seizure by them < last night. but....ON A MORE SERIOUS NOTE, maintain composure... play with a girls feelings? This girl has a family of women, I have serious brain damage caused by comas, brain hemorhage and MORE. so me playing with feelings? Only ones I play with is my ruined ones . she's all i ever had...i cried before first time we ever made love amongst other of which lovingly awkward moments. The life I've had....all in all. Well, I just dont know how to say no to a fellow (human being?). Gave away a cigarette to ponchik, sorry bus down this time....its a hard knock life. i ALWAYS give away cigs when I'll have enough to smoke in the near future. marcy marc...an ircer using the nick of "pervert" used to most commonly say "Nice face". So I say to you, nice face :-) ok ok Sickly P is done with morning rant. I'll ttyl. type to you later.