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verse for u barack

 sayin Obama was a mistake is like fishing with osama at the lake never beat me yous a fake illest verses u know my take ;-) Obama got that ...

Mother said I'm a romantic. my style result from years of aimless reading im aimful feeding. autist!

https://www.blogger.com/blog/post/edit/5074896454593679223/1684892603714142096 <- "right who? wrong where?"



My name is paul and I'm an addict.


those who suffered from day one without solution much like me life lived without a cushion. romance known as my existance has been dedicated to you. Jigga man is black and gay always a white man? You sure are. What you think hypnosis going to get a racist remark out of me? doubt it regardless of what kind of brain damage i'm left with. as far as zuckerberg sacrificing some arab retard's life whatever I'll kill him without hypnosis. Fucking faggot go that far for a few dollars. Atleast you earned yours, marc. This guy, we'll see. Depends if their knife placement will be. What's left of my brain never did the idea of muhammad doing this for family or anyone other than himself come to me. Good lord that kind of misanthropy is damage do ego. Misanthropy just seems like the correct word. Dont remember exact meaning. Opposite of Phila. Phila was my dog at 21. Phila nthrow P. Phila start with P too.

Monday, June 30, 2025

Be I forever a legend in their hearts and Larry in my own. :-/

"Hehe" i just got to watchin son tyson legend bouts he benched 300 at 15...just picture nigga like that layin it into u full blast. FATALITY! :)

Wednesday, June 25, 2025

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iam doing facebook in all its glory facial pray i get some money even from bi-racial :/. infection looking serious :( lil blondie from texas named alexis buddly enough she wasnt about to max us (over-compensize word of the day ms. impagliazzo) :-)

Tuesday, June 24, 2025

I pray to God and ask of him sympathy for the misery-full suffering-ridden life i've had to this day.

what i been through in life, only god knows if he's sent me as a messiah. heh. dont know what politics will do to Sickly P etc...but i do love my family . my poor sick mommy i just hope my brother takes care of himself u know its my number one hope for things to be ok for my brother. i do pray to god that all will be. and i ask of god almighty for his kindness. i see it like this. ive suffered for the human race. for human beings to find space in their heart for a troubled individual such as I. thank u god. take care. 6/25/2025 -> clive cussler book called the heist is the WORST TACTIC-LESS PIECE OF TRASH IN TEXT FORM IVE EVER READ IN MY LIFE. FOR ME TO LOSE INTEREST IN TEXT BECAUSE ITS ONLY DUE TO LACKING ENERGY IS UNHEARD OF. I LOVE READING. CLIVE CUSSLER. MY SON. WHO YOU HEISTIN? *GRIN* *SIGH* GOTA GO TO LIBRARY AND SWITCH BOOKS I READ A LIL LESS THAN HALF OF THIS ONE AND I JUST CANT TOLERATE SUCH IMBECILENESS. :*((((((((((((((((( I BEEN DOIN FASTIN EPISODES RECENTLY PLAYIN INTO FRANZ KAFKA'S SHORT STORY " THE HUNGER ARTIST " MAIN CHARACTER. TYRA BANKS BABY IN ALL YOUR GLORY HOPE U KNOW I WANT U NOW AND NOT JUST FOR A LITTLE. SO CALL ME RUSSOSITO AND LET ME PENETRATE YOUR CHOCHITA. TYRA BANKS BELONGS WITH MICHAEL JORDAN . THAT COUPLE WOULD RUN BLACK CROWD INTO GREATNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (<3333333 MY BLACK PEOPLE NAMEAN). but its true, scottie pippen my favorite player ever. 6'7 225lbs went to central arkansas played for bulls in the pros along side jordan. >SPSP

Monday, June 23, 2025

away from rap into philosophy a moment

really i dont know bible to be fact. i find it absurd to call homos a sin cause they were born that way why would god make men suffer from birth before they even got to living i mean on a serious note. as opposed to my life, u wana talk about suffering from day one. if you knew my biography youd turn any projects in nyc into kids comedy. my hard times through out my whole life have been extreme. whoever gets in contact with this. childhood of SERIOUS DISCIPLINE. teenage years psych trauma turned to drugs. later i got hit by a car on a bike IRONY FLYING TOWARDS A STOP SIGN ON A BIKE WITH NO BRAKES. IN MY EARLY 20S COLD TURKEY SERIOUS METHADONE HABIT SERIOUS PHYSICAL TRAUMA HAD A 50% MORTALITY RATE BRAIN HEMMORHAGE WITH EVERYTHING THAT SURROUNDED IT MY CHANCES WERE LIKE 10% CHANCES OF SURVIVAL LATER AT 27 COLD TURKEY 80 MG METHADONE HABIT AGAIN. YO N I DO SAY YO. THAT CANCER TAKES BACKSEAT THE KIND OF LONG TERM SUFFERING U GO THROUGH WITH HIGH DOSE METHADONE HABIT. GOD BLESS MY MOTHER FOR USING THE BELT ITS WHAT ALLOWED ME TO SURVIVE PAST PEDOPHILE LOOK OVER ME AND SUCH. GAVE ME STRENGTH. NOW I JUST TRY MY BEST TO REMAIN POSITIVE AROUND MY PEOPLE MY BLACK PEOPLE OFCOURSE HOLD DEEP SENTIMENTAL VALUE IN MY HEART. LET ME BE HONEST WITH U GUYS U MIGHT FIND IT FUNNY HEH BUT WHEN I CAME TO AMERICA A NEIGHBOR OF MINE I THINK NAME WAS VALERIE RIDGES MY POPS CALLED HER "MONKEY WOMAN" BUT HE IS NO RACIST NONE OF US ARE. JUST IMAGINE BEING BLACK NEVER ONCE IN UR LIFE MEETING A WHITE MAN EXCEPT MICHAEL JACKSON ON TV UD MAKE UP A FUNNY NICKNAME FOR THE WHITE BOY/GIRL TOO. ON A SERIOUS NOTE, I LOVE MY BLACK PEOPLE IN SINCERITY. THEY LIKE FAMILY OUTSIDE THE HOME. EVEN WHEN I GOT NO HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM IN A PROSPEROUS MOOD TODAY HALLALUJAH :)

Saturday, June 21, 2025

medications stolen they called nurse she wouldn't give me name of antibiotic etc etc

Im getting killed. what can i say Mazol tov...says your shlemazel :-(

Friday, June 20, 2025

Im so deep into emotion that even intelligence don't uncover what you may ask...

Truths and glory of Sickly P. (a character name matt falcon gave to me in a game called ultima online) (THE BEST PVP EVER). had to be mozart on keyboard to be good. rest in peace kevorkian and pun be I porky pig with that gun. hehe. with that kind of viciousness on the mic got shorty on leash despite her dyke. DOMINATRIX BABY LETS GET PLAYIN!!!!!!!! YOU COULD BULLY YOUR BULLIED CHAMP. I CAN IMAGINE OPRAH GIVING ME A ASS WHIPPING WITH HER LIBERAL BELT! lol. positivity at doctor today i had doc call her lady colleague refer to woman as natasha on phone which is my ex-love's name met a doctor who was nigerian lady at hospital studied in ukraine im sayin tho all these coincedental beauties reminders of my loves holiest of ways...THIS IS AMERICA!!!!!!!! IM AMERICAN 100% PRO-AMERICA WITH NATIONS FREEDOM. KEYWORD: FREEDOM. COUNTRY OF THE FREE AND FREEDOM OF THE BRAVE! MR. BIDEN MR. TRUMP. LETS GET IT ABOVE VIEWS AND WHATNOT...WE ALL AMERICAN! PAST POLITICS AMERICAN STANDS FOR. night folks. night nastya :-/ i pray for you. hope u dont use drugs anymore and pray all be well in your great spirit. you aint no nazi despite russian tv remark. big pun so big that he just porky rig run my nig i be just dorky MIND CANT SYNC MOVEMENT WITH MEMORY YET I HAD SLOW DANCE FIGURED OUT FROM THE START, MEMORY SENTIMENTAL VALUE WHEN MOMMA TOLD HER FRIENDS AT A RESTAURANT "HE DOES IT PRETTY GOOD" IN RELATION TO MY Dance. I shit u not. papasito for that addiction of seeing me on the floor day after youd need rehab. your heart be beating so so fast :( oh marcy marc. *WIDE GRIN* hehe

Wednesday, June 18, 2025

I'm lonely. in my childhood...

