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Mother said I'm a romantic. my style result from years of aimless reading im aimful feeding. autist!

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My name is paul and I'm an addict.


those who suffered from day one without solution much like me life lived without a cushion. romance known as my existance has been dedicated to you. Jigga man is black and gay always a white man? You sure are. What you think hypnosis going to get a racist remark out of me? doubt it regardless of what kind of brain damage i'm left with. as far as zuckerberg sacrificing some arab retard's life whatever I'll kill him without hypnosis. Fucking faggot go that far for a few dollars. Atleast you earned yours, marc. This guy, we'll see. Depends if their knife placement will be. What's left of my brain never did the idea of muhammad doing this for family or anyone other than himself come to me. Good lord that kind of misanthropy is damage do ego. Misanthropy just seems like the correct word. Dont remember exact meaning. Opposite of Phila. Phila was my dog at 21. Phila nthrow P. Phila start with P too.

Wednesday, August 7, 2024

oh right, my bad. i think ive been a lady trapped in a males body allllll my life so im going to start working on a m2f change hopefully get it atleast somewhat complete before my life is over. OH YEH MY SWEETIE ZOOBIE ZUCKERIE PRINCE AND SAVIOUR I HOPE U WILL ASK FOR MY HAND IN MARRIAGE ONCE IM ROCKIN FANCY WIG TIGHT PANT JOINTS AND NAIL POLISH...NAMEAN MY NIGGA I AINT GONA LIE THO SON SO WHATS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD. ok sorry zuckiepoo had me excited textually a moment there. k night fawkz.

My jewish brotherhood..once again clarifying. As far as pops allowing my anti-semite "rap song". The man instigated my suffering practically enforced my suffering etc etc. Most of my life. Anyone think that playing on his concious or guilt or whatever will have him give up money or information or whatever all i can say is LOL U GOT ANOTHER ONE COMING. as far as me writing such harsh material it was just creatively translating text. Text been ATLEAST 65 PERCENT OF MY LIFE for many MANY long years on end...if there was anything anti-semitic coming from me or even thinking something like "oh god people will see this i should be careful" i would have "played it differently" I HAVE BEEN VERY AND I DO SAY VERY COMFORTABLE WITH JEWISH PEOPLE ALL MY LIFE. i THOUGHT IT AS NOTHIN WRONG TO WRITING ANYTHING ALONG THE LINES OF MY 'RAP JOINT'. I WAS A CHILD (DUE TO BRAIN DAMAGE) AND THOUGHT OF NOTHING AS POSSIBLE CONSEQUENTIAL TO ME/FOR ME OR JEWISH FOLKS OR ANYONE EVEN CLOSE TO. NOW IM TIRED OF EXPLAINING WHAT SHOULD BE OBVIOUS NOW TO A RAP LINE "I AINT GONNA LIE THO SON" there was several people who read my blog and knew the passage written on it for years on end AND NOT ONCE DID A PERSON SAY TO ME " HEY YOU SHOULD DELETE THIS " IN PARTICULAR PSEUDONYM GRIMREAP A JEWISH MAN SO CALLED JEWISH I GUESS FUCKING JERK OFF THOUGHT ME LEAVING THIS ON MY BLOG WILL GET HIM A BLOWJOB FROM ME OR SOMESHIT DUE TO A PEDOPHILE VIDEO RECORDING OF ME. TURNS OUT HAD THAT PEDOPHILE JERK OFF REAL HOT. SO HE NEVER ONCE COMMENTED ON THE MATERIAL STAYING ON MY BLOG FOR YEARS UPON YEARS ON END..aight this pedophile provoked anti-semite rap track staying on my blog etc etc....Rabbi, lets be serious now my older gentleman u see the picture perfectly clear now. nothing more to explain. As far as my father being aroused by disgusting pedo-recording of me being practically raped...as AHEM MY FELLOW RAPPER NAS SAID "PUT IT TOGETHER I ROCK HOES YALL ROCK FELLAS". Good night from your favorite shlemazel. nite folks. ;*( or even :) shit, good god. or something....ttyl.

