Intellect you recognize in me you analyze

 your number aquire yes missy im sire got a flat tire ill fix you admire. <- verse for my 11th floor staff. thank you ladies for your decency, you got way with class on me how could you take a pass! on a sadder note to re-word an eminem verse.. life sickness got me doing some sick eye twitches im withdrawing from lack of sleep so bad my blood itches :-( ... Sickly P talkin'..... INTIMACY MY SIN YOU SEE@ ;-(

On the other hand after a night of no sleep, I was hearing voices(of those not present).

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 lyrically im nasty you muffin call it tasty you bluffin. you bluff and you muff im tough going rough before i did my time behind bars i never thought im in danger or of just if ayeing.  now over a year after im out...freedom has punished me so much as a human being...i only felt i was accepted as human in inpatient psych where i could sit amongst sensible reading my books and "keeping it hebrew". now on right and wrong, dr. sullum i have an important adding yall say knowing difference between...how about ...not being right doesnt make you wrong. the two not tying in together... i guess the color of tie is the difference between huh. TIE not skin. dont make me out to be no racist either thats absurd. humanity wronged me endlessly before I reached the age of philosophical puberty. not much philosophy in defining right for CROOKS and their political campaigns but in refining wrong for the rare case which could only be hurt by politics...oh boy, we're back at ethics. *sigh*. well ethical treatment of rats, true it doesnt happen. yours truly, "rat boy". seriously now, A GAY RETARD GOT PHILOSOPHY NAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMEAN lol *GRIN* i just ate breakfast at 6:15 in the morning after a night with zero sleep ITCHING SCARS ON MYSELF. NOT DRUGS THEMSELVES but the frustration caused by drugs, well that INFUSES philosophy never refuses the rat  i turn sunny yale law into bunny pale paw. your philosophy is stale mines blunt it never fail kevorkian was born day before me.(may 26th) and On November 25, 1998, Kevorkian was charged with second-degree murder and the delivery of a controlled substance 1998 year my life was over. NO IAM NOT SUICIDAL OR HOMOCIDAL. END OF STORY. JUST COINCIDENCES, THEYRE GODS WAY OF STAYING ANONYMOUS. Now on the other hand pacino, i love your talent but with you dont know jack. you turned a philantropist career into a depressing movie. dont know how long i got left, dont want to. but my mind is dying :( if you think you getting to my father by slaughtering me, PFFT YOU GOT ANOTHER ONE COMING...ah forget it, you're for I get it...Sickly P.

Life exceedED all forms of punishment.

 With my profile, its your astonishment. to my people, i do everything comfortably no need to break vows! hope it got to you same for bum or two life time of reading and im still bleeding., WHEN YOURE FORCED TO SEE ALL OF HUMANITY AS ONE DUE TO NOT ONE EVER SIDING WITH YOU IN SENTIMENT.... with ever said...humanity dead. so who  was i damaging? "humanity" damaged pavel geller to where at puberty another personality was born. it was hard to look a man in the eye while sober. I DIDNT STEAL I BECAME EQUAL HOPE ILL FEEL YOUR  QUESTIONABLE SEQUEL. Ptsd , and concentration camp physique... socialiZe?      I WAS HIDING FROM TORTURE CAMP. WHEN YOU ADD SICKNESS  to trauma aight i stay dick with obama at 40 still get erect dick subject your pick.  i aint no killer though. thats for sure. so do what you....might ..hope...argg NOW WHERE WAS I! TO VIEW ME AS CRIMINAL THERES TOO MUCH SUBLIMINAL well you know ... call it morally ethics spin right in. sub-arachnoid region, i guess i should look at what region is responsible for.  obama...biden....osama...fuck it im bidding...on CORRECT .COMA..CAMA.....CHARACTER DEFINES SELF OBAMA.. on the side of..anyhow, a liberal statement namean baruhk........GIVE A CALL GIRL FLOWERS AND LIVE AS AUSTIN POWERS(TO VALENTINA KAREVA) . PLUS PLUS PLUS...my biological mother prolly a junkie, i have endorphin deficiency syndrome and without some endorphin...i..ceased to exist. making people approachable with ultimately appeal played as gloom is just a seal on doom. i mean LOOK AT YOUR PSYCHOLOGY .. i didnt exist ... I DID NOT...without a..."joyous aura". Just do a review of my psych... YOU WILL AGREE. Society was pregnant with me...incoming early birth...i spent life time finding comfort back in. Society held within another words...wording on umbilical cord ultimately i got bored.  i mean without ethic call...in the ways and on amount ive been punished that's like grave for petty larceny. with A family member formatting crime. but ofcourse, whos word you take. :/ WHEN ALL HUMANS ADD UP TO ONE AND YOU MINUS THE SUM BEING THAT YOURE LEFT WITH A SICKLY BUM TO HURT HIM WOULD BE DUMB YOU DEAD IT I SET IT YOURE MAD IF I SAID IT .. ethics rap for you. THE RANGE ROVER YOU STEER RIGHT HOVA IM HERE. your beloved gay bum. EY J, ALL MY TEEFUS DECAY :-(  "morals is reality ethics just congeniality" - Sickly P buying drugs infront of people helping...morally perfect with a man like me. ethics in play, its just view on your morals...morals that have that view...sympathy isnt something you earn at a 9-5 people just get it. i got no sympathy in background. ALL OF IT. and "ethics" legally..morally spoke of hope you dont ethically choke of. i had BAD childhood asthma i know what what it is to suffocate. i learned the word "laryngospasm" in book the perfect storm. don't drown your values a man.....you'll die ...lack of air. the human body doesnt let water in so you just suffocate. MORALS OUR REALITY ETHICS JUST CONGENIALITY. humanity just one...being a freak of nature i suppose...   human didnt suppose a chance id damage yet promote if you oppose my romance just read my side note. ethics of a gay man his plate is full man oh right, im sorry. i didnt know ethics is afforded morals of some sort. ive lived life a bum. whats left of a mind to think its alright i find you blink WITH FANTASY YEH I FANTASIzED ABOUT SHEMALES I CALLED ME THE ZHERMINATOR.  shermalez. on the other hand me talking of gotti...fantasize? far from. just childish romantic views on a "masculine happening" with his death.  theres no such thing as always being right but verbally i bring the light. take the day as it comes zero pay healthless slums