I had to hang out with younger kids because kids my age even ones that were friends were sadistic bullies towards me. one of those young boys, his name is marcel deveraux(sp?). LITERALLY THE ONLY BLACK KID WHO LIVED ON MY WHOLE STREET. I FUCKING LOVE THE GUY. WE WERE SO CLOSE PLAYING SEGA GENESIS ETC. NAMEAN. ALWAYS CAME OVER FOR MY BIRTHDAYS ETC...ONE THING NOONE YES I SAY NOONE IN MY FAMILY IS RACIST. NOONE BELIEVES THAT A PERSON IS WORSE JUST CAUSE OF THEIR COLOR. THATS JUST FUCKING IMBECILIC. IF YOU HUMAN, YOU HUMAN. HUMANESS IS THE ONE FACTOR I PLACE MYSELF IN POSITION TO JUDGE. HOW TRULY HUMAN YOU ARE. AS FAR AS YALE LAW, IM JUST SAYING THO...MY NIGGA MARCEL WHATS REALLY GOOD!!!!!!!!! :-) WARM MEMORIES OF MY CHILDHOOD THE EVENING ENDS WITH. GOD BLESS YOU MARCEL. IF IN YOUR HERITAGE YOU GOT NIGERIA IN YOU, I LOVE YOU ALL THE MORE. I WAS TOLD BY A BLACK DOCTOR THEM BOYS GET RAISED >>>>>>>HARDCORE<<<<<<<< IN NIGERIA. MUCH LIKE MY CHILDHOOD. I AINT GET NO A AND MOMMA WHIPPED OUT THE BELT YOU KNEW IT WAS GAME TIME@@@@@@!!!!!!!!!!! WOOP WOOP. WOOP WOOP. :-/ im sayin tho real talk...real HEBREWIST TALK...(i came up with the word hebrewist while locked up) oddly enough i remember the exact moment who i was sitting by where the older gentleman was from etc. marcel..as far as DEEEEEEEEO CHILDHOOD SENTIMENT GOES...UNCLE WEISS. DAVID WEISS. MY FIRST EVER LAND LORD IN THIS COUNTRY. SUCH A RESPECTABLE MAN. HE HAS CHARACTER. A MAN THERE OF SUCH. NEEDLESS TO SAY ANYTHING THAN HUMAN TO SAY LESS IS MUCH TOO MUCH IM SMOKING THE DUTCH SO GO TAKE YOUR HUTCH IM A SWORDSMAN YOU JUST A CRUTCH. MARCEL DEVERAUX AND DAVID WEISS. THE BLACK JEW I BE IN SPIRIT. OHHHHHHH MY LIFE THE AMOUNT OF BEAUTIFUL COINCEDENCES IS JUST BEWILDERING. who keepin it hebrewist...you already know baby boy HOLLA! (wassap to my cutie marc zuckerberg i dont know if its your actual photo or whatever by your level of genius i love u regardless). One word. Respect. Night folks, keep my brothers/sisters in my prayers. please god forgive us for our wrong doings in life and please take it ease on us. god almighty. please. bloomberg, gates....my boy marcy marc ofcourse but on a serious note. I KEEP HUMANITY IN MY PRAYERS!!!!!!!!!! U ARENT NO WORSE THAN NOBODY CAUSE U BLACK OR CAUSE U JEWISH...IF U BELIEVE IN GOOD. UR GOOD IN MY BOOK. AND BOY I LOVE READING !!!!! SO IM ALL ABOUT MY BOOK, HYPERLEXIC. AUTISMSPEAKS.ORG I GOT A WHITE AUTISTIC GUY PULLIN UP WITH HIS POPS TO A CHURCH ACROSS THE STREET....GOD BLESS HIM. HARD LIFE HE LEAD. WHEN U GOT SERIOUS MENTAL ILLNESS ALL THE BENZES IN THE WORLD CANT AID THAT ONE ENOUGH. :*(. sorry folks, dont mean to go down on any negative note. THE SUN STILL SHINE COME THE MORNING

Saturday, June 14, 2025

poetic lines.

im perfectly sane imperfect the rain blessings be gods or just our rain as today blew by main i rode the cocaine train. :-). night folks@! (drugs ruin lives, explain in detail to your children please!!!!!!!!!!!) :()

Friday, June 13, 2025

I'm not a transexual I'm a transtextual...

I transform folk with text. 7 reasons why narcissists wont give you close but does parcissus really need further exposure my jewish gal shaindy eckstein u know i propose her well in the after life as im long gone need i further impose her breastless chick i further exposed her with her finding dope moments of peace in her life away from wearing summerhood sweaters searching msgboards fucking bulimic betters im just sayin dead set hers my spirit stay strong i dead yet i let hers groovy shoulder lentgh black photographic may have been her its aight i go pet hers things of the past is just resin my bowl aint packed so aint nothin amazin into gods eyes i be blazin court charges misplacin ips they aint tracin mr. trump god forbid doom america facin i know we all got to look out for ourselves but yall rich folks got a put a cap on that well as it's as well as I am now im ya dog sayin a kittens meow with the paw's peow have yale lookin pale my style never stale my lady always gale be she weiss or be she wise wise guy as i be just try me you see for yourself....oh god. i was in the hospital read a italian mafia book read a "victim worse than a coward" obviously a fucking faggot talking there. ok nevertheless its dinner time, jewish people doin youtube now livin crown heights, i aint see no jews in coney island though. they own brighton beach tho. "lil ODESSA" they call my hood. west 23rd pj's, political talk, son i take my long walk. OH YEH, TONI BRAXTON U WOULDA MADE A HELLUVA GAY MAN. BREATHE EHH when ur so sickened by your image of ur own dick that due to presence of ur own concious u cant imagine it in another persons mouth, aight so ok it happened i only got one blowjob in my life from some cute italian boy not even a chick i didnt even get off cause my dog was there and by that im forever a child. i had my pet present. i couldnt ever get off. (or maybe, im tryin to tap that ass toni namean) vow on you gentle blow right by you like mantle avoiding the scandal you i drink georgi vodka in high hopes that ass is for rental cheapest drink at the store thats aight if pussy follow its never a bore superwoman mid-life crisis is just a midsection hole u know thats a score baby u know i adore all aside fact how years blew by me without me ever steppin in door needless to say baby girl im tryin to fuck on all four dinner time shelter wine they dont even serve drink at this time im at the brink of my rhyme i was just thinkin my dime try my piece u be dime leave ya at the ER diagnosed death means of lime after bullet i invested deeper i go in son wasnt bulletproof so u know he felt chested my skill know i mastered my bars just be im that bastard or even bastard child that damn right be me ya best or wild just be me! ;-*( sole reason i want to go dick in is toni braxton my cock go stiffen 8 bars spittin or rather liftin half of life and time is tickin who between us need go pickin mami sometimes we end up sickened im parcissus im greekened my verses show that life done to me the geekened need i further remain leakened cause im freak and at your bed toni know im ricardo rick and. and whaaaaaaaaaaaaaattttttttt

Thursday, June 5, 2025

my intelligence capacity is 2pac in basement rap city.

*grin*, bed time! saying word and giving your word two different things thats like being bored yet wearing the championship rings. one for his airness! anyhow, crack rock i slew in my life game i been true all my life options within reason i blew all my life my nigga zuckerberg fuck a clue thats further speaking on life. (j/k, just o-G talk). jp jp jp! just playin, nah its just pavel! (or Sickly P, youthful nickname), on real talk i aint never sell no crack tho im tryin to smoke tho things lookin wack :-)

Monday, June 2, 2025

my niggas sending me water receipts email etc or whatever

UH. one word. just UH. im walking on dozens of charges im guzzling at marges. sis. be i THE. the fuck is this :*( oh right one jewish commandment that i >personally< very much so agree on. You shall not make idols, not once in my life have i had an "idol". nobody. have my word on that one. PABLO ESCOBAR DIED THAT WAS THE END OF HIS CHAPTER AND HIS PRODUCT YOU CHOSE TO NAME YOUR COMPANY AFTER? wit. white boy word. wit. i skill it you feel it. a shemale here called me ET, youre alright zherm but anyhow shemale who not too proud to face the fact shes a man is excessive even to an exceeding extra-terrestrial. i remember one shelter before this one someone pointed to a shemale and said she likes you. etc. beside and aside all i said okie. and here i went on ranting about my encounters with pussy. shaindy eckstein we were meant for each other but when u got testosterone raging how u gona look at life 20+ years down the road. obviously nastya wasnt meant for me, i dont resent her AT ALL. her background, ofcourse she couldnt be attracted to man as I. DOESNT CHANGE FACT SHE IS SAINT. if i aint wear the crown then dope aint brown testosterone levels still suffice if chick aint playboy i aint nice so far played number two on the dice but to with or even shortly there after time flies

