ROMANTICS LIFE I APOLOGIZE BUT ON TO CHRISTINA PIASTRO AND ARTHUR BOGOMOLSKY. I ONLY MENTION CHRISTINA AGAIN CAUSE I SAW A YOUNG BEAUTY THAT HEAVILY RESEMBLES HER AND I FEEL MY DICK GETTING HARD SO IF THEY LET THIS POST HAPPEN AND CHRISTINA READS IT...LET ME PUT IT TO YOU LIKE THIS MA, OTHER THAN GOD AKA NASTY OR SIMPLY MY NASTYA...TO FUCK HER I MEAN SHIT I APOLOGIZE BUT CHRISTINA YOU'RE MY 2ND HOPE OF A DYING MAN. TO HAVE SEX WITH YOU, AND LET ME TELL YOU THAT WHOLE SHIT BOUT FEELING THE SHAME IN NOT GETTING A CHICK OFF OR WHATEVER...WITH YOU IT BE ALL ABOUT AND ONLY ABOUT MY SATISFACTION 15 MINUTES GIVE OR TAKE 5. IM WELLL TRAINED IN ANY CONNOTATIONS OF THE WORDS WELL TRAINED. SPEAKING I PRAY I HAVE MORE LIFE THAN TONIGHT AND IF I DO I PRAY TO HAVE YOU. MY BOY TOY OF A LADY WHOS KNOWN ME SINCE BEFORE PUBERTY. SO ALL YOUR FAGGOT ASS MED SCHOOL SHIT... AND WATEEVVER...LETS BE SERIOUS, U THINK I COULDNT HAVE FINISHED MED SCHOOL? PFFT. but taking away caps etc...ill say one last thing. god bless my father for having me life the life of a romantic rather than become a doctor. i mean shit AS FAR AS WHAT WE KNOW AS FACT...WHAT WE BOUT "ULTIMATELY" OTHER THAN OUR LAST DAYS OF LIFE AND BELIEVE YOU ME....I GOT (WHOEVER) BEAT ON THAT ONE. GOOD NIGHT oh yeh as far as med school....what can i tell ya my student, ive lived medical. hence we mingle one...fine.....fine fine FINE you be my one or yeh.... Mr. Arthur Belopolsky. what can i really say here all and all....im sorry if you are an individual ive put in any discomfort over the years...well what can i say, we aint kids no more. i hope all is working out for you. i got used to live the life of a romantic so all that suffering and small talk related to it..what can i tell ya. talkering. folkering. or even folk hero. heroesque after a life of living zero heroically surviving AND living so. oh shit here i go spewing nonsense again i do nothing because i babble or is it that i babble because i do nothing. i just like reading/writing with my brain interpreting as some social format...otherwise its not even a amtter of narcissist just simple certainty spoken belated at the final curtain see. ok ive done with this current text rant . god knows who if anyone reads shit

this post is entitled the zherminator. anyhow, i wanted to apologize to the jewish man who claimed to be gay walking next to his ...wife (is it)? my remarks were are out of frustration out of what all has happened to me for something i WAS NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR. CAUSE BELIEVE ME(AND LIKELY YOU) MY MAN , IF I WAS RESPONSIBLE FOR IT ID TAKE FULL PRIDE IN MY WORDS REGARDLESS OF WHAT THE EXPENSE OF THEM TURNED OUT TO BE. anyhow......wish i had some marijuana otherwise everything seems to be as dandy trendy landing fendy as could be given my wishes and words as a man. pum-pum-pum-pum-pum-pum-pum-pum i was robbed of life but if my father has any self-respect he'll let me die before her without ending my life i ask and pray without suffering. but who am I to say. wish i had some marijuana. god bless my family...the end. oh yeh im diabetic dont eat pop tart i bet if defeat pop tard

when your hope is higher than your need. ( to get straight / to be straight ). puts you in a spot in life where...hi ann marie methadone lady well looks like google in on it too my gmail acct "compromised" i think is the word

As far as child suffering I think a child shouldnt even as afghanistani just like american. ive suffered my whole childhood. and being a kid is kid regardless where from or from what kind of money you come from. I have the right to make such remark (with my distant past involved) 100%. so even if youre jewish, I KNOW U GOT SOME RESPECT FOR THIS POST. as I said tho Mrs. zuckerberg u a fine young thing. on "Mrs" man retard stoic. or maybe I'm the Mrs. I married suffering at birth. I was proposed to with my answer predictable shortly before. scottie pippen 6'7 225 and 225 P.s 225 i went to for school. scottie pippen simply pavel. once again, my boy from the country from. went to central arkansas BEING BLACK AND NEXT WAS JORDAN. THATS LEGEND.

