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verse for u barack

 sayin Obama was a mistake is like fishing with osama at the lake never beat me yous a fake illest verses u know my take ;-) Obama got that ...

Mother said I'm a romantic. my style result from years of aimless reading im aimful feeding. autist!

https://www.blogger.com/blog/post/edit/5074896454593679223/1684892603714142096 <- "right who? wrong where?"



My name is paul and I'm an addict.


those who suffered from day one without solution much like me life lived without a cushion. romance known as my existance has been dedicated to you. Jigga man is black and gay always a white man? You sure are. What you think hypnosis going to get a racist remark out of me? doubt it regardless of what kind of brain damage i'm left with. as far as zuckerberg sacrificing some arab retard's life whatever I'll kill him without hypnosis. Fucking faggot go that far for a few dollars. Atleast you earned yours, marc. This guy, we'll see. Depends if their knife placement will be. What's left of my brain never did the idea of muhammad doing this for family or anyone other than himself come to me. Good lord that kind of misanthropy is damage do ego. Misanthropy just seems like the correct word. Dont remember exact meaning. Opposite of Phila. Phila was my dog at 21. Phila nthrow P. Phila start with P too.

Saturday, February 4, 2023

"designing courage"

pow pow pow oof big man....honeys abort breast milk in quart looks like i scored to the game my word grabbin electrical cord fuck suicide im just bored hehe mr zuckerstein shame on u i KNEW U WAS A GOOD 'OL BOY!! ive been addicted to the dying into their business aint prying aftermath i aint lying im alive yet death defying i aint succeed this so called trying if u sellin i aint buyin hehe ...! quirks gone queer callin dork dear sunshine have no fear my savvynesz makes it clear. theres ur yale law for u in rap verse

Thursday, February 2, 2023

umm yyep

for a man to suffer is for a man to know he wont look any tougher even on death row ..i just try to imagine myself in their position and see if i do the same thats how i "see" character its great havin nothin to be proud of then i aint a man of pride i aint too shallow to swallow lol

Scarface was released 1983 year I was born

kevorkian died at 83 AND WAS BORN MAY 26TH I WAS BORN MAY 27. top of which overdoses comas seizures gettin nailed by a car so hard my fuckin bike cracked in half left side of my head bone still sits out like half an inch ive only fucked around with two guys NEITHER WAS FOR MONEY ive never done anythin sexual for money cause mixing sex with money takes away character. sentimental value im sellin ya. live laughly in laughter the truth i now cater i sign over 15 percent of life savings to the most disgusting special ed crackhead u can find in nyc thats a natural born philosopher You dont know jack, pacino...but you sure know pavel. :) my new full name is Parcissus Scarorkian by nature a circus in stature you work us mr alfredo

my brother is a philosoholic!

new word coined ...damn i checked google word was already thought of, i thought i was the originator ;/

Wednesday, February 1, 2023

I got another pair of nice sneakers

thanks to the staff member here. just remember! im enclosed just with most its insanity written in prose you hit it right on the nose aint need no overdose ..im a "lyrical miracle" the words in quotation marks aint mine but its fact lyrically im the goat empirically i just float my empire need no coat tickets on my boat pricey no need to gloat lool :) You KNOW SINCE THERE IS SUCH THING AS TRANSGENDER I COOYRIGHT A NEW TERM IM TRANSCOLORED! MAYBE IM RAPS MICHAEL JACKSON HEH

Tuesday, January 31, 2023

I dismantle the gentle

aint nothin but particles in my PARTY!! thats uhh correct ;-). i guess you never know the people till its too late and im too FEEble back wen i was a teenager i played mmorpg ultima online n the feeble mind spell was "Rel Wis" on a serious note some faggots penis envy of my manhood really dont change much if u dont live with intertwining facts i cant help u they want me to b practically brain dead so some homo could b more entertained by my sexuality pfft circus MY LEVEL OF CREATIVITY ISNT CAUSED BY ANTISOCIAL RATHER FOR SO LONG 110 PERCENT LACKING ANY SOCIAL AT ALL HEH the bet chekhov n the hunger artist kafka ive lived both of those fiction stories

Monday, January 30, 2023

aside pac n biggy it goes like this..

jadakiss fabolous eminem top three today APPROXIMATELY like that word kiss jayz dont know how to rap he know how to sell jay outa change his company name to artistry records. after all he does sell ART ;) i know death isnt the best thing to obsess over but it aint bout death in itself with me. its just the idea of ummm...awkward ..,AWKWARD attracts me as a human not just a fifteen min fuck session. at nearly 40 testosterone aint that of a teenager no more i jerk off like once a week dead serious. man my life is bizarre HEHEHE mr obama my brother tho i wana hear him get on the mic. trump saved my life so id like to hear that geezers wall street joint too

I just try to keep it "upbeat"...

you know? uhm...yeah. i played piano as a kid my father had me quit cause we arent biological. not that i wouldve been Chopin or nothin..naamean HEH .... I DONE MY SHARE OF LOSING MY TEAM INFUSING MY STYLE SOOTHING I AINT DOIN NOTHIN BUT BOOTIN THESE FAKE THUgs losin i aint doin nothin but bruising egos is nuisin other words a new stance son know im bout the last dance sistuh give it a chance in bed have ya feelin my trance never defeatin my plans to con-man conquer shorty i dunk her a gift or two gold my verses aint nothin but bald repeatin three fold aint release a track yet but album is sold or so ive been told im icy you lie turnin ya icicles cold these rookie rappers. damnnnn hi fab... BYE NEWBIES ..WORD THAT ONE WAS FOR FAB AND EX MMTP COuNSELOr "ann marie" girl told me i should write rap so fabb wen ya want me to do some ghostin u know im postin nothin shy of boastin fake thugs im roastin namean so FAB wen u want me to ghost holllllaaaaaasss

Saturday, January 28, 2023

fuck just do it

It just is. - pavel geller . she is classy and appeasing it gets messy whes shes teasing ;-) what if the universe aint infinite and has some mirror-like like structure blockin off "the end". OOF BIG MAN PARCISSusophy...the one single rhyme that came out of me which wasnt mine was fabolous ..i just changed the name to my staten island native ...,,,...R.I.P Eric Gardner. "forget about vegas the head is outrageous" -Fabolous ..my man almost as nice as me almost there chief! ;) If THERE IS ONE WHITE BOY WHO STANDS TALL AGAINST ALL... ALL RACISM. THAT WOULD BE....BUT OFCOURSE, ME.

Friday, January 27, 2023

when I was one and twenty..

now, on a serious note. when i was a teenager i met this guy "john farley". this guy was so attractive id entitle him "pretty boy". he is THE ONLY heterosexual male who was so attractive id gladly call him pretty boy. from jessica to john they oppose my rule as self-disgust man. now on a more serious note..one thing ive never read is psychology of sexuality. maybe i was born gay just my hydrocephalic brain misdirects everything. but i remember masterbating watchin porn and i always had to see the mid section penetration part of video. i was bullied alot as a child so that might be the only reason why ive been so heavily against. the primary reasoning for my desire for pussy is ive been training my subconcious to be into it. i remember my 8th grade buddies mary and shamella ahhh boy what life will do to ya sometimes!!! OH YEAH LOVE IS WITHIN WHEN YOURE BY IM IN WEN U REPLACE BY WITH Bi FRIENDSHIP DAMAGED HEH YEAH HEH FUCK OFF ,..,...lol you hope i rhyme we elope in time! youre imposing im exposin you supposin that im chosen!!! that which she doesnt have i make up for which she does i like more or now anyway ;-) and that details the day gnite folks