Sunday, June 1, 2025

As spoken of, I've only met one narcissist in my life...ARTHUR....but

To absorb energy, narcissists have to focus on others. mother theresa wasnt no narcissist she fed the poor in nigeria! gee golly. focus on others. i only focus on myself, that make me the anti-cissist. a ">life<" time of extreme FORMS yeh PLURAL pain. ghetto huh. anyhow away from small talk level type shit. i want my life savings of whatever remainder on my foodstamp card be to go to nigeria(prolly most of) poor kids. prolly make afghanistan look soft. that doctor spoke so proudly of, when he used the word "DISCIPLINE". america is at a disaster so i doubt discipline would even begin to solve. much less begin. much love to my poor nigerian children. in my heart/eyes people dont have genders/colors/nationalities etc etc. eh fuck whats there to say...a romantic suffers in my life. i do pray i no longer will. (my self-absorbed pops, shame on the bastard.) i feel like typing lol but i hold back, NAWMEEEEEEEEEEEEEN IM A KNIGHT AT >THE< FABLE RIDE THE HIGH HORSE OUT >YOUR< STABLE. mother teresa, quite a character. humanatarian work in nigeria. "props to mami" as we used to say as kids. im sayin tho, is "props" used in slang anymore? MT. god bless you my chick. (no offense with misusing word meaning lady) just keeping teresa spirit forever young! forget meeting jordan, id like to meet mother teresa and hear of her youth from >THE ONE< herself. and an autograph too :-*) i get down on myself sometimes thinkin of shit like a rich pedo comin to a priest/pope etc and sayin shit like i confess my sins NAMING HIS FUCKING PEDOPHILIA and pope/priest forgiving him FULL CONSCIOUS OF FACT HES AWAITING DONATION. YEH. THATS WHY I KEEP TO MYSELF. i deliver verses so ill leave your liver's purses processing pill you know the deal hiv or hep c diseases just be eradicating human kind slaying plenty good of which you further need not mind we're at a global crisis natural resources depletion i just say teresa why sis why god put it forth so hard on us gentles when natural born we aint even swinging no mickey mantles man before my day thus with mickey i was bout the mouse with music 10 years later i was about house 5 more later i was skimpy under her blouse you know i trouse have my man droppin his trousers his fanhood for sures black as the smores how u gona ask more when im most at the cores oh arg AS FAR AS 3RD COMAS OR ME FURTHER PUNISHED BY WHOMEVER IF TERESA KNOW MY BIOGRAPHY IN ACCURACY ID LEAVE IT UP TO HER. AS LONG AS SHE AINT TROUBLED BY DEMENTIA. TERESA, ON U MAMI. - YOUR "paulanthropist" i say that in the most-philanthropy favoring friendly tone of text . theres always room to look up not so with down i get down without syndrome i sin dome smoke one to the dome even when im laying there all alone 2 other men in rome or rather room my niggas aint turnin me out thats like tryin to light fire and expect roses to bloom legal problems aquired em my son and im groom who feeding ya just sickest loon eating at the weakest poon poon while i leave my son tossin salad in his pink skirt dancing ballad restaurant food know i growl it 97 100 or 103 know the howl it my style just try and foul it i leave ya heavily embracing braces on ya mid section my bars wholesome you just a fraction whoda further talk on my american faction rest in peace pun 6 ruler dick forever your track done done did it to testosterone in me surviving at 42 ...survivor. oh mother beyonce! the bet ive lived better as the gat i go get her as got a lady gun tom bradys arm is heavy pun namsayin "the bet" by anton chekhov. greatest (only 10 pages) piece of literature ever. across the world. tyra banks mother teresa are the women of my life. swimsuit and spirituality you combine effect of two in one man you get anastasia kareva (or is end of first name with c instead of s, irony i forget)....is it really satire though?!? thank god i aint got no tattoos. everything written on my forehead.

Saturday, May 31, 2025

Ms. AK. who iller. (hi TB Toni)

if shes that smart hope its enough to play agressive man if that she dumb i pray smart enough for a summer tan. romantic row manned it death row I manned it all this i aint planned it politics just candid ALL IN ALL LIFE LOOKING SPENDING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (hope no death come to me, its just rhyme) , got a talent with the pen one beyond my life span. well folks lunch time, and toni braxton i hope you believe in god , he does provide comfort my afflicted chizick. WORD A BIOMEDICAL ENGINEER WITH A MISSING LEG IF U EXIST U KNOW U GOIN TO A BETTER PLACE WHEN ITS OVER. PUT THAT WORK IN WHEN YA MISSIN UR OWN. I LOVE SUCH INDIVIDUAL. MY MAN WANT TO PUT A WIG ON, ILL ASK FOR HAND IN MARRIAGE. ;/ crown heights die if i might if it wont be out of spite ill be alright am i jesus to crime nah im just pleasing THE dime. words to with and about are one in the same in meaning here. what they imply to me. there is a god, im 100% sure. i know god aint evil. he's a challenger. pauly boy PAVEL...he wana duel tho? lets be serious. (j/k). i can differentiate absurdly unlikely and impossible . they fall to the later, few occurances in recent past. with god tho, i dont know if he saw something as upholding a human concious with uncertainty of an after life...as "just". i believe uncertainty is the cause of all anger in life. whoever this rap line was by mysteriously i dont remember "why the judge want to lock me up throw away the keys and watch me rott" ill add another sentence to this one tho, under big bubbas cocky snot. i saw a video of a chick braggin bout a KFC date with guy who just left prison after doin 25...word my girl comin that hard...must be from a church family. such much possible fatal beliefs in scenario. *grins openly*. let me tell u my life as a whole i make projects tale look soft but i aint gona front...TWENTY FIVE FUCKING YEARS surrounded by nothing but agressive men making it out alive...wish i had a degree in psychology to interview such a man. JESUS PHEEWWWWWWWWWWWW. cant get too high keepin ya head up just gota keep ya head on ya shoulders namsayin old timers. (statement to the world). ttyl imagine crown of pure diamond nothin but...reality is i never took advantage of nobody for money other than myself. and obviously trump knowing all involved sees it. being a victim is even worse than a coward. i read in my book today. i agree in the sense that painting yourself as a victim as as ugly as it gets for a man, so for some oprah victim character tryin to talk against or what not lets be serious LETS BE REAL BE REAL IS REAL. "joo can act like a man whatsamatta with u hollywood pinochio is this how u turned out to be " author of boook" something of myself and others mary kelly ironically enough met marlon brando. imagine a young brando doin a timothy mcveigh film years after godfather my sons if that dont put u high above tony montana u tell me...is there such thing? just ..uh, god knows what politics will do to me. who knows. dare i further speak of me as innocent in such predictment? no kak ta na dnah ya bolna i dolga udaril pa mordi pravorga

Friday, May 30, 2025

nasty has a conscious. I saw it in her eyes not her act. that morning.

her being the older sister. but lets be serious, her younger ones intelligence as opposed to hers is like comparing bricks to clouds or something. poor nasty, JUST FACTS SHE A RETARDED LADY WITH A CONCIOUS SHE SHOULD BE AWARDED BY PUTIN HIMSELF. GROWING UP WATCHING HER SIS. OH YEH, she expressed the sincerest frown i've come across to on a woman that morning. its all i could ever bring to females huh, frowns. darn, pops what u done boy. shame. :-( im thick headed leave you to leak red it . oh ok. line of the day mr. conan obrien. i have no fear in me to experience such first try being me. (pls dont shoot) christina aguilera know i scare her but need i further dare her to get one night id fair her I ATTRIBUTE IN SELF DISGUST NO FURTHER A MUST!! ;-*) imagine a chick telling me some off the wall shit like i only had sex with u to become friends. now just friends. thats it. id dress like a girl to slap her in the face. thats some gruesome sub-title. TESTOSTERONE MAKE A MAN. irony of john farley's name being john was a a-list singer name john legend. man, god bless you JF. you put a photograph in my mind thatll keep italy on top of men kind. shallow ol me phew eh ehhhhhhhhhh when a man has room to move emotion thats likely a sign of testosterone lacking. uh aheh huhhhhhhhhh

As soon as I say nice chilly wind, wind blows by HEAVIER than previous ones.

hope no injuries resulting from statement to innocence P. framing is malignant painting me as mal gent. (oh hypnosis, wondering.) although. God is with. Getting off to miley cyrus bikini video not realistic even with flawlessly imagined with left over testosterone levels. this coming from the man who got off sitting in a room with a black brotha playing with himself. i'm straight...>i shit u not<. but on a serious note i could see a virgin being satisfied with mimimum showage in cyrus video but man im composed to be..lets be serious what diff it make how big ya dick...U TRYIN TO GET OFF or...just get off on somebody :( linking ideas there...you see that one god bless you...i see time's a wasting. i dont comment negatively on family. thats all. toni braxton with P please the same as saying my name yeh got all that game. sorry if sex remark was misinterpreted. you have appreciation anticipation irony in and on the fact I still stand in the american nation oh yea, missed word synonym of sympathy. im sorry scottie pippen still thinks tony is hot. age range. AND YET STILL MANAGED TO HOLD ON TO ENVISIONING. ENvision. when youre there on is you defectively chose as is. at times for sure, but hard play one in a blue leads to hard day. lucky cruise gets asss so u easy n dont even want it but would i trade exact places? never. gotta keep the drive in u. is statement result of mid life crisis, you remember yours obama?

