further philosophy on attraction from your 'Tardenius".

 before I said men are amused when attracted and women are attracted when amused. now i say it is odd because men will laugh after sex testosterone only feels once the ultimate feeling is gone. and women will laugh before sex. estrogen is comfortable with the idea of "friend"..hormonal involvement but is friend really a passive word? Well how far in, what it's about and every so often where it resides. I'm as retarded as you are bright it sounds fun no need for fight. MY MOTHER AINT THE MAN ONLY BECAUSE SHE AINT A MAN. only reason.  i been wrong i aint evil rap this verse just so you see all. Pain in suffering enhances joy Suffering in pain could turn you toy. I don't think a philosopher could ever be happy it aint in the profession. as I said though professions dead ass "BRO" I dont know how to mop but I know how to rap. 6 consecutive years of sitting in a small room alone reading/writing with no socialising at all except necessary appointment I had one fag hag talk about "he likes to cry alone" man if I was about crying I'd be on oprah long time ago. maybe belated wonders you listen he thunders. I got the hall of esoterics induction no shame in glory of seduction.  mr zuckerberg honey one for you okay just know when my day comes SONNY bOY Ill have eternity in space come my time and place. as far as down playing my WELL ORCHESTRATED "HEROics"  if you write shit i didnt say or etc. you playing on my sickness to further harm me you are a real winner. matt falcon tell my sons what I'm about. i dont tell the truth because i never lie stuck feeling the blues I death defy. premature babies mature late their state is my fate. THERE IS REALIST RAP LINE FOR YOU. I TELL YOU "FELLAS" I GAVE MY LIFE TO BE STRAIGHT WITH INCONVENIENCES IN BETWEEN HOW IS THAT FOR BAD GUY. now all is post-op ailed-play aint shit but as dr. dre said "The Aftermath". motherfuckas dont know what a hard life is then they bout to find out what the sharp knife is. as far as lady next to me in library jeez where they find these...foxes is it with an f? who knows

maybe i got paranoid schizophrenia

 within the last year i started taking antipsychotics and these nutty ideas stopped rupturing the rampant madness of my morbid mindset. if the UN saw my first grade yearbook photo me next to the teacher top of gym in communist soviet union man i'd be a world legend. my pops prolly threw it out tho its ok his well being is more important to me than my legacy ATLEAST WHEN I CAN THINK CLEARLY NOT IN PSYCHOSIS THAT WENT ON FOR MANY LONG YEARS. I SHIT U NOT. THE MINDSET OF PERSISTENTLY PLAYFUL PARCISSUS. 3 P'S MISSING 4TH FOR PUSSY. i dont know if i was born gay or straight maybe gay cause of a troubled childhood doing good in school and always being bullied by fellow males. so my sex with women could have just been the need for their support. and theres a reason support and satisfied start with the same letter. Sex as well can come as first and result from second. 3 P's 3 S's. PS.child like me belonged in special ed but mentality otherwise noted. The Hardships of young pauly. or maybe cursed with a concious. not sure what my biography will be entitled to. i need a nigerian psychologist. these white faggots dont cut it

almost had a bus kill me

 i stand and i paint if i sit shall he reign. guts across the belly i unveil machiavelli. what  more  needs catastrophenor say of the morning. enjoy tuesday now black and proud i stack foodstamps loud i aint short im morbidly thin and my whole character foreplay iam not Napoleon. I am Panoleon Panobarte. CIAntics with their antics i'm a god send if play in my band if read ayn rand if its all been planned stiff. Precursor or somesing fuck  they on!! man this fucking type of flying bug landed between my right hand index finger and middle one now I cant stop itching my hand. its eating me up!!!!!!!!! the government fucking around with me cause I went on a theft spree stealing coffee from chain pharmacies for 2-3 weeks straight. why me mr zuck bergstein why must i suffer for humanitys sins im not the lord!! first half of my life ALL OF IT psychologically second half physically BELIEVE ME I AINT SHITTING YOU. APPARENTLY MR TRUMP AGREED. LEFTIST OR NOT@!!!!! :-( THat wAS wed sept 20 2023. oh yeah im above whore houses runnin chore blouses

i speak the troof.