I do wonder how smoke goes into my lungs so flawlessly insists on me living on. but anyhow i do wonder if this ever happens in a projects spot. a young man who has a drug addiction worn out one day is approached by a guy who offers money for somethin sexual . i can imagine yes/no but from other side, as far as guy offering i do wonder if that kind of thing EVER HAPPENED in the projects. stepping out of line like that? thats harsh being a boy in the pj's look at himself in the mirror god forgive cause THATS HARSHER. ok welll cpl of hours till bed id imagine

i guess so innocence in her composure ya wife zuckie all in all appearing to be pleasant individual u know i dont bullshit nobody for NOTHINGS SAKE. if i didnt think she was very "satisfying" (in just her appearance) id make it simple, just u jewish pretty boy. hope you guys are happy in life through out take care

Most of my life aint had money for a single slice of bread funny ya loon still aint mad.

at marathon finish line or if i dont make it to see marathon (i firmly believe i will) then in lobby here with my co-workers. the work a job class of my black brothers. i think they dont judge all in all so really my class of friends here. this particular time in my life after all it added up to be...enough said. "i aint gonna lie tho son". just tryin to put in a line at end thats a lil heavier on its hard as boney figure. (i guess years of worthless reading but sometimes i feel like i can hear grammar or feel it before i say or wrote it. as well as hear it as imagined nah i'm just "embellishing retarded". word means to make it look good. embellishing. its time to say it, if i die soon hope u know (YOU arthur piastro). My endless sentiment especially one paricular section in telling your life at home be known to I. I'm truly sorry to you...cause all in all what I'd have painted of myself by now without your 'image help" im sayin ... be real is real. i'm sorry my blondie hope u taking care of urself away from distant childhood buddy felix feygin with him just wwf wrestling heros in my memorys sentiment. Doink clowns ultimate warrior hulk hogan bret the hitman heart MY RAZOR RAMON (my nigga stay rican off the shoulders slam em getting em sicken). who ill in my years prolly infinite years from the amount of POSITIVE SENTIMENT AROUND MY BLACK TYPE SPOT IN THIS SHELTER TRULY MY PEOPLE AS OF LATE GOD KNOWS HOW LONG. UR MISSY ELLIOT CPL POUNDS DIFFERENCE SKIN COLOR AND PRETTY FACE..U TAKE THAT ONE. IM JUST SCARY KRUGER. okie bye folks

You can only be so small otherwise hard to imagine as far (as such), nah just hard to even imagine

Well today. I awoke late sat around my co-workers a bit then went for a walk. walked roughly 2 1/2 miles today. and just philosophy paining my mind now. soul heart and inspiration

i was prolly ABused taken at around 9am coming to left over memory after 5. only one whos decision matters to me brother all else whatever

cutie speak of his beautiful mind fruity ya corpse im looting foodstamps trying to find. 50+ years. if not for my father's envy of my well disciplined beautiful mind I FIRMLY BELIEVE I HAD A CHANCE AT IVY LEAGUE. ASIDE MATHEMATICS I WAS BORDER LINR GENIUS. But once again, a fruit I'd turn into 99% sure. instead im sitting here around mostly my fruities in my romantic life. oh yeh mr. carlos im ready to sleep with for sake of romance looking like that HES A HOTTIEE WITH A BODY! (no money for me OBVIOUSLY) I DONT SELL MYSELF

Ive gotten off 80mg methadone cold turkey without even thinking of such so any brother that think imma sell my ass for any high has got to be out of his fucking tree. time for a cpl of hours rest..tired now :-)