Thursday, May 29, 2025

Out I'm fucked shout I lucked.

nah, my lady was like "he cool, he fine." in regards to me. so you know i aint that old. i turned 42 on 27th but 40s just second 20s ;-)

Wednesday, May 28, 2025

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marijuana i married jew anna obama her name was frenkel much less spoken of an osama here iam 2025 summer, "my life an awkward thing, namean." - Pavel Geller only pure narcissist i met in life is my close childhood confidant arthur. the ONLY >TRUE< one. every part of description. man his poor fucking father guy had skill with his hands. god bless you christina piastro starch in the stall march at the hall we're a month past so who other me outcast yestrday i had a good bday. god bless my caring brother. all these ideas syncin i please ya linkin shorty keep at ya winkin aint poop yet much less the sinkin shorty got me blinkin at her c cup joint on that rack i pray your honor a last date you appoint ladys tits the nipples i just coinced wasnt breast fed so im against sucking on man complex as me ill have the sargeant ducking on son doin nothin but cock blockin in lebron james and me which one cocky in or even in the game of life or rather just existance the world today you bet pays persistence my delight to watch over closely look over briefly stare top of which im chieftain chiefly. eric clapton. gifted man too. if lebron james was going to marry a man id suggest grandpa clapton. 4th greatest guitarist ever. #1 you know AINT NO OTHER THAN, MY NAME JIMMY. HENDRIX. HE HAD THE HEN SINGING DICKS. dead at 27. then later much later, amy winhouse..rest in peace. "rehab". I said no no noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo fo shizzle fo sho. oh sorry stones had eric as #2. another magazine had him as four. and childhood friend MARCEL DEVERAUX, MID LIFE CRISIS ginuwine im all gin u win i been u bind my hearts open lady would find ive seen shes signed i grimly rhymped dimly dined seemly and aspired pined whoda thunk the game i goldmined all lifes romance so well timed what else can i tell ya romantic stand on grind good night folks im just saying please dont mind. nite. to group TLC: scrubbette you talkin shit while already i get that pussy wet. im looking like welfare class you lookin million trash cant get no love namean

Tuesday, May 27, 2025

nasty on the mic

like gary payton i make the steal they pay ton which i feel just keep it real got the game on lock you know the deal. a verse for my loved brother ilya geller. 90s basketball, gary payton defensive player of the year 90s ball more than once i think. season leader in steals more than once for sure. SEATTLE SUPERSONICS I BATTLE DRINK MY TONICS STAY BLACK MY EBONICS IM ONE WITH SENOR PUNIKS.

Monday, May 26, 2025

Kid kitten I'm with cats meet mitten I'm with meths. (jets nets Mets, underDOG). Night. (Hypnosis >?<)

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the stars i attack em charges know i brack em game know i attack em done did my share of crack em sapp know i sack em hoes know i mac em g's know i stack em g for geller dre...ya know rap i plaque em. namean im frail you find never fail you mind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (marc falcon). marc / matt start with same letter. i do curiously and only so curiously wonder who your father was as a person senor zuckerberg. helping create a genius like you >>>..in life u never know what to expect except expect the unexpected. >I< STAND FOR MY OWN I STAND UP FOR NONE OTHER THAN MYSELF WHATS TO BE EXPECTED IS SO OFTEN UNSUSPECTED SHIT BARS AMERICA SKILL NEVER LACKED IT DETECTIVE VEST GLOCK IMPACT IT QBASIC CODE BILL GATES I DONE CRACKED IT I APPRECIATE TALENT IN WRITING SHORTY US MEETING MY MIGHT IN EVEN IF I LIVE TO SEE NIGHT IN MY SHROUD WONT SAY NOTHIN LIKE SPITE IN BE I THE GHOST OR HOLY ONE TO THE MOST OPRAH A LADY SHE FOREVER MY HOST TOMORROW MY BIRTHDAY WHODA THUNK IDA SURVIVED ANOTHER ONE OF THESE EARTH DAYS YOU KNOW THE PURSE PAYS MY LITTLE WINFREY W FOR THE SIN IM SURE U AS WELL HAVE COMITTED UR SHARE OF SIN ALTHOUGH WE'RE BROUGHT TO LOOK UP OFTEN SADLY BOUGHT TO LOOK DOWN ON WHICH ILL SIMPLY FROWN PIMPLY POUND IMAGINE A POUND WEIGHIN PIMPLE NAH LIFE AINT EVEN THAT SIMPLE FUCK REN AND STIMPY I SKIMP L CAME OUT THE JOINT MARIJUANA BE LEGAL I COULD HAVE MARRIED MY JEWISH ANNA BUT THAT MIGHT BE ILLEGAL I FOLLOW THE LAW AS CLOSE AS SOCRATES FOLLOWS SO AND SO SPEAK ON MY BOY PLATO HE KNOWS I DO IT GHETTO MY GERMAN NIETZSCHE HE AINT DO NOTHIN BUT BITCH YE SHOPENHAUER AINT NOTHIN BUT A SHOPPING WHORE TALKIN WIT EDUCATED INSOLENCE NAH SON SHIT MY LEVEL I SHOW EM WHATS AT THE STORE PHILOREEKIST GRAVE STOVE I NEVER KISS PEOPLE DONE FOR WANT TO GO IN PEACE TOO NOT BE REMINDED OF MEMORIES EVEN IN THEIR NIECE TOO IF YOU SAY PLEASE TOO I MIGHT AMUSE PUSSY NEVER CEASE TO DONE DID IT WITH THESE TOO GLOCK 9 COCK 22 SOCK A 38 MY BLOCK IS 42 I BE TURNIN WHICH TOMORROW ON 27TH I REMEMBER MY BIRTHDAY ELEVENTH MORTAL KOMBAT ARCADE SUB ZERO FINISH HIM HOPE IT AINT TOO LATE LEAVE ME AFRAID NAH SON THATS AS LIKELY TOM CRUISE WEARING A BRAID. ;-0 OH RIGHT HEBREW OR YIDDISH I DONE DID MY BIDISH LOOKIN THAT QUEERISH PASHA ON BOOZE FUCK THE BEERISH JENNIFER MAZZA YOU FEEL I STEERISH IN HEBREW A SHLEMAZEL IS A PERSON WITH CONSISTENTLY BAD LUCK AND WHATS NOW, NOW REMAINS TO SO. POPS TAUGHT ME THE JEWISH WORD WHEN I WAS YOUNG..A LIL OLDER THAN ONE AND TWENTY WELL OFCOURSE SOMETHINGS HAVE TO SYNC. I LEARNED A FEW WORDS IN HEBREW FROM POPS WITH HIS "ANTI-SOCIAL SMILE". HEH. THE AVERAGE JOE. *GRIN* THAT NARCISSISM SHIT IS TITLE FOR INSECURE FOLK..WHAT I LIVED THROUGH/SURVIVED AS I REALLY DO LOVE MYSELF. SO MUCH THAT....I NEEEDDDDDDDDDDDD...........NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTHIN ;*( my son fab talkin bout breathe nigga know im tryin to and i stay at ease if you just say please lap dance ill applaud even if its on lease mya was like my black lady einsenhower einstein shopping powder or aye and steen i never shower i keep it hebrewist know you have seen these i been about these im sayin son wat u know bout these ...these connecticut plates drivin through brooklyn corners what americas come to whoda thunk id have trump sing allegiance to burners have obama hidin in hoodie behind the column trump come out the white house get shot in the skullum done did it i dull em hot hit it i hall em best best is parcissus ball em heart still beating hear it at chest now so i shall em what shall i further speak of be i that geek of man coming right down from god my son bleek talkin crack im just buyin bud in life havent done a drug yet not illegaly so im just saying my bro tomorrow my birthday so all in on my flow skip on the blow low punch or hard nasal line my phase all face in a place all mine jigga my son you know he signed. and thats that folks.

