Valentina kareva. Jordans label is just do it. I started my own.. "Just be it". None other. other than I pops a close second. I death defy. take care my brother spot leader. drugs are bad! I was raised in a house of discipline. so what i use drugs. im against crack dont do it. (except with jessica and cpl of months after) discipline my mother put forward on me is stronger than any crack addiction. but really, BE REAL IS REAL IF U AINT GETTING NO PLAY AT MY AGE...OFCOURSE UR GOING TO NEED SOMETHING. (example: dope/marijuana). this has to be after life people remembering me with license plates of cars i see (one of the examples. I'm bewildered.). Mr tramp all that only for the rich "liberal" stuff is nonsense. you go ahead make US AS A COUNTRY GREAT AGAIN. Away from having to be ashamed of being sick. and I been sick my whole life. Why should so much senseless shame be put forth onto me. *sigh* (as far as if i had any other option to live on...aside from my existance today on 186). What's more shamelesss sucking cock for comfort or ....whatever man i been using insulin and went back to long walks daily recently. so my GOD GIVEN physique aint shit sick to it...just cause i was a teenager once as opposed to now. ok done mr trump you kill me on this one..what can I say. THANGZ IS LIZOOKIN BEAT NAAAAAAAMEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAN OH MY BAD MR TRUMP WHEN U GOT A MOMENT FROM DELIVERING THE NATION THE GOOD...READ "ON THE ROAD" JACK KEROUAC. YOU SUGGESTED THAT BOOK TO AMERICAS READERS AND I GUARENTEE SAFE MOTHERFUCKING BET. YOUD HAVE EVERY ONE OF THEIR VOTES ADDED. okie SENOR Trump. (Jack is an AMERICAN writer).

Congratulations Mr. Trump. THANK U AND I DO SAY THANK U FOR THE FIRST SERIOUS BID I DID I GOT TO READ ANOTHER FOUR GREAT BOOKS. THE KITE RUNNER, HONKY, MEMORY MAN, THE PERFECT STORM. (Hyperthymesia / laryngospasm ) ability to memorize everything dying from suffocation when u drown not water filling up lungs. definitions of those two words. boy i basically had the memory and almost survived the second type of shit. WHEN U ARE U DONT HAVE TO TRY TO BE WITH A LEGAL AID U GUILTY BEFORE TAKING THE PLEA and i "GOT IT TOGETHER" for a few minutes didnt need to give her flowers this year we had a mothers day episode on the phone. ya KNOW :-) oh yeh sorry . i asked the asian bum lady collectin bottles for a hug this morning...ofcourse her background and all i got a no. but i hope i do get to hug my LADY before i die. yeh, shes a lady despite her bottle collecting ways. unless yo real talk im bout to go have a second cig now but me imagining a transgender oriental grandma....id kiss her on the fucking lips if mami think she got it like that. thats my word i let guy borrow money he dont pay me back STILL asking me for shit. gave him have a cigarette fuck it but me doin foul shit? stealing to say coffee wassap to my georgians other than that? steal from family? just youthful rebellion installed by pedophilia. my mother got flowers from me even with that...but im sorry mr. pain couldnt help but to rebel. ALL MY YEARS OF OBSCENE DRUG USE I HAVE NEVER I DO SAY STOLE FROM FAMILY. (my brother get to thinkin he AGREE).

The initiating shlemazel remark was based on a jewish lady with practically no breasts. Now possibly my only true friend in life shaindy also had NO breasts. We spoke to each other for hours on end daily which supported my hyperlexic hypergraphic hobby. her hobby, her having smart mind and being jewish. I do wonder how long till election results come in. *friendly as friendly as life today allows grin* if the government sees me as a christly figure...hence delaying my death. hope they dont kill me

Hebrew word. >Shlemazel: a person with consistently bad luck.<. Election day today. her family of glory whatedver man im just saying if u get a "i love him" past a lie detector test out of her...you do what u do i'm comfortable then again no if u land me locked up with her visits..just touching her would uber comfort without no fucking uber cab. uber ride or whatever. as far as exchange of human on other genitals...i let a druggie borrow few dollars other day knowing i aint getting shit back its JUST PART OF MY PRAYER I FIND SOMEONE WHO WOULD. SOMEONE WHO DOESNT LET DRUGS DEGENERATE HUMAN IN THEM. me degenerate? lets be serious all the medical shit i been through. it looks to be fitting, the word. chances are comments like this will land me locked up without any visits from nastya...oh well. i further emotion in dying a romantic in notion. time for ANOTHER CIGARETTE FOR YOUR SHLEMAZEL. like the few words in hebrew i know...pops granted me gift of. shlemazel is done.

my man zuckie markman zuckberg. this is sign of obscene stress. for a man not to remember when mothers day episode with him being the only man amongst 3 in the house to give mother flowers day. so i mean all in all im sayin sstayin sober when i got the hassle i dont do no degrading shit for a fix or bag or whatever. im man defined with defining men by those who are only defined as men. i would never have answered lowlife insulting remark to a fella here if he didnt even lowlife sweater. how a man whos lived life so comfortable going to comfortably even say that kind of shit. i hope he loves or something. now let me look up metformin effects on type 1 diabetes lets look up election

pharmaceuticals i dont know who they were prescribed from who they were etc. etc etc. unless its a C-A benifactor i refuse pops i did take few doses alrdy tho oh well

a 7th ave pharmacy dropping meds off in my room amongst other obscenities i might be ingesting...god knows what they goin to do to me