Heart of a lion my stamina to this day thats why im defying. on your virgin talk philosophy of excusing your lack of virginity less. Im sayin tho...as an adult how can u relate anything to philosophy or even using word such as shallow. I know otherwise. With me having sex with my lover..first time yeh I got underwear under the cover cause of my less than flattering size but real talk other than a big dick but other problems did i ever have with =talks of stamina let me tell you i got wild. and now yeh, romance of #2 in my philosophy prevent another lover to day of death or whatever..its just loneliness that hurts more sad to say ive met a day that such crippling words can come out of my ALL MAN MOUTH. oh my virgins, life has greater hardships than not getting urself fulfilled from sticking your dick in a hole instead of between your hands all ur waiting for the right one...>be real is real> uncle jordan tells my sons how we feel. emily wang providing my fantasy as such moment told between you my nurse and I did one morning. u see i remember morning cause or precious little face on top of...good lord u are saintly goddess. good night oh yeh how much can a person suffer for the sake of proclaiming the self as a romantic

I suppose so there is a minority class and a miniature man. so anyhow senor michael jordan you were outscored by kobi who did 81 dont know lebron cAREER higher than u didnt watch bball anymore at this point but u were 6'6 198 NC and my favorite scottie pippen 6'7 225 mind YOU CENTRAL ARKANSAS HE A BOY FROM THE COUNTRY FARM SO WAS MY GRANDMA BACK HOME. anyhow pippen wasnt double digits on doubling triple but 20 / 7 / 7 close enough atleast in my heart. im still taking 5 mile walks daily getting ready to speed walk marathon if u mike think its ok for me to wear girl outfit to engage in activity anyhow fellow man of legendary physique ( or profits there f ) i was sexually assaulted my physique and its ways...LETS BE REAL MR JORDAN EVEN A LITERATURE PROFESSOR AT IVY..MY PHYSIQUE = GAY. 120% OF THE TIME. So all in all, being russian and whatnot... all its SACRIFICING/SUFFERING FOR SAKE OF WORD STRAIGHT FITTING RIGHT BEFORE MY NAME. I dont know philosophy on that philo of such as u mr michael jordan but lets be real ANY MAN THAT GOT TURNED OUT TO PARTAKE OF "FUNCTIONING MANS LIFE" U TELL ME U AINT GOT PENIS ENVY NONE AT ALL... I KNOW YES KEY WORD >>>>>>>NO<<<<<<<< SO AINT NO NEED FOR BETS/SWEARS/OF SELF AGREEMENTS AS RESULT OF WHICH SUFFERING TO FURTHER >>>>>PURVEY<<<<<<<< IAM THE PURVEYOR OF SELF DISGUST PROVOKING TESTOSTERONE ACTION. YES I PURVEY HOLY. I LEARNED WORD PURVEY FROM GAME CALLED ULTIMA ONLINE IN MY YOUTH. IT SAID... "Purveyor of darkness" as title of faction higher being in the shadowlords team. Sorry for writing more on my romantic youth but u have to understand when today aint shit but lonely yestrday all u got. good night senor jordan and my american brotherhood! a gnite from your saintly american idiot

My life in the 5 burroughs I'm feeling sorrows plead with god no death tomorrows thats aight aint nothin but thoroughs whoever the reader be, not much else to say.

I'm so sensitive to being ever looked at "the foulest of QUALITies" of beinG A druggie. thats a prostitute type. ive honestly DEAD SERIOUS IN 22 YEARS OF HARDDD DRUG USE IVE NEVER SOLD MY ASS. LITERALLY DESPITE SOME WILD OFFERS WITH THEM WHITE BOYS LET ME TELL YA SOMEHOW THEY GOT INTO MY PHOTOGRAPH ok ok ima go relax

EMily be it you or be it the shelf maybe i was too fit for the shelf. I KEEP WORKING CARDIO NOW BUT MY RIGHT HAND DAMN COCKSUCKERS SPOILED MY WORK THERES A CHANCE DONT KNOW WHAT KIND OF CHANCE OR WHATEVER BUT JUST SO IT BE...NOT AS A RESULT OF ME

