IAM sorry for homophobic remarks I've made gay people been real cool with me.

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verse for u barack

 sayin Obama was a mistake is like fishing with osama at the lake never beat me yous a fake illest verses u know my take ;-) Obama got that ...

Mother said I'm a romantic. my style result from years of aimless reading im aimful feeding. autist!

https://www.blogger.com/blog/post/edit/5074896454593679223/1684892603714142096 <- "right who? wrong where?"



My name is paul and I'm an addict.


those who suffered from day one without solution much like me life lived without a cushion. romance known as my existance has been dedicated to you. Jigga man is black and gay always a white man? You sure are. What you think hypnosis going to get a racist remark out of me? doubt it regardless of what kind of brain damage i'm left with. as far as zuckerberg sacrificing some arab retard's life whatever I'll kill him without hypnosis. Fucking faggot go that far for a few dollars. Atleast you earned yours, marc. This guy, we'll see. Depends if their knife placement will be. What's left of my brain never did the idea of muhammad doing this for family or anyone other than himself come to me. Good lord that kind of misanthropy is damage do ego. Misanthropy just seems like the correct word. Dont remember exact meaning. Opposite of Phila. Phila was my dog at 21. Phila nthrow P. Phila start with P too.

Sunday, December 31, 2023

Not love but fantasy...

 Its angry black men and obese white women now AN OBESE ANGRY PUERTO RICAN SHEMALE IS ..IT JUST IS. Now you thought these jews were naughty man the homos on their own playing field when you respect theres no need for talking i suspect air is just walking. Small talks small even addressing americas fate. Happy new years. January first come to think of it OR frustrated anorexic mexican hermaphrodites or last but not least well built neurotic italian nuns with klinefelters syndrome 

Saturday, December 30, 2023

Who we like is based on youthful experiences

 And if we didnt favor those experiences then we prefer to hate those we are(?)...dont know if like or attracted to is most fitting. Im forty now and tell you this much, nevermind as far as hypergraphic hyperlexic lifestyle well if i met you online it will never be i dont spoil beauty of fiction for sex. Never. Zuckerberg as u said savant chatter the ideals of fiction sex never surpassed one spoiled one with touch never soiled just too much im at THE poorest i cure cyst hope u get the pure jist relax at the garden myst leaves leave you greased point you missed vocal teased comfort eased mind in despair yet im pleased morning 31st NEW YEARS EVE HERE HOPE IN AMNESTY BY MEANS OF HONESTY to kiss one sympathize with where is the emphasis kiss or sympathy to kiss is to trust after all sympathy aint a must whar if one is but undecided walls of concious collided no homo as once said after all define deserve as in related to sympathy its every so often reserved without need for subconcious lecture by the day it will captured but to captivate feelings of sympathy deep within is to rationalise gay itd seem come on now EVERY MAN THINKS WITH DICK FIRST BEFORE IT EVEN TICKLES THE BRAIN eric clapton or richarded pryor enriched in fire once spoke the sire need is dire cocaine outsold his album one last breathe on left flat tire spasm hire the spirit shall aquire shitspew in english the pains of senile stains meanwhile hope in the slope nope told the pope SEX IS SATISFYING FRIENDSHIP GRATIFYING YOU IN MY ARMS ELECTRIFYING MY YEARS NOW TEARS ARE BUT DEFIANT oh jessica.. PRECIOUS WHY HAVE YE LEFT I in fear of doom in all my gloom alone in nutty room 

Inpatient psych

 Im fucked in every way possible but one plucked the gun lucked out on the run a woman who falls for the unattractive man is a lesbian a man who choses the unattractive woman is a realist  yours truly, Parcissus. I dont have a headache but my head is killing me,,, WHEN WRONG JUST DOESNT PROCESS AND RIGHT LEAVES WITH AN ABSCESS WHEN society has wronged you to where space for wrong by yOu is highly limited and with substantial brain damage whats left just doesnt process. There is tension in my mansion good morning my lovelies HEH i mimic black culture sin is my vulture me without black is like pryor without crack my three actors pacino steve urkel from family matters and jason alexander. Man got flavorful character dont know about dancing but character definately Ive lived brilliance when im gone i hope brother composes an independent film titled Parcissus. Come to think of it i didnt have to grow a big head over the years i was born with one ;/ pops ill tell u man who dont work like a horse turned out dork in remorse sick and all plastered lyrically mastered empirical bastard fun  to find gun on grind done im dying contract signed give fortune to autistic kids keep in mind keepin it hebrew namean i like women who are all man and men who are all women ideally young tom cruise with a vagina no breasts no facial hair