Friday, May 23, 2025

I know you praise hard my game raise bard one the same musically or am I on cue sick see

nevertheless, I just be. (bard is a musician) , my man matt falcon

Wednesday, May 21, 2025

I'm a speed reader so I scan books quickly even on shelves ..

Lately I been getting to books of relevancy to my life i dont know whats going to happen now is mr. trump going to have me killed god knows anymore theyre killing my mind i keep on moving though stay reading keep motor neurons FIRING and stay active for sake of the >HUMAN< spirit. ofcourse jews likely influence trump heavy...so I just dont know. i do or die for the doe though ALTHO HOW FAR MEDICAL SCIENCE HAS GOTTEN WITH THE MIND IS INCREDIBLE WOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAH

Tuesday, May 20, 2025

Towards the end of kate j armstrong's book, she stated..

"revenge doesnt fix whats past, it just blinds you to what matters." testosterone levels aint a thing of the past yet tho..in my case anyway! (*GRIN* just mid life crisis humor) :( head character in the book is pontifex, P for pavel. it's summer time, year round ready for snow shovel. i blow lovel. imagine the loveable scrimmage my fable tom brady id enable be he or not lebron on my label im just sayin 5'10 130 i school em like staple eat em like maple i dont smoke i rape L video tape L im just sayin hey pal. west 23rd pjs my youth avoided the jail cell. senor trump, im just saying WELL. *wide grin* im gona check if sorrows of young werther is available now at library if not maybe a second to kerouac's on the road. JACK BOOK. WACK CROOK. NEVER LACK COOK STAY BLACK MY MAN GOT YA BOY SHOOK. take care>>>>>>>>>further implanted shit spew. the autistic and the sick mami better know only thing sadistic's getting my dick autick combining the two australian mami get dick too im just sayin america further holla atcha man stuck in a boys body i pray my man trump dont do me like gotti not soundin snotty but another day of purity in my text life impure is timothy mcveigh's next knife escobar or dahmer crime struck obama these kiddy iphones free serviced i can feel your bodys vocally curves is im at the tip of colorado peak cosmopolitan sick im just saying who further speak of ailed all sorts of such minds in our planet my man trump better man it nigga u testin my patience next thing u rockin a yarmulke u know the star poll see luck roll be am i shit out of or just shit in i fucked my babys clit in valentines day gift aint nothin but mitten im skippin next NA meeting oh my bad my bad...im pressing personal matter to light of day need i further fight your pay may 27th im 42 know IM STILL AT PLAY! IM WISHING CERVICAL CANCER UPON THE IMPERVIOUS DANCER THE GREATER REWARD THE SMALLER THE CHANCER LIFE AT THE MOMENT FEELIN SHADY YOUR RUSSIAN ROMANCER YA MOTHER I MANS HER FUCK HER CULT FULL OF FLUID EMBALMING YEH BABY KNOW IM THAT CHARMING OBAMA IM BAR MING 8 OR 18 MY BARS BING LAST NIGHT I SAW A 80 YEAR OLD CHICK WALKIN HOME ALONE ROUGH MORNIN TIME AT 3 MY DICK I WAS PAST CHALKIN SHE DIDNT EXPRESS PANIC PRONE I GOT MAD AND BROKE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF HER RIB BONE DRAGGED CORPSE TO CLOSEST HOME DROPPED IT OFF IN THE YARD YEH I RAPED YOUR GRANDMA I BE THAT TARD ADD RE TO BEGINNING FOR READING LIFE TIME THERE OF MY CHATTERS I WAS FEEDING HORMONAL LUSTFUL WORDS OF A SCAVENGER OF DARK I BE AVENGER EVEN IF IT AINT IN OVEN GER SHORT FOR GERMANY GELLER ESOTERIC ROMANIC AMONGST THE MANY KNOW SIDE EFFECTS PLENTY I WAS TALKIN NEMBUTAL MY NIGGAS GOT ME NAILED TO THE WALL SHELTER BATHROOM BE MY TAJ MAHAL MY LIFE TODAY WORTHY OF CARNEGIE HALL IN BENZ CAR NIGGA BALL LICENSE OR NOT HAVE U SENSE UR U GOT A LOWER HALF RATING ON AUTISM SCALE IMAGINE A UPPER HALF RATED SHARK ON A SADISTIC WHALE WHOM I BELIEVE IS HEAVIER OF THE TWO THO NOT AS TEETHY SMOKE MY LS PUFF THE LEAFY WORLD WAR 3 INCOMING I AINT DOIN PEACE TREATY NEVER THE LESS SHORTY 18 TO EIGHTY TONIGHT IM BOUT MEETIN U OLDER I HIT IT RAW YOUNG BUCK I USE PROTECTION AND SLOE I BE JONES ON DOE PHONES ON FOE ALONES AT MY LOW THE TRUTH ITS JUST THROW HOW I BELITTLE BELOW HAVE YOUNG EM MOANIN A NO HIM AND HIS DOCTOR BE AT BOTTOM OF MY TRUCK SURE IM STUCK SURE IM POSITIONED AS DOUFY THE DUCK SURE JUST TRIED MY LUCK SURE ONE TOO MANY TIMES GOD SAID TO ME BE U THE ROMANTIC OR NOT U AINT GOT IT LIKE I GOT IT JUST GOT IM DONE SPEWIN LYRICAL NONSENSE IM HOT ;-)

Friday, May 16, 2025

"Imagine"

an autistic shemales whos hypergraphic/hyperlexic and has wicked social interpretations...oh good lord mother mary save me. they wanted me in the morgue nah i just write autismspeaks.org. i combo degenerate traits incomparably effeminate now fair I be. mind u when it comes to discussing life its in third person. i mean chatting with someone not writing nonsense here FUCK CYLINDER I RATHER 8 BARS NAH NEVER THAT I SPIT 16 WITH THE STARS AND THEIR FANCY CARS WHOS TO SAY HEAD LIKE MINE I AINT FROM MARS GOD HE HIMSELF MY SOUL HE GUARDS. rest in peace shaindy eckstein YOU HAVE MY FUCKING WORD I DID LOVE U WE WERE SOME PLATONIC TYPE SHIT SOULMATES I CHATTED WITH U FOR HOURS A DAY WHILE U DID SAME WITH ME FOR DICK. IM SAYIN DESPITE INSULTING MY MANHOOD I ENJOYED YOUR DEPRESSING CHARACTER YOU EVER SO JEWISHLY TALENTEDLY WROTE FOR ME ABOUT DAY TO DAY. I HOPE ALL IS WELL WITH YOUR FAMILY I REMEMBER U GOT ATLEAST ONE SIBLING. YOUR POPS/MOMMY TOO. SHAINDY ECKSTEIN, IF SHE WASNT SO OBSESSED WITH MAINTAINING SOME FORM OF FEMININE PHYSIQUE GIRLFRIEND OMG OMG ID TAKE U TITLESS AT 200 TODAY. OMG. MY NEW NAME IS PAULA. THE WORD OF THE DAY IS IMAGINE.

Thursday, May 15, 2025

Just imagine a fucking elephant...FUCKING. that's some bewildering shit , elephant cock. that's a real man right there

however close these niggas chose to follow me but shallow..ME?! i'm transgendered f4f. but as far as me eating pussy, you must be out your fucking tree. ill oopa have to go ...........AUTISTIC SADISTIC YA AMMUNITION I DISSED IT YOU DO NOTHIN BUT HISSED IT GOT FREE THROW ON LOCK KNOW I AINT MISSED IT KETONES I PISSED IT WHEN I WAS ONE AND TWENTY ANASTACIA KAREVA I KISSED IT. NAMSAYIN ALL THIS UNITED NATIONS TALK. ROMANCE A >PERSONAL THING<. AINT MEAN NO HARM/OFFENSE ETC. TTYL LUNCH TIME

Wednesday, May 14, 2025

mooey bird is a good cartoon characters name

nas i was goin to listen to ur song but temptation to write overrid read (obviously listen...intelligently retarded whatever u may refer to I as klinefelters doctor i met recently her and "nas" i ptonounce husband and wife

Tuesday, May 13, 2025

Another of gods coincedences?