Wednesday, June 5, 2024

Whoever afforded me seeing her in that old jeep...or me hallucinating her in the jeep, or my memory faulty on her with the jeep. Rather than her toyota blue rav 4 (#4 im all bout my nigga, heaven me fourthly)...I saw her in a old jeep. Her being who she is, me being an old creep. I mean really all in all, all as all...which one of us LIFE BRINGS TO WEEP. At the brink of ruin think of me ruined. feelings emotions...me 15...capture/dominating both in which gender mortgage lender more I age maybe just god send her...in the old jeep (grey or green i think MAYBE DOUBTEDLY BROWN). My man trump, true be the story my son, of me being the only needing penis pump. Them I'm greeting, this new age tech my ego they feeding, done my fair share of reading..self defeating impossible defeating THE I. The man , stay high. i ain't gonna lie tho kid...namean. I made it to see 41, 4 me in heaven , with I as the one. nemean statement there heavenly god be coming for no other than I. Speaking of numbers, her in old jeep, me being the old creep. what they feeding society a lie though kid, I ain't fucking even kidding. kidding, joke if so per se I. Or comically me related to this kidding. Forever a comic, new york legend. Come I see without the badge and.....coming see with the badge.....that old jeep whatever man she was speedin right by me....she's going or even forever gone. Ever be I, even if so just with some. ok ok...im exaggerating lack of or something. Karl malone the mail man....I'm just a male alone...hope I got IT in the mail today. Karl karlito, yo es chiquito, logical o following...chochita maybe I...chochito. Retarded friendly huh, Not exactly on both. One text, one friends of due to text. Speak of a next. man , what's left of my mind nigga just imagine THAT IN TEXT. bergianumpian zuckyT. It suck to be me.... flattering i nah.... so sucking you or i doing...i mean given my size and sad to say of my BEING STRAIGHT....NOT ONCE IN MY LIFE have I had a lady put her lips on my dick. IRON IRONY IRON C ALL I DONT EVEN IRON....irony being ...just head, me ahead of all, with my big head and all...the video pacino or pitt blowing...whatever man. I'm done typing then again staten island ferry my home away home...I ain't no tooth fairy i aint got no teefus... me the man who talkin bout fairy. Fifty and falcon start with same letter. Imagine my nigga matt, bald AND NO TEEFUS ON TOP. I son MR AND YEH I DO SAY MISTER....larry, hope all is well on your side of the country. Me making a thing out of ladies today i guess me just getting ahead of myself with my ego just as the self. but again tyra banks, my memories with your sports illustrated cover with your GODLY body and me as far as to go compliment to say pretty boy face. Oh tyra, you could turn 60...whatever. with you being you, DAMN RIGHT IM ALL IN AS FAR AS ALL ON, I'M JUST TURNED ON. e is soft when pronouncing pavel...my niggas here cant pronounce and this whole 23 business my brother the nigga i love...HOW HE GONNA FRONT ON ME TOO...DONT PRONOUNCE IT RIGHT. Wtf. Why tom flamboyant. cruise jones or petty , them being 3...me pockets empty thus petty jones in my body all bones in and cruise, aint got no licesence so who gonna speak of cruising with the god namean. 4th heavenly explanation but key important...petty aint a dollar in my pocket that's just petty....all you guys ..MY PET THANK YOU. Pets I spank you. me as ya pet, my writing forever blank you. so all in all, got all explained...as far as black the king here, as far as don....Dumb over nigga. :-).