Monday, December 11, 2023

Jason Rosenthal

 that day in the hospital, i was so surprised seeing the same girl as many long years back. I guess I was surprised at solid proof as man of character in you. Ah, well. Maybe jewish genes get you that. I haven't done my share of reading up on history. But as I said man I was just mimicing a russian artist with american rap lyrics i dont know why so uptight over nothing. good lord. I was born not in russsia but in the soviet union! so that's just early childhood ties to something that dont exist no more but.. IM PROUD TO BE AN AMERICAN EVEN IF AMERICA AINT TOO PROUD OF ME hehe :( cigarettes i aint the merry go hang out your bands out show u what im bout erasin all doubt i been lazy on the mic smokin hazy riding hike ms dazy call her dyke provide the air im raps mike namean who done did it u already know TO BE HONEST I FEEL BAD FOR MY FATHER  HE IS MY FATHER BUT I TELL YOU BLUNT FACT I MIGHT BE THE ONLY PERSON HE KNOWS WHOS HAD A LIFE AS DIFFICULT HE IS IN OTHER LINES OF EXISTANCE after wine fuckin dime she all mine step outa line and i pull the nine slaughter swine read my sign fuck all good im all fine in good time im done writing rhyme whats next aint next in hind its on my mind turn you blind made the find know i stizay on the grind in all my notoriety im mighty mighty mighty <--- to my man BIGGY SMALLS R.I.P GOD "EXPLOIT THE HUMAN SPIRIT NEVER IN AMERICAN MERIT" - Pavel "Parcissus" Geller. MY SON SLIM WANA CALL HIM PRESIDENT IM NEVER HESITANT  I DO HIM LIKE HE AFGHANISTAN RESIDENT WHO ILLER mind clouded ghostly shrouded blazing bout it 

Sexperience Nextperience Shakesperean

 Ponchik ia a friendly dog but has quite a bark. Thus, he's a black lab. I had a lab/chow mix at one point my life . The purple yet friendly tongue. This dog was show paradox. The only reason I met a lady I once loved. Its ok you obese arab i love u anyway@ ha There is a reason sex size stamina all size with same letter. "SO I SAYS TO THE BROAD WHATS COOKING HOOD LOOKING". a movie line for half italian half black. WHEN YOU JUMP AT EVERY CHANCE TO DO THE RIGHT THING WITH A WIDE SPREAD SMILE. WHY...BECAUSE YOU'VE MAINLY DONE THE RIGHT THING OUT OF FEAR. BUT IN EVERY SO OFTEN A CIRCUMSTANCE WHERE YOU FEAR DOING THE RIGHT THING . SELDOM THE CASE OFTEN NEEDING COGNAC CHASE1 THE WORD FEAR IS A PICASSO JOINT NAMEAN. iM PAVEL SO PABLO PICASSO. pARCISSUS PAVEL PACINO sICKLY p (FOR MY MAN MATT FALCON) AND PANOLEON PANOBARTE  SO IM SAYIN TRUMPY HUMPY U WANA GET DOWN AND SLOMPY WHATS GOOD O-G REPUBLICAN pai-tea. then politics party and pavel same with same letter too. i would never claim to be no mr. trump my son talkin game while he on the penis pump.  ILL SAY IT SHORT AND SWEET IM LONGING FOR IT SO LETS JUST MEET YOU LOVE MY BEAT ILL SKIP MY WIT BREAK DOWN TO BIT LEAVE YA DROWNIN IN THE MUDDY PIT.

