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verse for u barack

 sayin Obama was a mistake is like fishing with osama at the lake never beat me yous a fake illest verses u know my take ;-) Obama got that ...

Mother said I'm a romantic. my style result from years of aimless reading im aimful feeding. autist!

https://www.blogger.com/blog/post/edit/5074896454593679223/1684892603714142096 <- "right who? wrong where?"



My name is paul and I'm an addict.


those who suffered from day one without solution much like me life lived without a cushion. romance known as my existance has been dedicated to you. Jigga man is black and gay always a white man? You sure are. What you think hypnosis going to get a racist remark out of me? doubt it regardless of what kind of brain damage i'm left with. as far as zuckerberg sacrificing some arab retard's life whatever I'll kill him without hypnosis. Fucking faggot go that far for a few dollars. Atleast you earned yours, marc. This guy, we'll see. Depends if their knife placement will be. What's left of my brain never did the idea of muhammad doing this for family or anyone other than himself come to me. Good lord that kind of misanthropy is damage do ego. Misanthropy just seems like the correct word. Dont remember exact meaning. Opposite of Phila. Phila was my dog at 21. Phila nthrow P. Phila start with P too.

Friday, November 10, 2023

lay these ima do it with my ladies.

 EVERYTHING ALRIGHT WITH THE DIME PREFERENCE DESPITE TIME REFERENCE. nuff said! the emblem of truth assemble my crew whats emblem mean dont know. just years of crazy reading snitch nigga talkin rage while i verse on this page im hitting up jlo with the orgasmin low blow money i wire some mexicans hire some ive grown tiresome foodstamps aquire some :( welfare hardships of new york city disabled! i keep it street stay upbeat carrying heat im elite

Wednesday, November 8, 2023

nigga talkin some illuminati shit

 now no >>MAN<< by definition of man would ever want anything done to me. now me smokin crack? what my son smokin, he smokin nothin but COCK. i might have hit low but hes less than. talkin trunk i dont give a fuck who u are "ordering my hit" your faggot ass will drown in jizz as consequence i aint sweatin it. im fucked regardless so my death, no big deal. you drowning in a pool of jizz... TAKE A FUCKING LOOK AT YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR BEFORE U EVER HAVE SOMEONE OPEN THEIR MOUTH FOR U AGAIN U BITCH  on that note, here's some articulation. HARD TIMES I MUST SAY HARD TIMES THE LEAST TO SAY HEH. BONK DONK HUNKY HUNK i need 3 W's in my life. WWW. walk write wisdom. fuck wep content i rap contrast. as time exceeds my rhyme succeeds im up on the scaffold u know the drum rolled im in imminent danger from an eminent stranger

you aint bigger than me its jigga and me

 when doing good leads you to a place of despair that puts mood in your hair fuck those rookies with their insanity plea 'law'. never know it simply show it money i doe it these girls hoe it. stay in prime time shape verses i vape bars at my tape wear scrooges cape JUST CAUSE A MAN AINT FIVE STAR DONT MAKE HIM SINISTER more philosophy on law huh. when you dont want money even if to get high when its refused just to get by  "never aspired to be another youre inspired cause im your father." - msg to todays law students i dont recall a single moment in my life where i thought "itd be cool to be him" .. never had a dream about thought of or lived as anything but me. that's all folks. this post is what i thought of on my hour long walk today :-* i compose a book in rap you cook im cap. i read and give I write TO live. writing  a passion held on to a not so discreet manner anymore so classic literature writers i got ya beat with my verses. THEY CLASSIC when expressing leaves one inspired supressing is retired so facebook guy they gona let me live or whats good. i wrote on good (in my case) first line in this rambling of a post. you need animals like me so you can point your fuckin fingers and say HE WALKS ON TWO. im not doo im not darkwing. I'm scooby scrooge. so i live in shelter instead of a zoo....your retarded genius but when you heard of a savant that do philosophy on rap. chatant. mr zuckerberg they say swallow your pride man only thing im too proud to do is swallow. I SPIT VERSES :) in rap you gotta prophesize yourself like me im emphasize myself i want respect not fame cause i suspect its lame theres your rap in classic lit heh i want intimacy more than drugs u be bunny i be your bugs intimate sin and state win why wait drink gin at gate i pin on plate i grin you rate me as king never late im bullet you shook my son rockin a mullet mustve mistook..who illest