 i dont need sex i need text i dont pay tax who got next. I DONT DO JOB WITH BLOW PRIOR THE HEART THROB BABY ON FIRE. I aint sexy I'm texty. they destroying my mind thats aight  baby im on the grind freak like me is hard to find think i aint freaky must be blind my verses bluntly bind. oh yeah i get fucked with hardcore someone hacked my phone and fucked with it. a fan maybe but likely father. I already gave # of dealer and what they call him to people who work ON THE BOOKS and told them if anything happens to me he knows. fuck you faggots there should be a law called "Victim Edit" where closest person/people of the person killed have the right for a substantial decrease in sentence of killer in return for information that leads to serious relevant information that leads to people at top of crime being arrested.

no need to argumentative with the representative.

 Pickle over tomato dick L just say so. Age within bracket of reason you know I pack it this season. you can expect wild adventures in my sinful ventures. im verbally violent voloptously silent. I keep my credentials on the street essential with hot beat. nasty on the mic namean. I can hit it I can eat it I cant treat it but I can spit it. LIFE ABOUT BRINGING JOY I SAUCE IT UP CALL ME MR SOY. IM SHYLY UNDISPUTED FORTUNE IS SELF MUTED !! ambiguity of the matter is if serendipity gets any wetter. they say stress with blink naughty with wink you know im hollarin pink.

 A GAY MAN WHO SINGS IS ALLOWED FAME AND ATTENTION IN RUSSIA CAUSE HE WAS BORN IN PRISON UD THINK CAUSE I KNOW HOW TO RAP ID BE ALLOWED STRAIGHT CAUSE IM A FREAK OF NATURE WHO NASTY ON THE MIC. im a queer heh

schizophrenic conversations that...

 you can never guess a mans bed taste by his weight class. That's where new york is mistaken. it aint just me. this huge arabic dude missing teeth evidently likes men. berserk. away to conversations now. if i wasnt running short on time id become tyra bloomberg of nyc. that'd be quiet the comedy and if you could look at it as anything but....then I ..pity. Misfortune. The miracle . I spoke in a loud voice came to me out of where and this attractive lady prolly about 20 walked by. I wasn't referencing to medical incidents or talkin to her RATHER i thought of it was an insecure teenager way. Guess some ladies just got it.

niggas wana turn seinfeld into top gun or somethin with me playin

 I am TopFeld. anyhow. You 20 at wig while Im 40 at big. forgot my phone home im at library FUCK marcy marc donate to my broadway play PWEEEEZ NOW...THE WORDS I RUMBLE ASSEMBLE THE HUMBLE IM A HINDU NAMEAN I SPEAK THE TRUTH EVERY TIME I TYPE INTO BLOG.IM BELOW HUMAN NEEDS THOUGH ABOVE HUMAN GREEDS IM A PHILOSOPHICAL EINSTEIN LETS HAVE A GLASS  WINE AND DINE. FIVE CARD I DONE BID IT ON THE MIC LETS JUST SAY I DONE DID IT IN PHYSIQUE A WISE BOY PLEASING TO THE RIGHT TOY. "When a good deed survives lower image line up survives the line of scrimmage" - The saintly Parcissus. i think these faggots got me sick with a dirty needle duno for sure  but probably. fucking pussies lol k have a pleasent say FAWKZ bye

