Paulgeller@gmail.com ( Pavel Geller )

IAM sorry for homophobic remarks I've made gay people been real cool with me.

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verse for u barack

 sayin Obama was a mistake is like fishing with osama at the lake never beat me yous a fake illest verses u know my take ;-) Obama got that ...

Mother said I'm a romantic. my style result from years of aimless reading im aimful feeding. autist!

https://www.blogger.com/blog/post/edit/5074896454593679223/1684892603714142096 <- "right who? wrong where?"



My name is paul and I'm an addict.


those who suffered from day one without solution much like me life lived without a cushion. romance known as my existance has been dedicated to you. Jigga man is black and gay always a white man? You sure are. What you think hypnosis going to get a racist remark out of me? doubt it regardless of what kind of brain damage i'm left with. as far as zuckerberg sacrificing some arab retard's life whatever I'll kill him without hypnosis. Fucking faggot go that far for a few dollars. Atleast you earned yours, marc. This guy, we'll see. Depends if their knife placement will be. What's left of my brain never did the idea of muhammad doing this for family or anyone other than himself come to me. Good lord that kind of misanthropy is damage do ego. Misanthropy just seems like the correct word. Dont remember exact meaning. Opposite of Phila. Phila was my dog at 21. Phila nthrow P. Phila start with P too.

Thursday, November 7, 2024

matt and larry falcon. i'm a bum, just out of fear.

i hope im proven wrong in high hopes but as far as i can see it now...im russian pro leftist etc i aint got no degree or study politics regardless but. with democrats they find a man whos been damaged SERIOUSLY and damage further to punish in the name of their "conscious"...republicans they try to provide healing ways within gods conscious rule. its just hard on me man its insane. whatever card you play or somezing. EWW EWW OMG OK OK LADY LIBERATOR OK I BEEN HURT. but my heart....is there such thing as hurt enough to provide comfort space for politicians to take it easy enough me now. *grins openly* ;-*(

Only thing pointing towards narcissism with me is me preferring to have fatal experience of heart attack infront of all these people. "keep it hood" with ya "LOW LIFE" its all good. i just pray that person who called me a low life has a small guilt trip. *GRIN* only if i have to die of painful experience such as heart. sigh..

I understand mr. trump when a man survives all that ive survived to find out I got molested...i mean a >man< in the place to decide what will happen to >>the man<< ah well donald i do dare to refer to as by first name. how can you press gods keys any more...how can you push any down further ...if you yourself BELIEVE IN ANY GOD. my awkward appearance to boot. its not arrogance donnie, ive got nothing to be arrogant about but...you looking to be decisive im fucked. just pray on no more pedophiles towards (or close enough to AT) the end of my life.middle of night enother night of no sleep. it happens z. what can i chat ya. it happens . take care.

Wednesday, November 6, 2024

Its come to where my familys involved in a more direct way. who i can imagine reading other than possibly marc . ok oh yeh. me at home while they enjoy high life. well i HIGHLY HOPE mother doin all she can for her . 6months of her life worth 2 weeks of mine. im right on the money aqnad etc. another 2 nights of zero sleep happening for a while after walking for 4 miles "ALL IN ALL".

Valentina kareva. Jordans label is just do it. I started my own.. "Just be it". None other. other than I pops a close second. I death defy. take care my brother spot leader. drugs are bad! I was raised in a house of discipline. so what i use drugs. im against crack dont do it. (except with jessica and cpl of months after) discipline my mother put forward on me is stronger than any crack addiction. but really, BE REAL IS REAL IF U AINT GETTING NO PLAY AT MY AGE...OFCOURSE UR GOING TO NEED SOMETHING. (example: dope/marijuana). this has to be after life people remembering me with license plates of cars i see (one of the examples. I'm bewildered.). Mr tramp all that only for the rich "liberal" stuff is nonsense. you go ahead make US AS A COUNTRY GREAT AGAIN. Away from having to be ashamed of being sick. and I been sick my whole life. Why should so much senseless shame be put forth onto me. *sigh* (as far as if i had any other option to live on...aside from my existance today on 186). What's more shamelesss sucking cock for comfort or ....whatever man i been using insulin and went back to long walks daily recently. so my GOD GIVEN physique aint shit sick to it...just cause i was a teenager once as opposed to now. ok done mr trump you kill me on this one..what can I say. THANGZ IS LIZOOKIN BEAT NAAAAAAAMEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAN OH MY BAD MR TRUMP WHEN U GOT A MOMENT FROM DELIVERING THE NATION THE GOOD...READ "ON THE ROAD" JACK KEROUAC. YOU SUGGESTED THAT BOOK TO AMERICAS READERS AND I GUARENTEE SAFE MOTHERFUCKING BET. YOUD HAVE EVERY ONE OF THEIR VOTES ADDED. okie SENOR Trump. (Jack is an AMERICAN writer).

