Thursday, October 10, 2024
the day has come. i want to see a perverted video that was made of me at 15. no suffering involved ive suffered 90% of my life I SHIT U NOT MY NIGGA(rich kids get money related stuff with all that hypnosis involved shit/fancy therapists I LIVED A BUM 95% OF MY LIFE LITERALLY A BUM AND AINT SHIT COOL BOUT IT I JUST MET NASTYA IN THE MIDST OF THE AGES PHEW) as long as poor kids get to watch it and are told "this is what happens to you" when you use drugs. my medical stats/photo of me today etc. away from me defining romance with my life of suffering. doesn't take away from suffering inducing hall oh boy darn im not in a coffeeish mood today. DARN! oh yeh my bad "freak of nature my stature kept ya hearts and i rapped ya"
Wednesday, October 9, 2024
Tuesday, October 8, 2024
I was walking back home when hearing a female CHILD say "pavel geller" which was my name...man im moving to antarctica or the zoo if country president dont like addicts. for a female to use my name in her mouth period is absurd... (next most absurd to me saying no to a high priced escort girl in a whorehouse). yeh so what mr. rosenthal you got a girl you love and i got nothing but disgusting habits cause politics dont afford me the one i love then again bro i dont know if im in place to use the word love after our sexperiences. she never once used moans or groans or whatever with size of my man shaft. and just you know, the whole persona ive developed in my mind the whole nine the whole thing...it'd be a strain with guys. text ends.
As far as...jewish people punishing me, i aint no anti-semite. as far as distant childhood land lord david weiss when/if they do....ill never resent u u are a man of character. gay people, something out of hand said by me...randomly further in brain damage in my "The Bet" spot....you punish me resulting from...that is satan. on your behalf. I'll just frown quietly and pray for america in general. well that's all folks, even resulting from something pops did to me ages back. jewish people doing pain to me...that's just hurt human physique couldn't provide if it tried it's darn best. take care folks. RnB going on. gonna go listen.
Monday, October 7, 2024
black folks. great people. I prefer their company so much to that of those average white men. I can spend my average day on every day circumstance in peace...relaxed. although the stress of current situation is DARN OBSCENE. it helps so much...they are wonderful. im going to spend rest of my night making crazy comments to myself as usual sitting around in their WONDERFUL PRESENCE tonight and enjoy rest of evening. I hold them in my prayers. jay-z murdered pac without a diss track on the me and girlfriend. rest in peace pac, i loved you.
Sunday, October 6, 2024
Got some money today. But even with money...I give back what I owe before I spend a single dollar, usually a little extra toppin what I owe. I think about "THE RIGHT THING" before "FEELING GOOD". Displaying character means more to me than getting off EVERY MOTHERFUCKING DAY. James tonight on a double I remember james pops of my little precious princess of kayla i once told my man "Im a man of moral values and ethical standards". Boy gee golly, Life got me framed! Poster frames morality tames! its 2am, i cant sleep. sigh.
as far as doestoevskian moment ..virgin boy saint...in my experience of never heard of sympathy was for a kitten never another human. all in all what humanity did to me how could i really sympathise with a person between the two though its only possible for the male. all that family disaster shit nobody goin to help you via friendship anyway...but men...JUST KNOWING U GOT MAN IN YOU...boy it had me in .."just stunned". (not mildly exaggerating the self. not related to self.)
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