Emily wang, the asian nurse. Thank u for that flawless moment of ...flawless moment of "intimate without intimacy". I was just so stunned by your tiny self I was stupified beyond concern for you constantly missing with the syringe. In that moment, just reroressed imagination followed by ageless pleasure. ok obviously i do not publicize me using the n word me just typing it dont make me any worse an individual than any other person who does so. then again, ive offended quite the crowd away from using such word publically i would never let it out of my mouth publically though have a nice day. As gay as i am as jewish as i play my niggas i love just tell u i say. namsayin (3rd one blunt fact however looked at hopefully even by whoever ). have nice day

"Emily Wang" ( i think it was wang, lady in the hospital). Thank u for moment of intimacy while I was present. my track marks, your body..black benz parks, been gotti. have a nice day..time to go for long cardiac-motion walk

if heart and lung provlem exist same time then how do i walk 5 mile speed walks with no problems and stay asleep sitting down for a few hours with no probs either. my heart can be one of alon.

Theres actually a couple of lines I wont across as far as addicrion goes...the other away from sucking dick is this: Going out of my way past means of reason to get the substance..like all other addicts (etc) would DO ANYTHING for one more doing anything to get where they have to go to get it . Me....I can't talk normally and mind cant sync movement with memory and i would not go out of my way to get one to get high once etc.... wouldnt do crazy shit just to get off once. Chilll...I'll just jerk off , I know I know they got a web admin changing website screen to say "I Jerk off" morning after I do that etc. but OH WELL, AINT ME GETTING DAMAGED ON THE KARMAESQUE LIST. KAFKAESQUE ILES FANNED A JEWISH WRITER, ILL SPEAK ON KARMAESQUE U FAGGOT NIGGAZ FANNING GOD. PHEW. actually its nice out let me go chill a lil bit. ENJOY YOUR...WHATEVER POPS IM DONE. maybe Ego of Alone. maybe be a better title for my biography, dont know how long these faggots got me counting at (and YEH WORD FAGGOT GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH WHO U WANT TO FUCK). Night. OH MY BAD, ALMOST 5PM! still time for wake hop wakey wakey up oops logged out a sec there.. falcon fail at love cant on nigga. acronym for falcon. HI UNCLE FALCON!!!!!! LEISURE SUIT LARRY! im a more so bulls fan than boston celtics tho ...33s i was pippens BIGGEST FAN as opposed to my man larry...he only second to gonzaga's (school) john stockton(all time assists/steals leader nba history) as far as white boys go

for those few who are paid

pops team killing me. ok

All in all.

I owe george 1.55 I owe guy that gives me few dollars sometimes on the first owe him 4 and i owe claud 5. i think thats all of em. you see i dont forget favors regardless how small. just like I don't sell myself. so on so forth. OH YEH RIGHT, I OWE MY PUERTO RICAN >>LADY<< LADY<<<<<<<<< 2 DOLLARS. SHE GAVE ME A DOLLAR TWICE! A LADY. IM GENUINELY STUNNED. I hope I get my welfare card and my package today. Realistically I am supposed. But then again, who knows "what HE says". oh yeh grammar , as far as nas's "put it together". I never met him so dont know if there's a coma between it and together. oddly enough knowing english that well I dont know how to spell coma or cama or the , sign. cama it says is a great beast. my physique all in all, I'm beastly alright, Mr. Biden. :-) sadly said one of my greater in sentiment childhood memories is when a friend told his pops im superman and his pops replied in russian "youre not superman youre super retard.". And hes VERY smart. His sister became a doctor too. good girl christina if u wana fuck out of sympathy pity or whatever the fuck u wana call it, i need some demerol prescribed so u know im available! all i could tell jada is "i been through 2 near death incidents and why i still aint rich". keyword is why. not rich. irony of furthering #2 in my life. romance of my existance and ive lived here FOR AGES I JUST WAKE UP AND SIT AROUND CHATTING IN THE CHAIR BY WINDOW. ASIDE MY LONG WALKS FOR SAKE OF HEART. STAY HOOD KEEP IT GOOD EVEN WITH THIS GARBAGE FOOD AND JADAKISS NICE LINE ON GETTING RICH. TALKIN SHOT 9 TIMES. I SHIT U NOT BROTHER KISS I CAME TO AMERICA AT 9 AND MY NEAR-DEATH HAPPENINGZ N ALL. WHO IN TODAYS RAP GOT ILLER DISS TRACKS THAN MY MAN JADA. NO SUCH THING. PERIOD. as far as me, I aint exactly big but never lived no made up shits. once again, to whatever your name maybe. my very oddly physiqued california fellow chatter...why u dont come to visit no more? Tom cruise crying in front of the mirror cause he aint top gun age no more so he dont want to take you? Id figure man like you own your own jet by now.

simpEL.