My damaged heart's capacity for recovery is most benefited from exact distance of address on (my addy) to end of street. if that syncs. be i further....a..be I.......JUST FURTHERING. god forbid it get any uglier past but what can i say of my past. now ever so distant. just a quote from ircer. jennifer mazza, a true spartans fan right here. mr. trump/mr. bloomberg, which one of ya want to spar on?! (dark humor only shading my darkness) i know i know roots of this post but JM. god bless u (its beecome cum up with) who got it in for the russians off iam brushing softie u praising while iam pushing cocaine im mushing glock under driver seat cushion u know i play hard that much harder speaking of coke whitney houston soul i guard her off track me got served thats as likely as seeen clark kent unnerved mr. trump lets stay faithful to god hope ball he aint curved oh or something well i have to go bum a cigarette :*(

Sunday, May 11, 2025

violetta manukhov (at least that was her pops last name).

tired of excuses yeh the ailed loses amongst whom god choses yet im stuck as only one feelin the blues is im funky past flex spunk ye smokin trees with mr clues is marbury stephon know lincoln high i step on west 23rd pjs only school i need in coney island schoolin ya niggas dyin and oh wait oh right my man the game was like put you in the cant be found i sincerely hope wasnt case with sarah ann weiss my st louis buddy i hope she left this world alright. ".". all these people classy educated dont let your education ed fuck american nation. (without a THE at this point). boy whoda thunk id come to see such...remember america time of my childhood. glory. but i do firmly believe its atleast partially due to depletion of worlds natural resources. it cant be..sarah weiss and my mother both dead. lookin like im next in cut up family line HEH. (im 70% sure sarah still alive though so ok nm). my mother sad to say was/is a sick woman. on a brighter note, patty smith .. wana fuck? i dont care about ur age. question myself at times what its like to be god do u ever stop for a moment and ask urself.. "gee golly, what have I done...done to pavel". TEXTISSUS I AINT FROM TEXAS WHO GOT THE MAZDA RX-7 THO I AINT DRIVE MAZZA YET I GOT NEXTUS LICENSE OR NOT ROMIE IN JULIET SPEEDING ACCIDENT BLACKSUS (ill never get behind a wheel again, i learned young...to drive aint me whats of my mind.) irony enough also fellow UO'ers mothers car i wrecked. oh my terribible youth.

Friday, May 9, 2025

but really where on ur autistic scales u measure man like me

after a night of smoking fucking crack (keyword fucking, no it AINT the american drug) next day read 4 hours with 2-3 tiny cups coffee followed by a week of 300 pages. im just sayin u might not be able ot measure it with six rulers but a cocks place aint to measure its to satisfy and tickling satisfying enough. oh my bad my bad ha hope dont nobody cry at my funeral id give my life for someone one to one with pussy these days. i SHIT U NOT FATHER TONIGHT IF I COULD HAVE ANASTACIA KAREVA IM READY TO DIE OF A HEART ATTACK IN HER ROOM SHORTLY THERE AFTER MAY THE BITCH SPIT ON ME HER MOMMA WIPE IT OFF HER WH17E P01I7E W4YZ. mr pacino fuck ur hollywood pansies u wana some real shit record a fuck session followed by heart attack if there is a god and he dont deliver messiah through me after a happening like that i dont know fuck u believe in anymore my nigga namsayin oh yeh my fellow cali deformity odd leg form i love u guy sorry for my ever so polite decline we both dead already so im sure this get through to u RAIN MAN TO A WESTERN LIT DOCTORATE NAH I CHOSE COCAINE MAN JUST FOR THE REACT. BE I THE LORD. GOD SAVE MY HOLIEST OF SOULS EGO SIZE OF MY OWN LORD KNOW IT GOT NO HOLES. tom cruise, nice face. my faces of distant places. real talk that whole dying shit i aint bout no extraterrestrial research as retulian as i might. nothin overboard, just medical treatment for every day conditions. but on a serious note VERY SERIOUS ONCE A MAN DICK STOP GETTING HARD WHAT U LIVIN FOR...my elegant smile? :-*)

"I'm a little roughened up but that's just choice worthy." - Par

whoever decides on my death i do ask for pain free routine (ofcourse im not gona kill myself but ..never know with fellas) im firin this straight even if it land me at the gate ah well. as i passed ob reagents she on beauty pagents im tootin legend she fruiternizing the nation community action in sanction alive somehow gee golly god take it slow so it be nah just be me just try that one on for size and ull see what it means aint spreadin no lies even if this be my demise one last rock hit and im aight. aight enough of ur romantic night how quickly i forget to speak on not advertising drugs real talk a nigga lookin like me imagine what faggots do if i rocked some 9-5 type life. i rather be at bottom of my berrier than with a man ox terrier (sorry i missed f was thunkin of obese men when ok ok done nm) however hard my cock want that hole i know dirty my sock but know ur role oh god who knows what hypnosis holds amongst. gee golly. makin a mockery of my o-g skill. BYE sorry eminem all that clean talk nah i rather die gun shot to the face 15 seconds after shitting myself injury to insult im sayin tho real talk cant a crackhead get no love you below on jesus above he please us single verse know im at ease us i smoked em trees us poked em these ma cocaine linear plane cant get too heavy ok ok .. #2 . sorry. bored dads pedotemptation with me ah time is essence. not esential to former idea. *grin* i had a friendly smile kayla perry correct(itude). from larry falcon to my father..money sure does control men yo real talk son money aint controllin me so keep my welfare pay inside my hopes at bay since anyway i got no more teefus to decay IS THE REASON MONEY DONT CONTROL ME EMOTIONAL RETARDATION IN SUCH CASE MAY GODS BLESSINGS GO TO AUTISTIC WHITE GENTLEMAN GOING TO BLACK CHURCH ACROSS THE STREET. IM 100% SURE MONEY DONT CONTROL HIS SPIRIT. PUSHING SOMEONE TAKING ADVANTAGE OF NEUROLOGICAL DEFECT ASIDE.

