away from rap into philosophy a moment

really i dont know bible to be fact. i find it absurd to call homos a sin cause they were born that way why would god make men suffer from birth before they even got to living i mean on a serious note. as opposed to my life, u wana talk about suffering from day one. if you knew my biography youd turn any projects in nyc into kids comedy. my hard times through out my whole life have been extreme. whoever gets in contact with this. childhood of SERIOUS DISCIPLINE. teenage years psych trauma turned to drugs. later i got hit by a car on a bike IRONY FLYING TOWARDS A STOP SIGN ON A BIKE WITH NO BRAKES. IN MY EARLY 20S COLD TURKEY SERIOUS METHADONE HABIT SERIOUS PHYSICAL TRAUMA HAD A 50% MORTALITY RATE BRAIN HEMMORHAGE WITH EVERYTHING THAT SURROUNDED IT MY CHANCES WERE LIKE 10% CHANCES OF SURVIVAL LATER AT 27 COLD TURKEY 80 MG METHADONE HABIT AGAIN. YO N I DO SAY YO. THAT CANCER TAKES BACKSEAT THE KIND OF LONG TERM SUFFERING U GO THROUGH WITH HIGH DOSE METHADONE HABIT. GOD BLESS MY MOTHER FOR USING THE BELT ITS WHAT ALLOWED ME TO SURVIVE PAST PEDOPHILE LOOK OVER ME AND SUCH. GAVE ME STRENGTH. NOW I JUST TRY MY BEST TO REMAIN POSITIVE AROUND MY PEOPLE MY BLACK PEOPLE OFCOURSE HOLD DEEP SENTIMENTAL VALUE IN MY HEART. LET ME BE HONEST WITH U GUYS U MIGHT FIND IT FUNNY HEH BUT WHEN I CAME TO AMERICA A NEIGHBOR OF MINE I THINK NAME WAS VALERIE RIDGES MY POPS CALLED HER "MONKEY WOMAN" BUT HE IS NO RACIST NONE OF US ARE. JUST IMAGINE BEING BLACK NEVER ONCE IN UR LIFE MEETING A WHITE MAN EXCEPT MICHAEL JACKSON ON TV UD MAKE UP A FUNNY NICKNAME FOR THE WHITE BOY/GIRL TOO. ON A SERIOUS NOTE, I LOVE MY BLACK PEOPLE IN SINCERITY. THEY LIKE FAMILY OUTSIDE THE HOME. EVEN WHEN I GOT NO HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM IN A PROSPEROUS MOOD TODAY HALLALUJAH :)