Monday, November 6, 2023

philosophical question

 who are more prone to relationship fuck ups. women sexually satisfied or those not satisfied. i figure those satisfied because then they adopt that "got it like that" persona and theyre more likely to put themselves in a place where they'll be open to testing the market. sigh why cant i sleep is it geniuse fuckin me GOD WILLING IM DRILLING HOLES PUSSIES KNOW THEY ROLES . i think someone who knows him was makin fun of pacino callin me Parcissus im the narcissism antonym infact but why am i so obsessed with this insult of pavel? it's..sigh. well ok iles made up terms "tolstoian pity" and "kafkaesque dread" well alright i create Chekhovian despair. terms after writers leonid tolstoy franz kafka and ...id like to see his photo...anton chekhov. but really an author of a story like "The Bet"...if gay is he top or bottom "passively certain class if in curtain." - Sickly P. really sums up my life today...u know. "oh veil" i should wear a veil with my inverted cheeks on big head thank god aint no little kid schools around here cops would shoot me by now shower shelter the two 's with no ass. there's some bumisma wit for you. in america youre only allowed massive attention if you're hollywood. but come on now, that's gay. if you straight you gotta BUM IT UP. it's how theyve...formed it huh. i dont care in hollywood u get killed for being a drug user as a bum you're free to roam the streets. GOT YA BEAT friends star, belushi, gandolfini etc blahblah for a $100 ill turn ur kids away from drugs, Im nice with words ill explain to them UPPER TIER BUM LIFE IN AMERICA. theyll never touch a joint. fuck gentle giant im tiny gentle high and eatin rental rye and never lie and keep it a hundred right up till bye and. in sand im drowning right up to trend im towing. "Tow" hollywood these niggas a fraud they never get my applaud except pacino laughing at Sickly P. towards whatever goddess looks holly now. compliments i nail to wood supplement they good. u get compliments not cause u look good i aint shallow not cuz ur famous attention would turn me out but cause you got a pussy sweetheart THERE IS MY COMPLIMENT FOR THE DAY

the amount of information my subconcious has trapped. ridicolous

 after this amount of damage. genius is a lil shy of ... i been to both (plus rykers/prison im nyc institution) theres a place called forensic loonies and theres a place called state psych one is after smoking doobies and the other one is nike. its financial position ...ah i wasnt in in. but anyway that was a serious tone undermined by snoopy dog bone. someone turned to decent even if it wasnt recent someone burned in recent although wisely decent i didnt need money to be rich like playboy bunny needn't be bitch annihilate assimilate dying late but early my fate i dont know what to do come up to a doc and be like ive been in all those loonie bins im a genius etc etc and what , trust their "medical opinion". i should be able to tell em whats next im a hell of a writer getting called a genius is castration i dont see a man with a mind ..i mean really how do u talk to the average joe and where do u find a heterosexual genius WHOS SOCIAL i mean + sober. i mean u combo on my flow in text so your rambo . phew so what these ppl gona do put me in a ghetto nursing home. i think i wouldnt make it in a white one. life is trouble enough without cause present i rubble with applause no resent. resent didnt sound right, close enough. i think african american nurses better cause them white gals they missing the dick so bad they think they correcting themselves with playing that same actress role daily , "the worn out house wife". AN ARAB AND A RUSSIAN U PUSHIN IM SQUASHING the brain is an interesting console pain in my role just saw a cat outside the EXACT orange color that cat whom i adopted from three-quarter house backyard at 27 years old some are well aware even without you in their hair you get attached to people who are not there you get detached its not fair. what can i say maybe  cali would have been better off with a blonde wig on shoulder lentgh there well aware thing is towards the person who said crackhead walkin by and my cali questioners HHEh diff way to view it. *grin* MY ABILITY TO DEFORM SOCIETY IN THE CLEVEREST WRITING ...that's just, phew. so thats yestrday talk lets get serious now a newport IS TODAY! medal put in pedal duelin whats the slow break on the american made image might fade but for my country never too late to restore sanityful after winning on left duel YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE SOLELY BY WITH AND IN TEXT AND YOU TELL ME A HATEFUL REMARK IN TEXT WONT COME FROM U one time. THATS IF CULTURAL TRANSLATION DONT CUT IT VYSOTSKY INTO RUSSIAN PAC THERES YOUR ILLUMINATI ...sorry heh ive grown a pretty big head over the years but me in company of genius boy i rather sit around wheel chaired bbwed in pampers who give me a dollar a day for lucies maybe i be afforded few hours bed rest i wander the streets of new york thunderin beats with no pork