Sunday, December 10, 2023

I'm well all is fair. Stay collectin welfare

I'm well all is fair i stay on the welfare.  YE I AINT DRIVIN NO LAMBO WELFARE COVER BUS ON THE MIC IM LIKE RAMBO  five mil would just kill me quicker leave me painted sicker what if i got it id go a lil past smokin bud it my dog you mutt it my verses on fire they hot it I DEPEND ON TRUMP AS A POLITICIAN I SEE STATEMENT AS MOVIE LINE THEN MAN SEES WORD POLITICIAN BLOCKED OFF ON CELL BY STAIN RUBS IT OFF SEES IT SHRUGS IT OFF AND LETS OUT DEEP SIGH zero to two past yestrday i aint that fucked remains of photographic memory. your genius >>>IM MY OWN FAN<<< LIKE MY MAN JADAKISS SAID. IDA SAID SAME SHIT 5 1/2 YEARS AGO ROUGHLY MR BUMMY AINT DRIVIN HUMMY STAY ON TWO FEET PLAYED YA RUMMY GOT YA BEAT GOT YA ON 5 THE CARD YOU OUTA BE ON GUARD HAVE YA LAYED OUT U NOTHIN BUT A TARD TRYIN TO SELL THAT HARD YOU TOO SOFT TO MAKE DOLLA AINT HOLLYWOOD STARRED U KNOW PARCISSUS STAY OUT FARRED MUSICALLY BARRED ATTICA BARS COULD GRAB 8 MAYBE EVEN SIXTEEN WITH THEM PRISON COS GOT EM FEELIN TYPE LEAN THATS AIGHT I COVER COMISSARY GOT EM FEELIN THE WIN THEY TRY FOR MY TEAM 10 OR 20 IN THE PENN LIFE AFTER AINT DREAM I UNDERTAND U PRAY TO GOD ASKING FOR HIM TO APPEAR AND INSTILL MATTER OF NO FEAR HAVE SKIES GO CLEAR ITS ALL TOO SHEER ME YOU ADMIRE YOU MERE GOT THE MANUAL STAY IN GEAR MY LYRICS DROP LIKE THUNDER MONGST RAIN BLUNDER NO BLAME LOOK LIKE TO GOD ITS ONE AND THE SAME IF YOU GO OUT A SINNER OR A SAINT IN SHAME :-*( i play it sicker my sticker im the tweaker i dick her eric gardner hope you hear this in heaven THEN AGAIN WHATS HEAVEN WITHOUT SHALOM SEVEN I GO IN IT READY FOR BUSINESS IM RIPE STAY WITH THE CLIMAX IM HYPE

Friday, December 8, 2023

this explains 24/7 daily.

 I love stress, my only friend. Sad to say, that was said as truth. not no mocking satire. I'm Drawing Near Have No fear. I pray I make it through these 5 day no sleep sessions i've had going on for a while. NOT DRUG RELATED. autumn leafs so pet peeves NextPerience Sexperience Shakespean. <-- is that one viewed? who knows i come at you with the great gatsby hard as gotti lest be you naughty. Western Lit PhD the amicable pavel geller. my sociology professor at school was handing out final papers and i was last one to be called he said "yes, the amicable mr. geller" hey mr. zuckerberg my name is The Sinister Parcissus, Grandmaster chatter lol you too young to know bout the glorious days of ultima online PvP. you had to be like tchaikovsky with the keyboard to be nice. i spread my macros all over the keyboard not just numbers so you know I was Chopin. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9E6b3swbnWg Greatest piece of classical ever

Thursday, December 7, 2023

the most romantic story in russian history. its a VERY SHORT story, READ IT!!!

 "The Bet" By Anton Chekhov its about an argument whats worse life in prison or death penalty. short story. excerpt from the story:

"so I marvel at you who exchange heaven for earth. I don't want to understand you.

     "To prove to you in action how I despise all that you live by, I renounce the two million of which I once dreamed as of paradise and which now I despise. To deprive myself of the right to the money I shall go out from here five hours before the time fixed, and so break the compact ... When the banker had read this he laid the page on the table, kissed the strange man on the head, and went out of the lodge, weeping. At no other time, even when he had lost heavily on the Stock Exchange, had he felt so great a contempt for himself. When he got home he lay on his bed, but his tears and emotion kept him for hours from sleeping. "

Given time he lived through, story is brilliant.