"mother called me funky and the friends said im a junkie" - say who

in the pants i stay packin g bread i stay racking. horse play the anorexic remorse say the dyslexic. A ON THE LIST NUMBER ONE GET THE JIST YOUR RECORDS I DISSED NEVER ONE TO GET PISSED  i hate the fact that its mighty late rate the fact you lightly intimidate. IM YOUR RUSSIAN PUPPY EATIN BLUSHIN SLOPPY  i taint the paint im a saint in pain. i round about behind the curtain drown about im certain. FUCK OJ IM BART TIMES IS HARD SAYS YOUR LYRICAL BARD  HOLLA FABOLOUS NAMEAN i rap time running on clock jessica clap even though she got cock. my heart in the country but new york built hope it aint to quilt me . grindy on grind brandy on brian, LUST IM LACKIN AND LOOKIN CRUST IS CAKE AND IM COOKIN. i respect labor day shorty i save her day. i take the fall aint no wig im just that small aint no big. MORNING SEDUCE ME  INFUSE ME USE ME AND REFUSE ME. FUCK THE NURSE DICK SO BIG I WAS FUCKIN AT BIRTH. GOT U FEELIN SHOOK WE AT THE SHACK YA POINT SO MOOT I BLAST THE MAC CARS I STAY FORD ME LAMBO PLZ AFFORD ME  namean lol SAFELY I BET EM CROOKED I SET EM PUSSIES I PET EM 16 BARS KNOW I JET EM I ASPIRE N DEFEAT THE DEVIL U JUST PERSPIRE U AINT ON MY LEVEL.BROTHERS got families to feed just incase you bleed my verses youll need without sayin i do good deed in rap game im takin the lead.

r.i.p shaindy eckstein may you rest in peace up there hun. 04-14-84 I THink you were born dont remember DOD.

 

I PUT MY BEST FOOT FORWARD AND THE REST ARE BACK. well sunshine o mine im a saint amongst swine.

im one with comfort of masses i aced life fuck yale classes. its fun to frown cant look too far down! obama u do better in school than me ..PFFT

I UNDERSTAND THE SITUATION FUCK THE CIRCUMSTANCES I FREE THE NATION, NAMEAN

MY RHYMES GET DEEPER MARKET GET STEEPER DIVE INTO DEEPER THE GODDESS GET PEEPER

"QWERTY IM   QUEER FLIRTY NO FEAR." - Parcissus hi beyonce  cutie with a bootie i hope all is well in your life my peanut gal! u r very attractive on serious note though! TO MY GALS OF THE PAST IM THE MORAL OF THE STORY I DONT MIND SAYING SORRY DOES IMPOSSIBLE AID OR NEGATE THO NAMEANIES I FROLIC THIS WIT SYSTOLIC IN HEAT.

this post is for my man fabolous he was kind enough to visit me in rikers island ty fab :))))))))) but anyhow fab cmon now u know who todays illest ehehe

balls is burning niggas hatin it looks like namean

 I HATE THE FACT THAT ITS LATE AND RATE THE FACT YOU INTIMIDATE AT ZERO PFFT MY BALLS BURNIN11111111111111111111!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT HURTS WAAAAAAAAAAA ;O(  JESSICA AINT NEAR BUT THE OBJECT OF MY AFFECTION I PERSEVERE IN YA FUCKING ELECTION  I PUT THEM  PUSSIES ON ALL FOURS FUCK THRU EM LIKE THEY DOORS I SANK HER LEAVE YA STITCHIN I BE THE BANK SON STAY BITCHIN THAT ASS THAT I SPANK FAST BALLS IM PITCHIN  ....well now "I captivate the mind one like mine is hard to find" - Parcissus with these court pleas ya know im tryin aint lying into ya business aint prying fact is a genius is dying

how many men

 offered me life for a blowjob. quite frankly I wouldn't be too intimidated if I knew offer didn't result from a  pedophile video of me at 15 they saw. It's fun to frown can't look too far down. It ain't jewish or christian / black or white either. Because chances are I was born a jew though I believe in lord jesus. And I've had as ghetto a life  as new york has seen to this day. I uphold black interests, ie: basketball/rap. On the other hand enjoy reading/writing. However white that may be. So what now, I just got back from 5-6 mile walk trying to keep the heart savvy. Feline don't be such a child and make it gay/straight either. Gay straight is spite hate. There's verse of the day for you. Well mr, zuckerberg it'a a shame these library computers don't enhance IRC and I'm thirsty so bye. oh yeah IF ITS FREE I AINT DYING CLIMB A TREE KNOW I'M TRYING DESPITE CREDENTIALS I'M LEFT CRYING MY STEWIE HEAD AMERICA PRYING K