I was dying for this youngin' not judging nor cursing no other but folks out the russian respected crowd I was as well highly so. (maybe unfortunately like so. but atlanta is in georgia. so more than likely im georgian my unclE Falcon. (atlanta falcons owner). i dont it wouldve changed anything if i "watched my mouth". enjoy your evening, whoever reads such slaughtering text. (i'm a shlemazel (person with consistently bad luck in hebrew). I pray to you google r33t i dont get kizillizored night

new stabilizing statement/s i didnt want to disturb comfort so i didnt disturb ive not once in my life disturbed comfort even when I disturbed. physique/passive persona pavel. 4 P's. Stoical.

im so rich bread be naive bitch mad she got dirty my sleeve. ok so some guy got my email pw and u change my prior to 2004 gmail pw..take my account. what will it do for/to either one of us? make me more careless and make you more shmuck. enjoy.

origin obvious but accurate to situation of mine. i maintain composure with my black company preventing too much exposure death rowser just about mortal facting fact it heart and lungs problems tho finish at start line im so nice i define feeling just fine i define ill rhyme fuck these rap rookies what they do but cosign nah nigga im bout to get welfare pay u out ur mind stay getting that stampy food camp out its all good my shit cohesive have ya sister getting submissive after we gone have her pussy like grease if hope u find last cpl of lines appealing shorty book deal im sealing i dont rap i write im tapping switch of the light not long till good night i aint never rude hope thats alright with special ed cases they never try to go against rude i put up with em but let these fucking tards catch me in one of those moods im talkin ill apart you and tear leave ya co-speshul cases in fear fuck calculus u have a hard time with 5th grade math i finished one college semester aint too proud professor called me amicable now its humor spoken in way outloud to this midlife crisis i just say howd so lonely no ass tho that im about my skill as a man aint no doubt ask ya sis bout the time she got plowed post-jizzing know she was wowed had her in heaven i hit that she bowed 120lb animal rat boy been it all when it come to crime i seen it all my physique i go and lean and all have em nipples getting hard close her eyes and dream it all imagining me tap that ass leave her to scream it all knowing i will it all mami dont even want to get away lights i dim and all dark get blacked but light is green and all invites ya buddy for 3some im freeing em all ye tits nips is pin and all ya heart i win and all eat my foodstamps snacks 5 star have ya cream and all now u on my TEAM and all mami whats really good smokin treeing and all fuck jump air walk i rim and all i work out long walks fuck gym and all my heart damaged my drugs over the years sad to say call me he and all know i just be and all it must be and all always get nailed my court plea and all these faggot niggas legal aid type dont know why aint tryin for money money on their fucking knee and all they fucking cop out to obscene sentences never free and all aight im done with a few bars I JUST BE AND ALL. nuff said

As far as 40 year old virgins go. I don't mean anything insulting or whatever. But how society at this point STILL FROM OLD MEN LITERALLY MEN 40 + THEY ACT LIKE 15 YEAR OLD BULLIES so my 40 year old virgin humor is fitting to degrade those literally >PARASITES<. now if person controlling this blog etc... i hope you making serious cash cause if u posting shit i don't write i mean common on now.. how u look in the mirror without tears. I have a hard time imagining such...a... "person". have a good night folks or gentleman or gentle man god knows anymore. But good night to my folks here at shelter. know i stay living large my nigga. so whats really good as far as pops i mean if its actually true... i mean everything ive done times 50...how can it ever compare to such pedophile filth. filth an unstatement go to any decent neighborhood with too much cops involved and see where money gets you. nuff said. you doing some snake shit.. lets be serious now..us as opposing individuals..once again get serious. good night

