My father shouldn't feel guilty about my death.

 I HAVE HAD NASTYA MY FEMALE FUCKING MOTHER....AND INTELLIUGENCE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ME AND POPS AND MOTHER AND NASTYA. RIGHT ON THE MOTHER FUCK YOUR MONEY. poor nastya is fucking retarded (YEH ZUCKERBERG IM A SAVANT AT CHATTING which retarded... i suppose suites... but being retarded only added to challenge in my life(there is so many to imagine me otherwise with so much at play...but my physique with gay it's been here without pay NEVER SOLD MY ASS ONCE FOR MONEY OR DRUGS OR ANYTHING (maybe pops "instilling(putting in) that one too.)  AND WHAT) she can't represent a whole nation what she represent other than her sister...sister's...whatever valya I DONT MEAN TO PLAY ON YOUR FEELINGS NOW but you hold warm sentiment too. Play on your feelings though? What am I but a jewish junkie in your apparently pretty intact mind. Philosophy feeling politics stealing. But I love you my strange california character...with you..I'm whatever gay or straight or wig or whatever. Your physique make me feel second hand. NAH AGAIN BETWEEN ME AND POPS WHOS THE FUCKING NARCISSIST. Just stuck in an ocean of emotion now. I mean shit...Ocean (word I learned laryngospasm) from that book "The perfect storm". Man suffocates when drowning, your body dont allow water to get into your lungs.  And emotion is heart had severe childhood asthma so fuck lungs from start. My ego on the other hand..what is it but hard times the result of. Otherwise, just you nastya...just you  My sergey idolizing crime me idolizing myself whatever...more like crime idolizing me.  crime and cripple start with the same letter too. ANOTHER COINCEDENCE WITH GODS ANONYMITY. SO MY MAN BIDEN , WHAT U WANA DO? (cri pavel please lust excites) (crime cri morbid entrapping). whatever with your grammar. Kirshner 4th Fleisher 5th....and malpeso 8th. Sentiment. Sentiment zuckerberg...or stay zoo. SZ. Simply zen. I'm a lion at heart so that whole elephant stepping on your chest thing...yikes,  time verses counting rhyme purses mounting. or is it time on mounting? or time with. or however (last rhyme hypnotised into but the first half of rhyme on this page, me. is it being narcissist not needing anyones respect well needing and wanting two different things. feeling like you need....I ..whichever)