Take that homo shit elsewhere. *wide grin*

 the boards im chalking the ladies im stalking each day iam walking oddly enough im still talking slay shout im saying you out im phasing trees bout im blazing grow doubt im racing show stout im tracing row charges im facing you talkin courts in line they placing 


IM BLACK IN EVERY WAY ASIDE SKIN COLOR HAVE YA DECAY NO PAY WHILE U TRYIN TO HOLLA who iller ;-) im in a good mood on morning of 11/20!!!!!

Wednesday, December 6, 2023

miss my brother ilya friends call him Illsyo. ha

 reasoning one past lying seasoning i gun you dying trying my case in court dying to face resort lying shell abort flying air deport rap game my browsing port bars is just my sort my soldiers trained at fort teach fight for sake of fight war i lit up the store verses never a bore im hard at the core  have you  begging for more im a dragon u need animal lore your chances minute have ya burried collectin ya loot my bank chasy bitch lacy thoughts racy murder at macys stay in my placy grave flowers vasy fuck it my nigga im done with this lyrical casey lets skip your philosophy and get to the matter at hand. Bond. Pauly Bond! like my man said im no stranger to danger I ANALYZE CONTEXT DEFY TEXT SO TRY NEXT ATTICA MAXED EVADED YA TAX DID MY TIME I WAXE FORK IN THE ROAD GOT FAXED  niggas is fakes know they feelin my takes only place fishing is pussy stay at the lakes collectin that bread knowin the makes leave ya shriveled up oh golly gods sakes r.i.p big pun like he said " im not a player i just fuck alot " i deeply hope he didnt die a virgin that would bring me to tears FOR HIM   :/ chilling willy know u feely keep it realy on the hilly what the dealy pop the pilly hello uncle billy my man bill was so heavy into booze he came out of hospital after stroke tellin his wife "OH I JUST WANT A BEER" lol. THERE IS CHARACTER OUT THERE! (not sure if papa bill alive anymore he was a nice guy tho) PRIDE WILL HURT WAS SHOWN BY COBAIN KURT (thats why i say hey man nice shot) ;/ doubt very minor so assign her with some people boy you better know it

Monday, December 4, 2023

My ladies at wyndham gardens!

 Wyndham Gardens, it's where pauly got his minority down as seniority! (our hollywood commercial HAR) enjoying an evening coffee.. lordy im brit wordy im wit hoardy i hit tored ye on tit mortal at mit bored all ya bit portal at pit traveling gate late may we hell bent shoveling gay rate say im godsend along the lands the fund send money over seas i bond bend rules im breaking down fend to fools i frown send feelings joy well-suited come at yard call me brute at where the loot at lyrics im boot at ya point is moot at my team you root at win you aware seem that you stare fling aint fair ringing its bare fuckin pussy like pear im done living nightmare maybe welfare new york just my share i just figured the more god care be living a bony boy amongst bear spinal tap know i tear grindin gap at my lair ya weak and i refuse my style is astute shorty just cute leave her man on mute son actin like he on family fewd game i brewed try getting rude i slaughter ya dude leave ya girl feelin my nude cause im collecting that loot steppin down the foot my tactic you root wendy say woot trendy i toot point refute just sayin all good! with my physique my youth is all i had and believe me i lived it only difference between me and every day 9-5 joe is he go to sleep in stress of tomorrow where as my life a mess although no sorrow! *grins joyously* ;o) "WHEN YOU LIVE LIKE ME , ONCE IS ENOUGH." - FRANK SINATRA  I STAPLE I FABLE I LABEL SHOW EM ALL GOOD HUMAN IS CAPABLE OF morning folks WHATS THERE TO SAY NOW ARG PHEW I ENJOY GETTING OFF ON GETTING OFF MORE THAN GETTING OFF ITS WHERE IVE BEEN DRIVEN SO LETS SKIP THE PHILOSOPHY TO THE MATTER AT HAND LADIES