And to Alexis impagliazzo. I apologize for your unexplainable lonely living life...i can understand ofcourse I GOT A FUCKING CONCIOUS U FUCKING FAGGOTS im sorry back to you alexis...id be with you passing on sex for intimacy otherwise... with sentimental value i'd get looking back on my "romantic youth" when you play into it. me at those times. but you all and all, only lady in single year of high school I had feelings for. I know fact I'm a junkie takes away from realistic possibility of you and I. but REALITY OF IT IS THIS... 99% of drug addicts in new york got dickshit in values as opposed to me, IM A MAN OF MORAL VALUES AND ETHICAL STANDARDS EVEN IF BULLIES FITTINGLY GOT THEM INTO ME . WITH MY SYMPATHIZING SOUL...AND NEED TO ALWAYS BE ON THE FRIENDLY SIDE OF THINGS. REALITY OF IT IS THIS, I WAS TOO PROUD TO DO SOMESHIT LIKE PAY FOR RELATIONS TO ANYONE AND I STILL FEEL IN RELATING TO ANYONE WITH MONEY INVOLVED...ILL SHOOT MYSELF IN THE FACE BEFORE YOU SEE ME RELATE TO ANYONE BY MEANS OF ANYTHING OTHER THAN "FIGURED IN OR ALMOST OUT DECENT FRIENDLY PERSON KEYWORD DECENT AND PERSON MAYBE DONT ALWAYS GET BUT THATS BECAUSE HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE TRULY HUMAN. AND I WAS STILLL AM SO STUNNED WITH THIS JASON ROSENTHAL IM SAYIN BEINF HE AND I ARE STRAIGHT OF HE EVER WANT TO KISS THIS ROMANTIC ALEXIS HONEY OH NO YOU DIDNT. IM GOING FOR A WALK BYE SOCIALITES ON THE HEALTHY SIDE OF THINGS TTYL. (TYPE TO YOU LATER). I STAY WRITING

I loved her and she idolized her sister. So I kissed her again. She made move on having sex (her sex "getting around often"). and it was ...our first time. but real talk now....lets be serious a man like me say no to sex? sex that woman makes request towards...man, i would've been dead as a teenager had new york society built such a man. (as I). So once again, ITS JUST ME ALL AND ALL YOU FUCKING SHMUCKS BUT IN MY PLACE WHAT CAN A MAN DO TO BREATHE BUT TO PLAY ON FEELINGS YOU KNOW MORE THAN LIKELY DIED AGES UPON AGES AGO. Anyhow, Enough of the socio-poverty of young geller serious now...i guess alll and all i understand how a man comes to that "just waiting for the right one" at a certain age. i can look into it deeper than needed after alll all thats needed is BLUNT FACT....THE HUMAN PSYCH DEGENERATES. FROM DAY OF BIRTH. So only getting older....reality is this...u becoming more and more like a fucking child when sex is relevant. My mind state , my man "Z"uckerberg...let that older oriental broad in the ambulance....no questioning on my part.. I TAKE IT WHERE I CAN GET IT. ONLY ROMANTIC WHEN ADDING TO BIOGRAPHY SUCH AS I. Only spoils the word "romantic" otherwise. Take care.

Retardation with testosterone and genius with estrogen. One is likely to insult the self for intimacy and one is likely to insult others for intimacy. so who these niggas gona define me all and all? I got hypogonadism. Well. Ok oK away from this white boy talk lets get to real issue at hand... i read about some virgin shit online just now...JESUS PEOPLE OVER 30 ACTING LIKE KIDS CAUSE THE "HAVENT FOUND THE RIGHT ONE" YET. I mean ok ok that kinda white boy talk u use as some retardation-equivalent excuse...but really man let me tell you ...there comes an age in life where a man dont give a fuck about right or wrong or fight or song..ITS WHATEVER "YO"...its bout nailing some pussy. and if u let urself come to where thinking of "i aint found the right one yet" influence...YOU GOT MY SYMPATHY THATS A GRADE HIGHER THAN ANY SYMPATHIZERS TO THIS DAY... thats hmmm... "school of hardknock" stuff. i mean ok ok these clowns with their websites think they gona seduce me with they i jerk off comments on webpage or watever......my pops aint no virgin..and whatever i aint gona go to specify or none of that shit. you got my sympathy yo my man if that aint enough for one more bogie...real talk. lets be serious, even.