I don't dare mention her name again. already idiot...I'm idiotesque adopting that kitten. Guideria Pizzeria I'm not big on pizza it being high on carbs..juvenile diabetic wire connecting be it the barbs. Started using IV drugs at 19, so now it's 22 years. What happened to me at 22.... 19+22 = 41 that's me today. so my son biden all previous remarks justifying my existance...LIFE BE A NUMBER GAME.... AS MY NUMBERS GO TO SHOW. Just retarded or just friendly coincedentally acronym in names... they antonyms johny on jason I play be that boy will they pay some. Grammatical coinscedence..life time worth of my rap huh. Just my words and I the one wording. Just my word...realist however its spun..I can only imagine me on the run...paint me a crackhead as me with some. michael jordan be it manly justice. I mean PUT IT TOGETHER WHEN ALL COMPOSES JUST ME...Boy the structure of and what composed me as ego. It broke for 45 seconds where as I walked by those kids happily playing with each other. So gina me ya mutt what's me as my gene yo...martin lawrence smart in law reference. fuck else there to say as continouuusly smile I praise is a word deface doom esoteric with my face. As I said "The bet" by anton checkov. Short story which justifies and defines my existance. Existing a writer life time of reading....life or death....penalty to me was life itself. So what's to say of death...nah that ain't it as myself. My black folk here and all these breastless chinese ladies...good lord. Just 2 those being furthering number 2 in my life. Poker...i done did poke her. What's to speak of my hand with cards....just my trend...or just me being one of the tards. Nasty was her in my life, me just nasty on the mic...thats life in itself. I'm trying to belatedly put my life together. I rock as god with my body god body, god at 117 pounds today...whats further to say of my body. body gotti i'm snotty is me being cocky result of my freak of nature body. Sick despite stature hope NOT YET NOT TODAY...be I as muddy. What's another verse..I got lost and noticed an italian flag.......little italy with me ain't no lag. retarded or friendly....I combine the two....I'm just a mutt...so who knows who me be. Just I playing the hand I was dealt...however death near...however close. lucy geller...lets go....I'm so sorry it hurt my poor mother...result OF ME DOING IT MY WAY. Way disciplined equal me...my way principle..just stuck with me. this whole crackhead shit, fuck outa here.

Tuesday, June 4, 2024

Mr. trump those kids I ran across today playing.. I just looked the other way. As I had spoken, man of moral values and ethical standards. joe biden like it or not, was i ridden needle ridden or not...I done rode on, over so many years I even wrote on. which one of us showboat, maybe even infront of who CHAMP? those kids i looked the other way my childhood never existed so how it gonna decay....with this biden...The Bet chekhov..I'm bidding. So what's to further say on coincedences on the play of my life? Who need further speak of a knife so on so forth.....I hand five. My right arm heavily stamped...those kids a stamp forever eternity without mail much less male. tom hanks, the bum spanks...who's to speak further...on...male. Anyhow. My brother won't pick up phone or god knows if its likely it is blocked off by phone companies. MAN I DONT KNOW WHERE THIS LAND ME IN POLITICS WITH FLAG BEING PINK. aight...nuff said oh yeh...kids I ran across playing. what's jewish have to do with...kids are just kids. so whether the rabbi of little odessa or the infamous M.zuckerbergian himself....whatever man. As I said, kids are just kids . Not sure if AK-47...all kids, joe biden 46th president me not even making it to 46....46 being 1 shy of 47. And it look like me BEING THAT ONE TODAY . SO MY MAN BIDEN, WHAT YOU SAY OF ME FURTHER LIVING? Or you bout other ASSAULT rifles, M-16 male...I lost my sanity 1 shy of 16 being a MAN. Painted as assault with a deadly weapon assaulting the man due to whom I lost my sanity. Despite being THE ONE today. so I dont give a fuck what gun you promoting in my writing my son know im denoting. coincedences are GODS way of staying anonymous. Otherwise what can I say other than, SUCH IS LIFE. ok now im done seriously im done

Joe biden talkin about needle ridden he self defeating on that one I rode in on top of that one and I wrote being the one and only. Maybe that last remark me as narcissist or me holocaust or me being holy at my cost. ukrainians being painted as nazis due to my father and his politics BUT MY ARABIC MAN MOHAMMAD BEING MY BROTHER LOOK ALIKE GUESS POLITICS OR POLITIANS COULDNT DEFEAT HEART. Despite combo of two further promoting me a narcissist. Why...just never. that's all . As key components heavily preside against me being such. Despite life's credentials solely relating to love. So against euthanasia and whatnot...those kids I ran across today playing. Euthanasiia aint fitting. Die me of a heart attack tonight, aint outwitting me. At moment standing aint sitting me. so...whoever presides over this last post...even if it be last one I make don't get to publiziced...it resides in hearts of those who make any fucking difference. Good night.