 

I mean shit.. "any wrong ties into my life" and an alien child has to accept that you're wild. ALOT OF PHILOSOPHY THERE. FAR MORE THAN WRITTEN. I CAN COMPOSE A LITTLE. BRAIN STILL GOOD ENOUGH.

 My childhood I was tortured by children ever since first grade. I had nobody show me love not even my mother. She just "disciplined" when I didnt get an A. I had no emotional outlet. now at 15,  i had  a sexually traumatic experience. I knew difference between right and wrong. I just didnt know how any wrong ties into my life. life time of trauma when all opposing comes as wrong.. i was saint. up until trauma. at 21 i even finished a semester of college with good grades but then broke up with gf and i said fuck school. no chance of going back after what happened at 22. At 22, brain bled, .50 percent death of the type of bleeding. I didnt get into heavy drugs till that point. and yeah i'm retarded but boy what momma disciplined me to, learning/school related i was as good as biggest nerd in class.  I lived ghetto my hardships without projects on guard ships. AN >>>retarded...A student... STUDENT HORRIBLY AFRAID OF BEING BEAT UP HAS THE INTELLIGENCE WHERE CRIME INVOLVED MIGHT LEAD HIM BUT IT HAS ZERO INFLUENCE  ON ACTIONS WITHOUT SOCIOPATHY. IT COULD JUST NEVER HAPPEN WITHOUT   QUESTION IN MY LIFE AT TIME BEING. And trauma topping without treatment...all adds up to a "rare uncalculated figure".  >>>>I UNDERSTAND WHY 2 PSYCHOLOGISTS SAID ID PROBABLY GET INSANITY PLEA ...THEY MUST HAVE HAD MY LIFE FIGURED OUT . AND THEY SAID THAT DESPITE FACT MY URINE WAS DIRTY WHEN  I WAS ARRESTED. "maybe my rare past was goin to change the system a little bit, with further analysis towards a rare and complicated positive urine screen" .  I MEAN SHIT DAYS BEFORE CRIME I FOUND OUT I WAS MOLESTED AND HOURS BEFORE IT HAPPENED I STARTED TO HEAR A VOICE REPEATED WORD "GAY". so yeh im retarded, but with school shit i could have gotten a literature phd easy...all in all "House" must have been talking to me when he said "with your concentration camp physique I beg to differ". With mines... I differed, I had no place as even a beggar. and the sexual trauma was done to you by the ONE AND ONLY childhood friend. Had noone after. He even played the song "Careless whisper" for me ... Guilty feet have got no rhythm...With zero emotional outlet LITERALLY zero from day one looking like me and all...no thesis needed, i mean you look it and obviously see my story as fact... in the cpl of paragraphs done writing here..YOU HAVE TO BE SATAN TO PUNISH A MAN LIKE ME...FUCK .. you know what IM GOING TO SWALLOW TO MY PRIDE...IM A BOY TODAY ...NOT A MAN. 40 YEARS OLD. Mr ... Biden ... Mr Obama.. Mistuh trizump. Make it look soft ghetto being object says suffering your hardknock subject

Man...  I dont even know whos name to include in this post. Fortunately my brother is real light hearted about my fuck ups ... he just calls me a "Realist". he says he respects that. heh FEELING GLAD ABOUT SOMEONES MISFORTUNE THATS LIKE BEING ON WELFARE CLAIMING A FORTUNE....Odd I was getting disability pay because of a misfortune. *sigh* as far as higher IQ you see I do.