I'm so against the odds of culture the pains of parcissus sculpture. me spending money on gifts then refusing to help someone after? Opposite if there at all. simple. zuckie...let these good 'ol boys know what time it is. Whatever arkansas farm they from with that kind of statement towards I. A womans love gets a man love from further women. I learned young. A mans love...gets him...beats me. Nothing but stress in my life and destroying the life of arthur piastro.

another reason im far from a "crackhead'. NOT ONCE I SHIT U NOT NOT ONCE IN MY LIFE HAVE I PLAYED ON SOMEONES EMOTION FOR THE SAKE OF GETTING HIGH. NOT EVEN A CIGARETTE. I HELD BACK FROM KIND OF SELF-DEGRADING BEHAVIOR. THE TYPICAL DRUG ADDICT WILL PLAY OF EMOTIONS THEIR OWN MOTHER WITH DAYS TO LIVE TO GET HIGH...YOU FUCKING FAGGOTS BETTER GET ONE THING RIGHT. I GOT MORAL VALUES AND ETHICAL STANDARDS. (hello to kayla's "step dad" james). all i can say is "na mean".

One thing I'm not too careful about IS THIS: in a group of white guys i might have to think about what individuals saying about me. but with black folk, i feel comfortable . i dont feel like i ever have to say to myself "Wonder what this guy said about me now!". Regardless which of the fellas they talk to. I think black people ARE LITERALLY NO DIFFERENT THAN WHITE IN THE "WHAT IT MEANS TO BE HUMAN" SENSE. ASIDE..ASIDE...a lil more financial hardship...but im sure my brothers here have seen me i aint been "living it up" exactly myself...i know i know its bummishly childish myself...but i stay colllecting my poland spring bottles....ok on returning them. oh yeh, ok...oh right...just...OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT TINY FIGURED BLONDIE IN DUANE OR CVS OR WHATEVER THE FUCK STORE THAT IS... ATTRACTIVE ENOUGH. CMON, WE TOO ADULT FOR NEED OF ANY FURTHER REMARKS. AS FAR AS ME ATTRACTIVE, I KNOW ONLY GETS >>>YOU<<< SO FAR WITH ME ITS JUST ORGASM OF WATCHING MYSELF READ/WRITE TEXT. HYPERGRAPHIC / HYPERLEXIC. LOOK THOSE TWO UP. I done wrote a book "The sorrowful timeS of getting old pasha". (PASHA MEANS PAULY IN RUSSIAN).

Solid against your FAggot ass narcissism remarks. "A narcissist will go out of their way, spend a whole day shopping, and drop $500 on a small gift you didn’t really want, just because they felt like it." I've never bought ISHIT U NOT NOT A SINGLE GIFT FOR NOBODY MAN OR WOMAN. IF A PERSON ASKED FOR MY HELP AND I WAS ABLE TO DO IT. NO FURTHER QUESTIONS. And sad to say this might be narcissistic i dont know... but i rather watch a roommate shit himself before you see the day you'll see me owing a dime to a man which i dont/havent payed..dont matter big/small healthy/sick solid fact in further. now whats good with my asian love mr. zoobie baby bout 95 15th stage dementia after 5 strikes....i tried to get at her and she ignore me. mind you she was riding in my high end whip (an ambulance but nevertheless). I aint got no money no teefus and no DRIVER LICENSE. i NEVER IF YOU IN UR SENSE. further description of last words - > https://soundcloud.com/pasha-pasha-396360398/boka-spat-nam-pora (song called time to sleep in armenian culture) on other hand , good morning

Gay man have to paint themselves as man. I have to paint myself as woman . which one of us lives on featurilistically i dont know i think my prediction was wrong in estime . last one i remember making

so my history was gotten by politics and my legend with my mom and my dad both being sadists but chill not will i card ...ok ill return to typing soon