Mr. trump. politicians or be I who I be as to politics. Pasha as love according to her. nasty be my nastya however nasty she be I do without a masha. Anyhow, fuck all in. I'm all on. The bet by anton chekhov. Both concepts ironically 2....as written on by him. I wrote plenty in this life I'm all on him as to both our childhoods my physique forever me a kid. Got to be fucking kidding me. The bet, how anyone outbidding me? Mr. biden with that said you or who it leave bidding and further you comment on me needle ridden...already spoken on. I'm just on still I manage a turned on with all my imagination serving me such...but anyhow that black lady her size despite her being very motherly on her weight...with that face or even that grill...who need a chicken grill...me a chicken forever be you a turkey it aint thanksgiving yet whether I live to or not...I say thanks blacks giving...so what's to further say... thanksgiving her grill in maybe in that concept baby you know I'm all in...sex with her damn right I'm all in me on top me just a top...however I be on. Confusing all in with all on....logic or whatever be that statement choke on my ego....bidding I'm all big on...fuck all on as in...but anyhow she large enough to play big in...further my sex life being my 3rd...what's to say further just ON. I still manage a turned ON what's to say on me getting turned out when I'm turned ON with ON be I about. Somehow...I still manage a shout. I guess with all that said...ok I'm all about. in or out. Regardless.

Coinciding fact is irony ironical irony c all ive never ironed will that be me a fall. Fall , life a numbers game. Number so far 2, so hard me so far still get hard despite all plus adding 2. reality is, few other death close to just about close enough within instances. Me as hard e in pavel the only soft so if originally Sickly P to pasha by means of love ...neither one spin on that hard. What's to further me hard...Game of life number of my birthday nah birthday number fiction despite and all in which life of addiction. Outnumbering who on my life...maybe its just a politics game. Childhood as to neither of us having along with a trump thats two....Who need a third despite lacking first word in sentence my physique forever serve me as the kid...Me sick so far lookin a never , though never say never, Sex physique whoda hunk it be ever. Only thing forever be diamonds...Die mon...Dick stance. what's bidens stance on me being ashamed of being sick but when testosterone combining aligning not allowing shame of having dick anyhow previously smaller spoken on or further small I spoke of...yet hard I stay...soft a connecticut game ... whos church be my loft? I guess that being said what's to further speak of, just jesus. just please us, pleasing me in, please need i beg god to play my cards for me on all in...117 pounds know I'm all thin...aint get my fucking welfare card again so who think further of my win. Begging is all which today turn me soft...I beg for a cigarette irony that promoting ed just me soft. Lungs top of damaged heart, heart of a lion thus only with elephant could I go a soft. elect me a cant, just speak on soft further. Electing me is that to love what my body is to nurture. JFK ...acronym such as just fruity kids was he killed for not being a wasp or maybe the gay man was just. Come hard as me, fuck 2 possibilities, I be forever 2 a done deal, it's possible me done for that as a real. What's to say of loving feeling me feeling you loving is that furthering real? I ain't the size of navy seal. Court case, what i been done no need to appeal ... appeal which fruit do i peak...with jfk done..maybe tom cruise be one that I peak. speak of me as I prefer....him getting old a never just childhood sentiment my physique forever gay sentiment trump which one of us kid? My further in life, gotta be god kidding. Bid on against not sure if on that I'm bidding....The Bet by anton chekhov. Two ideas...just 2....one speak of my vastly arrayed past...and life or death..life as solo with my game all solo what's to say on rockin polo, blow, who doin blowin regardless less than flattering size on top of my weight irony of #2..does that really upgrade me as to weight. Obviously with folks..whether I'm in title of crackhead or not....need upgrading or is there such thing as upgrading me further, my precious jessica...boy she did crack paint addiction as me adding to further. Ok enough said. Hope you doin better than me jessica...what can I otherwise say on or speak of I say I'm on my dick never soft. Ok, just done.