Congratulations Mr. Trump. THANK U AND I DO SAY THANK U FOR THE FIRST SERIOUS BID I DID I GOT TO READ ANOTHER FOUR GREAT BOOKS. THE KITE RUNNER, HONKY, MEMORY MAN, THE PERFECT STORM. (Hyperthymesia / laryngospasm ) ability to memorize everything dying from suffocation when u drown not water filling up lungs. definitions of those two words. boy i basically had the memory and almost survived the second type of shit. WHEN U ARE U DONT HAVE TO TRY TO BE WITH A LEGAL AID U GUILTY BEFORE TAKING THE PLEA and i "GOT IT TOGETHER" for a few minutes didnt need to give her flowers this year we had a mothers day episode on the phone. ya KNOW :-) oh yeh sorry . i asked the asian bum lady collectin bottles for a hug this morning...ofcourse her background and all i got a no. but i hope i do get to hug my LADY before i die. yeh, shes a lady despite her bottle collecting ways. unless yo real talk im bout to go have a second cig now but me imagining a transgender oriental grandma....id kiss her on the fucking lips if mami think she got it like that. thats my word i let guy borrow money he dont pay me back STILL asking me for shit. gave him have a cigarette fuck it but me doin foul shit? stealing to say coffee wassap to my georgians other than that? steal from family? just youthful rebellion installed by pedophilia. my mother got flowers from me even with that...but im sorry mr. pain couldnt help but to rebel. ALL MY YEARS OF OBSCENE DRUG USE I HAVE NEVER I DO SAY STOLE FROM FAMILY. (my brother get to thinkin he AGREE).

Tuesday, November 5, 2024

The initiating shlemazel remark was based on a jewish lady with practically no breasts. Now possibly my only true friend in life shaindy also had NO breasts. We spoke to each other for hours on end daily which supported my hyperlexic hypergraphic hobby. her hobby, her having smart mind and being jewish. I do wonder how long till election results come in. *friendly as friendly as life today allows grin* if the government sees me as a christly figure...hence delaying my death. hope they dont kill me

Hebrew word. >Shlemazel: a person with consistently bad luck.<. Election day today. her family of glory whatedver man im just saying if u get a "i love him" past a lie detector test out of her...you do what u do i'm comfortable then again no if u land me locked up with her visits..just touching her would uber comfort without no fucking uber cab. uber ride or whatever. as far as exchange of human on other genitals...i let a druggie borrow few dollars other day knowing i aint getting shit back its JUST PART OF MY PRAYER I FIND SOMEONE WHO WOULD. SOMEONE WHO DOESNT LET DRUGS DEGENERATE HUMAN IN THEM. me degenerate? lets be serious all the medical shit i been through. it looks to be fitting, the word. chances are comments like this will land me locked up without any visits from nastya...oh well. i further emotion in dying a romantic in notion. time for ANOTHER CIGARETTE FOR YOUR SHLEMAZEL. like the few words in hebrew i know...pops granted me gift of. shlemazel is done.

my man zuckie markman zuckberg. this is sign of obscene stress. for a man not to remember when mothers day episode with him being the only man amongst 3 in the house to give mother flowers day. so i mean all in all im sayin sstayin sober when i got the hassle i dont do no degrading shit for a fix or bag or whatever. im man defined with defining men by those who are only defined as men. i would never have answered lowlife insulting remark to a fella here if he didnt even lowlife sweater. how a man whos lived life so comfortable going to comfortably even say that kind of shit. i hope he loves or something. now let me look up metformin effects on type 1 diabetes lets look up election