My memory is fading and im starting to react based solely on emotion.

 My memory is fading and im starting to react based solely on emotion. hard times man what can i TEACH  YA HARD times. ladies, nuff saID NAMEAN oh yeah..and when youre absurdly emotionally isolated and two combine, what you figure to be MY ANSWER TO DARK ACTS STRONGER THAN EMOTION which is why ill go to hospital wednesday or thursday ok

right and wrong

 first of iam NOT GOING TO HURT ANYONE. sidenote of behold they say if u didnt know difference between right and wrong that escapes prison into psych. difference. ok. How about not having space for any right.and having been wronged all your life. 2 psychologists who figured id get in psych if i took it. despite positive urines. they must have the beautiful biography government took down before my crime a while back and now what is left of me, to bother for anything shy of murder is ....how? ABSURD iam also not going to hurt myself governor how about the man who was wronged from sa far back as one can remember before reaching maturity . and at maturity suffering trauma at. so you step right? or you dont know the difference between the two.

Forget it, you're for I get it.

 Hova talkin like he a major leaguer better lay low before i disfigure that figure. 10:10 am 12/5 im always right and its not cause im better than or cause i know more ITS BECAUSE WHEN IM WRONG I DONT OPEN MY FUCKING MOUTH. I embrace damaged my spine can never replace love so i'll dine. I control emotion like waves the ocean. waves like control emotion prefers ocean I pray for no such waves that would drop my ship. *grin*

So..where do you stand M zuckerberg?  oh yeah, this just ..vicious vers or something. i turn crack into one man social habit  hope no wolf for the rabbit.

IM SYMPATHETIC SIMPLE STATIC.

 PUSSY I pluck em goufy i fuck em doufy i duck em the game i lock em stuck in deep thought my verses they float my sweater in coat you lamb im the goat my geared heart never towards another if lady fear playing her part thats aight call me father my page never a blank my rage always as tank boat is caged never sank ya skirt is gauged always spank ME INSULTED WHY NEVER RESULT MY ENDEAVOUR INTELLIGENCE QUOTIENT  sufficient IVE SPOKEN efficient LOVES TOKEN EFFICIENT YOUR INTELFACTUAL broken  THEY DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DIAGNOSE ME AS HOPE THEY DONT POSE ME AS AT PEACE WRITE PROSE ME AS!  yeah, other kids basically bullied me into retardation .and the social issues lookin like me. ive lived the "hardknock life", softly stated. mr zuckerberg you read an autists gloom ;-(. i shit u not kids basically bullied me to where i equated to an autistic boy socialising with others.  i grew a pretty big head over the years...nah i was born with one! shame on you(whoever) AGAIN sending me narcissist emails! IM ONE FOR THE PEOPLE IN NEED OF NIPPLE files forensic while for en sick IM A CLASSY PERSON PASSIVE WHEN NURSING THIS A HELLISH HEAVEN LIKE STARBUCKS TURNED SEVEN ELEVEN

YOU ALREADY KNOW. WHAT ELSE CAN I TELL YA!

OPTIMIST ME ->  i dont need to prove im saint i rather see you paint and make out what i appear in art its fair you start! PESSIMIST ME -> WITH YA SALARY YOU AFFORD A BRUSH WATCHA GONNA DO TURN ART INTO MUSH. I DONT NEED TO BE A HOLLYWOOD TOY SO IM SAYIN WILL HOLLY EMPLOY? they talkin bout rings and things im sayin lets just fuck i aint got no blings my record suspicious nah reckon its vicious in place your attention i try rid of all the tension  I MARVEL EM TITS EAT CARAMEL BRITS CAPTURE ALL CAPTIVE BARS IS ALL RAP CHIEF new york common wealth your heroic bum in stealth  TO DENY YOURSELF LOVE IN ITS PUREST FORM IS TO COMPLY WITH THE INCOMING STORM AND THIS ENDS TALE...MY EXPECTATION SEX ON STATION. youd think these lazies help getting my disability back. i do nothing and know nothing but text.  aside my nice rap. nasty on the mic. jewish riding hood keep me up in text after all text is all i have!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! on the other hand -> i render all useless i tend to her braless dont know how long ill survive its wrong if live IF ITS SEX WITH ME IM SATISFYING IF ITS SEX WITH YOU IM GRATIFYING. "A testosterone mind" adulthood of Pavel Geller. when you in worries of madness sorry's got sadness AH SHIT MY MAN WORTH MORE THAN 60 BILLION.. im changing my last name to zuckerfan and getting a shoulder tattoo of that hebrew face!!!! im chalkin notorious too big for the pen through his years vicarious he a god im just man