Mind doesnt process anything related to real life when hypergraphic hyperlexic chatting as statement proves itself relating to some fiction characters of psedonym "cri". I've held on to the internet. *GRIN* as far as "cri" goes. I say hi to my california ...CHARACTER. ABOVE MAN/WOMAN straight/gay. and , sure sure, Feline. btw, hello to exo-aids henny-aids as the ever so wise pervert entitled them. can I really write rap in relation to this...exo/henny were just drinkin/druggin their lives into the next cock in their mouth and that ain't much topic for rap. I'll try write a country song for you, mangina. Time may be closing in on me, but as I once greatly said .. "Such is life". oh right, sentimental value over the course of a disturbed life time. and there aint no right mouse left house with buttons just winnie the pooh with his blouse. who illllllllllllllllllllllllllll ill say so that ill bro ill be doe just ill no?

Me being right is the only thing more important than my ego (let my pops try that one on "for size"). Right, legally...thats mostly philosophy. My ego...that relies only and solely on BLUNT FACT. So whoever your messiah is, jesus or not. fact of the matter is, I exist. To this day. Can only question god if or not be I born in may. Theres a bar. I haven't written in a while, what I've written editing at the moment came to usa at 9 fuck ya road be it 8 mile. ah shit, jesus, em back up my son....only spot i'm backing into is getting a new passport. seem unlikely hope lives in me as to it likely. positive . my boys and girls at google. hallelujah

heard man use word "bi". no such thing. its about where you start not where you come to. where you come to is just ..come to. or lonelyness whatever u chose to call it. i know where i started. some russian junkies crib in russia. as far as...emailing me bout heart attack..gona beat me like that huh. after all that it has been. sickly P votes for natural happening / timer etc. who knows if theyll leave me be. i just pray. take care. night.

oh yeh, comment before bed. thanks to pops for pedophiles hes had have their way with me..enforcing the kind of suffering hes had me go through so on so forth. im glad he still got me living a bum in fear for his life cause he ruined my life in penis envy of who the bigger man is. pfft. nuff said

"God is good, all the time!". Anyhow, today may be judgement day. well all in all, i already explained my recluse life style + post youthful stroke brain damage...i DID NOT INTEND TO OFFEND OR REALIZE IT HURTS ANYBODY AT ALL. WAS JUST USING MY WRITING TECHNIQUE MIMICING A RUSSIAN SONG BY #1 AMONGST RUSSIAN LEGENDS. I mimic thats my gimmick. sigh, what can I tell ya my hebrews....my life time as a writer. took alot of drugs to keep mind intact flowing i been death defying niggas still got me rowing. "2pasha". Eminem just a hollywood person who agreed to gay stuff to call himself eminem... iam a fan of the lyricisist. but the one and only tupac, r.i.p. i have a feelings his words sync with his photos. (come/go along with). That he actually wrote his rap. Greatest rap track in rap history "2pac - changes". Period. P. (pms, pavels moral sexy).

i be the lyrical sage this be sprayed on last window instead of a page what tears leave one in other than post rage after your a wash up at home getting nailed by speedy stand in the amplified gauge god noticed too early i set on my wage stick figure pass on 6 fig cars even in stick halloween just passed i was donated marijuana that was a stage had me feeling magical every time i blaze god casting spells like he a mage speaking of love now a thing of past she cast hers i felt it i cast mines she dealt it grammatical coincidence antonymical interpret that one bright eyes ....oh man i mean shit hate to come to terms it but with how difficult my life been from day...how could i socialize playing part as anything other than ego....and being honest needed to express ego ...me what GOD COMPOSED OF ME. well if i get a donation sweater again i want a jadakiss sweater as opposed to jay z...nirvana. jay z todays nirvana gone black. he plays it soft though, i guess some truly enjoy money. if money could ever do anything for/to/of/about etc me. i wouldnt be sitting here typing

With this getting high stuff. I can go without it/legal replacements (ie: methadone. suboxone etc been on both) its all replaced very well by the company of other peoples presence. AND IVE MADE IT OBVIOUS IVE HAD MY SHARE IN SEX LIFE AND DONT CARE FOR ANYMORE. Call me what you will, gay straight. (im just freak tbh). to me addiction..i've got the will of god. so its just sensation provided by intense moment...hence i aint addicted. crack be addictive but DEAD SERIOUS I NEVER GOT INTO THAT. AND I TRIED IT. So with the company of decent folks present here...i can remain sober. but my insulin....god knows when theyll get me more or god knows what theyll do to sickly P who cant survive without medically needed . once again, by white house i was entitled "Parcissus" gee golly lunch time ok THIS SHIT WILL HAVE AN AVERAGE MAN NAUSEAS 80MG METHADONE COLD TURKEY TWICE. ok back to lunch

Should have asked my bro if he got circumcised as a baby...never looked back on that. well today is a sober day no money have some suboxone left over not going to take it. hope my last breath enough to vent over be it god sent over to heavenly crib i went over hoping aint high in rent over god has me this shelter room he lent over. namean KNOW WHAT I HATE HOW PPL HAVE TO RIDE WITH FICTION TALES IN THEIR SOCIALISING TODAY AND CANT HATE ON BLACK OR WHITE ON THAT ONE. WHERE AS I ...SIGH.//GRIN.//OR SOMESEEEEEEEENG IM JUST ME. well i met precious children shopping at cvs yestrday one mom refererred to me sayin somethin to one of them