98 funny after confide

 gunny with ride. i havent slept in a week maybe cause i wept and im sick - sickly P. eyo my man zuckerberg maybe its cause i got a small dick that i turned sick hah i write romance for the sake of display you know my big head
will convey "my wrists know they cuff em get the jist know i stuff em marijuana i puff em these haters i snuff em" a white boy showin his take on 2pac right there namean I aint got no look alikes Im looking nikes and booking bikes. im getting in the mood setting all is good  evils got heart too im in grief at start too  mr. pacino whats really good as far as dont bother cleaning my feces my kevorkianesque rap joint aight well ima go jerk off feces with a salty taste callin missy waltzy waste. i heard jizz is salty namean i died sadly all alone with a keyboard instead of phone.

Saturday, November 4, 2023

who needs a break...life's a break (left is cake)....FEELUHSOFEE!

 rap of the day. but does logic interfere with god? come to think of it, does right/wrong? your philosopher, Sickly P. the man whos smart enough to say but what about a man whos wise enough to listen more Sickly Philosophy -- 11/5 7pm...I hope they let me sleep tonight. my mind is FUCKED ... morning of 11/6/23 -> in a romantic view..from a childs eyes...an adults soul. i mean. when you look at our existence as a whole . with judaism being the founding spot. with x-tian folks following. when have you heard of the bad guy existing BEFORE the good? nope. its always the good guy. evil comes to conquer.. if you are one of the believers of judaism coming first and slaying jesus...IF THERE IS A GOD, IF UR NOT AN ATHEIST. why would this god put down an evil which is never to be defeated? NOW i believe in lord jesus and im very spiritual but jewish people have a tendency to keep to themselves. you CAN NOT interpet that as evil. My ... "uncle weiss" is solid proof of CHARACTER IN A MAN. *sigh*. I guess it's just a philosophical outlook coming from me. as i said though VOCALLY.... a child is always right. one has innocence bringing about light. you can't agree with that one man forget it.. i dont know where your ghetto is. Dostoevsky wrote a whole book in "The Idiot" about the innocent prince myshkin. an adult kid. the 40 year old virgin, they should make a comical parody film called The Imbecile Virgin. A man only having one moment of intimacy in his life and that being kissing a woman just because she brought upon feelings of sympathy in him. If that doesn't draw saint you need better paint. if there is a god, we're essentially good. one extra O for onset. the onset of Parcissus. Yours truly. Lol this post is titled...Feeluhsofee. nigga you dont know jack but you do know pavel geller. That loving feeling. :) oh yeah...you fucking faggots are like teenagers in their colored hair odd clothing type calling upon satan...get real now come on. fucking faggots live in their teenager fairy tales. a jewish man always dresses in class sad enough despair pauly confess. 

Friday, November 3, 2023

a brilliant verse for david weiss and brighton beach rabbi.

 detailing jewish success in one verse . "the synagogue starts with sin it ends with gauge to win." - Pavel Geller. donations are welcome im a bum :( got the brass knuckle i chuckle they channel fuck mickey mantle got my own pair of balls they for rental. skip joint bids for your kids plastic niggas know im talkin grids in the name of good deeds philosopher takin the leads 11/04 7:27 i cant get into a book with no sleep the crook make you weep my verses is steep the purses i peep ida stole em but his phone would beep over their head i will leap  i will keep your heartful ways close they just that deep. im coming at ya comatose i stand on toes enjoy my flows seat ya at front rows never say nos ive gotten high now im at lows my niggas is my bros king of rap me they chose namean on comas  hable con ella. great independent movie. pedro almodovar is brilliant. when two men become friends a retarded nurse and a guy whos bull fightin gf ends up in a coma. nurse develops feelings for another girl in a coma. they become close friends. at end the nurse rapes the coma-woman he been takin care of she has kids by him. he ends up in prison. THE END WAS OBVIOUS THE GUY WITH BULLFIGHTIN GF VISITS HIM IN PRISON AND KISSES HIM. WADDAYA KNOW A HOMO TAKIN ADVANTAGE OF AN IDIOT. and so the nurse guy kills himself 8:13 11/04 MY MOVIE OFFER NO REBATE IT GOT DISTINCTION EVEN IF YOU HATE :-) i smoke mary jane i marry pain