My childhood relative to trump even now ...what is he relative. Irony there of, idiotesque me saving that cat. 8th grade careers class i was sent to work at a pet store, i couldn't stay in due to cat allergy. So I was switched to kindergarten along with janice and memory I sat around i can't think of word to accurately detail but today. on my healthy walk what i saw with those kids. Now irony, further..I need a fucking cigarette. FUcking greedy arab playing as jew...prolly programmed no further word rhyming there in. I can imagine kindergarten in afghanistan.

Monday, June 3, 2024

Trump can I date i mean despite legal issue he be my candidate anyhow....my...what color on my physique without my color....magical, with magic reflect spell in jux sanct i mean magic johnson 6'9 225 my son matt falcon rough 5'9 and oddly i cant remember johnson's school maybe michigan thats initial guess in I tail be tail such soft meaning on such ...hmm ladies who know how hard it is to be a man in this world so classy their approach Donald falcon. DON ALL FALCON....you know donny boy trumpian maybe lady i be humping on....PICTURE TWO WOMEN WITH THOSE CPL LINES RELATED TO MY NIGGAS HOWEVER WHITE.....THEY THINKIN IMMA JUST DIE SOME QUICK WEAK THING....I BE THE SURVIVOR. BUCK GOD GODY BLANK SHOUT GUY BE "dead ass mo". i forgot word i was gonna use and oddly relevant with " i aint gonna lie and tell you a random word". death defying has led hefty a word. what ever the fuck hefty means i can feel language and it felt fitting. language and loving start with same letter you feeling? me just in love with the english. feeling. that loving feeling im feeling the fact you are all loving coincedentally grammarly correct with me passing by corrections office. What my trump man wana say about that loving feeling skipping corrections? which one of us stand corrected. At the moment I'm sitting. So trumpian I all nigga. he win. he most accurately defines his glorified name with 3 letters acronyms as to. And the whole situation of today...What's a little bread if fed by a falcon? Man it be my fucking folk tale with cigarettes being unlimited newports. But you know, I roll hard. Even if i got to fold a card. But i gotta tell my man trump that one genius schizophrenic friend i had him idolizing crime i didnt idolizing myself...when you put a more ACCURATE SPIN ON IT I idolized the guy....his whole life with the kind of parents he had despite which....or not too surprising how he ended up but still MY MAN SOLD CHARISMA AND SHIT I BOUGHT IT WITH NOTHIN BUT HEBREW MONEY. IDOLIZING HIM not myself. i didnt care about what he idolized and whether it was wrong or right. He just fulfilled a loneliness that no other character could fill. Quite the house dog to have every so often as your cheap fucking emotional support dogs. let me tell you I've had one who presented opinion. Maybe in reality, me as being gay it was just my ego only going with an odd one I idolized being enough to keep me rolling. And that's all. As self insulting as it may be. It's just my truth you see :( and my black lady here maybe just my take on things for a minute but seemed to be adopting a more female(i said female rather than feminine cause i didnt want to push my luck on a man like this god people so often speak. as I spoke of...me with a traits of rime related to I....who more godly!) outlook but when that ...that one..gets home from the shelter. boy, will my game be that hard still. a tougher explanation on things. muhammad pakistan MAN PAVEL ..the kite runner...trump in office...defining tossing a brighten image of my brother in arab skin. I know no longer need to run, what's to say of pakistan marc zuckerberg donald trump make zoo diffuse time. Need I further philosophy which could refuse? Existential or something I exist and my nigga look at its potential. just such .... fucking philosophy play into idiotesque me taking that cat home with me wasn't all too grotesque. esque esque Que es my mask. Somehow...I fittingly by grid iron see I never in my life ironed Boy my brain its left overs they were kinda shy on me making the journey of getting my disability back. So U KNOW I HAD TO BE A JOURNEY MAN STOIC. Today through out today, boy on emotion did I difuse. Ghetto my pockets....wasn't ghetto that afforded me my legal dockets. I managed to fuck with that on my own ! 117 pound criminal what's crime come to seen it all? Broadly and so widely written on Madly ridding me of me shitting on. That's that folks...gangster rap is written...BOY WAS IT ON WITH ONE OF MINES. Ok. that's it. done.