Suki Waterhouse - on the love

now that my daughter is one and twenty, its tea on my son. remember good old days fawks, AOL 3.0. awkwardly queer forwardly no need for beer love stoic hope he made it clear. marijuana all that methadone heroin suboxone shit is out of the question but COCAINE IS A HELLUVA DRUG :=/ oh alfredo u got one more cigarette please? Ty first and foremost gentleman nawmeen namean as real as it seem u know that its been u know that im lean beeeeen prices i skim options as to life have gone trim im sayin my nigga have the sun lookin dim as it may look seductively grim america u know defining man go i be just him! real talk tho my son can i get a bogie i swish like miller regina know i feel her as far as regina jackson my son kevorkian know the crack's on senor blankito know the black's on fuck rock and rap my plaques on im steel like tiger i feel so why purr kitten done did da dir or even directorial now that articulate shit i know im just borin yall ladies know im whorin yall style im restorin yall meanwhile fans im adoring yall who need further scoring yall its a sundayish friday know the lord torn thru yall size of my head whoda thunk id make it out the toubles know im born to yall enough said CNN.com capone i nore thru yall what what i worn thru yall tootin the horn thru yall eatin the corn thru yall anyhow corn added spoiled O-G talk i aint gona lie tho son im done AOL 3.0 back in 1998 dial up modems connected to internet back then brooklyn ny chat is what i call sense of community. "the world <3 cri". irc backwards. mirc is a FREE version of AOL , a chat program still existing to this day. get this , it asked u to pay to licesence it but never took away from its features. god bless u i33t h4x0r khaled mirdem bay (or murdem). creator of MIRC. AOL. nah son, that was just as over love. alexis impagliazzo is alex on my plaza. im sayin tho it dont matter to me no more, some real talk whats left of my dick im bout nothin but a FRONT SIZE HOLE bitch could have had her breasts amputated i still be like hottie oh no u didnt u know im tryin to penetrate. penetrate menstruate relate aint no hate in the fact im shinin OVER THE HEAVENLY GATE BILL GATES WHATS GOOD MR. PRECIOUS IF SUCH EXISTS ID LIKE TO READ BIOGRAPHY OF A DAVID WEISS NEXT. A PERSONALLY OPEN TYPE SHIT I DRINK HEBRON I THINK I COULD ENJOY READING EVEN WHILE DRUNK(I NEVER DRINK NO MORE BEEN MORE THAN 8 YEARS) BOOZE BORING ETC OMG DAVID WEISS A MAN OF CHARACTER YEH I SAID IT FORGET THAT CHOSEN PEOPLE STUFF ITS BOUT U NOT THEM AND WITH DAVID MAN OF CHARACTER HELPING HIS OWN CHOSEN OR NOT NUFF SAID and on a side note shove ur philosophy class up ur faggot asses im all america i know what i would have become in russia a secondary pop star claimin the homo game or whatever. yeh i fucked with both but im straight tyraa banks in the swimsuit girlfriend u were the heavenly gate sarah weiss close enough to relate ITS FUCKING RARE I COULD HONESTLY SAY FOR MYSELF SOMEONE >SHOULD< YEH THE WORD IS >SHOULD< GET SYMPATHY OUT OF A MAN LIKE ME BUT ITS TRUE THE GAY MAN I SYMPATHIZE WITH I KNOW MR. PACINO BUT AWAY FROM UR GRASS HOCKEY GAME BETWEEN US TWO WHO IS U AND MY MAN ARAB MUHAMMAD FUCKIN ME...NAMEAN THAT WAS JUST PHILANTHROPY IM THE SYMPATHIZER TYPE. BUT I DEEPLY DESIRE A WOMANS SENSUAL TOUCH. YEH THEY TOSS THE WORD GAY ON A WRITERS TECHNIQUE BUT ALL IN ALL READ ANTON CHEKHOV SHORT STORY CALLED THE BET....I SHOW U NIGGAS WHAT MEANING OF STRAIGHT >WRITING< IS. THE BET BY ANTON CHEKHOV IS A RUSSIAN SHORT STORY ONLY STORY I EVER READ IS A AMERICAN BOOK CALLED ON THE ROAD BY JACK KEROUAC. JK. ON THE ROAD TO JACK KEVORKIAN. lOl EXCUSE ME SEX SHORTY ACCUSE ME IF SHE SAY NEXT SHORTY JUST LOSE ME U KNOW I INTRUDE I DONT MEAN TO BE RUDE ME DIRTY SHE BLEWED ME CRACK ROCK HE SLEWED ME NOW IMAGINE THE HUMAN BRAIN AT PEAK OF SPEEDBALL EFFECT PURE COCAINE/HEROIN AND ORGASM COMBINED. JESUS BE DRIVEN FLOWN IN A ISRAEL DESIGNED PLANE CALLED THE F-21. MY MAN TOM CRUISE OH HONEY AS STRAIGHT AS IAM U WERE THAT PRETTY. AL PACINO FOREVER SCARRIN HERO. MY MS. KAREVA FOREVER SCARRED MY SOUL SO IM JUST SAYIN ILL STICK TO PRETTY TOM. i know i know i aint winnnin no welfare overtime pay writing nonsense here but all my life babby i been reading/writing for sake of existing your romantic mr. zuckerberg. ooo ooo activeX h4x0r know shorty i impact hers tampons i tracked hers pussy i blacked hers my bars never lacked hers the stars suki waterhouse i aint go no license so fuck the hot cars just writing like a retulian from space mars. the movie hable con ella is about a mildly retarded male nurse getting a chick in a coma pregnant then getting turned out in prison by his best friend(a free man). (mind u not even big bubba, thats whats i call romantica de esponilita) oh yeh. MY SON Iosif geller once said "Drugs exist just so a person can die in peace." Id like to beg to differ and say I needed for life of peace..but peace my life hardly ever been even after that of which a knife had seen. one moment of sentiment i played a song called "youth"(Russian song) and my father played piano chords accurately NEVER DISCUSSING NO POINT OF HIS YOUTH OR SETTING EXAMPLE INSTEAD OF PERFORMING FOR HIM AFTER HAVING HIM QUIT PIANO CLASS I WAS LEARNIN EASY TOO MY BRO ONCE SAID SOMESHIT LIKE U WERE PLAYIN MOZART WHILE I WAS DOIN MARY HAD A LIL LAMB. I WASNT FLUENT WITH CLASSICS YET BUT DEFINATELY WASNT LONG LEFT UP UNTIL I RETIRED. MIND SYNCIN MOVEMENT WITH MEMORY? THAT COMBININ WITH MY SLOW DANCE TACTIC WHO NEED FURTHER TALK ON MOVE I FURTHER WALK AND GROVE. one man i respected out of one statement from him a black doctor he asked if i was abused as a kid i told him my man my childhood russia not no acs america he got angry and replied "oh yeh, and mine was nigeria that aint abuse thats DISCIPLINE". as much as i HATE yeh i said it HATE To agree (only coming from man looking like me). its true a boy and a girl should be raised differently. a boy gets the fucking belt he dont get An A a girl outa get a barbie doll that says the letter A on barbies back. take care. wit.

Thursday, May 8, 2025

..POwer of silence of siolence

Mrs anne shoah im sayin a dyke in love with pops is for show ma need i further the tape slow ma moments of sentiment memorized out of diary sure but so slow ma reading habit by i go ma recibir welfare collect the doe ma i struggle through my days no sweat cause ya masochist flow ma. namean thats all i hope the autistic gentleman across the street knows i love him (especially for a donated cup of coffee). now i done did it, sold love for caffeine. yet i pride myself on never doin sex favors for loot. never will. call it .. "some form of jewish pride" or whatever..."ITS WHATEVER MAN.". oh yeh "how do narcissists get revenge"...that email described arthur piastro. nar. har har revenge for a psych phd at 9 years old gentleman such as I. uh huh i might have met a shelter man autism guy who has autism tonight he spit in a mans face. maybe he just goes up enough on the scale to further concept of such insult as saliva on a mans face. gee golly now i see afforded innocence me looking at...i take the stable autist character boy any day...but really would i be judging or spiting or anything of the sort..the autist mans troubles IS FUCKING BEYOND YOUR DOLLAR MY MAN JIGGA GO AND HOLLA. yeh i mentioned jay z name on this one. im innocent cause i cant be attracted to anything but peace undertone my lady judy know i dont do phone bone even if stuck for eternity all alone. the autist the aging black >shemale lookin< character my papi saying AA all the time richard pryor type fellow he has a kind spirit regardless how frustrated he is (as he so often tactic employ of) im sayin tho...this older lady with facial hair i refer to as jennifer mazza be second only to the autist of innocence. irony of #2 in my life ms johnson.(or mrs) im sayin tho "i aint gonna lie tho son my man trump couldnt touch me discussing philosophy regardlesss of his value" - pavel "parcissus" geller. mr pacino hope u aint a sociopath. i impact dollar value i retract irony there of im selling u like my son slim once said "its whatever yo". evanescence i look to be omniscient your scent i could never resent be or not i god sent if so further on the mic know i went delivering bars steel or iron i feel hells firing i slang emotion promotion attiring my commotion inspiring greater heal potion wasnt enough had my son retiring good night my people i think im hearing the siren crack cocaine fit into masochist profile social pain meanwhile evan essentially leave my son sighin im ORDERING POPS ACROSS THE STREET TO RENAME HIS AUTIST SON EVAN PLZ. wait these two dont sync, how u gona say u orderin someone followed by a end sentence please that aint in the romance of puffin my trees mr trump im just sayin when i see a video of mr trump wavin his hands around ON YOUTUBE then he become THE CHOSEN. nuff said evanescence americanized german thats like americanized uma thurman im sayin messiah or not i pray to god i skip on third and falcon larry one im with bird holla at ya lyrical chord ok ok im done be i or not lyrical sored im past that em just bored pasha eternity scored im sayin heaven hell or whatever ...sigh. *wide grin* my typical im sayin my nigga with me sin is atypical