for lawshawn HEMINGWAY (sun also rises is a book by ernest hemingway, nothin special tho) ON THE ROAD BY JACK KEROUAC BELIEVE ME THATS BEST

 the sun also rises i know where the lies is my clinical demiSe is spoilin my highs is u know that i tries is death i defies is bread on ryes is evil im versus im done with the verse is im in a minority group driving seniority coupe on the road is greatest novel and >>"THE BET" by anton chekhov greatest story period. short long dont matter. its, phew i dont know how to mop but i know how to rap!! im the mad hatter broadway play go getter so they say i wet her so she say i met her back in may in the studio SLAY KAY!! im savant in verses im gruntin curses puntin purses you aint none soft as nurses short on money its grief my black people ill live!! from oj to bart i keep it simpson from start namean i rhyme in french on my lyrical bench god aint grant me gift of knowin how to mop though my niggas know im on top pavel my e is soft like in veil i aint sell turnin pale the drink goin stale the coke snort a rail my niggas i hail ON THE MIC IM FIRIN OFF GO THE SIREN SHORTY ADMIRIN IM JUST INQUIRIN i read and wrote for years on end without showering or moppin doing nothing but read and write you could call it chatting but i was just putting my life on creatively worded display. a life so lacking humanity yet i worded it so tactfully my fellow chatters were in love. i dont know how to mop but i know how to rap!!!!!!!!!!!!! my son lebron lay it damn in lane outscore jordan damn insane what chatter u know  with those kind of verses i aint worth a dolla am i worth your holla CHANCES ARE RAP IS MOSTLY HOLLYWOOD AND GUY YOU KNOW AS EMINEM THE PHYSICAL PERSON JUST AN ACTOR. GUY WHO WRITE HIS RAP PROLLY AINT LOOKIN TO FIT THE SCREEN. AND YOU'D THINK MY HEAD TOO BIG FOR THE SCREEN BUT OTHERWISE WHERE THEY GONA GET A DUDE LOOKIN FREAKY LIKE ME TO ACCOMPANY MY RHYMES. IM ILL. NAMEAN my head too big for the screen mad with my spleen my son in the hat talkin funny best know my gat goin gunny HEY BROTHER BILL GATES I DONT KNOW HOW TO CODE BUT I KNOW HOW TO CHAT SO HOWS ABOUT A LIL AIDIN PAVEL ;-)

Thursday, November 2, 2023

simple

all he did is play with sheetrock over the years where you hear em book that without company just WIT FOR U HUMBLE JOE! they belittle i fiddle solving the riddle without the Middle. M for my sickly mother poor woman ever said your pauly been child well its insulting enough i aint insulted im tough the day i wear a mask life will have a task. well pronounced there. PiTy(pronounced in text yearly. pity a acronym! councidence are gods way of staying anonymous life been nothing but text for so many years west 23rd pj's texted ) couldve i did i wouldve i read i know how to read i know how to write and recently i learned "can i get a bogie" and with the third one learned my needs for time are met if object of my affection know what i about objection of my erection no doubt there is a one line rap joint of the philosophy of man at puberty THE HARD TIMES OF A NEW YORKER BARD RHYMES I POKE HER reminds to self i cant remember the self i almost dismember switchin views to 2! PHEW LOUIE ppl in the library knew who i was mind you i guess they respected my hypergraphic hyperlexic savant at chatting ways but i do nothing because i babble OR IS IT that i babble because i do nothing. this addiction shit is just laid back a few hours once in a blue shit is a joke i had one of my moms friends sat across from me with a skirt and no panties on smiling i was in bad withdrawal. i guess a woman whos had her choice with men knows the kind of dick  she can get when a man is angry but i passed on that. i passed on an attractive wife mother brought me from russia only for one the man with a pussy. for a russian man to say im gay in sincerity. thats suicide i couldnt even "get into it" tonight. hard to get into it with yourself when people got into you having it. library folk good lord women outside age of taste with my toothless paste i mean REALLY KNOW who reads as a life style outside of GEEZER WOMEN! but lets also be serious at this age if u cant get into it romantically with a person you worship thats ugly man. inside youre ugly, ugly like me :-( woman by me just said pasta well pasta paste pass you waste yikes i hope this posts philosophy affords me some sleep after 7 years been a hot minute fuck driving automatic im a walking stick the white house on my dick i write in  bic philosophers take your pick