Wednesday, May 7, 2025

"Where there is smoke there is fire"

got shorty in valentine attire whoda thunk to give head she further aspire as soon as she blow by i further retire it time yet though im just saying although iller than stage 4 lymphoma mami i'm pro ma im callin my nigga osama just sayin so ma man had towers fall thats aight my powers shall have america recover in nature rich or poor beauty of nature everyone can enjoy yous a pidgeon im the forest owl ahoy ahoy i go and howl boy im on the prowl my nigga u a toy you soft aint no sweat im a pussy decoy vaginal intercourse shorty i employ milk you know i got it soy who come with wicked shit like this im sick and shit just this or even iller than a broken knee selling dope to the dealer i perform magic my spirit my jewish brother on the street today know he feel it my style is wrecking you try attacking as white as my skin tone be i show u who black and stay on track and 16 bars make a lyricist sack and hate i impact even im just just sayin my man steve siegal or spielberg whichever one it come by my shit so fierce leave em feelin dumb by commented on pidgeons leave ya anorexic stuck with the crumb by AK-47 already killed 4 they were just my lucky seven im sayin though mr. fleischer 5th grade teacher you were such a passively polite person im thinkin salary wise my man shoulda chose nursing night time cpl hours mind drive by leave me layin state of frustration despair elevate toward a blind stare you talkin groove you know i be the one on the move wall street to stick shift i drive auto upbeat spirit i lift i had gotti feelin the got oh im sayin tho today was type harsh we're in the spring but a month past march the frail bound to fail soft as I life in freedom pennitentiary stuck in the box known as my loft that was just my croft excuse i or rather craft i had homos across the country laugh this shelter shit nigga u talkin beef just talk to staff. ooh ooh ooh i done did it boy. MY MAN TALKIN BOUT PAULY BLOGGIN WRITIN READIN WHAT I DO NASTY ON THE MIC IT IS TRUE once again anne frank's book brilliant writing CONSIDERING SHE WAS A LADY. if a female wrote that piece yo real talk son fuck shaindy and sarah ANNE BE MY LADY WORD IS BOND GNITE FOLKS ;P in my dreams god never deceive all in all i know our creator feel im keepin it real me just sayin what the deal me lord jesus sickly P askin u to heal me fuck it man im beat look me in the eyes and kill me :-*(

Monday, May 5, 2025

Anne frank was into Greek mythology and had sex with other females. 70% of book done now HEAVY on sentiment

anne frank in my life span whoda thunk id see all this bank stay collecting that welfare cheese the HRA says you can stay on with a simple please. ;-)11111111111!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, May 3, 2025

k

classy humor brainy tumor has it rumor got it full more anyone anywhere or anything you know i box in the ring (blah blah taking up time in a stable fashion(blah)) pAVEL STANDS FOR PARCISSUS AS VOX ESOTERIC LOVE. vox by nicholson baker great book i put it in my neighbor judy (judith) hugentobler's mailbox once she commented "paul why u puttin porn in my mailbox"...oh the tale that SYNCED ON THE SIDE THOUGH i hit replay shorty ass i see play all my class i be play trying to get 99 cent clipper that is play im sayin playin for the sake of play who need play further why its me as young werther aging in good time never that time is ageless even on my page need i rage less im costing lives you casty tho you mage less be i christ or not you know the sage bless i get bored big uh jigga i sored big uh shorty i scored big uh me life unnerved big uh reppin new york dig uh i need no wig uh just placing the trend little tig uh im sayin just so fig uh you short on mega im talkin giga my gig duh im one with big ya JENNIFER MAZZA AKA TEXAN BLANCITA WASSUP GIRLFRIEND! and yeh, my saviour lisa too. thanks ladies (swerving a little to side of felindas). 6 RULERS TRUE STORY@qQQQQ2221111111111 tom cruise and jennifer mazza i pronounce you husband and wife. rich people may you joyously live overjoyed marriage

Friday, May 2, 2025

prosey poetist

these lifeless faces glare strayed from humanity in need of a fix in despair sweats protrudinginsanity some in extreme pain in rage not much an option for those lives never again turning a page veins decayed as questions arose some cant get over the past filled with resent and remorse filthy how theyre dressed no turning back from this course some cant live in their skin seeing how gently they whine life as a half concious dream needle being the ultimate fine a life as such wanting to shout senses fading skin changing hue chosing to suffer and poet poem was written for you...i look at a ginsberg book GARBAGE POETRY AND LUNATIC BABBLE. i brought it back and got ann mary instead. ww2 girl semi-biographical. anyhow out of bergs fuck em all i just waitin on ur book to be released mister comp sci zuckerberg. i can only imagine you exposing intimacy on any level with your background. seems readable. paul allen pavel idiot. acronym papi all this attention fucking shameless bastards took away important med now im sleep deprived half the week. ITS OK CUS I HEIGHT DON QUIXOTE!

Thursday, May 1, 2025

Rebecca Hester.

odd, i thought of your name this morning and came out for a walk and ran across lady that resembled you so closely. (-10 pounds, otherwise twin). I remember where I met rebecca, overdose-related psychiatric unit visit after celebrating my first college semester. i mean you shouldnt be too uptight about it, the amount of pussy i passed on in my life is obscene. so not just R. well, be this my after life and you recalling..was a pleasure. you're a friendly person. hope u figured into family life...life gets lonely and eventually a child is needed to fulfill ones spirits. but really, on me...my physique etc anyone with a concious couldnt have kids my position. so once again, too few to mention. im going to look up R on whitepages now. she went to high school with kareva sisters unless her mommy had her attention a private joint. god knows huh! IM THE WHITE STEVE URKEL AND THATS UNIVERSAL. actress who played laura, u couldnt get old to me. legend to and in my heart.

Tuesday, April 29, 2025

illest

i live through death never sick on it it look like im that weak on it nah shorty get that dick on it who other than I speak on it. what else can i tell you. i'm disasterous. YEH I GOT A FELONY AND IM A PREDICT ALWAYS THE KING OF NEW YORK AND I BEEN WITH A MILF IN CONNECTICUT . i sign praises of my saintly figure leisure suit larry...falcon. he always king of my spirits and he own atlanta

Saturday, April 26, 2025

"Dear momma I'd trade my life for yours behind closed doors." -2pac

try and make my porno stop never that pussy tip and I top thats forever leave ya doomed feelin broomed as the cop I had electrocuted standing pressing on lever video i watched as a kid faces of death . gas chamber thats some inhumane shit i dont give a fuck who u kill thats aweful. on the other hand, a pedophile deserves the ugliest form of death. as far as i go, she wasnt no kid was a teenager i was only 20 and I WAS THE VIRGIN she been through half of neighborhood. top of which she had an adult body, i was 12 in that sense. so who molested who? POlitics agreed. REALITY. not to mention she was placed in my life anonymously by some russian wise guy who felt bad for me. ;-/ how you going to name your company after a man who still alive pauly say never he just bee with or without the hive. my son nasty nas. thats like me starting a company named " Nostradamus records ". i aint even gonna embellish my bars is relished. night.

Wednesday, April 23, 2025

I want to be cool and use Facebook too.

ms. julia louis (is it?) dreyfus (i know last name) and SENOR zuckerberg...my arabic superstar muhammad (my son called me a parasite guy gotta be out of his fuckin tree) please locate him and create him a profile i want to add him as a friend. now ukraine russia, fuck they talkin bout peace treaty after all those innocent people died ....lil late on peace talk. i hope god affords me peace within my soul and nastya's saintly godliness. sigh. bill gates political relays whether or not i was born in mays my gemstone never decays AH FUCK THIS RAP SHIT IM IN A MIDDLE LIFE CRISIS I HATE TO FEEL TESTOSTERONE LEVELS DROPPIN I REMEMBER AT 30 ID EVEN THINK A CHICKS AND GET FULL HARD ON NOW I RESORT TO FANTASIZING ABOUT...ALTERNATIVES TO EVEN BEGIN FOOLING AROUND WITH MYSELF. GOOD LORD. anyhow, i >KNOW< dont think but >KNOW< there is a god. and he is almighty loving caring kind AND FORGIVING. :-*(. mozal tov sarah weiss hope ur alright.. oh right, i forgot. bill gates, i read your book damn man nothin but respect u code and got writing technique. im stunned.

Monday, April 21, 2025

there is a difference between saving a mans ego and saving a man but when you're saving a mans ego what are you doing but saving the man himself?

DA's pussy i clammed money i sammeder this summer i slammed her biden i obammed her trump i just damned her they punish the american idiot america theyll have slammed her was that hypnotised into me too? listen brah, just cause i aint got a face to paste on the book dont make me a psycho. makes me human accepting as is. NOW ON TO THE TRUTH....GOD BLESS MY CROWN HEIGHTS BLACKS ALWAYS LOOKIN OUT FOR ME WITH SPARE CHANGE FOR CIGARETTES. I AINT GONA LIE I NEVER TRIED THE BEGGARS GAME IN A WHITE NEIGHBORHOOD BUT IM PRETTY ID GET LESS DONATIONS FROM MY FELLOWS. EXCEPT MY STATEN ISLAND SHEMALE. U WERE AROUND FOR ME ONE AND TWENTY U GOT SENTIMENTAL VALUE TO ME. generally speaking, i aint for sale bout to go hustle a quarter and get me one more cig before bed. happy easter matt falcon. night.